Holding You

  Please don’t come. Please don’t come. Fuck . . . think of something else, Mathews. Lauren’s hand slowly moved up and down my rock-hard shaft. I was so hard, I actually ached.

  Movies . . . I wonder what movies are coming out this weekend? The moment she took me into her mouth, I about lost it. Pulling back, I dropped down to my knees. “No! Holy fucking shit, Lauren.”

  Lauren jumped back. “Did I do something wrong? Oh God, I’ve never done that before, Colt, but I really, really wanted to, and I’m so sorry if I did something wrong. Shit! Shit! Shit!”

  I looked into her frightened eyes, and I was elated knowing she had never given a guy a blowjob. Attempting to find my voice, I smiled the same smile I noticed seemed to make Lauren’s eyes light up. “No, sweetheart. God no, you didn’t do a damn thing wrong. I don’t want to come before I even get a chance to be inside you.”

  The fear in her eyes was replaced with desire. “Really?”

  Letting out a small chuckle, I nodded. “Really.”

  The blush that moved across her cheeks was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen. “Now lie back, baby. I’m going to get that taste of you now.”

  Lauren’s chest heaved up and down as she scooted her ass up the bed and laid her head down on the pillow. Crawling onto the bed, I pushed her legs open to me. I’d never seen anything so amazing in my life.

  I began to kiss her inner thigh as Lauren made the sweetest little noises. Reaching her lips, I licked up from the bottom of her pussy to her clit. Lauren’s back arched off the bed as she cried out in pleasure.

  Grinning, I was about to make Lauren completely mine. Burying my face between her legs, I moaned as I worked her with my tongue.

  Finally, Lauren is mine.

  THE MOMENT COLT’S tongue touched me, it felt as if I left my body. Okay . . . not really . . . but it was the most amazing thing I’d ever felt. The furthest I’d ever let a guy go was finger fucking me. It had been nice and the orgasms pretty good, but this. Oh God, this was going to rock my world.

  Placing my hands on Colt’s head, I moved my hips as he continued to work his magic. It wasn’t going to take long before I came and came hard.

  Whispering his name over and over, my eyes about rolled into the back of my head as I felt my build up. I’d never experienced anything like this before. Colt slipped his fingers inside me, and I lost all control. My orgasm felt as if I was taken to utopia and left to float around for a bit.

  Colt did something with his fingers and I felt a spilt second of pain, but my orgasm was too intense for me to really notice.

  When he finally pulled his face away and looked at me, my breathing was so erratic I couldn’t speak. I was pretty sure I didn’t have just one orgasm, but two.

  “Colt . . . that . . . was . . . so amazing!” I panted between breaths.

  Moving up along my body, Colt placed gentle kisses as he softly spoke to me. “Lauren, I’ve never experienced such bliss as I am being with you right now. The taste of you was sweeter than I could have ever imagined.”

  Oh God. I’m going to come again just from him talking. Colt wasn’t just handsome as hell, he was utterly the most romantic man I’d ever met.

  My body shuddered as he moved further along. Settling between my legs, he placed his hands on the sides of my face. “May I kiss you, Lauren?”

  Swallowing hard, I asked, “After you just did that?” I wasn’t too sure how I felt about Colt kissing me after oral sex.

  His smile lifted on the left side as Colt stole more of my heart. His blue eyes pierced mine as if he was looking into my soul.

  “I won’t if you don’t want me to, baby.”

  Did I want him to? It was kind of gross thinking about it, but I put his dick in my mouth and I knew he would have kissed me afterward. Chewing on my lip I realized I was way overthinking this.

  “Kiss me, Colt.”

  Pressing his lips to mine, I opened my mouth to him. Colt moaned when our tongues began to dance with each other. Not being able to describe the taste in my mouth, I let myself get lost in his kiss and decided I liked this. It felt as if it brought us closer together.

  I could feel Colt’s dick pressing against me, and I began to grind my hips against him. I knew he didn’t have a condom on, and we would need to be careful. “Colt, you feel so good, oh God. It feels so good.” I’d always imagined it would be magical being with Colt. But this . . . this was beyond anything I could have imagined.

