The Dark at the End

  Whoa. His face was all uncertainty and hunger now. What the hell was going on?

  "Nothing. Just sort of wondering if you folks have any more Internet tricks up your sleeve. One that'll last a little longer. Like maybe permanent. "

  "It wasn't a 'trick. ' And it wasn't designed to be permanent, just long enough. . . " His voice trailed off.

  "Yeah, just long enough for what? At first you said the Internet was all that was standing between the One and the Change. Then you mentioned some lady. Which was it?"

  "It didn't work. That's all that matters. "

  "No, it's not. Not by a long shot. Things are pretty much back the way they were. My Kickers are just hanging around instead of going out and gathering up converts who don't know what to do with themselves without the Internet. "

  "Your precious Kickers," Drexler said, looking like he'd just bitten into a lemon. "They're just tools. As are you. "

  That stung - maybe because it hit a little too close to home.

  "Watch it. We don't answer to anyone, especially your lame Order. "

  "We all answer to someone. And we expect at least a modicum of loyalty in return. But sometimes it turns out to be a one-way street, and expectations aren't met. "

  What was he talking about?

  "You mean the Change?" Bringing the Internet down was supposed to clear the way to start the Change. But it hadn't. "You telling me there's gonna be no Change?"

  That would mean all that Internet business had been for nothing. The Change was supposed to be bad news for everyone except those who helped bring it on. Like Hank and Drexler and the high-ups in his Order. They were supposed to be the One's right-hand men when he took over.

  Drexler's thin smile was pure condescension. "Oh, the Change will come. There's no stopping it. It will take all of humanity by surprise. " He took a step closer. "And you, Hank Thompson, might be the most surprised of all. "

  Hank felt like he'd been punched.

  "What? What are you talking about?"

  Without replying, Drexler turned away and removed his white suit coat from the closet. He shrugged into it, grabbed his black rhino-hide cane, and strode to the door. Hank grabbed his arm as he passed.

  "Hey, I asked you something - "

  Drexler batted his wrist with the silver head of the cane, sending a shock wave up to Hank's shoulder. Hank released his grip and stood rubbing his arm as Drexler stepped out into the hall and disappeared without a backward glance.

  But his final words hung in the air.

  And you, Hank Thompson, might be the most surprised of all.

  What the hell did that mean?

  WEDNESDAY Chapter 7

  Jack stopped at Tram's laundry off Canal Street and showed him the bomber jacket. Tram squinted against the smoke from his unfiltered Pall Mall as he inspected the ruined lining of the sleeve. He was on the far side of sixty and as a younger man had lost the lower half of his right leg to a Viet Cong finger charge. He'd hired Jack a while back to help him with a mob problem he'd been pushed into.

  "Much blood. "

  "Tell me about it. "

  He poked a finger through the bullet hole and eyed Jack. "Yours?"

  Jack nodded. He'd gone home, found an insulated Windbreaker, then trained down here.

  "Can't clean," Tram said, shaking his head. "But can fix hole and sew new sleeve liner. "

  "Okay on the liner, but leave the holes. "

  His eyebrows lifted. "Eh?"

  "A reminder. "

  Tram's smile revealed a mouth crowded with canary-yellow teeth. "Yes. Reminder is good. " He pointed down to where his right leg was steel and plastic. "Makes one more careful. "

  From Tram's he walked up to Canal Street and caught a cab over to Doc Hargus's place. He'd called from home and the doc was in. Doc's office was his apartment, a third-floor walk-up. He'd had a little substance abuse problem back in the day. Okay, a big problem and he'd lost his license before he'd cleaned up. His only vice now was beer, and that in moderation.

  He still practiced on the QT, treating injuries and overdoses and things people didn't want part of the public record. Too bad, because his portly physique, deep voice, and Wilford Brimley mustache inspired trust and confidence.

  "What're you running on me?" he said after Jack had stripped to the waist and he'd removed Bill's dressing.

  Odd question.

  "Not running anything. What're you talking about?"

  Doc pulled on a pair of latex gloves and removed one of the butterflies, peeling both ends at once toward the middle.

  "Didn't I tell you over the phone I couldn't stitch up any wound over twenty-four hours old?"

  "Yeah. "

  "And you told me this happened just this morning, right?"

  "Right. "

  "Bullshit. "

  Jack tensed, feeling a niggle of annoyance. "What do you mean?"

  Doc pointed to the wound. "I can't suture this. It's already started to knit. "

  Jack craned his neck and looked. The wound still looked bloody and angry to him.

  "That's just the butterflies holding it together. "

  Doc looked at him over his glasses. "I think I've seen a few more of these than you, Jack. "

  "Okay, no argument there, but Doc, I swear: I got grazed at around ten o'clock this morning. Why would I lie?"

  Doc looked at him, then adjusted his glasses and leaned closer to the wound. He studied it for a few seconds, then straightened, shaking his head.

  "Yeah. Good question. Why would you? But Jack . . . that's at least two days old - " His hand flashed up as Jack opened his mouth to protest. "I'll rephrase: It's got at least two days' worth of healing there. If, as you say, this happened this morning, well, you tell me what vitamins and herbs you're taking because you've suddenly developed some super healing powers. "

  Jack went cold as he heard Glaeken's voice echo in his head.

  Wounds heal much more quickly than you'd imagine . . . a scratch like that would heal almost immediately.

  Jack's wound hadn't healed "almost immediately," but Doc said it was already days into the process, though only hours had passed.

  "You okay?" Doc said. "You don't look so hot. Never known you to mind the sight of blood - even your own. "

  "I'm okay. "

  Big lie.

  Glaeken seemed to be failing, and here Jack was developing the healing powers the old guy had once possessed. Pretty obvious that Jack, as the Heir to the Defender post, was being prepared to step into Glaeken's shoes. How long had this healing thing been going on? If Jack hadn't been hurt, he still wouldn't know about it. It could only mean Glaeken's demise was imminent. How long did the old guy have?

  "I'll replace the butterflies," Doc was saying, "even though it hardly needs them at this point. Pretty good job of closing that wound. Who did it?"

  "Some guy. "

  I don't want this, Jack thought. I do not want this.

  But no one had asked. No one had given him a choice.

  WEDNESDAY Chapter 8

  "Oy. You're trying to start the next world war?"

  "Call me the rovin' gambler. "

  Abe glanced up from the wish list Jack had handed him and offered a puzzled look. "Nu?"

  "Were you ever a Dylan fan?"

  Abe shook his head. "Neither Thomas nor Bob. "

  Jack waved him off. "Never mind then. Take too long to explain. "

  He took a bite of his cheesesteak. He'd brought two of them from Vinny's pizzeria off West Houston. Vinny was a Philly transplant and knew his way around the classic cheesesteak. Jack confessed to being a purist and a minimalist where cheesesteaks were concerned. Razor-thin slices of steak, provolone cheese, fried onions on a sub roll. No peppers, no gravy, and Vinny might do violence to anyone who added mustard or catsup. Jack would help him.

  Jack and Abe had laid the torpedo-shaped packages on the scarred rear counter
of the Isher Sports Shop, spreading the greasy wrapping paper to reveal the treasured contents, then chowed down. Parabellum, Abe's powder-blue parakeet, hopped around on the hunt for scraps. The seedless rolls made for slim pickings, so Jack tossed him a sliver of meat. He pounced on it.

  Abe, already finished with his first half, had the second clutched in his pudgy fingers, which in turn were attached to pudgy arms connected to a pudgy body. He needed a cheesesteak like he needed herpes, but Jack had given up nannying Abe's health. Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die. The last part was likely if Rasalom got his way.

  Abe closed his eyes and groaned softly as he chewed.

  "Why is traif so good?" he said around a mouthful.

  "Because forbidden and flavor both start with F?"

  "In her grave my mother would turn if she knew what I was eating. "

  "Could be worse. "

  "How?"

  "She could find out about that Taylor pork roll and cheese with egg on a kaiser you had last week. "

  Abe rolled his eyes. "Oy. That might return her from the dead. "

  "I'll never tell. " Jack nodded at the list. "What can you do for me?"

  "All right already. What I've seen so far is not for everyday home protection. The first thing here, an MM-1 . . . you really want an MM-1? You been watching - what's that film?"

  "Dogs of War?"

  "That's the one. With that meshuggeneh actor. . . "

  "I prefer 'quirky' - Christopher Walken. "

  "Him, yes. You've been watching that movie?"

  "No. Not lately. "

  But Jack remembered it well. The MM-1 had been the film's iconic weapon. It looked like a sawed-off shotgun with a huge rotating drum that held a dozen 40mm grenades.

  "Then why an MM-1 already?"

  "I may have a need for grenades and I want to be able to use them at a distance greater than I can throw. "

  "Fine. But this throws a dozen in rapid succession. "

  "I'm after a tough bastard. "

  "Well, I don't have one sitting downstairs. I'll have to call around. "

  "Fine, but please get on it ASAP. "

  "This is a rush job?"

  Jack looked at him. "It's a long overdue job. "

  Abe understood. "That mamzer whose name, like God's, we shouldn't say?"

  "It's 'Rasalom. ' Say his name anytime you feel like it now. I want him to come looking. "

  "Not for me, thank you. " He scratched his stubbled chin. "Like I said, the MM-1 itself I don't have, but rounds to feed it I do. You want HE, I assume?"

  Jack nodded. High-explosive grenades, yes - the higher, the better.

  "What's the kill zone?" Jack asked.

  "Five meters. "

  "Perfect. "

  "But . . . the HE rounds won't detonate within thirty meters of the launcher. "

  Well, he couldn't allow himself to get close to Rasalom anyway. But just in case it happened . . .

  "Understood. What've you got for close range? I've heard of Beehives - "

  "With the flechettes?" Abe waved his hands. "Those you don't want. "

  Jack had thought shooting a round that held forty or fifty darts might come in handy.

  "Why not?"

  "Unless you're very close, the flechettes don't necessarily land point first. Skip the Beehive. You want the buckshot round. Filled with number-four pellets. Does a nice shredding job close in. "

  "Okay. I'll take four HE and eight shot. "

  Abe jotted that down on the list, then went to the next item. His head shot up.

  "LX-14? You're going to trigger a nuclear bomb?"

  "Nooo. " Jack had heard it had been used in nuclear weapons but, although he'd have loved to be able to hit Rasalom with a tactical nuke, he didn't have one. And Abe wasn't going to find him one. "I just want max of everything - detonation velocity, brisance, everything. And I'm told this is powerful stuff. "

  "It is. But as far as I know, it's made only at Livermore in this country. I'll see what I can do. " He gave Jack a sidelong look. "You're changing your last name to Kozlowski, maybe?"

  Jack laughed. "Please, no. "

  The Kozlowski brothers, Stan and Joe, had been demolition experts, really got off on blowing things up. Damn near blew Jack to smithereens a couple of years ago. But Jack had learned a few things from them . . . before he blew them up.

  Abe squinted at the last item on the list. "If I didn't know better I'd say this says 'Stingers. '" He looked up and smiled. "But you couldn't want - "

  Jack was nodding. "Yup. Two of them. "

  Abe threw his hands - and the list - in the air as he gestured to the leaning shelves and crowded aisles running toward the front of the store.

  "Gevalt! This is a sport shop. "

  "What about the armory in the basement? Or did you forget?"

  "Small arms I sell. Small. Stinger missiles are not small arms. "

  "I figure if one guy can carry it and fire it, it's a small arm. "

  "That's your definition. Others - like yours truly - would disagree. " He picked up the list and read it again. "You're sure about this?"

  "Absolutely. "

  Abe shook his head. "I should maybe not complain about you saving the world, but. . . "

  "But what?"

  He didn't correct him about the saving-the-world bit. If that happened, fine. But he was out to save Gia and Vicky and Abe and Weezy and Julio and Eddie and a few others.

  "This isn't your style. "

  "Why? Because of all the firepower?"

  "Yes. With you it's always up close and personal. This. . . " He shrugged again.

  "I don't have a choice, Abe. Get too close to this guy and he can freeze you with a look, paralyze you so all you can do is watch. I'm not giving him that chance. I have to operate from a distance. "

  "But surface-to-air missiles?"

  "Well. . . " Jack paused. He'd never told Abe this.

  "Well, what?"

  "He can fly. "

  Abe's eyebrows lifted halfway to his far-receded hairline. "Like a bird, you mean? Like Superman?"

  "No . . . but he can float. I've seen it. I don't intend to give him a chance to do that. But if he does . . . he gets stung. "

  Abe sighed as he resettled himself on his stool. "I know the world is not what I once thought it to be. Seeing that thing that came out of the Hudson and cut up your chest - how long has it been?"

  "Three years this coming summer. "

  If summer came. Word was it might not.

  Abe shook his head. "Like a lifetime it seems. Anyway, seeing that happen made it abundantly clear that the world is keeping secrets. Not just the kind I thought it was - and is. Currencies and economies and governments are being manipulated, but that's gornisht compared to what's really going on, right?"

  "'Fraid so. It's cosmic, dude. "

  "Since when you're a hippie?"

  "But it is cosmic. "

  "And how do you find this Adversary, as you call him?"

  "I hope to pick up his trail tonight. "

  "Where? In the cosmos?"

  "Nope. New Jersey. "

  WEDNESDAY Chapter 9

  "They kicked you out?" Weezy said.

  She'd run into Dawn Pickering in the lobby downstairs and they'd rode the elevator up together. They now stood outside their respective apartment doors across the hall from each other. A blue-eyed blonde, Dawn had lost some baby weight in the weeks since she'd delivered, but was by no means slim.

  "Totally. Not just out of his office, out of the building. " She glanced away. "I sort of lost it. "

  This wasn't good. Weezy, Jack, and Glaeken all wanted to know the baby's fate. Rasalom had personally involved himself in protecting Dawn during its gestation. He wouldn't have done that out of the goodness of his heart - he had no goodness anywhere in him, especially his heart. So the baby had to be useful to him. Or potentially so.


  And if it was useful to Rasalom, it might be useful against him.

  "You really think stalking Doctor Heinze is the best way to find your baby?"

  Dawn shrugged. "If you can think of a better way, I'm all ears. "

  "Wish I could. "

  Weezy and Jack had tried, but besides the obstetrician - who seemed to have washed his hands of Dawn since the delivery - Heinze was their only link to the baby.

  "So do I. But until we do, this seems the only way. But it just got harder now that I'm persona non grata at the McCready building. I mean, they won't even let me through the front door anymore. "

  Weezy had to smile.

  Dawn caught it and frowned. "I hardly think it's funny. "

  Touchy, touchy, Weezy thought. Dawn was becoming more and more strung out in her quest for her baby.

  "Neither do I. It was 'persona non grata. ' You don't hear that too often in daily conversation. "

  "Don't you mean quotidian conversation?"

  "Um, yeah. That too. "

  Finally Dawn allowed a faint smile. "You know, just because I'm still in my teens and say 'totally' a lot doesn't make me dumb. I aced my SATs, especially the verbal parts. I'd be in my second semester at Colgate right now if I hadn't. . . "

  Her smile crumbled as her throat worked and she blinked back sudden tears.

  Weezy's heart went out to her. This poor kid had been through more heartache in the past year than many people see in a lifetime.

  "It's okay. "

  "It's not okay. If I hadn't gotten involved with that . . . that monster, I'd be a college freshman instead of an unwed mother, and my own mother would still be alive. " She shook her head. "She used to fine me every time I said 'totally' and 'like. '"

  Weezy fought an urge to hug her. Dawn was too brittle right now. No telling how she'd react.

  Aw, hell with it, she thought and slipped her arms around her.

  "I'm so sorry. I wish I could say something to make you feel better. "

  Dawn hesitated, then, with a soft sob, returned the hug. She clung to Weezy a moment, then eased away.

  "Just having you to talk to keeps me sane. "

  "You worry about staying sane?"

  "Not really. Well, maybe. The baby's all I can think about. Sometimes I wish I could turn it off, but it won't stop. "

  Weezy knew how that was. She'd been diagnosed as manic-depressive as a teen - they called it bipolar now. She didn't know if the diagnosis was accurate, but she'd been medicated and it had helped . . . some. She still hadn't been able to turn off the thoughts, but she'd been able to slow them. Having a memory that wouldn't allow her to forget anything, ever, was no help either.