The crowd didn’t understand what had happened. Most of them hadn’t heard the illegal instruction. They only saw that Jerry had tried to defend himself, and that was against the rules. “Kill ’im, Janza,” a voice cried from the crowd.
Janza, too, was puzzled, but only for a moment. Hell, he’d followed instructions and here was Renault, the chicken, breaking the rules. The hell with the rules, then. Janza let his fists fly in a flurry of violence, hitting Renault almost at will, on the head, the cheeks, once in the stomach. Carter withdrew to the far side of the platform. Obie had fled the scene, sensing disaster. Where the hell was Archie? Carter couldn’t see him.
Jerry did his best to build defenses against Janza’s fists but it was impossible. Janza was too strong and too fast, all instinct, sensing a kill. Finally, Jerry covered his head and face with the gloves, letting the blows rain on him, but waiting, waiting. The crowd was in a turmoil now, shouting, jeering, urging Janza on.
One more shot at Janza, that’s what Jerry wanted. Crouching, absorbing the attack, Jerry waited. There was something wrong with his jaw, the pain was intense, but he didn’t care if he could hit Janza again, renew that earlier beautiful punch. He was being hit everywhere now and the crowd noises leaped to life as if someone had turned up the volume on a monstrous stereo.
Emile was getting tired. The kid wouldn’t go down. He drew back his arm, pausing a moment, seeking true aim, wanting to come up with the final devastating blow. And that was when Jerry saw his opening. Through the pain and his nausea, he saw Janza’s chest and stomach unprotected. He swung—and it was beautiful again. The full force of all his strength and determination and revenge caught Janza unguarded, off balance. Janza staggered backward, surprise and pain rampant on his face.
Triumphantly, he watched Janza floundering on weak, wobbly knees. Jerry turned toward the crowd, seeking—what? Applause? They were booing. Booing him. Shaking his head, trying to reassemble himself, squinting, he saw Archie in the crowd, a grinning, exultant Archie. A new sickness invaded Jerry, the sickness of knowing what he had become, another animal, another beast, another violent person in a violent world, inflicting damage, not disturbing the universe but damaging it. He had allowed Archie to do this to him.
And that crowd out there he had wanted to impress? To prove to himself before? Hell, they wanted him to lose, they wanted him killed, for Christ’s sake.
Janza’s fist caught him at the temple, sending Jerry reeling. His stomach caved in as Janza’s fist sank into the flesh. He clutched at his stomach protectively and his face absorbed two stunning blows—his left eye felt smashed, the pupil crushed. His body sang with pain.
Horrified, The Goober counted the punches Janza was throwing at his helpless opponent. Fifteen, sixteen. He leaped to his feet. Stop it, stop it. But nobody heard. His voice was lost in the thunder of screaming voices, voices calling for the kill … kill him, kill him. Goober watched helplessly as Jerry finally sank to the stage, bloody, opened mouth, sucking for air, eyes unfocused, flesh swollen. His body was poised for a moment like some wounded animal and then he collapsed like a hunk of meat cut loose from a butcher’s hook.
And the lights went out.
Obie would never forget that face.
A moment before the lights went out, he turned away from the platform, disgusted with the scene, the kid Renault being pummeled by Janza. The sight of blood always sickened him, anyway.
Looking away from the bleachers, he glanced up at a small hill that looked down at the field. The hill was actually a huge rock imbedded in the landscape, partially covered with moss and also with scrawled obscenities that had to be scrubbed off almost daily.
A movement caught Obie’s eye. That’s when he saw the face of Brother Leon. Leon stood at the top of the hill, a black coat draped around his shoulders. In the reflection of the stadium lights, his face was like a gleaming coin. The bastard, Obie thought. He’s been there all the time, I’ll bet, watching it all.
The face vanished as the darkness fell.
The darkness was sudden and deep.
Like a giant ink blot poured over the bleachers, the platform, the entire field.
Like the world suddenly wiped out, devastated.
Goddam it, Archie thought, as he stumbled away from the bleachers toward the small utility building where the electrical controls were located.