  He was rubbing against my clit and it didn’t take long before I was moaning into Colt’s mouth as another orgasm raced through my body. Pulling my mouth from Colt’s, I panted out, “More. Colt, I want more of you. Please.”

  Running his nose lightly across my jawline, Colt let out a soft low moan. “Baby, the more orgasms you have, the more relaxed you’ll be.”

  “Colt, please.”

  Pulling back, Colt gazed into my eyes. I wasn’t sure, but something had changed between us, and I knew we would never go back to the way things were. Gone were the days of fighting and pushing each other away. Something in Colt’s eyes caused me to tear up. Placing his hand on the side of my face, Colt lightly brushed his thumb across my skin. “Lauren, I want you to know something before we do this.”

  Nodding my head, I barely spoke above a whisper. “Okay.”

  “I saved myself for you, because I knew the first time I made love to a woman, it was going to be with the woman I loved more than the air I breathed. My heart wants no other woman but you, Lauren.”

  Wow. I’ve died and gone to heaven. I have officially been swept off my feet. I’ve. Been. Swooned.

  A single tear slipped from my eye as Colt’s eyes followed it. Reaching down, his lips gently kissed my cheek. “I love you, Lauren Reynolds. Please, will you be mine?”

  Wrapping my arms around Colt, I cried harder. Colt moved and sat on the bed as he pulled me into his lap and held me. When I was finally able to form words, I spoke. “Colt, you’ve made every one of my dreams come true today. I love you, too, and I want nothing more than to be forever yours.”

  Colt’s eyes lit up and I swore they sparkled like diamonds. He laid me down gently and kissed my lips before turning and reaching for his wallet and pulled out a condom. Standing over me, he never took his eyes from mine. Oh how I’ve longed for Colt to make love to me. Although I was scared as hell, I was excited, curious, and full of questions that I needed him to answer for me, not only with his mouth, but with his body as well.

  Wetting my lips, I watched as Colt rolled the condom on. Instinctively, I opened my legs as Colt moved back onto the bed. He slipped his fingers inside of me and slowly pushed in and pulled out. “Fuck,” he hissed through his teeth. “You’re so wet, Lauren.”

  Hearing those words fall from Colt’s lips did something to me. I wanted to hear Colt talk to me like that more.

  Moving over me, Colt leaned in and kissed me again. When he bit down on my lower lip, I lifted my hips and felt his dick pushing against me.

  I was finally going to be with Colt. No more waking up in the middle of the night with my hands down my panties as I dreamt of his touch. He was finally taking what was his all along.

  Kissing along my neck, Colt moved his lips to my ear and nibbled on my earlobe as he spoke in the most seductive voice I’d ever heard.

  “I’m going to make love to you now, sweetheart. Please promise me you’ll tell me if I hurt you.”

  The moment I had been dreaming of was finally here. I felt as if I was already on cloud nine and my mind was in a whirlwind.

  Would it hurt? Would it feel good? Colt was thick . . . and long . . . and thick. Oh fuck. It’s gonna hurt like a son-of-a-bitch. Squeezing my eyes shut, I attempted to quiet the voices in my head as Colt continued to build me up with his kisses and the touch of his hands on my breasts. If he pulled and twisted my nipple once more, I was going to scream out in ultimate pleasure.

  “Lauren . . . promise me.”

  Gasping for air, I quickly said, “I prom
ise! Colt, I promise. Please, I can’t wait a second more. Do it now!” I knew I sounded desperate, but I didn’t care. I’d waited too long for this and I wanted it now.

  Colt chuckled and said, “My impatient girl. You always were bossy, Lauren.”

  Positioning himself at my entrance, Colt pushed in some and I sucked in a breath of air.

  Fuck. This. Is. Gonna. Hurt.

  Pulling back out, Colt pushed in again, this time going further. Gripping his arms, I attempted to relax.

  “Baby, relax and let me in.”

  A tear fell from my eye as I watched Colt’s face fall. “I’m trying, Colt. I’m so scared though.”

  Kissing me, Colt whispered against my lips. “Sweetheart, please don’t be scared.”

  Taking in a deep breath, I slowly let it out. “I’m more excited than scared, but what if I do something wrong, Colt?”

