Tribute

  She didn’t miss the smirk he shot her, but opted to ignore it. She grabbed clean clothes, stuffed them in her purse. Downstairs, she had a few words with Dobby, answered a hail from the kitchen area, then spent another ten minutes outside discussing foundation plantings.

  She dashed across the road before someone could catch her again, and decided to slip into the shower off the gym rather than disturb Ford.

  It wasn’t until she was clean, dry and wrapped in a big white towel that she realized she’d left her purse—and the clothes in it—sitting on her front veranda.

  “Oh, crap.”

  She looked down at the sweaty, grungy clothes she’d stripped off and dragged a hand through her clean hair. “No, I am not crawling back into them.”

  She’d have to disturb Ford after all. Bundling her underwear and baggy work shorts in her T-shirt, she tied it off and carried the bundle with her.

  She opened the door to the kitchen, to a very surprised Ford.

  “Oh, hi. Listen—”

  “Ford, you didn’t tell us you had company.”

  “I didn’t know I did. Hey, Cilla.”

  Her expression went from slightly harried to mildly ill as she looked over and saw Ford’s mother sitting at the kitchen bar with an older man.

  While she stood frozen, Spock dashed over to rub against her bare legs. “Oh God. Oh God. Just . . . God. I’m sorry. Excuse me.”

  Ford grabbed her arm. “Back up like that, you’ll pitch right down the steps. You’ve met my mother. This is my grandfather, Charlie Quint.”

  “Oh, well, hello. I apologize. I’m, well, what can I say? Ford, I didn’t want to interrupt you. I thought you’d be working. They had to turn the water off at my place for a while, so I ran over to use your shower downstairs—thanks for that. And then realized that when I was being distracted by varieties of spirea, I left my bag and my clothes sitting on the veranda. I came up to ask if you wouldn’t mind running over there and, you know, getting them. My clothes.”

  “Sure.” He sniffed at her. “My soap smells better on you than on me.”

  “Hah.”

  “Cilla, I bet you’d like a nice glass of iced tea.” Penny rose to get a glass.

  “Oh, don’t bother, I—”

  “No bother. Ford, go on now, get this girl her clothes.”

  “All right. But it’s kind of a shame. Isn’t it, Granddad?”

  “Pretty legs on a pretty woman are easy on the eyes. Even old eyes. You look more like her in person than you do in pictures I’ve seen of you.”

  How much more awkward could it be? Cilla wondered when Ford winked and slipped out. “You knew my grandmother.”

  “I did. I fell in love with her the first time I saw her on the movie screen. She was just a little girl, and I was just a boy, and that was the sweetest kind of puppy love. You never forget your first.”

  “No, I guess you don’t.”

  “Here you go, honey. Why don’t you sit down?”

  “I’m fine. Thanks.” She stared at the glass Penny offered and wondered how to take it as she had one hand holding the bundle of filthy clothes, and the other clutched on the towel.

  “Oh, are those your dirty clothes? Just give those to me. I’ll toss them in Ford’s machine for you.”

  “Oh, no, don’t—”

  “It’s no trouble.” Penny pulled them away, pushed the cold glass into Cilla’s hand. “Daddy, why don’t you show Cilla the pictures? We were going to drop by to do just that,” Penny continued from the mudroom. “Just stopped to say hi to Ford first. My goodness! You must’ve worked up a storm today.”

  Casting her eyes to the ceiling, Cilla moved closer to the counter as Charlie opened the photo album.

  “These are wonderful!”

  At the first look, she forgot she was wearing only a towel and edged closer. “I haven’t seen these before.”

  “My personal collection,” he told her with a wistful smile. “This one here?” He tapped a finger under a picture. “That’s the first one I ever took of her.”

  Janet sat on the steps of the veranda, leaning back, relaxed and smiling in rolled-up dungarees and a plaid shirt.

  “She looks so happy. At home.”

  “She’d been working with the gardeners—walking around with them, showing them where she wanted her roses and such. She got word I took pictures and asked if I’d come over, take some of the house and grounds as things were going on. And she let me take some of her. Here she is with the kids. That’d be your mother.”

  “Yes.” Looking bright and happy, Cilla thought, alongside her doomed brother. “They’re all so beautiful, aren’t they? It almost hurts the eyes.”

  “She shone. Yes, she did.”

  Cilla paged through. Janet, looking golden and glorious astride a palomino, tumbling on the ground with her children, laughing and kicking her feet in the pond. Janet alone, Janet with others. At parties at the farm. With the famous, and the everyday.

  “You never sold any of these?”

  “That’s just money.” Charlie shrugged. “If I sold them, they wouldn’t be mine anymore. I gave her copies of ones she wanted, especially.”

  “I think I might have seen a couple of these. My mother has boxes and boxes of photos. I’m not sure I’ve seen all of them. The camera loved her. Oh, this! It’s my favorite so far.”

