Moonlight the twilight poetry of coldones

  No one is there to give me the kiss so pure with love

  The pieces of my shattered soul, together I can no more keep

  I can’t breathe, I can’t live without you, my love

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

 

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  I miss your crooked smiles, your honey sweet voice

  Your mind reading, your color shifting eyes

  Your humming me your lullaby to sleep, so angelic, so nice

  Your playing piano, your vast knowledge, everything makes me sigh

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  Besides the pain of losing you there is another worry

  I think your memories are fading, I may forget you

  You took away all your pictures, your gifts, your things

  This only gave me pain and I know to you too

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I never could get used to your perfection

  And when there is a fear of forgetting it

  I have become completely numb, completely restless

  I will have to work out some way to remember it

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  On my way back with Jessica, that other day

  I saw some people which I thought I knew

  They seemed dangerous, still I couldn’t stay away

  It will make me remember you! That I never knew

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  When I progressed towards them I heard you

  So clearly as if you were right there beside me

  I know you would have stopped me, if you had been really there

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  Like the voice of you in my head which had then warned me

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  Thus I worked out my way of remembering you

  Whenever I approached danger I would hear you

  Your sweet voice melted in my ears, reminding me of you

  With me your presence I felt, as if it were really you

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  There was only one reason I could think of hearing your voice

  Because you loved me, you wanted to keep me safe always

  But it affected me otherwise, I now wanted dangers to rise

  So that I will be able to hear you, forever, always

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I now made a plan with Jake

  I learned to ride motorbikes

  He didn’t know my original plan

  I was just looking for danger to hear your voice

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  During my this planning

  Jake was trying to come near me

  He had started to like me

  But of course, I couldn’t love him

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

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  Nor could I get away from him

  I absolutely needed him

  This made me feel so guilty

  For myself, I was just using him

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  Hearing your smooth velvet voice, feeling the perfection of it

  Smoothened the sharp edges of the burning hole in my chest

  I could do absolutely anything, go to infinite limits to hear it

  Because only it gave me happiness, it was my only cause of rest

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I feared the idea that I would slowly lose it

  So I had to find a danger more exciting than bikes

  And there it was; the angry waves, the tall cliffs

  A soothing sensation crept into me; I was about to hear your voice

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I had imagined this long freefall

  The feeling of utter freedom

  It was simply inviting, all in all

  The end was coming near and near

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

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  I took a step towards cliffs’ edge

  Staring into the thundering waves down there

  “Bella”, “Yes?” “Don’t do this”

  Your pleading honey voice said in my ear

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  “You wanted me to be human, well, watch me”

  “Please, for me, please”, you begged

  “But in any other way you won’t stay with me”

  “Stop! Bella!” You were now angry, you had growled

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I knew that Edward, you loved me

  I knew that you would do anything to keep me safe

  I shouldn’t have done this but your voice with so much clarity

  I wanted to hear so much that I couldn’t stop in any way

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I didn’t know what suffering it will bring on you

  I was just dying to be that close to you

  Your voice in my subconscious before me, revived you

  Whenever I went against my promise to you

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I dived into the water, falling freely

  You were shouting in my ear, happiness spread through me

  The water was ice cold just like your touch on me

  The waves were tossing me in every direction, knocking the air out of me

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

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  “Bella! Keep fighting! Keep swimming!” you ordered

  But I didn’t want to; I was feeling finally happy

  Death was better to live without you but I wondered

  Whether it was right? Wasn’t I doing wrong to you; deceiving?

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I tried to swim towards the surface

  But everything was black around me

  I didn’t know where to swim; water waves

  Were beating, playing with me

  “Come back to me, Edward, come back to me”

  I was drowning, going deeper and deeper

  Something hard struck me and pulled me down with it

  “Goodbye, I love you, Edward” I had never imagined the end so near

  “I am sorry, Edward; I broke my promise, try to forgive me”

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  In the plane I was the most miserable person

  Tears won’t stop, my whole life flashing before my eyes

  How Jacob had saved me from drowning, and a person

  Had come to visit me; Alice, she had given me a huge surprise

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  I didn’t know what to do, what to say

  All my wounds, memories became fresh

  Her gold eyes, her scent, her angelic face

  I saw you in her; I missed you afresh

  Everything was going well, that time was so precious with Alice

  She was just like my sister, I so much loved her

  She had been there to check on me, she had said

  She had seen me jumping off the cliff in a vision of her

  Her vision had went blank after seeing this

  And she had thought that I had killed myself; suicided

 
But now she knew that I was alive, fine; a bliss

  For her it was and she was now relaxed, comforted

  Her vision had disappeared

  Because Jacob had saved me

  And she couldn’t see werewolves

  In her vision, she told me

  Then a phone call came

  Which Jacob attended

  “He is away at the funeral,” he said

  It was Carlisle he had told me

  A minute later, Alice came, her perfect features moulded into worry

  What had happened when I had asked her the worst

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  words she told me

  It wasn’t Carlisle on phone it was you Edward; Jacob had lied to me

  You thought that I was dead and you were going to Italy to Volturi

  Those words were the most painful words I had ever heard in my life

  The idea of you going to get yourself killed because I had died

  Almost killed me, sucked the life out of me, I had went wild

  I had to save you somehow, it was all my mistake; all mine

  When James had attacked me

  Edward you had told me about your plan

  To go to the Volturi and ask them to kill

  I couldn’t imagine the idea and now also I can’t

  I had forbade you to do such a thing then

  Then why did you still have to go?

