Saving Wishes
“How is Charlotte? It seems strange to ask. I think of her every day and the strangest things remind me of her. I arrived home to find a new painting hanging in the foyer of our building. It’s huge, Gabi. Most would see a vase of orange tulips. I stare at it like an idiot, seeing a hotel for fairies.”
Heloise frowned perhaps doubting her translation. I tried to gather my thoughts, but it defied logic. Our garden had never been home to orange tulips before, yet for the past few weeks I’d seen them every time I left the house. Whenever Adam left his house, half a world away, he saw them too.
Pointing to the letter, I prompted her to continue.
“Please tell her I love her. It’s purely for my benefit, not hers. Wait until she’s sleeping. She won’t argue the point with you then.”
My chest felt tight. I glanced around to see if anyone else looked like they were about to implode. I expected little yellow oxygen masks to start dropping down. Nothing. I was the only one experiencing bone-crushing air deprivation.
“You are Charlotte?” asked Heloise, tapping the page.
I nodded, unable to speak. “The boy loves you.” She spoke gently, perhaps sensing my distress.
“He does,” I agreed, shakily.
“Do you love him?”
“Yes.”
She leaned back in her seat, brought her hand to her chest and patted her heart. “A girl of courage would fight for him,” she said.
By the time we landed I was exhausted, physically and mentally. Mitchell, having slept for hours, was raring to go. We cleared customs, grabbed our luggage and stumbled out into the sunshine.
“Hurry up, Charli. You’re a long way from where you need to be,” griped Mitchell, realising I was lagging behind. He meant the long walk to the cab rank but I interpreted it differently.
I was nine thousand miles from where I needed to be. Trekking to New York was always going to be wrong. It was crazy. But everything I’d ever shared with Adam was magic.
There was an unwritten rule in La La land. Magic trumps crazy every time.
The End.
Please turn the page to read an excerpt of Second Hearts, Book II of The Wishes Series. Available March, 2013.
Second Hearts
By GJ Walker-Smith
1. Sober Words
It was shaping up to be a bad day.
We’d been in the tiny southwestern African town of Kaimte for almost three months, the longest we’d stayed anywhere since leaving Australia over a year earlier.
Kaimte was a haven for backpackers over the summer months. Constant sunny weather and brilliant surf were a huge drawcard. Casual work was easy to find and short-term rental properties were in abundance, thanks mainly to a local landlord called Leroy Van Der Walt.
He owned a long row of decrepit old shacks along the beach, affectionately known as the cardboard village. The miniscule rent he charged made them perfect abodes for non-discerning tenants like us.
Mitchell maintained that one big winter storm would be all it would take to send the huts toppling like a deck of cards. On days when the wind shifted the loose roof tiles, and we could see sunlight bleeding through the cracks in the ceiling, I believed him. Not surprisingly, our plan was to be long gone before winter.
Leroy was a great landlord – unless you owed him money or needed something repaired. It wasn’t unusual for residents to pack up and skip town in the middle of the night rather than face him over a couple of hundred dollars in owed rent. Defaulters often came home to find all of their possessions scattered along the beach in front of their house. He was by far the most intimidating man I’d ever met. And that was partly the reason it was shaping up to be a very bad day.
Our rent was due.
Mitchell and I had secured jobs within days of hitting town. I waitressed at a local café and Mitchell laboured for a local building company. The money wasn’t great but we were managing.
Every Friday afternoon Mitchell would walk to Leroy’s office in town to deliver the rent. It was a routine that had gone off without a hitch for weeks – until today.
Taking a short cut through an industrial estate didn’t work out so well. Mitchell was a big guy, over six foot tall and brawny, but he was powerless against the three men that knocked him to the ground and emptied his pockets.
Sore and shaken, he made his way home sporting a nasty cut above his eye.
“I think it needs stitching,” I said, working hard to keep the worry out of my voice.
“We don’t have money for rent, Charli. We definitely don’t have money for a doctor,” he grumbled.
Gingerly removing the cloth from his forehead, I held it out to him. I didn’t need to speak. Mitchell grabbed my wrist and pulled it back to his face, catching the trickle of blood as it ran down his cheek. “I’ll go to Zoe,” he said shakily.
We’d met a lot of travellers during our time in Kaimte. Mitchell had fallen head over heels for an English nurse called Zoe. I don’t think it was quite love – just major like. She was a female version of him. Blonde, tanned and good looking.
Twenty-four year old Zoe and her best friend Rose lived a few houses down from ours, at number sixty-three – a curious number considering the amount of shacks totalled eighteen. Maybe the other forty-five had succumbed to the weather – or a rampaging Leroy.
By the time we’d made the short trek down the beach to their house, I was exhausted. Mitchell’s arm was slung over my shoulder and I did my best to prop him up but it was hopeless. Woozy and weak, he was dead weight.
Zoe appeared on the balcony as soon as I called her name. “What on earth happened?”
“He was mugged,” I explained, staggering to the side as Mitchell did. “I think he needs stitches.”
“Oh, dear. I’d better take a look then.”
