The Sound and the Fury

  “What you done to him now.” Dilsey said. “Cant you never let him alone.”

  “I was just trying to get him to hush up and not sturb Miss Cahline.” Luster said. “Something got him started again.”

  “And I know what that something name.” Dilsey said. “I’m going to get Versh to take a stick to you when he comes home. You just trying yourself. You been doing it all day. Did you take him down to the branch.”

  “Nome.” Luster said. “We been right here in this yard all day, like you said.”

  His hand came for another piece of cake. Dilsey hit his hand. “Reach it again, and I chop it right off with this here butcher knife.” Dilsey said. “I bet he aint had one piece of it.”

  “Yes he is.” Luster said. “He already had twice as much as me. Ask him if he aint.”

  “Reach hit one more time.” Dilsey said. “Just reach it.”

  That’s right, Dilsey said. I reckon it’ll be my time to cry next. Reckon Maury going to let me cry on him a while, too.

  His name’s Benjy now, Caddy said.

  How come it is, Dilsey said. He aint wore out the name he was born with yet, is he.

  Benjamin came out of the bible, Caddy said. It’s a better name for him than Maury was.

  How come it is, Dilsey said.

  Mother says it is, Caddy said.

  Huh, Dilsey said. Name aint going to help him. Hurt him, neither. Folks dont have no luck, changing names. My name been Dilsey since fore I could remember and it be Dilsey when they’s long forgot me.

  How will they know it’s Dilsey, when it’s long forgot, Dilsey, Caddy said.

  It’ll be in the Book, honey, Dilsey said. Writ out.

  Can you read it, Caddy said.

  Wont have to, Dilsey said. They’ll read it for me. All I got to do is say Ise here.

  The long wire came across my shoulder, and the fire went away. I began to cry.

  Dilsey and Luster fought.

  “I seen you.” Dilsey said. “Oho, I seen you.” She dragged Luster out of the corner, shaking him. “Wasn’t nothing bothering him, was they. You just wait till your pappy come home. I wish I was young like I use to be, I’d tear them years right off your head. I good mind to lock you up in that cellar and not let you go to that show tonight, I sho is.”

  “Ow, mammy.” Luster said. “Ow, mammy.”

  I put my hand out to where the fire had been.

  “Catch him.” Dilsey said. “Catch him back.”

  My hand jerked back and I put it in my mouth and Dilsey caught me. I could still hear the clock between my voice. Dilsey reached back and hit Luster on the head. My voice was going loud every time.

  “Get that soda.” Dilsey said. She took my hand out of my mouth. My voice went louder then and my hand tried to go back to my mouth, but Dilsey held it. My voice went loud. She sprinkled soda on my hand.

  “Look in the pantry and tear a piece off of that rag hanging on the nail.” she said. “Hush, now. You dont want to make your maw sick again, does you. Here, look at the fire. Dilsey make your hand stop hurting in just a minute. Look at the fire.” She opened the fire door. I looked at the fire, but my hand didn’t stop and I didn’t stop. My hand was trying to go to my mouth, but Dilsey held it.

  She wrapped the cloth around it. Mother said,

  “What is it now. Cant I even be sick in peace. Do I have to get up out of bed to come down to him, with two grown negroes to take care of him.”

  “He all right now.” Dilsey said. “He going to quit. He just burnt his hand a little.”

  “With two grown negroes, you must bring him into the house, bawling.” Mother said. “You got him started on purpose, because you know I’m sick.” She came and stood by me. “Hush.” she said. “Right this minute. Did you give him this cake.”

  “I bought it.” Dilsey said. “It never come out of Jason’s pantry. I fixed him some birthday.”

  “Do you want to poison him with that cheap store cake.” Mother said. “Is that what you are trying to do. Am I never to have one minute’s peace.”

  “You go on back up stairs and lay down.” Dilsey said. “It’ll quit smarting him in a minute now, and he’ll hush. Come on, now.”

  “And leave him down here for you all to do something else to.” Mother said. “How can I lie there, with him bawling down here. Benjamin. Hush this minute.”

  “They aint nowhere else to take him.” Dilsey said. “We aint got the room we use to have. He cant stay out in the yard, crying where all the neighbors can see him.”

