While the Light Lasts

  "I am chucking up this job of mine. I ought to have done it long ago - I see that now. I have been content to drift along knowing I was an utter failure, without caring much, just living from day to day. A man shouldn't do that. It's a man's business to find something he can do and make a success of it. I'm chucking this, and taking on something else - quite a different sort of thing. It's a kind of expedition in West Africa - I can't tell you the details. They're not supposed to be known; but if it comes off well, I shall be a rich man."

  "So you, too, count success in terms of money?"

  "Money," said John Segrave, "means just one thing to me - you! When I come back -" he paused.

  She bent her head. Her face had grown very pale.

  "I won't pretend to misunderstand. That's why I must tell you now, once and for all: I shall never marry."

  He stayed a little while considering, then he said very gently:

  "Can't you tell me why?"

  "I could, but more than anything in the world I want not to tell you."

  Again he was silent, then he looked up suddenly and a singularly attractive smile illumined his faun's face.

  "I see," he said. "So you won't let me come inside the House - not even to peep in for a second? The blinds are to stay down."

  Allegra leaned forward and laid her hand on his.

  "I will tell you this much. You dream of your House. But I - I don't dream. My dreams are nightmares!"

  And on that she left him, abruptly, disconcertingly. That night, once more, he dreamed. Of late, he had realized that the House was most certainly tenanted. He had seen a hand draw aside the blinds, had caught glimpses of moving figures within.

  Tonight the House seemed fairer than it had ever done before. Its white walls shone in the sunlight. The peace and the beauty of it were complete.

  Then, suddenly, he became aware of a fuller ripple of the waves of joy. Someone was coming to the window. He knew it. A hand, the same hand that he had seen before, laid hold of the blind, drawing it back. In a minute he would see -

  He was awake - still quivering with the horror, the unutterable loathing of the Thing that had looked out at him from the window of the House.

  It was a Thing utterly and wholly horrible, a Thing so vile and loathsome that the mere remembrance of it made him feel sick. And he knew that the most unutterably and horribly vile thing about it was its presence in that House - the House of Beauty.

  For where that Thing abode was horror - horror that rose up and slew the peace and the serenity which were the birthright of the House. The beauty, the wonderful immortal beauty of the House was destroyed for ever, for within its holy consecrated walls there dwelt the Shadow of an Unclean Thing!

  If ever again he should dream of the House, Segrave knew he would awake at once with a start of terror, lest from its white beauty that Thing might suddenly look out at him.

  The following evening, when he left the office, he went straight to the Wettermans' house. He must see Allegra Kerr. Maisie would tell him where she was to be found.

  He never noticed the eager light that flashed into Maisie's eyes as he was shown in, and she jumped up to greet him. He stammered out his request at once, with her hand still in his.

  "Miss Kerr. I met her yesterday, but I don't know where she's staying."

  He did not feel Maisie's hand grow limp in his as she withdrew it. The sudden coldness of her voice told him nothing.

  "Allegra is here - staying with us. But I'm afraid you can't see her."

  "But -"

  "You see, her mother died this morning. We've just had the news."

  "Oh!" He was taken aback.

  "It is all very sad," said Maisie. She hesitated just a minute, then went on. "You see, she died in - well, practically an asylum. There's insanity in the family. The grandfather shot himself, and one of Allegra's aunts is a hopeless imbecile, and another drowned herself."

  John Segrave made an inarticulate sound.

  "I thought I ought to tell you," said Maisie virtuously. "We're such friends, aren't we? And of course Allegra is very attractive. Lots of people have asked her to marry them, but naturally she won't marry at all - she couldn't, could she?"

  "She's all right," said Segrave. "There's nothing wrong with her."

  His voice sounded hoarse and unnatural in his own ears.

  "One never knows; her mother was quite all right when she was young. And she wasn't just - peculiar, you know. She was quite raving mad. It's a dreadful thing - insanity."

  "Yes," he said, "it's a most awful Thing -"

  He knew now what it was that had looked at him from the window of the House.

