Blue Smoke

  So he’d bop home and get one, and grab the sketches and designs he’d drawn up for Reena. Going over those would keep both their minds off more serious matters for a few hours.

  He headed back out of the kitchen, up the stairs, calling out again. “Hey, I hunted and gathered. Just going next door to grab a shower, and apparently I’m talking to myself,” he decided when he saw no sign of her in the bedroom.

  He heard a door open overhead and climbed to the third floor.

  “Hey, Reene, why do people like you and me buy houses where you have to climb . . . Hey, what’s the matter?”

  She was standing just outside of what he knew was a small bathroom. Her face was pale as glass.

  “You need to sit down.” Even as she shook her head, he was taking her arm, taking her weight and guiding her back into her office. “He called again.”

  This time she nodded. “I need a minute.”

  “I’ll get you some water.”

  “No, I had some. I’m okay. Yeah, he called again, and he got to me. I had control, I was pushing the buttons, then he got to me, and I lost it.”

  She’d barely been able to get through the follow-up call to O’Donnell before she’d been sick. Horribly sick.

  “I saw you pull up.” She’d had her head out the window, just trying to breathe.

  “What did he say?”

  Rather than repeat it, she gestured to the tape recorder. “Play it back. You should hear it for yourself.”

  While he did, she rose to go to the window. She opened that one, too, though the air outside was hot and weighty.

  “Not exactly what you signed on for,” she commented and kept her back to him.

  “No, I guess it’s not.”

  “Nobody’s going to think less of you if you decide to back off from all this, Bo. He’ll hurt you if he can. He’s already hurt you.”

  “So, it’s okay with you if I take off for a couple weeks. Maybe go visit some national parks, or do some snorkeling in Jamaica.”

  “Yes.”

  “Good Catholic girl like you’s going to have to go to confession with that big, fat lie.”

  “It’s not a lie.”

  “Then you’ve got pretty low standards in men.”

  “It has nothing to do with standards.” She pulled the window back down with an impatient snap. “I don’t want anything to happen to you. I’m scared.”

  “Me, too.”

  She turned around, looked him dead in the eye. “I want to marry you.”

  His mouth opened and closed twice, and definitely lost a few shades of color. “Well. Wow. Wow, there’s a lot of stuff flying around in this room. I’m just going to sit down before a piece of it crashes into my skull.”

  “What do you think, Goodnight? I am a good Catholic girl at the core. Look at my family. Look at me. What do you think I’d want when I finally found someone I love and respect and enjoy?”

  “I don’t know. I don’t know. The whole, let’s say ‘institution’ isn’t something—”

  “It’s a sacrament to me. Marriage is sacred, and you’re the only man I’ve ever wanted to take vows with.”

  “I . . . I—I—I. Shit, now I’m stuttering. I think something did crash into my skull.”

  “I didn’t care if I ever got married and had kids because there was no one I wanted to marry and have kids with. You changed that, and now you have to deal with the consequences.”

  “Are you trying to scare me so I’ll go visit those national parks?”

  She walked to him, bent down, gripped his face hard in her hands and kissed him, firmly. “I love you.”

  “Oh, boy. Oh, boy.”

  “Say ‘I love you, too, Reena.’ If you mean it.”

  “I do mean it. I do love you.”

  His eyes stayed on hers, and the fact that there was a trace of fear in them made her smile.

  “It’s just . . . I never completed this part of the plan in my head. You know, there’s the whole we’re-having-a-really-good-time-with-each-other part—despite fear and mayhem. Then there’s the maybe-we-should-move-in-together part. After a while there’s the where-should-we-go-from-here? part.”

  “That doesn’t work for me. I’m thirty-one. I want children, your children. I want to make a life, our life. You told me once you knew because the music stopped. I’m telling you I know, because the music started. Take some time.” She kissed him again. “Think about it. There’s enough going on right now.”

  “A lot going on.”

  “I’d still marry you if you went away for a while, somewhere out of all this.”

  “I’m not going anywhere. And I don’t know how you could . . .” He couldn’t quite form the word marry. “How you could be with someone who’d leave you to save his own skin.”

  “Your skin’s pretty important to me.” She let out a breath. “Well, all this detouring has settled me down a little. So there’s that. We’ll get him, maybe not in time to stop whatever he has planned for tonight or tomorrow. But we’ll get him.”

  “Confidence is good.”

  “I believe good overcomes evil, especially if good works its ass off. Just like I believe in the sacrament of marriage, and the poetry of baseball. These are constants for me, Bo. Unassailable.”