  My this blunder could never ever be forgiven

  My supposed death had made you go

  Alice told me that the Volturi had rejected to kill you

  A wave of relief passed through me

  But Alice still looked worried, was something still wrong with you?

  You had not stopped; you still wanted to be killed

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  Alice told me your whole plan, she was blank, expressionless

  At 12 noon, near clock tower, you will come

  And you will expose them all; you will be shirtless

  And your skin will glitter like diamond from rays of sun

  Volturi were very protective of their city

  Any risk of exposure they couldn’t tolerate

  Thus you will get your wish granted; you will be killed

  An idea which I could never ever tolerate

  I just couldn’t imagine this in my mind

  That something like this can occur, can happen

  You not existing? How impossible! You were my entire life

  I had to stop this, “I will save you, this won’t happen!”

  Now I know why you were doing this

  Because if something happens to you

  Which is impossible for me to think

  I will certainly kill myself for you too

  But you also love me to this degree?

  I never knew, I could never believe

  “But my love, I am coming, Alice, hurry!

  Drive the car as fast as you can, hurry!”

  Each passing second felt like hell to me

  I was just about to lose my everything

  “Edward! You are far more precious than me,

  Please, stop! Please, wait for me”

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  My eyes with tears were flooding

  My heartbeat rapidly racing

  The idea of you not existing

  Was driving me completely crazy

  This time was more important than eternity

  “I will save you, I will,” I promised

  And there at clock tower we had reached

  Clock was about to strike 12, I had to hurry

  Though my whole body was numb, there was no feeling

  I ran with all the strength a feeble human could have possibly

  There you were; shirtless, perfect, angelic, beautiful, gleaming

  It was really you, it wasn’t a dream, I just couldn’t believe

  I had never seen anything more beautiful

  All the past seven months now meant nothing to me

  Only with your love my soul, my heart was full

  Nothing at all anymore mattered to me

  “No! Edward, don’t!” I shouted with all my might

  You weren’t listening although I was madly screaming

  You were taking a step towards direct sunlight

  And my worst nightmare in front of my eyes was developing

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  I slammed with all my force into you

  You didn’t move even an inch

  With all my might I pushed you

  But still I couldn’t move you in

  I was inhaling your most beautiful scent

  In your lovely velvet voice you said

  “Carlisle was right. I am impressed

  They so quickly did it; nothing I felt”

  “They just steal your sweet scent

  But have no power on your beauty”

  You held me tight, “Bella”, you said

  Hearing my name in your voice made me dizzy

  I was still struggling to push you back

  “What is it?” You slowly opened your eyes

  “Edward! You are not dead, step back

  And neither am I, step back before they arrive!”

  Comprehension dawned on your face

  You moved me towards the wall

  Now you were safe, my life was safe

  Only now I could breathe at all

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  “Why did you believe me so quickly, Bella?”

  “I was shocked, I couldn’t think”

  “You don’t know how it tortured me, Bella

  The expression on your face always haunted me”

  “Don’t worry, Edward, afterwards I had realized

  That you had lied to me there

  I had always seen the intense love for me in your eyes

  I know that you were also broken there”

  “I just did it to protect you, Bella

  I felt the thought of parting torturing me, killing me

  But I could never imagine that Victoria…..

  I don’t know how to say it, will you ever forgive me?”

  Will you forgive me? Can you reaccept me?

  After all that I did to you can you still love me?

  After all the pain that I gave you, can you still want me?”

  Edward was asking questions with such doubtless answers from me

  “The way I feel about you will never change, not even a bit

  Can you forgive me for being so utterly reckless?

  Can you forgive me for breaking my promise; for deceiving?”

  I was so broken inside, I felt completely breathless

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  “You were just being human, Bella

  You need not to say sorry

  I will never ever leave you, Bella

  You will never get another pain from me”

  You kissed me and I wasn’t dreaming

  You were so close; my life was back

  After believing that lost was my everything

  Edward, you were back, what a bliss! You were back!

  My most precious gift of life was back

  Your kissing again made me light headed

  Breathless, utterly happy that my life was back

  I kissed you back and kissed and kissed

  Another forever had started

  We both now knew what

  Had been the mistakes we committed

  Which had caused us to part

  With a promise to never mak
e such mistakes again

  We both declared our love, Edward proposed me

  It stopped my heart, again I forgot to breathe

  Of course “yes” I said, no one in the world could be happier than me

  As long as we are together

  No pain, no sadness can touch us

  We are life of each other

  No power can ever separate us

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  With these promises we both forgot all our pains

  Forks was again beautiful, I was again alive

  Of course now there will be no losses, only gains

  As long as I am with my destiny, my true life

 

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  JACOB BLACK’S

  STORY

  I was so excited

  Forks was about to be visited

  By my childhood friend Bella

  I was so eager to meet my Bella

  There we met on a beach where I lived

  Like an angel she looked, my dream girl

  She had now come to stay over for a long while

  We spent together that day a long time

  The way she looked at me

  I felt she liked me

  She was talking so intimately with me

  Then about the Cullens she asked me

  We went to sit on a broken tree

  Lying on the shore of the beach

  Some old legends I told her

  She seemed very interested by the look of her

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  She promised to spend time with me again

  With her school friends she had to go back

  That little meeting I knew never

  Will be the most important for me ever

  She had left such a mark on my heart

  That love was blooming, she was now the occupant of my heart