  Maisie was still talking on. He interrupted her brusquely.

  "I really came to say good-bye - and to thank you for all your kindness."

  "You're not - going away?"

  There was alarm in her voice.

  He smiled sideways at her - a crooked smile, pathetic and attractive.

  "Yes," he said. "To Africa."

  "Africa!"

  Maisie echoed the word blankly. Before she could pull herself together he had shaken her by the hand and gone. She was left standing there, her hands clenched by her sides, an angry spot of color in each cheek.

  Below, on the doorstep, John Segrave came face to face with Allegra coming in from the street. She was in black, her face white and lifeless. She took one glance at him then drew him into a small morning room.

  "Maisie told you," she said. "You know?"

  He nodded.

  "But what does it matter? You're all right. It - it leaves some people out."

  She looked at him somberly, mournfully.

  "You are all right," he repeated.

  "I don't know," she almost whispered it. "I don't know. I told you - about my dreams. And when I play - when I'm at the piano - those others come and take hold of my hands."

  He was staring at her - paralyzed. For one instant, as she spoke, something looked out from her eyes. It was gone in a flash - but he knew it. It was the Thing that had looked out from the House.

  She caught his momentary recoil.

  "You see," she whispered. "You see - But I wish Maisie hadn't told you. It takes everything from you."

  "Everything?"

  "Yes. There won't even be the dreams left. For now - you'll never dare to dream of the House again."

  The West African sun poured down, and the heat was intense.

  John Segrave continued to moan.

  "I can't find it. I can't find it."

  The little English doctor with the red head and the tremendous jaw scowled down upon his patient in that bullying manner which he had made his own.

  "He's always saying that. What does he mean?"

  "He speaks, I think, of a house, monsieur." The soft-voiced Sister of Charity from the Roman Catholic Mission spoke with her gentle detachment, as she too looked down on the stricken man.

  "A house, eh? Well, he's got to get it out of his head, or we shan't pull him through. It's on his mind. Segrave! Segrave!"

  The wandering attention was fixed. The eyes rested with recognition on the doctor's face.

  "Look here, you're going to pull through. I'm going to pull you through. But you've got to stop worrying about this house. It can't run away, you know. So don't bother about looking for it now."

  "All right." He seemed obedient. "I suppose it can't very well run away if it's never been there at all."

  "Of course not!" The doctor laughed his cheery laugh. "Now you'll be all right in no time." And with a boisterous bluntness of manner he took his departure.

  Segrave lay thinking. The fever had abated for the moment, and he could think clearly and lucidly. He must find that House.

  For ten years he had dreaded finding it - the thought that he might come upon it unawares had been his greatest terror. And then, he remembered, when his fears were quite lulled to rest, one day it had found him. He recalled clearly his first haunting terror, and then his sudden, his exquisite
, relief. For, after all, the House was empty!

  Quite empty and exquisitely peaceful. It was as he remembered it ten years before. He had not forgotten. There was a huge black furniture van moving slowly away from the House. The last tenant, of course, moving out with his goods. He went up to the men in charge of the van and spoke to them. There was something rather sinister about that van, it was so very black. The horses were black, too, with freely flowing manes and tails, and the men all wore black clothes and gloves. It all reminded him of something else, something that he couldn't remember.

  Yes, he had been quite right. The last tenant was moving out, as his lease was up. The House was to stand empty for the present, until the owner came back from abroad.

  And waking, he had been full of the peaceful beauty of the empty House.

  A month after that, he had received a letter from Maisie (she wrote to him perseveringly, once a month). In it she told him that Allegra Kerr had died in the same home as her mother, and wasn't it dreadfully sad? Though of course a merciful release.

  It had really been very odd indeed. Coming after his dream like that. He didn't quite understand it all. But it was odd.

  And the worst of it was that he'd never been able to find the House since. Somehow, he'd forgotten the way.