  “I know, I know.” Mother said. “It’s all my fault. I’ll be gone soon, and you and Jason will both get along better.” She began to cry.

  “You hush that, now.” Dilsey said. “You’ll get yourself down again. You come on back up stairs. Luster going to take him to the liberry and play with him till I get his supper done.”

  Dilsey and Mother went out.

  “Hush up.” Luster said. “You hush up. You want me to burn your other hand for you. You aint hurt. Hush up.”

  “Here.” Dilsey said. “Stop crying, now.” She gave me the slipper, and I hushed. “Take him to the liberry.” she said. “And if I hear him again, I going to whip you myself.”

  We went to the library. Luster turned on the light. The windows went black, and the dark tall place on the wall came and I went and touched it. It was like a door, only it wasn’t a door.

  The fire came behind me and I went to the fire and sat on the floor, holding the slipper. The fire went higher. It went onto the cushion in Mother’s chair.

  “Hush up.” Luster said. “Cant you never get done for a while. Here I done built you a fire, and you wont even look at it.”

  Your name is Benjy, Caddy said. Do you hear. Benjy. Benjy.

  Dont tell him that, Mother said. Bring him here.

  Caddy lifted me under the arms.

  Get up, Mau—— I mean Benjy, she said.

  Dont try to carry him, Mother said. Cant you lead him over here. Is that too much for you to think of.

  I can carry him, Caddy said. “Let me carry him up, Dilsey.”

  “Go on, Minute.” Dilsey said. “You aint big enough to tote a flea. You go on and be quiet, like Mr Jason said.”

  There was a light at the top of the stairs. Father was there, in his shirt sleeves. The way he looked said Hush. Caddy whispered,

  “Is Mother sick.”

  Versh set me down and we went into Mother’s room. There was a fire. It was rising and falling on the walls. There was another fire in the mirror. I could smell the sickness. It was on a cloth folded on Mother’s head. Her hair was on the pillow. The fire didn’t reach it, but it shone on her hand, where her rings were jumping.

  “Come and tell Mother goodnight.” Caddy said. We went to the bed. The fire went out of the mirror. Father got up from the bed and lifted me up and Mother put her hand on my head.

  “What time is it.” Mother said. Her eyes were closed.

  “Ten minutes to seven.” Father said.

  “It’s too early for him to go to bed.” Mother said. “He’ll wake up at daybreak, and I simply cannot bear another day like today.”

  “There, there.” Father said. He touched Mother’s face.

  “I know I’m nothing but a burden to you.” Mother said. “But I’ll be gone soon. Then you will be rid of my bothering.”

  “Hush.” Father said. “I’ll take him downstairs a while.” He took me up. “Come on, old fellow. Let’s go down stairs a while. We’ll have to be quiet while Quentin is studying, now.”

  Caddy went and leaned her face over the bed and Mother’s hand came into the firelight. Her rings jumped on Caddy’s back.

  Mother’s sick, Father said. Dilsey will put you to bed. Where’s Quentin.

  Versh getting him, Dilsey said.

  Father stood and watched us go past. We could hear Mother in her room. Caddy said “Hush.” Jason was still climbing the stairs. He had his hands in his pockets.

  “You all must be
good tonight.” Father said. “And be quiet, so you wont disturb Mother.”

  “We’ll be quiet.” Caddy said. “You must be quiet now, Jason.” she said. We tiptoed.

  We could hear the roof. I could see the fire in the mirror too. Caddy lifted me again.

  “Come on, now.” she said. “Then you can come back to the fire. Hush, now.”

  “Candace.” Mother said.

  “Hush, Benjy.” Caddy said. “Mother wants you a minute. Like a good boy. Then you can come back. Benjy.”

  Caddy let me down, and I hushed.

  “Let him stay here, Mother. When he’s through looking at the fire, then you can tell him.”

  “Candace.” Mother said. Caddy stooped and lifted me. We staggered. “Candace.” Mother said.

  “Hush.” Caddy said. “You can still see it. Hush.”

  “Bring him here.” Mother said. “He’s too big for you to carry. You must stop trying. You’ll injure your back. All of our women have prided themselves on their carriage. Do you want to look like a washerwoman.”