  She looked away, felt steadier. “He knows me better than I know him, and that’s his advantage. He’s had years to study me, to explore my weaknesses. But I’m learning. I want to know why now, why he feels he can or must show me who he is, what he’s done. He’s got cops up and down the eastern seaboard on his tail. He could have taken me out, or tried, without anyone knowing who or why.”

  “It wouldn’t be as important? He wouldn’t be as important?”

  “Yes, that’s part of it. This is the big bang, what he’s been building up to for twenty years. God, what kind of person obsesses over a woman for twenty years? I can’t understand it.”

  “I can.” He stayed where he was when she turned back to him. “It’s not the same, but I know what it is to have someone get inside you, against all reason, and just get stuck in there. For me, it was magic. For him it’s a sickness. But in a way, for both of us it was a kind of fantasy. It just grew in different directions.”

  She considered, studied the board. “His was rooted in childhood. His and mine. Rape isn’t sexual, it’s violence. It’s power and control. The fact that he earmarked me, focused on me, tried to rape me wasn’t so much about me but about who I was. The youngest daughter—and likely pretty pampered—of the Hale family.”

  She walked around the board as if to study it from different angles. “Holy family, that’s what he said. We were happy, respected, crowded with friends. His family was violent, isolated, and he was the only child. There were others like ours in the neighborhood, but we were more in the forefront because of Sirico’s. Everyone knew us. No one really knew them. And I was the closest to his age. His father abused his mother—he in turn learns abuse, directed at women. But his attempt to take power over me, to do violence to me, wasn’t just thwarted—and by my younger brother, at that—but its consequences affected the rest of his life. My fault, as he sees it.”

  She circled the board once more. “But it still doesn’t speak to why now, and what next. He’s a sociopath. No conscience, no remorse, but he’s also self-serving. When something kicks him, he doesn’t just kick back, he burns. Something kicked him. Something triggered this. Something pushed him into coming back here and letting me know who he is.”

  He’d stopped listening. Bo had risen, stepped to the board, and her last few words were just buzzes in his head. “This is him? This is Pastorelli?”

  “Junior, yeah.”

  “I saw him. Twice. I’ve seen him twice. The first time he was as close as you are.”

  “When?” she snapped. “Where?”

  “The first time it was the Saturday before I had the family dinner deal. I went into the grocery store near a client’s to pick up the flowers for your mother. He stood right bes
ide me. Goddamn, I’m stupid!”

  “No. Stop. Just tell me what happened. Did he talk to you?”

  “Yeah.” His hands had balled into fists, but he released them now, went back in his head and told her about the incident as best he remembered.

  “Son of a bitch bought red roses.”

  “He’s followed you. Taking the time to surveil. Client’s house, grocery store. He’d have gotten a thrill out of talking to you. Made him feel superior, powerful. I need a chalkboard in here. Why didn’t I think to buy a chalkboard?”

  Instead she dug out a map, pinned it to the back of her corkboard. “Show me the client’s house, the store.”

  She grabbed pushpins, stuck red ones in the two locations he pointed out. “Good. Let me mark where else we know he’s been seen.” She stuck another red pin into the map on Tony Borelli’s street. “Where did you see him the second time?”

  “About twenty minutes ago,” Bo told her. “Diagonal from Sirico’s.”

  She nearly fumbled the box of pins. “Was he going there?”

  “No.” He clamped a hand on her shoulder. “He drove off. He was across the street, few houses up the block. When he saw I’d seen him, recognized him from before, he got in his car.”

  “Make, model.”

  “Ah . . .” He had to close his eyes, work to bring it back. “Toyota. One of the 4Runners, I think. Dark blue, maybe black. It impinges my masculinity, but I don’t actually know every make and model of every available car out there. I made this one because I dated someone who had one. So anyway, I’d sort of half-waved, like you do if you see someone familiar. He drove by, gave me one of these out the window.” He made a gun out of his thumb and forefinger. “Said bang, and drove off.”

  “Ballsy bastard.” Her throat was hot and dry at the thought there might have been a gun. “He must’ve been standing out in front of his own house, watching the shop. He said he’s got another surprise planned for me tonight. He’s plank stupid if he thinks I’ll give him a chance to hit Sirico’s.”

  She stabbed a pin into the map. Temper steadied her nerves. “I need to make some calls.”

  28

  There were cops posted at Sirico’s, in position to watch the restaurant and the apartment above. There were two more who’d be enjoying her parents’ hospitality, and yet others keeping watch on Fran’s home. And though Vince had objected, and pointed out his home was protected by state-of-the-art security systems, Reena had men patrolling their grounds.

  “He could try for any one of them. Or none of them.” She paced the living room. She stopped, stared at her map. “He’s going to light a match somewhere tonight.”