  The fever began to take hold of him once more. He tossed restlessly. Of course, he'd forgotten, the House was on high ground! He must climb to get there. But it was hot work climbing cliffs - dreadfully hot. Up, up, up - Oh! he had slipped! He must start again from the bottom. Up, up, up - days passed, weeks - he wasn't sure that years didn't go by! And he was still climbing.

  Once he heard the doctor's voice. But he couldn't stop climbing to listen. Besides the doctor would tell him to leave off looking for the House. He thought it was an ordinary house. He didn't know.

  He remembered suddenly that he must be calm, very calm. You couldn't find the House unless you were very calm. It was no use looking for the House in a hurry, or being excited.

  If he could only keep calm! But it was so hot! Hot? It was cold - yes, cold. These weren't cliffs, they were icebergs - jagged, cold icebergs.

  He was so tired. He wouldn't go on looking - it was no good - Ah! here was a lane - that was better than icebergs, anyway. How pleasant and shady it was in the cool, green lane. And those trees - they were splendid! They were rather like - what? He couldn't remember, but it didn't matter.

  Ah! here were flowers. All golden and blue! How lovely it all was - and how strangely familiar. Of course, he had been here before. There, through the trees, was the gleam of the House, standing on the high ground. How beautiful it was. The green lane and the trees and the flowers were as nothing to the paramount, the all-satisfying beauty of the House.

  He hastened his steps. To think that he had never yet been inside! How unbelievably stupid of him - when he had the key in his pocket all the time!

  And of course the beauty of the exterior was as nothing to the beauty that lay within - especially now that the Owner had come back from abroad. He mounted the steps to the great door.

  Cruel strong hands were dragging him back! They fought him, dragging him to and fro, backwards and forwards.

  The doctor was shaking him, roaring in his ear.

  "Hold on, man, you can. Don't let go. Don't let go." His eyes were alight with the fierceness of one who sees an enemy. Segrave wondered who the Enemy was.

  The black-robed nun was praying. That, too, was strange.

  And all he wanted was to be left alone. To go back to the House. For every minute the House was growing fainter.

  That, of course, was because the doctor was so strong. He wasn't strong enough to fight the doctor. If he only could.

  But stop! There was another way - the way dreams went in the moment of waking. No strength could stop them - they just flitted past. The doctor's hands wouldn't be able to hold him if he slipped - just slipped!

  Yes, that was the way! The white walls were visible once more, the doctor's voice was fainter, his hands were barely felt. He knew now how dreams laugh when they give you the slip!

  He was at the door of the House. The exquisite stillness was unbroken. He put the key in the lock and turned it.

  Just a moment he waited, to realize to the full the perfect, the ineffable, the all-satisfying completeness of joy.

  Then - he passed over the Threshold.

  THE ACTRESS

  The shabby man in the fourth row of the pit leaned forward and stared incredulously at the stage. His shifty eyes narrowed furtively.

  "Nancy Taylor!" he muttered. "By the Lord, little Nancy Taylor!"

  His glance dropped to the program in his hand. One name was printed in slightly larger type than the rest.

  "Olga Stormer! So that's what she calls herself. Fancy yourself a star, don't you, my lady? And you must be making a pretty little pot of money, too. Quite forgotten your name was ever Nancy Taylor, I daresay. I wonder now - I wonder now what you'd say if Jake Levitt should remind you of the fact?"

  The curtain fell on the close of the first act. Hearty applause filled the auditorium. Olga Stormer, the great emotional actress, whose name in a few short years had become a household word, was adding yet another triumph to her list of successes as "Cora", in The Avenging Angel.

  Jake Levitt did not join in the clapping, but a slow, appreciative grin gradually distended his mouth. God! What luck! Just when he was on his beam-ends, too. She'd try to bluff it out, he supposed, but she couldn't put it over on him. Properly worked, the thing was a gold mine!

  On the following morning the first workings of Jake Levitt's gold mine became apparent. In her drawing room, with its red lacquer and black hangings, Olga Stormer read and reread a letter thoughtfully. Her pale face, with its exquisitely mobile features, was a little more set than usual, and every now and then the grey-green eyes under the level brows steadily envisaged the middle distance, as though she contemplated the threat behind rather than the actual words of the letter.

