Snowbound

  “Are we gonna leave again?”

  “I don’t know yet, sweetie. Not tonight at least.” He spun the steering wheel, did a 180 in the street, and headed back up the hill, out of town, toward home.

  TWELVE

  The farmhouse stood in a grove of blue spruce, a mile and a half south of town. There was a little pasture out back, and the Mancos River formed the east border of the property. They could hear it from the house during spring runoff.

  Now it was full-on dusk. Through the open windows, the night air swept in, carrying the scent of decaying leaves and sour apples and the odor of a dairy farm.

  The girl got the pillows from the game closet while he queued up the DVD. They were near the end of Vertigo. Movies helped to make the therapy more bearable. They’d seen more than thirty Hitchcocks together this way. The man sat down behind his daughter and she leaned forward into a pillow and watched Jimmy Stewart kissing Kim Novak in the eerie green light of the hotel room.

  With cupped hands, he began to pound on her back. After five minutes, he told her to cough. She switched positions, now lying on her side.

  Not long after she was born, he and his wife had started calling her their “salty baby,” since whenever they kissed her forehead, they’d taste salt. His wife happened to mention this to the pediatrician, and he promptly ordered a sweat test, which came back positive. They had no idea, but overly salty sweat is a major indicator of cystic fibrosis.

  The girl was diagnosed when she was two years old, and every day for the last fourteen years, the man had given his daughter CPT, chest physical therapy. The therapy broke up mucus in her lungs, made it easier for her to breathe, helped to stave off infection. CPT had long since become just another part of the routine, like brushing their teeth.

  When they were finished, the girl sat at the table in the kitchen, working through her geometry problems. The man went outside. The truck had been running loud and hot, and he figured an oil change was long overdue. He crawled under the truck and lay on his back, struggling to unscrew the oil cap. Sometimes a car would pass on the nearby country road, but otherwise, the silence remained undisturbed.

  The night grew colder as the moon rose over the foothills. An occasional breeze stirred the firs. From the next farm down, he could hear cows groaning at the moon, their bells clanging.

  He finally got the cap off, smelled the scorched oil as it drained into the pan.

  Another car was coming, which made three in the last ten minutes. Busy night.

  The car was slowing now. He heard it stop at the end of his driveway. A city car. A rental perhaps, not the big rumbling gas guzzlers most of his neighbors owned.

  The tires began to turn. What the hell? He wriggled himself out from under the truck and came to his feet, stood there shielding his eyes from the headlights as the car rolled toward him down the gravel drive.

  It stopped behind the Chevy. The engine quit. The headlights died. For a moment, he couldn’t see a thing, temporarily blinded. A door opened. Slammed. Footsteps moved toward him. The man thinking, Now you’ve fucked up. Should have left this afternoon. Packed a suitcase, gotten the hell out of here. He backed away as his eyes readjusted to the darkness.

  “You blinded me with your brights,” he said, “so I can’t see too well right now. Who’s there?” The footsteps stopped. He could see the shape of his visitor now, light from the front porch falling across her face.

  It was the woman who had approached his daughter after school.

  “Sorry to blind you,” she said. “I must have driven past your mailbox three times before I saw it.”

  “Who are you?”

  She offered her hand. “Kalyn Sharp.” She was his height, maybe a few years younger, with straight brown hair, pronounced cheekbones. He couldn’t determine the color of her eyes in the poor light, and he didn’t take her hand.

  “What do you want?”

  “Are you William Innis?”

  Surging blast of adrenaline. “No.”

  “Well, I have a picture of Mr. Innis here in my purse. You could be twins.”

  “You need to leave.” He turned away from the woman, started back toward the house.

  “Mr. Innis!” she called after him. “Please!”

  He went inside, let the screen door bang shut behind him.

  “Who’s out there?” his daughter asked.

  “Go finish your homework in your room.” She recognized something in her father’s voice—nonnegotiable fire. The girl gathered up her textbook and notebook and headed down the squeaky hardwood floor of the hallway.