  “He’s not too heavy.” Caddy said. “I can carry him.”

  “Well, I dont want him carried, then.” Mother said. “A five year old child. No, no. Not in my lap. Let him stand up.”

  “If you’ll hold him, he’ll stop.” Caddy said. “Hush.” she said. “You can go right back. Here. Here’s your cushion. See.”

  “Dont, Candace.” Mother said.

  “Let him look at it and he’ll be quiet.” Caddy said. “Hold up just a minute while I slip it out. There, Benjy. Look.”

  I looked at it and hushed.

  “You humor him too much.” Mother said. “You and your father both. You dont realise that I am the one who has to pay for it. Damuddy spoiled Jason that way and it took him two years to outgrow it, and I am not strong enough to go through the same thing with Benjamin.”

  “You dont need to bother with him.” Caddy said. “I like to take care of him. Dont I. Benjy.”

  “Candace.” Mother said. “I told you not to call him that. It was bad enough when your father insisted on calling you by that silly nickname, and I will not have him called by one. Nicknames are vulgar. Only common people use them. Benjamin.” she said.

  “Look at me.” Mother said.

  “Benjamin.” she said. She took my face in her hands and turned it to hers.

  “Benjamin.” she said. “Take that cushion away, Candace.”

  “He’ll cry.” Caddy said.

  “Take that cushion away, like I told you.” Mother said. “He must learn to mind.”

  The cushion went away.

  “Hush, Benjy.” Caddy said.

  “You go over there and sit down.” Mother said. “Benjamin.” She held my face to hers.

  “Stop that.” she said. “Stop it.”

  But I didn’t stop and Mother caught me in her arms and began to cry, and I cried. Then the cushion came back and Caddy held it above Mother’s head. She drew Mother back in the chair and Mother lay crying against the red and yellow cushion.

  “Hush, Mother.” Caddy said. “You go up stairs and lay down, so you can be sick. I’ll go get Dilsey.” She led me to the fire and I looked at the bright, smooth shapes. I could hear the fire and the roof.

  Father took me up. He smelled like rain.

  “Well, Benjy.” he said. “Have you been a good boy today.”

  Caddy and Jason were fighting in the mirror.

  “You, Caddy.” Father said.

  They fought. Jason began to cry.

  “Caddy.” Father said. Jason was crying. He wasn’t fighting anymore, but we could see Caddy fighting in the mirror and Father put me down and went into the mirror and fought too. He lifted Caddy up. She fought. Jason lay on the floor, crying. He had the scissors in his hand. Father held Caddy.

  “He cut up all Benjy’s dolls.” Caddy said. “I’ll slit his gizzle.”

  “Candace.” Father said.

  “I will.” Caddy said. “I will.” She fought. Father held her. She kicked at Jason. He rolled into the corner, out of the mirror. Father brought Caddy to the fire. They were all out of the mirror. Only the fire was in it. Like the fire was in a door.

  “Stop that.” Father said. “Do you want to make Mother sick in her room.”

  Caddy stopped. “He cut up all the dolls Mau—Benjy and I made.” Caddy said. “He did it just for meanness.”

  “I didn’t.” Jason said. He was sitting up, crying. “I didn’t know they were his. I just thought they were some old papers.”

  “You couldn’t help but know.” Caddy said. “You did it just ”

  “Hush.” Father said. “Jason.” he said.

  “I’ll make you some more tomorrow.” Caddy said. “We’ll make a lot of them. Here, you can look at the cushion, too.”

  Jason came in.

  I kept telling you to hush, Luster said.

  What’s the matter now, Jason said.

  “He just trying hisself.” Luster said. “That the way he been going on all day.”

  “Why dont you let him alone, then.” Jason said. “If you cant keep him quiet, you’ll have to take him out to the kitchen. The rest of us cant shut ourselves up in a room like Mother does.”

  “Mammy say keep him out the kitchen till she get supper.” Luster said.

  “Then play with him and keep him quiet.” Jason said. “Do I have to work all day and then come home to a mad house.” He opened the paper and read it.

  You can look at the fire and the mirror and the cushion too, Caddy said. You wont have to wait until supper to look at the cushion, now. We could hear the roof. We could hear Jason too, crying loud beyond the wall.

