Still Jim
CHAPTER XII
THE TENT HOUSE
"Leave Old Jezebel to herself and she soon returns to old ways. She likes them best for she is a woman."
MUSINGS OF THE ELEPHANT.
Pen's voice, when it came, was lower and fuller than he had rememberedit but there was the old soft chuckle in it.
"Cross patch! Draw the latch! Say please, like a nice child and thenI'll play a game of cards with you."
Jim rapped on the door and stepped in. "Hello, Pen!" he said, holdingout his hand.
She was changed and yet unchanged. A little thinner, older, yet morebeautiful in her young womanhood than in her charming girlhood. Herchestnut hair was wrapped in soft braids around her head instead ofbeing bundled up in her neck. Her eyes looked larger and deeper set butthey were the same steady, clear eyes of old; ageless eyes; the eyes ofthe woman who thinks. She had the same full soft lips, and as Jim heldout his hand the same flash of dimples.
"Hello, Still! The mountains have come to Mahomet!"
"And a poor welcome I gave you," replied Jim. "Hello, Sara."
Jim turned to the great invalid chair. There, propped up in cushions,lay a fat travesty of the old Saradokis. This was a Sara whose tawnyhair was turning gray with suffering; whose mouth, once so full andboyish, was now heavy and sinister, whose buoyancy had changed to thebitter irritability of the hopeless invalid.
Sara looked Jim over deliberately, then dropped his hand. "How do youthink I am? Enjoying the dirty deal I've had from life?"
Jim had not realized before just what a dirty deal Sara had been given."I'm sorry about it, Sara," he said.
Saradokis gave an ugly laugh. "Sounds well! I've never heard a word fromyou since the day we ran the Marathon. You hold a grudge as well as aGreek, Jim."
"Gee, I'd forgotten all about the race!" exclaimed Jim.
"I haven't," returned Sara. "Neither the race nor several other things."
Jim shrugged his shoulders and turned to Pen, who was watching the twomen anxiously.
"Tell me about your plans. I'm mighty happy to have you here."
"Sara's had the feeling for a long time that this climate would helphim, and we've talked in a general way about coming. It was Mr. Freetthat told Sara he thought there were some good real estate chances hereand that decided Sara. Sara has done him a number of good turns ininvestments round New York."
Jim looked at Sara sharply but made no comment on Pen's remarks. "Areyou comfortable here?" he asked, looking about the tent house.
It was a roomy place. There was a good floor and a wooden wainscotingthat rose three feet above it. The tent was set on this wainscoting,which gave plenty of head space. A gasolene stove in one corner with atable and chairs and a cupboard formed the kitchen. A cot for Pen and abook shelf or two with a corner clothes closet and some hammock swungchairs completed the furniture. Pen had achieved the homelike with somechintz hangings and a rug.
"I am getting our meals right here," said Pen. "The steward said wecould have them sent up from the mess, but it's less expensive and morefun to get them camp fashion here. The government store is a very goodone and all the neighbors have called and have brought me everythingfrom fresh baked bread to cans of jelly. They are so wonderfully kind tome!"
Sara was staring at Jim with an insolent sort of interest. He had fulluse of his arms, as was evident when he gave the great wheel chair aquick flip about so as to shade his eyes from the lamp. As Jim watchedhim all the resentment of the past eight years welled up within him withan added repugnance for Sara's fat helplessness and ugly temper thatmade it difficult for him to sit by the invalid's chair.
When Pen had finished her account Sara said, "You made rather a mess,didn't you, in handling the flood today?"
"You were splendid, Jimmy!" cried Pen. "I saw the whole thing!"
Jim shook his head. "It was expensive splendor!"
"You will find it difficult to explain your lack of preparation to aninvestigating committee, won't you?" asked Sara.
"If you can give a recipe for flood preparation," said Jim goodnaturedly, "you will have every dam builder in the world at your feet."
Sara grunted and changed the subject and his manner abruptly.
"Got any decent smoking tobacco, Still?"
"That is hard to find here," replied Jim. "It dries out fast and losesflavor. I've got some over at the house I brought back from the East.I'll go over and get it now. Will you let Pen walk over with me? I'dlike to have her see my house."
"Makes no difference to me what she does. Hand me that book, Pen, beforeyou start."
Out under the stars Jim pulled Pen's hand within his arm and asked,"Pen, is he always like that?"
"Always," answered Pen. "Do you remember the 'Wood-carver of Olympus'?How he was hurt like Sara and how he blasphemed God and was embitteredfor years? He was reconciled to his lot after a time and people lovedhim. I have so hoped for that change in poor Sara, but none has come."
"Pen!" cried Jim suddenly. "I gave you my sign and seal! Why did youmarry Saradokis?"
Pen answered slowly, "Jim, why wouldn't you understand and take me Westwith you when I begged you to?"