  Pulling back, Colt looked at me and winked. “If you did, baby, I wouldn’t know.”

  His expression beamed and the fluttering in my stomach took off as I laughed. Colt pushed in more as I laughed, causing me to call out, “Oh God.”

  Placing his hands on the sides of my face, Colt kissed me as he gently moved in and out of me. Going deeper with each push in. Relaxing a bit, I let my legs fall open more as Colt let out a long deep groan. “I’m all the way in, Lauren, and you feel so incredibly amazing. It’s like nothing I could have ever imagined.”

  Pain mixed with pleasure as Colt’s words filled my mind. “Colt, I love you.”

  Pulling out slowly, he pushed in again a bit harder. Moaning, he whispered, “Baby, I love you. Oh God, Lauren. I don’t want to ever stop.”

  It didn’t take long for my body to finally adjust to Colt’s thickness. The pain slowly faded away with each movement, although the dull ache seemed to hang on. As Colt moved, I started to meet him, thrust for thrust. It was the most amazing feeling in the world, Colt making love to me. Kissing me as if I was the very air he breathed in. I would never forget this day for the rest of my life.

  Never.

  NOTHING COULD HAVE ever prepared me for the way it felt to make love to Lauren. I was in utter bliss. The sounds of her soft moans, the feel of her meeting me with every movement was magical. Feeling her body shudder, I knew she was about to come. The moment she clamped down on my dick, I was going to explode inside her.

  Arching her back, Lauren called out my name as I felt her pussy squeeze around my dick. “Colt! Oh God!”

  I fought like hell to hold off until I didn’t feel her pulses around my dick anymore. Jesus H. Christ, I was going to come hard.

  Pushing in harder and faster, Lauren’s eyes rolled back and she called out my name again. Holy fuck, she was coming again. Pushing in as far as I could, I let out a moan and felt my cum pouring into the condom. I’d never had an orgasm last that long.

  Coming to my senses, I looked down at Lauren. Her eyes were filled with tears, but she wore the most beautiful smile. Her face blushed from the round of lovemaking we had just shared together. Our bodies were covered in a sheen of sweat as we both breathed shallow. “Did I hurt you, Lauren?”

  Slowly shaking her head, she whispered, “Colt, that was . . . it was so magical. Not even in my most wildest dreams . . . did I ever think it would be so . . . beautiful.”

  My dick twitched inside of her, but I didn’t want to pull out. Not yet. Placing my lips against hers, I kissed her softly. “You’re mine, Lauren. My everything.”

  Wrapping her arms and legs around me, she giggled. “And you’re mine.”

  Slowly pulling out, I instantly missed her warmth. Looking down on the bed, I saw the evidence of Lauren’s virginity. Shit, we should have put a towel down first.

  Lauren’s eyes widened in shock as she looked at the blood-covered condom and then down at the bed. “Oh God,” she whispered.

  Quickly removing the condom, I tossed it in the trash. Reaching down for Lauren’s hand, I pulled her up and brought her into my arms. “I’m going to run us a hot bath so we can relax in it.”

  Lauren’s entire body flushed at the mention of us taking a bath together. “Okay, sounds good,” Lauren said as her eyes glanced around the room. We hadn’t even taken a look around first.

  “Are you okay, sweetheart?” I asked as I took Lauren’s hands in mine.

  Nodding and flashing me the most beautiful smile I’d ever seen, Lauren replied back, “I’ve never been better, Colt. My body feels . . . alive.”

  Looking around, I asked, “Where in the hell is the bathroom?”

  Laughing, Lauren pulled the sheet from the bed, wrapped it around her body, and began skipping around the room. Walking around a corner, I heard her let out a squeal.

  “Colt! Holy sheets! You have to see this bathroom.”

  Reaching down and grabbing my briefs, I quickly put them on as I made my way to where Lauren was. Walking into the giant bathroom, my mouth fell open.

  “Mother of all bathrooms,” I whispered as my eyes roamed the room. Directly in front of me was a giant soaker tub that was perched up on a step platform. Beyond that were three sets of French doors that led out to a balcony that overlooked the water.