  Janet leaned in the open doorway of the farmhouse, head cocked, arms folded. She wore simple dark trousers and a white shirt. Her feet were bare, her hair loose. Flowers spilled out of pots on the veranda, and a puppy curled sleeping at the top of the steps.

  “She bought the puppy from the Clintons.” Penny stepped beside her father, rested a hand on his shoulder. “Your step-mama’s people.”

  “Yes, she told me.”

  “Janet loved that dog,” Charlie murmured.

  “You need to make copies for Cilla, Daddy. Family pictures are important.”

  “I guess I could.”

  “Granddad’s going to make copies for Cilla,” Penny announced as Ford walked in with Cilla’s bag. “He has the negatives.”

  “I could scan them. If you’d trust me with them. Here you go.” Ford passed the bag to Cilla.

  “Thanks.” Sensing Charlie’s hesitation, Cilla eased back. “They’re wonderful photographs. I’d love to look through the rest, but I have to get to the hospital. I’m just going to . . .” She held up the bag. “Downstairs.”

  “You look more like her than your mother,” Charlie said when Cilla reached the door. “It’s in the eyes.”

  And in his lived such sadness. Cilla said nothing, only slipped quickly downstairs.

  CILLA DID a mental happy dance as the first tiles were laid in the new master bath. She glugged down water and executed imaginary high kicks through the first run of subway tiles in what would be her most fabulous steam shower.

  The black-and-white design, retro cool Deco, added just the right zing.

  Stan, the tile guy, glanced over his shoulder. “Cilla, you gotta get the AC up.”

  “We’re working on it. By the end of the week, I promise.”

  It had to be running by week’s end, she thought. Just as the bed she’d ordered had to be delivered. Steve couldn’t recuperate in a steamy house, in a sleeping bag.

  She went back to framing in the closet in the master bedroom. In a couple of weeks, she thought, if everything stayed on schedule, she’d have two completed baths, the third, fourth and the powder room on the way. She’d be ready for Sheetrock up in her attic office suite, the replastering should be about wrapped. Then Dobby could start work on the ceiling medallions. Well, he could start once she’d settled on a design.

  She ran through projections while she checked her level, adjusted, shot in nails.

  And in a few weeks, she’d take the contractor’s exam. But she didn’t want to think about it. Didn’t want to think if she didn’t make it, she’d have to ask one of her own subs for a job by the end of the year. If she didn’t make it,
she couldn’t afford to buy that sweet little property down the road in the Village that she knew would make an excellent and profitable flip.

  If she didn’t make it, it would be another failure. She really thought she was at her quota already.

  Positive thinking, she reminded herself. That’s what Ford would say. No harm in trying.

  “Gonna make it,” she stated aloud and stepped back from the framing with a nod of approval. “Gonna kick exam Ass. Cilla McGowan, Licensed Contractor.”

  Gathering her tools, she started out to check on the progress of her exterior office stairs with a quick peek at the tile work on the way. She joined the carpenter crew as the painters, working on her new scaffolding, added the first strokes of red to the barn.

  The air smelled of the mulch freshly laid around new plantings, and salvaged ones. Roses, hydrangeas, spirea and old-fashioned weigela, and beds of hopeful new perennials, eager annuals already blooming insanely.

  More to come, she thought, more to do. But here was progress. Tear-out time was done. Renewal time was here.

  She thought of Charlie’s photo album. And breaking off from the work, ran in to get her camera to document.

  Shirtless men slick with sweat and sunscreen high on scaffolding. Shanna in shorts and a bright pink T-shirt and ball cap working with Brian on a low, dry stone garden wall. The bones of her stairs, the half-finished back veranda. And around front, the completed one.

  For a moment, in her mind’s eye, she saw Janet, leaning on the jamb of the open front door, smiling out.

  “It’s coming back,” Cilla said softly.

  Turning, she saw Ford and Spock walking down the drive.

  The dog trotted up to her, leaned on her legs, then sat back to look up at her, all love and cheer. She rubbed, petted, kissed his nose.

  “Brought you a present.” Ford handed her one of the two Cokes he carried. “I swung in to see Steve. He tells me they’re going to spring him in a couple days.”

  “He’s coming back strong.” Like the farm, she thought. “I’m pushing to get the AC up, and I’ve got a bed coming.”

  “You want him to recoup from having his skull fractured in a construction zone. Do you hear that?” Ford asked, tapping his ear.

  Cilla shrugged off the buzzing, the banging, the whirl of drills. “To people like me and Steve, that’s chamber music.”

  “I’ll have to take your word for it. But he could bunk at my place. I’ve got the bed, the AC. And digital cable.”

  She took a long drink, watching him. “You really mean that.”

  “Damn right. I pity anyone without digital cable.”

  “I bet. But you’re not going to take on my ex-husband. He’ll need to be . . . Who’s this?” she wondered as a black Lexus turned cautiously into her drive.