"Understand what?" asked Jim, tensely.
"That Sara's hold on me was almost hypnotic, that it was you I reallycared for, as I realized as soon as Sara was hurt. If only you had hadthe courage of your convictions, Still!"
Jim winced but found no reply and Pen went on, her voice meditative andsoft as if she were talking not of herself but of some half-forgottenacquaintance.
"I used to feel resentful that Sara thought I was worth such constantattention, while you, in spite of the Sign and Seal, were quite ascontented with Uncle Denny as with me. And yet, after it all was overand I had settled down to nursing Sara for the rest of my life, I couldsee that I had had nothing to give you then and Uncle Denny had. Life isso mercilessly logical--to look back on, Jimmy."
Jim put his hand over the cold little fingers on his arm. Pen went on."I did not try to write to you. I----"
But Jim could bear no more. "Pen! Pen! What a miserable fool I am!"
"You are nothing of the kind!" exclaimed Pen, indignantly "What do youthink of the mess I've made of my life, if you think you are foolish?"
"What am I to do? How can I make it up to you?" cried Jim.
"By letting me stay in your desert for a time," answered Pen. "I knowI'm going to love it."
They were at Jim's doorstep and he made no reply. As usual, words seemedfutile to him. He showed Pen his house and found the tobacco, lettingMrs. Flynn do all the talking. Then, still in silence, he led Pen backto her tent. At the door he gave her the tobacco and left her.
Jim had a bad night. He stayed in bed until midnight; then to get awayfrom his own thoughts he dressed and went out to the dam. The water hadreached its height. There was nothing to be done save wait until OldJezebel grew weary of mischief. But Jim tramped up and down the greatroad between the dam and the lower town all night.
His mind swung from Pen to the Hearing and from the Hearing to theflood, then back to Pen again. From Pen his thoughts went to his fatherand with his father he paused for a long time.
Was the evil destiny that had made his father fail to follow him, too?Jim had always believed himself stronger than his father, somehow betterfitted to cope with destiny. Yet ever since his trouble with Freet onthe Makon there had been growing in Jim a vague distrust of his ownpowers. He could build the dams, yes, if "they" would leave him free todo so. If "they" would not fret and hound him until his efficiency wasgone. It was the very subtlety and intangibility of "they" that made himuneasy, made him less sure of himself and his own ability.
He had planned, after he had finished his work, to turn his attention tosolving the problems of old Exham. How was he to do this if he was notbig enough to cope with his own circumstance? And was he going to missthe continuation of the Manning line because he had failed to graspopportunity in love as in
everything else?
Dawn found Jim watching the Elephant grow bronze against the sky. TheElephant had a very real personality to Jim as it had to everyone elsein the valley.
"What is to be, is to be, eh, old friend?" said Jim. "But why? Tell mewhy?"
The sun rolled up and the Elephant changed from bronze to gold. Jimsighed and went up to his house.
All that day crowds of workmen on the banks watched Old Jezebel rompover their working place and they swore large and vivid oaths regardingwhat they would do to her once they got to balking her again. It wasabout noon that a buckboard drawn by two good horses stopped at the footof the cable tower. The driver called to Iron Skull Williams, who waschewing a toothpick and chatting to Pen. Williams led Pen up to thebuckboard.
"Like to introduce Oscar Ames, one of our old-time irrigation farmers,"said Iron Skull. "And this is Mrs. Ames, his boss. And this lady is afriend of the Big Boss--Mrs. Saradokis."
Pen held out her hand and the two women looked at each other in thequick appraising way of women. Mrs. Ames was perhaps fifty years old.She was small and thin and brown, with thin gray hair under her dustyhat and a thin throat showing under her linen duster. Her face washeavily lined. Her eyes were wonderful; a clear blue with the far-seeinggaze of eyes that have looked long on the endless distances of thedesert. Yet, perhaps, the look was not due altogether to the desert, foryoung as she was, Pen's eyes had the same expression.
"I am glad to know you," said Penelope.
"Thank you," said Mrs. Ames, bashfully.
Oscar Ames shook hands heartily. He was a big man of fifty, with hairand skin one shade of ruddy tan.
"Glad to meet you, ma'am. Say, Iron Skull, how'd you come to let thewater beat you to it? This adds another big cost to us farmers' bill."
Williams grunted. "Wish you folk had been up on the Makon. That's wherewe had real floods. Ames, we are doing our limit. Ain't you old enoughyet to know that a lift under the arm carries a fellow twice as far as akick in the pants? Here's the Boss now. Light on _him_! Poor old scout!"
Jim was on horseback. He rode slowly up and dismounted. "How are you,Ames? And Mrs. Ames? Have you met Mrs. Saradokis? Ames, before you beginto chant my funeral march let me ask you if you don't want to sell thatsouth forty you say I'm not irrigating right. Mr. Saradokis representssome Eastern interests. Perhaps you'd like to meet him."