  Walking into the bathroom more, Lauren spun around and looked up. My eyes followed her gaze and I saw the tray ceiling with a huge chandelier hanging right over the tub. To my left along the entire wall were distressed white cabinets with granite countertops. The bowl sink sat in the middle of the cabinets and further down toward the window was a long bench with a leather cushion on it. The opposite side of the bathroom had matching cabinets, countertops and sink but there was a small vanity at the end by the French doors. I’d never in my life seen a bathroom this big.

  Lauren had made her way over to the French doors and pushed them open as she said, “This is bigger than both our bedrooms back at A&M!” She was about to step out onto the balcony when I quickly grabbed her and pulled her to me.

  “Where in the hell do you think you’re going naked and wrapped up in a sheet?” Lauren spun around and gave me the sweetest smile. My heart slammed against my chest as I gazed upon her beautiful face. Her blue eyes reminded me of the sky right after a rainstorm. Her hair, the color of straw with small streaks of darker blonde running through it cascaded over her shoulders. I loved when she pulled her hair up into a messy bun and piled it on top of her head. Walking into the house on more than one occasion, Lauren had been on the sofa studying. I had to fight the urge to take her every single time. She was beyond attractive, and the fact that she had no clue made her even more beautiful.

  Reaching up, I pulled the sheet off her body and threw it to the side. “You’re too beautiful to cover up.”

  Biting down on her lip, Lauren reached up on her tiptoes and brushed her lips against mine as she whispered, “Please tell me I’m not dreaming, Colt. Tell me this is real and that we are together. That we’re not fighting or pushing each other away.”

  Cupping my hands on her face, I kissed her with everything I had. Lauren’s hands gripped onto my forearms as we both moaned into each other’s mouths. Needing air, I pulled slightly away from Lauren and looked into her eyes. “Let me prove to you, sweetheart, that you’re not dreaming.”

  “O-okay,” Lauren whispered as the most beautiful rose color moved across her cheeks.

  Dropping my hands, I walked over to the tub and began filling it up. There was a small bottle of jasmine bath gel that also read bubble bath, sitting next to the complimentary soap and shampoo. Opening the cap, I poured some gel into the hot water as I glanced over my shoulder. Lauren was standing before me, gloriously naked. Jutting her lip out into a pout, Lauren said, “You still have your briefs on, Colt. That doesn’t seem very fair.”

  Standing, I never took my eyes off of Lauren as I pushed my briefs down. My dick was instantly hard as Lauren’s eyes meandered over my body. Her nipples perked and I found myself moving to her and placing one in my mouth as she dropped her head back and whimpered.

  Stepping bac
k, I took Lauren’s hands and walked her up the two steps to the bathtub. “Sit down on the edge of the tub, baby.”

  Watching Lauren’s chest as it began to heave up and down and knowing it was because of me, was the greatest feeling in the world. I wanted to make her feel cherished always.

  Lauren sat on the edge of the tub and chewed on her lower lip. Going to the side of her, I kissed her gently on her neck as she let out a small whimper. “Colt.”

  Moving my tongue along her jawline, I whispered into her ear, “I’ve never been so happy, Lauren. I’ve dreamed about being with you for so long, but nothing could have prepared me for how amazing it felt to be inside you.”

  Dropping her head back, Lauren let out a contented sigh. “I firmly believe that I am not dreaming.”

  Laughing, I pushed her back into the giant soaker tub. Lauren came up from the water laughing as she pulled me into the tub with her. Water splashed everywhere as Lauren and I tangled up within each other. Pulling her toward me, I leaned against the back of the tub while Lauren sat between my legs. The warmth of the water felt like heaven.

  Placing my lips on the top of her head, I kissed her gently as her whole body relaxed into mine as bubbles popped while Lauren moved her hand lightly around in the water.

  “Thank you, Colt.”

  Wrapping my arms around her, I asked, “For what?”

  Dropping her head back and tilting her head so that she could look me in the eyes, she said, “For making this the most magical day of my life. I’ll never forget it as long as I live.”

  Grinning, I gave her a wink and kissed her forehead. She looked forward and settled back into me. Closing my eyes, I wanted to ask her to pinch me to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. The one girl whom I had fallen in love with in high school, who I had fought for the last two years to push my feelings away from her, who I had spent countless nights dreaming about, was finally in my arms.