Zoe walked out the front door a minute later, armed with a small toiletry bag filled with medical supplies. Mitchell sat down on the edge of the veranda and she knelt in front of him, humming a tune as she stitched him back together.
“It could have happened anywhere,” she reasoned. “I once had my handbag snatched in Knightsbridge. Any place can be rough.”
I wasn’t used to rough. I was used to Pipers Cove. The only crimes to happen there were crimes against fashion. And as strong and tough as Mitchell was, he was clearly traumatised by the whole ordeal too. His hands were uncontrollably shaking.
“There. All done,” Zoe announced, quickly kissing his lips before leaning back to admire her work.
Mitchell snaked his arm around her waist and pulled her in close again. That was my cue to leave. He could thank her in private. I needed time alone to think.
Hanging out at our shack wasn’t exactly inspiring so it wasn’t something I did often. It was tiny and tragically under furnished. Our beds, two beanbags and an old tea chest were just about all we had, and unless I could come up with a way of paying the rent, we were about to lose it all.
***
Daylight had long since faced by the time Mitchell arrived home. He looked a mess. A jagged line of sharp black sutures ran horizontally across his brow and in the few hours since I’d seen him, his eye had blackened.
He smiled. “No real harm done, Charli.”
“It doesn’t look that way.”
He flopped down beside me on the beanbag, pushing me aside. “What are you doing?”
Irate, I shoved him with all my might, and didn’t shift him an inch. “Trying to work out how we’re going to make up the rent.”
“What did you come up with?”
“I think we should move on,” I suggested. “We can fly north to Dakar and go just about anywhere from there.”
Half frowning, he brought his hand to his head. It must have been an expression that hurt. “I like it here. I thought you did too. What happened to our plan of staying until the end of summer?”
“I want to leave, Mitch.”
“Look, if it’s about the rent – ”
“It’s not about the ren
t. Didn’t today frighten you?”
Mitchell drew in a deep breath, exhaling slowly. “I’m sure it was a one-off. I shouldn’t have been anywhere near that area.”
“What if I had been with you?”
“I would never have taken you down there,” he scoffed.
I changed tack, still trying to talk him around. “We’ve been here a long time. There are other places to see.”
Levering himself off the beanbag, he reached for my hand, pulling me to my feet. “I like it here, Charli.”
I had no right to argue with him. Mitchell had made so many concessions for me over the past year that pushing the issue would have been criminal.
Whether I liked it or not, our partnership was never going to be equal. Throughout our trip he had protected me, watched out for me and sometimes carried me, never once complaining. I don’t know what I did for him, other than provide company. And judging by the string of broken romances he’d left along the way, companionship was not something Mitchell Tate ever lacked in the first place.
We never argued. It wasn’t something he was good at. When we disagreed, he’d walk away before I had a chance to kick up. He didn’t respond the being given the silent treatment either. If anything, he seemed to enjoy it. That meant I had no choice but to let the subject drop – for now.
***
It took three days for Kaimte’s very own dictator to catch up with us. Leroy was sitting on our porch when we arrived home from our morning surf. We’d had fair warning that he was there. His loud paisley shirt could be seen from half a mile down the beach.
The aging man with wiry long grey hair walked with a wooden cane. It was an unnecessary prop. There was nothing frail about him. It was more likely a big walloping stick for his delinquent tenants.
I approached the shack with my arm hooked tightly around Mitchell’s.
“I’ll deal with it,” he promised, leaning down to whisper the words.
I nodded stiffly.
“I’ve been waiting for you two,” roared Leroy, levering himself off the deckchair with his cane.
“We just need a few more days,” explained Mitchell.
“Impossible!” he boomed, smashing the cane down on the concrete floor. “You’re out!”
“We just need a couple more days, Leroy,” pleaded Mitchell.
Pointing his cane, Leroy stared straight at me, narrowing his already beady eyes.
My grip on Mitchell’s hand tightened.
“I’ve been more than patient with you two. You have twenty-four hours.” It didn’t sound like much but coming from Leroy, it was a remarkably generous gesture.
“We’ll have it for you tomorrow,” promised Mitchell, relieved.
I said absolutely nothing during the whole exchange. Leroy hung around much longer than necessary, ranting and raving about how irresponsible we were, occasionally whacking his cane on the floor for effect. By the time he finally left, I was a nervous wreck.
I followed Mitchell into the house and paced around the small room, trying to calm myself down. Mitchell didn’t look anxious at all. He flopped down on the beanbag, leaned back and closed his eyes. I hoped he was hatching a plan and not sleeping.
“What are we going to do?”
“We’re going to pay him,” he replied flatly.
“With what? Good intentions?”
He opened his eyes, tilted his head, grinning craftily at me. “Since when have I been full of good intentions? We’ll just have to dip into the travel money.”
His lax solution infuriated me. Keeping money aside for plane tickets was the most sensible thing we’d done. Neither of us had saved a cent during our time in Kaimte so our travel kitty was the only hope we had of being able to move on.
“If we use that money, we’ll never save it up again. We’re never going to get out of here.”
“Charli, have I ever let you down?” I glared at him and he laughed. “Okay, let me rephrase my question. Have I ever let you down since we left home?”