Oscar grinned a little sheepishly. "Business before pleasure! I'll goright up to see him now."
"Then you must come up with me," said Penelope to Mrs. Ames, and the twowomen followed after Jim and Oscar.
The climb was short but stiff. Pen had not yet become accustomed to thefive thousand feet of elevation at which the officers' camp was set, soshe had no breath for conversation until they reached the tent house.Sara lay in his invalid chair before the open door, maps, tobacco andmagazines scattered over the swing table that covered his lap. Pen, asif to ward off any rudeness, began to explain as she mounted the steps:
"Here is a gentleman who has land for sale, Sara." Sara's scowldisappeared. He gave the Ames family such a pleasant welcome that Jimwas puzzled. Ames and Jim dropped down on the doorstep while Mrs. Amesand Pen took the hammock chairs.
"Have you people been long in this country?" asked Pen.
"Thirty years this coming fall," replied Ames, taking the cigar Saraoffered him and smelling it critically. "I was a kid of 21 when I tookup my section down on the old canal. I couldn't have sold that land fortwo bits an acre a year after I took it up. I refused two hundreddollars an acre for the alfalfa land the other day."
"You must have done some work in the interval," commented Sara.
Jim, leaning against the door post, watched Sara through half closedeyes and glanced now and again at Pen's eager face. Ames puffed at hiscigar and gazed out over the desert.
"Work!" he said with a half laugh, "why when I took up that land sandand silence, whisky and poker were the staples round here. I built aone-room adobe, bought a team, imported a plow and a harrow and ascraper and went at it. I've got a ten-acre orange grove now and twohundred acres of alfalfa and a foreman who lets me gad! But no one whoain't been a desert farmer can imagine how I worked."
Pen spoke softly. "Were you with him then, Mrs. Ames?"
The little woman looked at Pen with her far-seeing eyes. "Oh, yes, Idon't know that Oscar remembers, but we were married in York State. Iwas a school teacher."
After the little laugh Pen asked, "Do you like the desert farming?"
"I never did get through being homesick," answered Mrs. Ames. "My firsttwo babies died there in that first little adobe. I was all alone withthem and the heat and the work."
"Jane, you let me talk," interrupted Oscar briskly. "We both worked. Theworst of everything was the uncertainty about water. Us farmers builtthe dam that laid sixty miles below here. Just where governmentdiversion dam is now. But we never knew when the spring floods camewhether we'd have water that year or not. More and more people took upland and tapped the river and the main canal. Gosh! It got fierce. Oldfriends would accuse each other of stealing each other's water. Then wehad a series of dry years. No rain or snow in the mountains. And greenthings died and shriveled, aborning: The desert was dotted with deadcattle. Three years we watched our crops die and----"
Mrs. Ames suddenly interrupted. There was a dull red in her browncheeks. "I wanted to go home the third year of the drought. All I had toshow for fifteen years in the desert was two dead babies. I wanted to gohome."
"And I says to her," said Ames, "I said 'For God's sake, Jane, where ishome if it isn't here? I can't expect you to feel like I do about thisranch for you've stuck to the house. I know every inch of this ranch.Ain't I fought for every acre of it, cactus and sand storm and waterfamine? Ain't I sweat blood over every acre? Ain't I given the bestyears of my life to it? And you say, 'Let's give it up! It ain't home!'I certainly was surprised at Jane."
"I have worked too," said Jane Ames, gently, to Penelope. "I'd had nohelp and had cooked for half a dozen men and--and--then the babies!Having four babies is not play, you know!"
"Oh, I know!" exclaimed Amos impatiently. "You worked. That was why Iwas so surprised at you wanting to let everything go. But you hadn'tmade things grow like I had. I suppose that's why you felt different.That winter the snows was heavy in the mountains and we were tickled atthe thought of high water in the spring. We all got out in May tostrengthen the dam, hauling brush and stone. But the water rose like thevery devil. We divided into night and day shifts, then we worked all thetime. But it was no use. The whole darned thing went out like Niagara.Forty-three hours at a stretch I worked and the dam went out! And thenext year the same. Then it was that we began to ask for the ReclamationService."
Pen drew a long breath and looked from Ames' strong tanned face out atthe breathless wonder of the landscape. Far beyond the brooding bronzeElephant lay the chaos of the desert, yellow melting into purple andpurple into the faint peaks of the mountains.
"What I can't understand, Ames," said Jim slowly, "after all this, iswhy you roast the Service so."
Ames flushed. "Because," he shouted, "you are so damned pig-headed! Youaren't building the dam for us farmers. You are building it for theglory of your own reputation as an engineer."
There was a moment's silence in the tent house.