  The man stood at the kitchen sink, ran the tap, scrubbed the oil and grease from his hands with hot water and soap, trying to piece together exactly what he would do, what they would need to take, what they could leave. As he looked up to see if the car was backing down the driveway, there was a knock on the door.

  He walked over, stared through the screen at the woman standing on his porch.

  “Out here in the boondocks,” he said, “when someone tells you to get the hell off their property, it’s usually a wise thing to—” Now she was holding something up against the screen, and when he saw it, his stomach turned.

  FBI credentials. A crippling weakness spread into his knees.

  What are you willing to do to stay with your daughter?

  “Relax,” she said. “If I were here to take you in, you’d already be in handcuffs.”

  “Then what do you want?”

  “I believe you’re innocent, Mr. Innis.” Her words stopped him cold.

  “And why is that?”

  “Because your wife . . . Rachael. She wasn’t the first. Or the last.”

  THIRTEEN

  As Will filled a pot with water from the tap, he glanced over his shoulder at the FBI agent seated at the kitchen table.

  “How’d you find us?”

  “Year and a half chasing down your aliases. What are you using now?”

  “Joe Foster.” The pot was full. He set it on the stove, turned up the gas, took a seat at the kitchen table across from Kalyn. The woman had draped her coat over one of the chairs, laid her briefcase on the hardwood floor. “Which field office you out of?” Will asked.

  “Phoenix. So, I’ve been dying to ask—why’d you run?”

  “My daughter has cystic fibrosis. I had to assume her mother was dead, and this Ajo detective had a giant hard-on for me right out of the gate. I figured there was a decent chance I was going to be charged. I don’t know how familiar you are with CF, but it’s a terminal disease. Most people who have it never see their thirtieth birthday. I wasn’t taking a chance that my daughter would die without me there by her side.”

  “But she’s okay now?”

  “We’ve had three good years. That’s not to say she won’t get sick again.”

  “How are you making a living?”

  “Web design. I work out of my house.”

  “Must be hard, knowing what everyone thinks of you. What they think you did.”

  “Look, we have a new life now, and it’s pretty good. I know what happened the night my wife went missing. My conscience is clear.”

  “You shouldn’t have run.”

  “If you aren’t here to arrest me, what is it you want?”

  Kalyn reached down and lifted her briefcase. She opened it, pulled out a manila folder. The first thing she handed Will was a map—New Mexico, Arizona, SoCal. Red X’s had been marked in four locations across the Southwest.

  “What’s this?”

  Kalyn scooted her chair beside his, laid down a photograph of a woman smiling, with ski slopes in the background. Reflective sunglasses. Enormous down jacket.

  “Suzanne Tyrpak. Disappeared in July of 2000 between Gallup and Albuquerque.” She dropped another photograph on the table. “Jill Dillon.” She pointed to an X on the southern border of Arizona. “Disappeared in August 2001, outside of Nogales.” Another photograph. Will’s wife stared at him. Beautiful, devious Rachael smile. He reme
mbered taking the picture on the south rim of the Grand Canyon. “Rachael Innis. Disappeared in Organ Pipe Cactus National Monument, July 2002. Here’s the last one.” She laid a photograph carefully beside Rachael’s picture. “Lucy Dahl. Disappeared August 2004 on the interstate between El Paso and Tucson.”

  A strange silence settled in the house. Chimes clanging in discordance on the front porch. Will feeling like it wasn’t just Kalyn and him in the kitchen. Ghosts present. He glanced down at the photographs, lined up side by side, and a chill pushed through him.

  “Oh my God,” he said.

  “You noticed.”

  “These women could be sisters.”

  “I know. The dark eyes. Curly black hair.”

  “Is that a coincidence?”

  “I don’t know, but I’ll show you what isn’t.” Kalyn took four more photographs from the folder, spread them out. A Lexus. Honda Civic. Ford Explorer. Rachael’s Jeep Cherokee. In each photograph, the driver’s side window was busted out. “You can’t see it here, but the right front tire on all of these cars was punctured.”