“No,” I mumbled.
“So trust me.”
I trusted Mitchell implicitly but that was beside the point. My desire to leave was growing stronger. Unfortunately, he didn’t feel the same way.
“I’m not going to be able to talk you around, am I?”
“I like it here, Charli,” he repeated for the umpteenth time. “I just want to see the summer out.”
I shook my head, defeated. I walked out of the room giving him the false impression that the matter was closed.
***
I was less than thrilled with the idea of using our travel money to pay the back rent but we had no choice. Mitchell retrieved it from our hiding spot under the loose floorboards in my bedroom and took it to Leroy the next day. We were square. The monkey was off our back.
I took every extra shift at work that was going over the next week, desperate to build up our savings again. Being a grown up was beginning to suck.
Free time was usually spent at the beach or hanging out with our friends. Any precious free time I had lately was spent sleeping, which is why seeing a group of people partying on the beach in front of our shack when I got home made me groan out loud.
“Charli!” Mitchell called, rushing toward me. He lifted me entirely off my feet as he hugged me much too tightly. “I’m glad you’re home.”
I wondered if that was because his party was already out of hand and he needed me to tell them all off and send them home. It had happened before.
“Why are we having a party, Mitch?”
He slung his arm around my shoulder as we walked. “I only invited Zoe and Rose for a few drinks, but you know how word travels.”
I looked ahead to the house. He wasn’t kidding. All of our fellow cardboard villagers seemed to be there. A huge bonfire roared. The sun was setting, slipping behind the line where the ocean met the sky. The air was still and warm. It was the perfect night for a party.
Rose and Zoe sat on the front step talking to Melito and Vincent. Mitchell had nicknamed them the sleek Greeks because of their Casanova type personalities. They lived in the shack next to ours and were forever bringing us trays of pastries and other homemade treats.
“From our motherland,” Melito would proudly announce.
Mitchell would tease me, insisting that it was their way of trying to woo me. Mitchell missed the bigger picture. I was certain that middle-aged sleek Greeks had eyes only for each other.
The residents of number four were a Lebanese couple, Rashid and Sabah. Their English was poor so conversing with them was very difficult. Our friendship was based purely on smiles and hand gestures.
Bernie and William, two twenty-something Brits taking a year long sabbatical from their jobs in advertising found their way to Kaimte after reading a travel brochure at a bus stop in Tanzania.
Our new friends were the most eclectic bunch of people imaginable.
It was Vincent who called out to me first, raising his glass in my direction and speaking loudly. “Welcome, Charli!”
Before I’d even stepped up on to the porch, I had a glass of cheap wine in one hand and a plate of food in the other.
The last of our guests finally left at three in the morning, relocating next door to Melito and Vincent’s shack. Rose, Zoe, Bernie and William were lured over there by the promise of ouzo and Greek pastries.
I collared Mitchell at the door. The last thing he needed was more alcohol. “Stay here with me.”
I tugged on his shirt and he staggered back as if I’d tripped him. It was impossible to think I could save him if he’d fallen. All I could do was step aside to stop him squashing me on the way down. Somehow he remained upright by leaning his back against the wall for support. “You’re my best friend,” he slurred.
I smiled at him. “You’re my best friend too.”
“Leaving the Cove was a good decision. We have fun don’t we?”
Mitchell was very reflective when soused. It made a nice change. He wasn’t exactly renown
ed for deep conversation when sober.
“It was. Are you ready for bed?”
“That wouldn’t be a good idea for three reasons,” he said, holding four fingers in the air.
“What reasons?”
“One, I’m scared of your dad.” He took a heavy step toward me. “And two, I’m very afraid of your dad.”
I had to laugh. Alex was scary where Mitchell was concerned, even from half a world away.
Alex and Gabrielle packed up and left Pipers Cove a couple of months after us, arriving in Marseille in time to spend Christmas with her family. That was supposed to be their happy ever after. But through no fault of Alex’s, they ended up back in Piper’s Cove six weeks later, just in time for Gabrielle to resume her teaching position at beginning of the school term. She got homesick.
It turned out that small town gossip and her little cottage on the cliff trumped Marseillaise castles and baguettes. I doubt Alex tried too hard to talk her out of returning to the Cove, nor would he have needed to. He was never thrilled about leaving in the first place. He was, however, still thrilled by anything to do with the Parisienne.
Mitchell took another step forward; so unsteadily that it couldn’t possibly have been intentional. Both of my arms shot out in front of me. Luckily, he managed to steady himself.
“What’s the third reason?” I asked.
Mitchell turned around and staggered toward the beanbag. He fell into it so hard that I was worried it might explode. “The third reason doesn’t matter. Reasons one and two cancel out the need for reason three.”
“Tell me reason three,” I demanded.
He looked at me through lazy eyes, probably seeing little more than a blurred form in front of him. “Reason number three. Never sleep with a girl who’s in love with someone else.”
“Yeah, okay. You got me. I’m madly in love with Vincent.”
He groaned. “I’m not an idiot, Charli. It’s written all over your face…. and your diary. You still love Adam and no matter how far away you go, it’s not far enough.”