He tripped, fell down, and groped to his feet.
Someone brushed past him. The noise from the bleachers was awesome, kids screaming and shouting, guys tumbling from the seats. Small flames tore at the darkness as matches and cigarette lighters were lit.
Stupid, Archie thought, they’re all stupid. He was the only one here with the presence of mind to check the cause of the power failure at the control building.
Tripping over a fallen body, Archie swiveled his way to the building, arms extended in front of him. As he reached the door, the lights went on again, blinding in their intensity. Dazed, blinking, he flung the door open and encountered Brother Jacques whose hand was on the switch.
“Welcome, Archie. I imagine you are the villain here, aren’t you?” His voice was cool but his contempt was unmistakable.
CHAPTER
THIRTY-EIGHT
“JERRY.”
Wet darkness. Funny, darkness shouldn’t be wet. But it was. Like blood.
“Jerry.”
But blood wasn’t black. It was red. And he was surrounded by black.
“Come on, Jerry.”
Come on where? He liked it here, in the darkness, moist and warm and wet.
“Hey, Jerry.”
Voices outside the window calling. Shut the window, shut it. Shut the voices out.
“Jerry …”
Something sad in the voice now. More than sad—scared. Something scared in the voice.
Suddenly the pain verified his existence, brought him into focus. Here and now. Jesus, the pain.
“Take it easy, Jerry, take it easy,” The Goober was saying, cradling Jerry in his arms. The platform was brilliantly lit again, like an operating table, but the stadium was almost empty, a few curious stragglers still hanging around. Bitterly, Goober had watched the guys leaving, chased away by Brother Jacques and a couple of other faculty members. The guys had vacated the place as if leaving the scene of a crime, strangely subdued. Goober had struggled toward the ring in the darkness and had finally reached Jerry as the lights went on. “We better get a doctor,” he had yelled at the kid called Obie, Archie’s stooge.
Obie had nodded, his face pale and ghost-like in the floodlights.
“Take it easy,” Goober said now, drawing Jerry closer. Jerry felt broken. “Everything will be all right …”
Jerry raised himself toward the voice, needing to answer it. He had to answer. But he kept his eyes shut, as if he could keep a lid on the pain that way. But it was more than pain that caused an urgency in him. The pain had become the nature of his existence but this other thing weighed on him, a terrible burden. What other thing? The knowledge, the knowledge: what he had discovered. Funny, how his mind was clear suddenly, apart from his body, floating above his body, floating above the pain.
“It’ll be all right, Jerry.”
No it won’t. He recognized Goober’s voice and it was important to share the discovery with Goober. He had to tell Goober to play ball, to play football, to run, to make the team, to sell the chocolates, to sell whatever they wanted you to sell, to do whatever they wanted you to do. He tried to voice the words but there was something wrong with his mouth, his teeth, his face. But he went ahead anyway, telling Goober what he needed to know. They tell you to do your thing but they don’t mean it. They don’t want you to do your thing, not unless it happens to be their thing, too. It’s a laugh, Goober, a fake. Don’t disturb the universe, Goober, no matter what the posters say.
His eyes fluttered open and he saw Goober’s face all askew, like on a broken movie film. But he was able to see the concern, the worry on his face.
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sp; Take it easy, Goober, it doesn’t even hurt anymore. See? I’m floating, floating above the pain. Just remember what I told you. It’s important. Otherwise, they murder you.
“Why did you do it to him, Archie?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Archie turned away from Brother Jacques and watched the ambulance making its careful progress out of the athletic field, the rotating blue light casting emergency flashings all over the place. The doctor said that Renault may have sustained a fracture of the jaw and there may be internal injuries. X-rays would tell. What the hell, Archie thought, those were the risks of the boxing ring.
Jacques swung Archie around. “Look at me when I talk to you,” he said. “If someone hadn’t come to the Residence and told me what was going on here, who knows how far it might have gone? What happened to Renault was bad enough, but there was violence in the air. You could have had a riot on your hands, the way those kids were stirred up.”