  “So this is like a, um—”

  “An MO. Yes.”

  “Were any of these women ever found?”

  Kalyn shook her head. “Your water’s boiling.”

  Will got up from the table and took two mugs from the cabinet.

  “I have peppermint, green tea, and Earl Grey.”

  “Peppermint, please.” Will dropped the tea bags into the mugs, and as he poured the boiling water slowly over them, Kalyn said, “I think I know who took these women.”

  Will set the pot of water back on the stove, turned off the gas, his hands trembling now.

  He stared at the floor and took deep breaths. “You think? Or you know?”

  “I’m about eighty percent sure. Let me ask you something. You were a defense attorney. You somewhat familiar with how the cartels operate?”

  “Sure.”

  “Ever heard of the Alphas?”

  Will carried the cups of tea over to the table and sat down. “No, what’s that?”

  “There used to be an antidrug paratroop and intelligence battalion called the Special Air Mobile Force Group. These were Mexican soldiers, but they were trained at the School of the Americas. In 1991, a large contingent of this elite military force deserted and went into business with the drug traffickers. I guess the profit margins were too lucrative. Today, they’re known as the Alphas, a gang of high-paid mercenaries, primarily tasked with protecting loads of cocaine, heroin, and marijuana smuggled into America by the Gulf Cartel. No one knows how many there are, but estimates run from one hundred to two hundred members. They’re superbly trained, and they operate more like commandos than your run-of-the-mill cartel thugs. They’re fiercely loyal. Their handiwork is obvious. State-of-the-art weapons. Military-style cover and concealment tactics. And they’re brutal. Currently offering fifty-thousand-dollar bounties for the assassination of U.S. law-enforcement officers.

  “Now I have contacts and informants in every border town in the Southwest, and I’ve learned that a handful of the Alphas dabble in human trafficking. Let me tell you, information about them is damn near impossible to come by. My informant in Nogales wouldn’t even say this one guy’s name out loud. He insisted on writing it on a piece of paper. And he wouldn’t have done that, but he’s a tweaker. I bought this name for two grand.”

  “What name?”

  “Javier Estrada. You know it?” Will shook his head. “You sure? You never represented this guy or—”

  “No. You have a photo?”

  She shook her head.

  “And what makes you think these Alphas are involved?”

  “Couple of things.” Kalyn sipped her tea. “First off, there was something about the crime scenes that always bothered me. No blood, and aside from the bashed windows, no sign of rape or violence. And it seemed to have been done very professionally. Plus, the bodies never turned up. That always bugged me. If these women were just killed and dumped, wouldn’t you think that at least one body might have surfaced by now? Serial killers tend to want their victims discovered, but these women literally vanished.”

  Will leaned back in his chair, blew ripples across the surface of his green tea.

  “What makes you so certain it’s this guy? Javier.” He didn’t like the way the name felt as it rolled off his tongue.

  “My informant used to be a mule for the Gulf Cartel. He worked with Mr. Estrada on several assignments. Said that once, over a bottle of mescal, Javier told him about snatching a woman on I-40, between Gallup and Albuquerque.”

  “Suzanne Tyrpak.”

  “Yeah.”

  “So why hasn’t he been arrested?”

  “It’s a bit more complicated than it sounds.”

  Will sipped his tea. “You need something from me,” he said.

  Kalyn nodded. “You’ve said you don’t recognize his name, and I believe you. But maybe if you saw him, something would click. I need you to come to Phoenix with me and ID him when we pick him up.”

  “What about the outstanding charges against me?” Will asked.

  “I’m working on it. Officially, we aren’t having this discussion, and I never came here.”

  “Why is that?”

  “Not everyone in the Phoenix Field Office is so gung ho to devote money and manpower to these murders. There’s more pressing business, and since this isn’t directly drug-related, it’s a second-tier priority.”

  “Have you contacted the other women’s families?”