  “City car,” Ford commented. “Big city.”

  “I don’t know who . . . Crap.”

  Ford lifted his brows as men exited from both sides of the car. “Friends of yours?”

  “No. But the driver’s my mother’s Number Five.”

  “Cilla!” Mario, handsome as sin, Italian style, in Prada loafers and Armani jeans, threw out his arms and a wide, wide smile. His graceful forward motion was spoiled when he stopped, then sidestepped around the sniffing Spock.

  The sunglasses hid his eyes, but she suspected they were dark and sparkling. Tanned, panther lean, dark hair flowing, he crossed to her, caught her in an enthusiastic embrace and kissed her cheeks. “Look at you! So fit, so competent.”

  “I am. What are you doing here, Mario?”

  “A little surprise. Cilla, this is Ken Corbert, one of our producers. Ken, Cilla McGowan, my stepdaughter.”

  “It’s a real pleasure.” Ken, small and wiry, silver-winged black hair, pumped Cilla’s hand. “Big fan. So . . .” He scanned the farm. “This is the place.”

  “It’s my place,” she said coolly. “Ford, Mario and Ken. I’m sorry, I can’t ask you in. We’re a work in progress.”

  “So I see.” Mario’s smile never dimmed. “And hear.”

  “Spock, say hello,” Ford ordered—after his dog had finished with the tires. “He wants to shake,” Ford explained, “to make sure you’re friendly.”

  “Ah.” Mario studied the dog dubiously as he put the tips of his thumb and forefinger on the offered paw.

  Spock didn’t appear to be impressed.

  Ken gave Spock’s paw the same salesman pump he’d given Cilla’s.

  “Lovely country,” Mario continued. “Just lovely. We drove down from New York. We had some meetings. Such scenery! Your mother sends her love,” he added. “She would have come, but you know how difficult it is for her. The memories here.”

  “She’s in New York?”

  “A quick trip. We barely have time to catch our breath. Fittings, rehearsals, meetings, media. But Ken and I must steal you away, a late lunch, an early drink. Where can we take you?”

  “Nowhere, but thanks. I’m working.”

  “Didn’t I tell you?” Mario let out a hearty laugh while Spock squatted on his haunches and stared at him with suspicious eyes. “Cilla is the most amazing woman. So many talents. You can spare an hour, cara.”

  “I really can’t. Especially if this is about performing in Mom’s show. I told her I wasn’t interested.”

  “We’re here to persuade you that you are. Perhaps you’d excuse us,” Mario said to Ford.

  “No, he won’t.” Cilla pointed at Ford. “You won’t.”

  “I guess I won’t.”

  Irritation tightened Mario’s mouth briefly. The grumbling growl from Spock had him eyeing the dog with some trepidation. “You have a chance to make history, Cilla. Three generations performing together. You saw Céline perform with Elvis? We have that technology. We can bring Janet onstage with you and Bedelia. One extraordinary performance, live.”

  “Mario—”

  “I understand you’re reluctant to commit to doing the full set of duets with your mother, though I can tell you—as will Ken—what that would mean to the show, and to you. Your career.”

  “The advertising and promotion we’ve got lined up,” Ken began. “We can all but guarantee sellouts in every venue. Then the cable special, the CD, the DVD. The foreign markets are already buzzing. We may be able to work a deal to attach a second CD, a special package, for you, solo. In fact, Mario and I were kicking around ideas for videos there. And you’re right, Mario, shooting here would add punch.”

  “You’ve been busy, haven’t you?” Cilla’s voice was as soft, and as meaningful, as Spock’s growl. “And you’ve been wasting your time. No. I’m sorry, Ken, I don’t believe Mario made it clear. I’m not looking to be persuaded or revived or promoted. You have no business talking to producers, promoters, advertisers about me,” she said to Mario. “You’re not my agent or my manager. I don’t have an agent or a manager. I run the show now. And this is what I do. Houses. I do houses. Enjoy the scenery on the way back.”

  She knew Mario would come after her. Even as she turned on her heel to stride away, she heard him call her name. And she heard Ford speak to Ken, caught the extra yokel he put in his voice.

  “Spock, stay. So y’all drove down from New York City?”

  “Cilla. Cara. Let me—”

  “Touch me, Mario, and I swear I’ll deck you.”

  “Why are you angry?” There was puzzled sorrow in his voice. “This is an insanely rich opportunity. I’m only looking out for your interests.”

  She stopped, struggled with temper ripe to bursting. “You may actually believe that on some level. I can look after my own interests, and have been for a long time.”

  “Darling, you were mismanaged. Otherwise you’d be a major star today.”

  “I might be a major star today if I’d had the talent and the aptitude. Listen to what I’m saying to you: I don’t want to be a major star. I don’t want to perform. I don’t want that kind of