Archie didn’t bother to answer. Brother Jacques probably considered himself a hero for putting out the lights and stopping the fight. As far as Archie was concerned, Jacques had merely spoiled the evening. And Jacques had arrived too late anyway. Renault had already been beaten. Too fast, much too fast. Leave it to that stupid Carter to screw things up. Low blow, for crying out loud.
“What have you got to say for yourself, Costello?” Brother Jacques persisted.
Archie sighed. Bored, really. “Look, Brother, the school wanted the chocolates sold. And we got them sold. This was the payoff, that’s all. A fight. With rules. Fair and square.”
Leon was suddenly there with them, one arm clapped around Jacques’ shoulder.
“I see you have everything under control, Brother Jacques,” he said, heartily.
Jacques turned a cold face toward his fellow teacher. “I think we barely averted a disaster,” he said. There was rebuke in his voice but a gentle, guarded rebuke, not the hostility he had revealed to Archie. And Archie realized that Leon was still in command, still in the position of power.
“Renault will get the best of care, I assure you,” Leon said. “Boys will be boys, Jacques. They have high spirits. Oh, once in a while they get carried away but it’s good to see all that energy and zeal and enthusiasm.” He turned to Archie and spoke more severely but not really angry. “You really didn’t use your best judgment tonight, Archie. But I realize you did it for the school. For Trinity.”
Brother Jacques stalked away. Archie and Leon watched him go. Archie smiled inside. But he masked his feelings. Leon was on his side. Beautiful. Leon and The Vigils and Archie. What a great year it was going to be.
The ambulance’s siren began to howl in the night.
CHAPTER
THIRTY-NINE
“SOMEDAY, ARCHIE,” OBIE SAID, a warning in his voice, “someday …”
“Cut it out, Obie. Enough preaching tonight. Brother Jacques already delivered a sermon to me.” Archie chuckled. “But Leon came to the rescue. Good man, that Leon.”
They were sitting in the bleachers, watching some of the guys cleaning up the place. This was where they had first seen Renault that afternoon Archie had selected him for the assignment. The night had grown cold and Obie shivered slightly. He looked at the goal posts. They reminded him of something. He couldn’t remember.
“Leon is a bastard,” Obie said. “I saw him on the hill over there—watching the fight, enjoying the whole thing.”
“I know,” Archie said. “I tipped him off. An anonymous phone call. I figured he would enjoy himself. And I also figured that if he was here and part of the proceedings, he’d also be protection for us if anything went wrong.”
“Someday, Archie, you’ll get yours,” Obie said but the words were automatic. Archie was always one step ahead.
“Look, Obie, I’m going to forget what you did tonight—you and Carter and the black box. What the hell, it was a dramatic moment. And I understand how you felt. My understanding of you and guys like Carter is a marvel to behold.” He had lapsed into his phony way of speaking when he wanted to be fancy or sarcastic.
“Maybe the black box will work the next time, Archie,” Obie said. “Or maybe another kid like Renault will come along.”
Archie didn’t bother to answer. Wishful thinking wasn’t worth answering. He sniffed the air and yawned. “Hey, Obie, what happened to the chocolates?”
“The guys raided the chocolates in the confusion. As far as the money’s concerned, Brian Cochran has it. We’ll have some kind of drawing next week at assembly.”
Archie barely listened. He wasn’t interested. He was hungry. “You sure all the chocolates are gone, Obie?”
“I’m sure, Archie.”
“You got a Hershey or anything?”
“No.”
The lights went off again. Archie and Obie sat there awhile not saying anything and then made their way out of the place in the darkness.
Robert Cormier (1925–2000) changed the face of young adult literature over the course of his illustrious career. His many novels include The Chocolate War, Beyond the Chocolate War, I Am the Cheese, Fade, Tenderness, After the First Death, Heroes, Frenchtown Summer, and The Rag and Bone Shop. In 1991, he received the Margaret A. Edwards Award, honoring his lifetime contribution to writing for teens.
Robert Cormier, The Chocolate War
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