  “Tyrpak’s husband killed himself three years ago. Dillon’s husband won’t talk to me. He’s got a new wife, new baby, wants nothing to do with the past.”

  “I can understand that.”

  Kalyn gathered up the photographs and the map and shoved them into the manila folder, dropped it all in her briefcase. She stood up.

  “So when would this happen?” Will asked.

  “I was kind of hoping we could go in the morning.”

  “Tomorrow? That’s sooner than—”

  “You’re still a fugitive. What’s to say you won’t disappear tonight when I leave?”

  “I thought you believed me.”

  “I do. Not sure I’m ready to put my career on the line for it, though. Besides, would you rather sit around waiting, anticipating?”

  “I’d have to bring my daughter.”

  “Fine.”

  “That truck out there is all I’ve got, and it won’t make the trip to Phoenix and back.”

  “You can ride down with me. I’m staying at the Mesa Verde Inn. I’ll come by at seven to pick you up.”

  Will stood. “We’ll be here.”

  Kalyn lifted her briefcase, reached out, and this time, Will took her hand.

  “You’re still tortured,” she said.

  “Yeah.”

  “Comb the Internet for news items about her every day, don’t you? Anonymous calls to police stations across the Southwest to see if any bodies have turned up?”

  “I just need to know what happened to her, and how it happened. It kills me not knowing where her body is. It’s stupid, I know. It shouldn’t matter, but it does. You know what I mean?”

  Something in Kalyn’s eyes told him that she did.

  “It was good to meet you, William Innis.”

  “Will.”

  He walked her out to the car.

  When she was gone, he stood in the driveway in the dark, breathing in the cold chill of the autumn night.

  Then he crawled under the truck to finish changing the oil.

  FOURTEEN

  Will knocked on the door.

  His daughter yelled, “What?” and he walked in, saw her sprawled on her back on the bed, staring at him upside down, the cordless phone held to her chest. “What?” she whispered.

  “I need to talk to you. Now.”

  “About that woman?” she mouthed.

  He nodded.

  She brought the phone back to her ear, said
, “Christie, I gotta go. Okay. Okay. You tell me what he says. Bye, sweetie.”

  Will pulled the chair out from the desk and sat down.

  “Who was that woman?” she asked.

  “Her name’s Kalyn Sharp, and she’s an FBI agent.”

  His daughter sat up quickly. “Are they taking you, Dad?”

  “No, honey, no. She believes me.”

  “It’s about Mom.”

  “She thinks she knows who killed her.”

  She took a sharp intake of breath. “Who?”

  “This man . . . look, that’s not important. She thinks maybe I’ve seen him before, back when we lived in Ajo. She wants me to try to ID him. So we’re all going down to Phoenix first thing in the morning. We’ll ride with Ms. Sharp. Honey, it’s okay.”

  His daughter turned over and wept into her pillow. Will climbed in bed with her. He pulled her into his lap, ran his fingers through her hair.

  After awhile, she rolled over and wiped her eyes, her face red, tear-streaked.

  “This FBI woman really believes you didn’t hurt Mom?”

  “Yeah,” Will said. “She knows I didn’t.”

  She sniffled, wiped her nose.

  “I want to ask you something,” Will said, “and you can tell me the honest truth. I won’t be mad, no matter what you say.”

  “What?”

  “Did you . . . do you ever wonder if I had something to do with what happened to Mom?”

  His daughter stared at the poster on the ceiling, at the two lava lamps glowing on her desk, at the piles of clothing scattered across the floor. She pried off the black curls that had stuck to the tears on her face and finally looked her father in the eye.

  “It would be a lie if I said I never wondered.”

  He nodded, shoved back the emotion those words had detonated inside of him. What hurt him more than anything was the fear he knew his daughter must have lived with, wondering if he was this monster, responsible for her mother’s death.

  “That’s okay,” he said. “I understand.”

  “I only mean that sometimes I wonder. Not that I think you did it. And I haven’t wondered in a long time.”