  In that wonderful voice of hers, which could throb with emotion or be as clear-cut as the click of a typewriter, Olga called: "Miss Jones!"

  A neat young woman with spectacles, a shorthand pad and a pencil clasped in her hand, hastened from an adjoining room.

  "Ring up Mr. Danahan, please, and ask him to come round, immediately."

  Syd Danahan, Olga Stormer's manager, entered the room with the usual apprehension of the man whose life it is to deal with and overcome the vagaries of the artistic feminine. To coax, to soothe, to bully, one at a time or all together, such was his daily routine. To his relief, Olga appeared calm and reposed, and merely flicked a note across the table to him.

  "Read that."

  The letter was scrawled in an illiterate hand, of cheap paper.

  Dear Madam,

  I much appreciated your performance in The Avenging Angel last night. I fancy we have a mutual friend in Miss Nancy Taylor, late of Chicago. An article regarding her is to be published shortly. If you would care to discuss same, I could call upon you at any time convenient to yourself.

  Yours respectfully,

  Jake Levitt

  Danahan looked lightly bewildered,

  "I don't quite get it. Who is this Nancy Taylor?"

  "A girl who would be better dead, Danny." There was bitterness in her voice and a weariness that revealed her thirty-four years. "A girl who was dead until this carrion crow brought her to life again."

  "Oh! Then..."

  "Me, Danny. Just me."

  "This means blackmail, of course?"

  She nodded. "Of course, and by a man who knows the art thoroughly."

  Danahan frowned, considering the matter. Olga, her cheek pillowed on a long, slender hand, watched him with unfathomable eyes.

  "What about bluff? Deny everything. He can't be sure that he hasn't been misled by a chance resemblance."

  Olga shook her head.

  "Levitt makes his living by blackmailing women. He's sure enough."

/>   "The police?" hinted Danahan doubtfully.

  Her faint, derisive smile was answer enough. Beneath her self-control, though he did not guess it, was the impatience of the keen brain watching a slower brain laboriously cover the ground it had already traversed in a flash.

  "You don't - er - think it might be wise for you to - er - say something yourself to Sir Richard? That would partly spike his guns."

  The actress's engagement to Sir Richard Everard, M.P., had been announced a few weeks previously.

  "I told Richard everything when he asked me to marry him."

  "My word, that was clever of you!" said Danahan admiringly.

  Olga smiled a little.

  "It wasn't cleverness, Danny dear. You wouldn't understand. All the same, if this man Levitt does what he threatens, my number is up, and incidentally Richard's Parliamentary career goes smash, too. No, as far as I can see, there are only two things to do."

  "Well?"

  "To pay - and that of course is endless! Or to disappear, start again."

  The weariness was again very apparent in her voice.

  "It isn't even as though I'd done anything I regretted. I was a half-starved little gutter waif, Danny, striving to keep straight. I shot a man, a beast of a man who deserved to be shot. The circumstances under which I killed him were such that no jury on earth would have convicted me. I know that now, but at the time I was only a frightened kid - and - I ran."

  Danahan nodded.

  "I suppose," he said doubtfully, "there's nothing against this man Levitt we could get hold of?"

  Olga shook her head.

  "Very unlikely. He's too much of a coward to go in for evil-doing." The sound of her own words seemed to strike her. "A coward! I wonder if we couldn't work on that in some way."

  "If Sir Richard were to see him and frighten him," suggested Danahan.

  "Richard is too fine an instrument. You can't handle that sort of man with gloves on."

  "Well, let me see him."

  "Forgive me, Danny, but I don't think you're subtle enough. Something between gloves and bare fists is needed. Let us say mittens! That means a woman! Yes, I rather fancy a woman might do the trick. A woman with a certain amount of finesse, but who knows the baser side of life from bitter experience. Olga Stormer, for instance! Don't talk to me, I've got a plan coming."