  Dilsey said, “You come, Jason. You letting him alone, is you.”

  “Yessum.” Luster said.

  “Where Quentin.” Dilsey said. “Supper near bout ready.”

  “I dont know’m.” Luster said. “I aint seen her.”

  Dilsey went away. “Quentin.” she said in the hall. “Quentin. Supper ready.”

  We could hear the roof. Quentin smelled like rain, too.

  What did Jason do, he said.

  He cut up all Benjy’s dolls, Caddy said.

  Mother said to not call him Benjy, Quentin said. He sat on the rug by us. I wish it wouldn’t rain, he said. You cant do anything.

  You’ve been in a fight, Caddy said. Haven’t you.

  It wasn’t much, Quentin said.

  You can tell it, Caddy said. Father’ll see it.

  I dont care, Quentin said. I wish it wouldn’t rain.

  Quentin said, “Didn’t Dilsey say supper was ready.”

  “Yessum.” Luster said. Jason looked at Quentin. Then he read the paper again. Quentin came in. “She say it bout ready.” Luster said. Quentin jumped down in Mother’s chair. Luster said,

  “Mr Jason.”

  “What.” Jason said.

  “Let me have two bits.” Luster said.

  “What for.” Jason said.

  “To go to the show tonight.” Luster said.

  “I thought Dilsey was going to get a quarter from Frony for you.” Jason said.

  “She did.” Luster said. “I lost it. Me and Benjy hunted all day for that quarter. You can ask him.”

  “Then borrow one from him.” Jason said. “I have to work for mine.” He read the paper. Quentin looked at the fire. The fire was in her eyes and on her mouth. Her mouth was red.

  “I tried to keep him away from there.” Luster said.

  “Shut your mouth.” Quentin said. Jason looked at her.

  “What did I tell you I was going to do if I saw you with that show fellow again.” he said. Quentin looked at the fire. “Did you hear me.” Jason said.

  “I heard you.” Quentin said. “Why dont you do it, then.”

  “Dont you worry.” Jason said.

  “I’m not.” Quentin said. Jason read the paper again.

  I could hear the roof. Father leaned forward and looked at Quentin.

  Hello
, he said. Who won.

  “Nobody.” Quentin said. “They stopped us. Teachers.”

  “Who was it.” Father said. “Will you tell.”

  “It was all right.” Quentin said. “He was as big as me.”

  “That’s good.” Father said. “Can you tell what it was about.”

  “It wasn’t anything.” Quentin said. “He said he would put a frog in her desk and she wouldn’t dare to whip him.”

  “Oh.” Father said. “She. And then what.”

  “Yes, sir.” Quentin said. “And then I kind of hit him.”

  We could hear the roof and the fire, and a snuffling outside the door.

  “Where was he going to get a frog in November.” Father said.

  “I dont know, sir.” Quentin said.

  We could hear them.

  “Jason.” Father said. We could hear Jason.

  “Jason.” Father said. “Come in here and stop that.”

  We could hear the roof and the fire and Jason.

  “Stop that, now.” Father said. “Do you want me to whip you again.” Father lifted Jason up into the chair by him. Jason snuffled. We could hear the fire and the roof. Jason snuffled a little louder.

  “One more time.” Father said. We could hear the fire and the roof.

  Dilsey said, All right. You all can come on to supper.

  Versh smelled like rain. He smelled like a dog, too. We could hear the fire and the roof.

  We could hear Caddy walking fast. Father and Mother looked at the door. Caddy passed it, walking fast. She didn’t look. She walked fast.

  “Candace.” Mother said. Caddy stopped walking.

  “Yes, Mother.” she said.

  “Hush, Caroline.” Father said.

  “Come here.” Mother said.

  “Hush, Caroline.” Father said. “Let her alone.”

  Caddy came to the door and stood there, looking at Father and Mother. Her eyes flew at me, and away. I began to cry. It went loud and I got up. Caddy came in and stood with her back to the wall, looking at me. I went toward her, crying, and she shrank against the wall and I saw her eyes and I cried louder and pulled at her dress. She put her hands out but I pulled at her dress. Her eyes ran.