The Runaway King

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  “All of Carthya should be grateful to me!” Conner arched his head. “Your father was weak. Eventually, the countries that surround us would have swallowed Carthya whole. Darius was a risk as well. He was too close to your father to see him for who he was. ”

  “They were my family!”

  “Your family rejected you. Not just once but twice. They made you a nobody, then gave you to the world. But I have given the world back to you. I made you king. ”

  Still angry, I cocked my head. “Now I have everything. Is that what you think?”

  “With one exception. ” Conner nodded at the empty plate Amarinda had brought.

  I stared again at the dish on the floor. Did she really think I wouldn’t mind her coming here? Of anyone in this castle, she was supposed to be on my side. Conner was absolutely correct in his insinuation that Amarinda and I were not friends. Nor did I have any idea of how to fix things with her, if that was even possible.

  Conner lowered his voice and continued, “I’ve paid for my crimes against you. Let me go free and I will serve you now. ”

  I grinned, feeling my edge again. “You might reconsider those terms. I just got a visit from the pirates. They want you. ”

  Conner gave me exactly the look of fear I’d expected. His eyes widened and something roughly the size of a boulder seemed to be lodged in his throat. “Don’t let them have me, Jaron. You know what they’d do. ”

  “Whatever it is, I’m sure it’d hurt,” I said coldly. “Maybe I will release you after all. ”

  I started to leave, then in a panic, Conner called, “Jaron!” Without waiting for my attention, he added, “I betrayed your family, that’s true, but I never betrayed Carthya. I still consider myself a patriot. ”

  I turned back to him. “How can that be? Do you have any idea what you started when you hired the pirates?”

  Conner pressed his lips together, then nodded at my bandaged arm. “Oh. They want you, too. ” The long lines of his face softened. “So it’s both our lives at stake. ”

  “All of Carthya is at stake,” I said. “You opened floodgates I might not be able to shut again. ” Now I turned and stepped closer to him, so close that I could see the dilation of his pupils as he returned my stare. “I need the name of the pirate you hired to kill me. Tell me now, or you will go to them tonight. ”

  Defeated, Conner whispered, “His name was Devlin. He bragged that your death would give him a place of honor with the pirates. The fact that you’re alive will be humiliating to him. ”

  “And to you, too, I suppose. ”

  Conner wasn’t fazed. “The truth is that nobody cares about your life but me! I’m the only one here who’s worked with the pirates. You need me. ”

  I shook my head. “Carthya needs you the way we need the plague. ”

  His tone turned nasty. “And you think you’re more wanted by your people? Do you really believe anyone wants to fight for a boy who has caused them nothing but trouble? Did anyone want you back? No, Jaron, you are alone here. ”

  His words stung as if he’d slapped me. Conner must have sensed the emotion building inside me and chose to strike again.

  “I remember your father’s announcement four years ago, that he couldn’t go to war because there was no proof of what had happened to you. It was a lie, of course, and no king wants to lie to his people. Wouldn’t things have been easier if you had died? Don’t you think in a way that your father wished you had?”

  My knife was already in my hand. I lunged at him, my hands shaking with so much anger that the knife scratched his throat. “You destroyed everything!” I yelled.

  Conner arched his head to gather a breath. “And I’m the only one who can save you now. The regents won’t help you. Think of how convenient it’d be for them if the pirates got to you. ”

  Unfortunately, he was right about that. From their perspective, my death would solve a lot of problems.

  “Your people won’t help either,” he continued. “Listen to them. They’re laughing at you. ”

  Fixed on his eyes, I said, “Do you laugh at me?”

  He was quiet for a moment and finally the tension drained from him. “No, Jaron,” he said darkly. “I curse you with every breath I exhale. But I do not laugh. ”

  Gregor had remained behind us, and it occurred to me that he wouldn’t object if I used my knife now. He’d never approved of my decision to imprison Conner rather than execute him. But then, he hadn’t agreed with most of my decisions so far. I released Conner, who fell to his knees, his hand massaging his throat.

  I drew in some air until I’d calmed down, then said to him, “Where did you get the dervanis oil?”

  “From the pirate Devlin,” Conner mumbled. “But knowing that won’t help you now. Only I can fix this. Let me help you save Carthya. Forgive me, my king, here and now. ”

  I clicked my tongue, then said, “I’ll forgive you once I get my family back. Good-bye, Conner. ” He was still yelling my name as the dungeon door closed. Gregor silently followed me down the steps of the tower. I continued forward while he reinstated the vigil.

  My hands were shaking as I entered the main passageway. Conner had unnerved me in a way I could never have expected. Even in chains, he knew my vulnerabilities.

  Once Gregor had caught up with me, he asked if I was all right, but I gave him no answer. Then he said, “Conner denied any connection between Vargan and the pirates. Perhaps you are wrong. ”

  “I’m not. Tell me what I’m missing. Conner said I wasn’t asking the right questions. ”

  “He’s a manipulator, toying with your weaknesses. He’s not to be trusted. ”

  I stopped walking so that I could look at him. “Do you trust me, Gregor?”

  “Should I?” He shifted his weight while he reconsidered his boldness. In a humbler tone, he continued, “After everything tonight, you must be exhausted. Get some rest, and know that I’m here to protect you. ”

  “As you protected me tonight?” I took a breath, then added, “Tell me this. If the pirates attack us, does Carthya have any chance of winning?”

  His eyes widened. “You’re not suggesting —”

  “I need to know. ”

  “Our numbers are greater,” he said. “But it would be like fighting a bear. Carthya may come out of it alive, but with terrible wounds. And once wounded, we’d be easy prey if Avenia chose to invade. ”

  Just as I had thought. “We’d survive only long enough to be destroyed,” I mumbled. Then I added, “What if we attacked the pirates first?”

  Gregor shook his head. “The pirates are hidden inside Avenia. To get at them we’d have to attack all of Avenia. With both enemies against us, Carthya would be destroyed in a matter of weeks. Whatever aggression the pirates showed against you tonight, war cannot be an option. ”

  I hated the thought of war. Yet even more, I despised the fact that we were so unprepared to defend ourselves. Ever fearful of war, my father had treated his soldiers as parade decorations rather than as warriors. My mother had always understood the threats against us, but obviously even she couldn’t overcome his fear of battle. Worse than anything was the realization that had my father lived, he and I would never have come to a mutual understanding. We would always have found some way to disappoint each other.