Last Kiss Goodnight

  No, he thought next, he wouldn't allow her to become hungry. The moment he had her tucked into a warm little crevice, she would fall asleep and he would hunt. But wow, already she was holding up better than he'd hoped. His tiny little fluff of nothing had a stubborn streak that wouldn't allow her to quit--or even slow. She might appear to be asleep on her feet, but she matched him step for step.

  "What are we going to do?" she huffed.

  "Avoid the towns, for one." Many Americans had moved to Siberia immediately following the human-alien war, since Siberia was supposedly the only land free of the otherworlders' "taint." Actually, otherworlders were usually shot on sight here. "My boss, Michael, has a cabin on the border." Michael had homes in every state, every country. Maybe even every city. That was how he kept his agents hidden, no matter where they were or what they had to do. "We'll make our way there."

  They reached a little clearing, where a tree had fallen, the center hollowed out by weather and age. No one would be able to hide nearby. He would see and hear anyone who approached. And he could share his body heat with Vika inside the stump. This was as good as it was going to get.

  He dropped the bag beside the tree, urged Vika to settle inside the center, and worked on gathering nearby stones. He'd wanted ten but could only find eight. Oh, well. That would have to do. He cleared the snow from a small section of land and used the rocks to form a circle. Next he gathered twigs and piled them inside the rocks.

  He sat beside Vika, claimed two of the stones, and struck them together.

  "As much as I'd love to watch you create a fire that way, because it's very manly and impressive and everything," she said, "I'd feel guilty if I didn't tell you there's a lighter in the bag."

  He paused, looked at her, and arched a brow. "You came prepared."

  "I had help," she admitted after a brief hesitation.

  "Who?"

  "Well . . ." She nibbled on her lower lip as she dug into the bag. Several minutes passed, and she began to mumble under her breath. "Found it!" Grinning, she pulled out a lighter and slapped it into his hand.

  "You never answered my question, Vika."

  "Oh, yeah. Well, do you remember those invisible men we've talked about?"

  "Yes." He lit the end of one of the twigs, flames quickly catching and crackling and spreading to the others. Heat wafted toward them, and smoke curled through the air.

  "I wasn't ever going to tell you, unless you spilled first, but waiting kind of seems silly now, after everything. So, here goes. One of them helped me. His name is X and he--"

  "X? My X?"

  "Your X? You do see him, then."

  "I do. I've seen him most of my life."

  "Well, I started seeing him a few days after you were captured."

  He had no idea what to think about this development. X had never revealed himself to another person, never expressed a desire to do so, never mentioned doing so, and Solo had assumed it was an impossible feat.

  "What has he said to you?" he demanded.

  Vika groaned. "That question is the very reason I never mentioned his name."

  Same for Solo. But just like she'd inferred, they were past the point of holding back. "You're going to spill whether you want to or not."

  "Fine." Her cheeks bloomed a lovely pink. "X says he's an Altilium and Dr. E is an Epoto, but I have no idea what either of those words mean."

  "They are Latin for 'a charger' and 'a drain,' and they certainly fit." And they'd certainly told her more than that.

  Mist billowed in front of her, creating a dreamlike haze. "So how is Dr. E a doctor?"

  "Well, for starters he earned a doctorate in annoying me."

  She giggled as she said, "Make that two doctorates. I really like X, but I want to find a way to get rid of Dr. E."

  Solo was the reason the being had been bothering her, but she threw no blame his way. He did not deserve this woman, but he wanted to. He wanted to do whatever was necessary to become the man she needed. "Are they with you now?"

  "No. You?"

  "No." So where were they? "What else did they tell you? And you had better fess up. Otherwise I'll be forced to utilize my world-famous interrogation technique."

  Another giggle. She assumed he was kidding. But at least she'd stopped blushing. Solo didn't want her embarrassed with him. He wanted her comfortable enough to confess anything.

  "Well, X said I'm supposed to stay with you."

  And that's why I like him best. He waited. She remained silent.

  "That's all?" he insisted.

  "That's the gist of it, yes, and all I'm willing to admit at the moment. Interrogation or not."

  That wasn't so bad.

  Then, she added, "Dr. E suggested I leave you behind to rot."

  His hands fisted, and he could feel the drugs begin to drip into his bloodstream.

  He wanted to talk to both creatures right there, right then. He wanted to ask how and why, what else had been said, and command they leave his woman alone. She wasn't to be bothered with their antics.

  "Let's change the subject," he said. Before the sedatives got the better of him.

  He stretched out beside her and she immediately snuggled against him, angling her head to watch his lips and sighing with what seemed to be satisfaction. He toyed with the ends of her hair, content.

  "You aren't afraid of me, are you?" he asked.

  "No. Why?" Golden light danced over her, making her look as if she'd just stepped from some ancient painting of a magical land with fairies and pixies and a happily-ever-after.

  "I . . . hurt people today."

  "In an effort to help others. Trust me," she said with a yawn. "I'm beginning to understand the difference."

  Thank the Lord. "Good." He kissed her forehead. "Close your eyes now, sweetheart. You need to sleep."

  "But I'm not tired."

  She was, but she was fighting it. