Moonlight the twilight poetry of coldones



  moonlight

  the twilight poetry of

  coldones

  IQRA TARIQ

  ( pen name:ANNA WHITTAKER)

  SILVER STAG

  First edition 2010.

  Based on the twilight saga by Stephenie Meyer.

  Copyright© 2010 by Iqra Tariq.

  The moral right of the author has been asserted.

  All rights reserved.

  No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system ,or transmitted ,in any form or by any means, without the prior permission in writing of the publisher, nor be otherwise circulated in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition including this condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

  Cover designed by Saad Jumani

  Picture credits: edwardandbella.net

  www.moonlight-poetry.webs.com

 

 

  Dedicated to:

  My father; my mother; and my dearest friends who all have been constantly dazzling rays of hope for me all my life.

 

  ACKNOWLEDGMENT

  Thanks with my whole heart to my Creator Who gave me the idea of writing this book. He destined me to this fate as of course, all this was written by Him. Thanks to Him that He gifted me with such great parents who supported me throughout my life. Thanks to Him for giving me such great friends that helped me out whenever I needed them. Thanks to You God for everything and I hope that You will yourself make my book successful. Ameen!

  PICTURE CREDITS: edwardandbella.net

 

 

  Say that upon the altar of her beauty

  You sacrifice your tears, your sighs,

  Your heart, write till your ink be dry

  And with your tears moist it again and

  Frame some feeling that may discover

  Such integrity!

  (Two gentlemen of Verona)

  PREFACE

  The thought of you lying pale, cold

  Your innocent smile, your warm flushing cheeks all gone

  An honest simple girl killed by a hundred year old

  A century ago, I should have been gone

  Your eyes will not shine anymore

  Your heart been stopped forever

  I won’t hear your honey voice anymore

  I snatched your soul from you forever

  On my chest, your head will no more rest

  I can no more run my fingers through your delicate hair

  Now I can never hold you close to my chest

  To you, my love, I can no more come near

  CONTENTS

  ●Bella’s Lullaby 1

  ●Edward’s twilight: “You are my life

  now” 7

  ●Edward’s New Moon; “ I am so

  sorry” 12

  ●Who is the one for her 34

  ●Bella’s call: “Come back to me” 37 ●Twilight and New Moon; Jacob

  Black’s Story 69

  ●Renesmee’s lullaby by Jacob Black

  104

  ●An account of vampire powers 107

  ●Who is he? 112

  ●Charlie on Bella’s wedding 114

  ●A torn Sam Ulley 118

  ●Jane’s history 121

  ●Robert Pattinson says 124

 

  BELLA'S LULLABY

  Sleep, my darling, sleep

  See how beautiful is this night

  After the hour of twilight

  Sleep, honey, sleep

  You are my life, my existence cause

  Only thing that would hurt me to lose

  Only one yet to touch my heart

  If I had a soul, it would have been yours

  Only want to see your lovely face, my eyes

  My ears want to hear just your voice

  So sleep, my destiny, sleep

  See how beautiful is this night

  I will hum to you my lullaby

  Sleep, my love, sleep

  Do you know the most important sound for me?

  Is your distinct, pure, rhythmic heartbeat

  I only want one thing to see in Alice's mind forever

  That me and you are always happy together

  Now I know what was the reason

  Behind my being the fastest Cullen

  So that when you call I am the first to help you

  To miss not a single beautiful moment with you

  1

 

  My love, if I could ever sleep

  Only of you I would ever dream

  Can love be this strong that it,

  Can make you forget everything?

  To cross the non crossable limits

  Can it be so divine and lively?

  Can love make you defy your nature?

  Is it possible that a predator

  Can fall in love with its prey so deeply,

  That for him the prey becomes his most important thing?

  How can you live in the situation

  When near your love your dominant emotion

  Is to kill her, is to murder her

  But when your life is nothing as compared to her

  Then becomes dominant your love

  On all the other emotions,

  You can now live all the time with your love

  Even if you have to struggle to control every second

  It doesn't to you anymore matter

  That you have to struggle to defy your own nature

  So that you can be near that beloved one

  So that you can stay with your divine one

 

  When life gives you a forever awaited gift

  2

  How can you not accept it gratefully?

  When to your life a meaning is finally given

  Making it meaningless again, how can you think even?

  When after 90 years, life gives you a single gleaming ray of hope

  How can you not cage it forever in your heart, in your soul?

  When you are waiting for over 90 years for one thing

  And life presents before your eyes that thing for you suddenly

  How can you even think of letting it go?

  When doing this can kill you, can hurt you so?

  After 90 years of loneliness

  With your true soul mate you are blessed

  How can you even think of losing her?

  How can you, even for a second, stay away from her?

  Can you ever dare to let go

  Your only reason to smile? It just can't be so

  Can someone soulless be gifted like this?

  Can someone kiss without killing?

  His most wanted prey?

>   Now on this what would you say?

  Can someone put his lips to his

  Most favorite wine and not drink it?

  Can someone ever possibly resist

  His perfect brand of heroine?

  When he craves to stay

  With that brand always?

 

  How can a more than 100 year old

  3

  With a young girl form a bond

  When he has lost his soul

  And most innocent is that girl's soul?

  The most pure and divine in the world

  Is the precious soul of this girl

  When she doesn't even know

  She is really bonding with whom?

  But just tell me at this moment

  How can he miss the few most precious moments

  For which he has waited his whole life?

  When without her, he will simply go wild?

  So I won't ever leave you, honey

  Sleep, my Bella, sleep

  How can the lion save the lamb from other lions

  Who are worse than him so many times?

  But I know that when more important to him than his life is his love,

  When his own life is always ready to be slayed at the altar of love

  When he can love the lamb with all his might

  Then he can also cross any limits to save her life

  Fight, till death, he will

  And if he has to, he will kill

  I have traveled the whole world,

  It used to look so vast before you

  But now my own personal world

  Has shrunken to contain only you

  You are my whole world to me,

  Only you are everything to me

  4

  Not years, decades; I'll love you till eternity

  Not years, decades; But I waited for you an entire century

  You don't know how it has tortured me but you

  Are worth all the wait that I had to go through

  I wandered far and wide to know why I was living

  For this I searched every corner of this planet

  I was lost in a frenzy of meaningless life,

  It made no sense; I was living why

  I found you... I found myself... I found the meaning

  Now my life makes sense to me

  I just existed like a flame extinguished

  Then you made me all bright and full of spirit

  You revived all the desires and wishes

  Buried deep inside me

  Revived the deep buried humanity in me

  After you I felt more human, more living

  To any sort of happiness I was blind

  But now with you I can see all with your eyes

  I was inert to the sentiments that bonded people

  But now I can feel the abstract emotions

  So sleep, my life, sleep

  You are the true love of me

  You gave the life to me,

  So sleep, darling, sleep

 

  5

  Just for you I am living

  Just for you I am breathing

  You look so beautiful sleeping

  Like an angel I am dreaming

  As long as I live

  No one can harm you

  Because in fact, I only live

  To love you, to protect you

  I will never let tears fill your eyes

  I will give you happiness so divine

  That you will forget all the hurts

  There will be just peace in your heart

  Isabella Marie Swan, I promise to love you forever

  You are the only one to live in my heart ever

  So sleep, my darling, sleep

  See how beautiful is this night

  After the hour of twilight

  Sleep, honey, sleep

  6

  EDWARD CULLEN’S

  STORY: TWILIGHT

  “YOU ARE MY LIFE NOW’’

  Dying of Spanish influenza

  I was in a hospital

  Mom and dad, dead, ah!

  There was no hope’s sparkle

  A doctor came over to me

  An angelic face he had

  With a warm smile he said to me

  You are not gonna be dead

  He sank his teeth into my neck

  Currents of pain flowed through me

  Except pain I don’t remember anything back

  Just screams and agony accompanied me

  Thus, a century ago began my new life

  My soul lost, I became one of the damned

  I had been changed by Carlisle

  I was the new member of the Olympic clan

  7

  The thirst burning my throat weakened me

  I fled leaving my creator all alone

  Drinking human blood strengthened me

  I had become a monster on the whole

  I found something strange with me

  I heard all that people were thinking

  Hearing their thoughts led me

  To kill only those who were deserving

  My life was all empty

  There was no peace

  I could never be happy

  To hell I was destined

  Tired of wandering alone

  I rejoined my family

  My body deprived of soul

  Nothing about me was humanly

  An alternative Carlisle provided

  To support my existence

  Only animals now I hunted

  Some peace returned to my conscience

  Our family expanded

  We were now seven

  But my heart still waited

  For you; my love, my Heaven

  8

  I was all alone

  Then the future indicated

  You were coming to fill the hole

  That in my heart existed

  That first day, that first sight

  I remember it so clearly

  From you skin the perfume took flight

  I was almost maddened by agony

  My throat burned

  I had never felt such thirst

  My control was challenged

  I had to get away from you first

  In a single moment

  I could destroy

  Every single effort

  Made by Carlisle

  I left my family

  How weak I was, while

  What were you to me?

  Just a weak human, so fragile

  So I decided

  To face you

  I decided

  To endure you

  9

  So I came back

  With you I became friend

  But your mind couldn’t be read

  So the story doesn’t end

  You were an angel

  Next to me so delicate

  Like a soap bubble

  Wandering on grass blades

  Then I saw the van about to crush you

  I couldn’t wait, I had to stop it

  In my head saying, “No! Not you!”

  I pushed the van away; lifted it

  You always surprised me

  Your thoughts so unique

  They always impressed me

  They made me happy

  I didn’t want to put you in danger

  My secret I didn’t want to reveal
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  But you deliberately came near and near

  To the extent my secret I could no more keep

  My secret was worked out by you

  I was essentially a selfish creature

  But I could never risk your soul

  I could never put you in danger

  10

  That was the start of our forever

  For a century I hadn’t heard my heart beat

  What do you live for, when you can live forever?

  Simple; it was just you I wanted to keep

  My heart was the target

  Your arrow found it

  Beginning of magic

  Your love started

  Your smile brightened my life

  Your heartbeat made me sigh

  Your warm, flushed cheeks, your big eyes

  Your beauty made me watch you throughout the night

  And so the lion fell in love with the lamb

  I have left my heart with you

  You gave me life when I was damned

  Now I belong only to you

  You have become the only thing

  That would hurt me to lose

  My world is only existing

  Because your heartbeat is so pure.