  Bo had hauled her board downstairs at her request. So much for keeping the job and her life separate, she thought, even symbolically. Right now, the job was her life.

  Her cell rang in her pocket. She yanked it out. “Hale. Wait.” She grabbed a notebook. “Go.” And scribbled. “Yeah, yeah, okay. We need to send a unit out to BWI, check long term there. Most logical place for him to ditch one, grab another. Good. Thanks.”

  She flipped the phone back in her pocket, moved back to the map and used a yellow pin to mark the airport. “Family just got back from a big vacation in Europe. Shuttle out to long-term parking at Kennedy, and their Jeep Cherokee’s gone. Boost that to make the trip south, go see an old pal and get the bum’s rush. Maybe you keep it awhile. Going to take a while for them to track it all the way to Maryland. Then you drive it to BWI—maybe Dulles, maybe National, but probably BWI, pick another, do the switch, drive away. You like SUVs. Plenty of room to hold your toys.”

  “I’m going to go next door and shower, it was hot out there today.”

  Distracted, she frowned over at Bo. “What?”

  “I said I need to go clean up.”

  “Would you mind cleaning up here? Don’t you watch movies? The bad guy always breaks into the house when you’re in the shower. Look what happened to Janet Leigh in Psycho.”

  “Janet Leigh’s a woman.”

  “Regardless. I’d appreciate it if you’d grab that shower here. You’ve got a clean shirt in the laundry room.”

  “I do?”

  “You left one here. It got washed. So, do me a favor, okay?”

  “Sure.” He put his hands on her shoulders and understood what people meant when they talked of someone coiled like a spring. “Any point in telling you to try to relax?”

  “Not one.”

  “Then I’ll go clean up. Look, if some guy dressed in his mother’s clothes breaks in, fight him off until I get my pants back on.”

  “There’s a deal.”

  Alone, she went into the kitchen to get another bottle of water to offset her intake of caffeine. She saw the bag of takeout he’d set on the counter. No, she couldn’t relax, she thought, but she could be grateful. Grateful to have someone who fit so truly into her life.

  She was definitely going to marry him, she decided as she took out the plastic containers. He could wriggle on the hook for a while—he was entitled—but she was reeling him in.

  It made her laugh to remember buying red shoes with Gina at the mall, and having Gina tell her she was marrying Steve. He just didn’t know it yet.

  All these years later, she finally understood.

  She put the chicken in the oven on warm. A meal would keep her energy up more productively than nerves.

  She took the water back into the living room to study the map. “Where are you, Joey?” she asked aloud. “Where are you now?”

  They look over there, you work over here. It wasn’t just timing that counted. It was planning.

  Rattled now, sure she was. Thinks I’ll come after her mommy and daddy.

  Not yet.

  Nice little spot, Fells Point. Be nicer yet when it starts to burn.

  Cops were so stupid. How many times had he proven that? Maybe they’d tripped him up a couple of times, but he’d been younger then. Besides, he’d learned from it. Lots of time to learn in the joint. Time to plan and imagine, read, study.

  He’d honed his computer skills inside. Nothing handier in today’s world than strong computer skills. Hacking, searching, cloning phones.

  Or finding out where a certain cop’s widow lived.

  Too bad the other one moved to Florida. He’d deal with that one of these days, but it would’ve been nice to take out both of the bastards who hauled his father away. Who pulled the man out of his own home, humiliated him.

  Humiliated both of them.

  It didn’t matter that the other cop bastard had already bought it. His widow would do just fine.

  He left the car—another Cherokee this time—a block south and walked briskly up the sidewalk like a man with things to do.

  He was still wearing jeans, but he’d changed into a blue button-down shirt, sleeves rolled up. He wore Nikes and a black O’s fielder’s cap. He carried a small backpack and a glossy white florist’s box.

  She lived alone, Mrs. Thomas bastard Umberio. Deb to her friends. Her daughter lived in Seattle, so was out of the zone for game time. Her son lived in Rockville. He’d been closer to Baltimore, Joey thought, he’d have taken the son instead of the widow. But this was a hometown show, after all.

  He knew Deb was fifty-six, taught high school math, drove a 1997 Honda Civic, went to some cunt-gym three times a week after school and closed her bedroom curtains most nights at ten.

  Probably so she could masturbate, he thought and strolled into the apartment building, chose the stairs rather than the elevator to take him to the third floor.

  There were four apartments to a floor. He’d already done his scope. Not much to worry about, and the old coots directly across the hall went out to dinner early every Wednesday night.

  Pays to do your homework, right, teacher? he thought, and knocked cheerfully on Deborah Umberio’s door.

  She opened the door, keeping the security chain in place so he caught only a slice of her. Brown hair, pointy face, careful eyes.

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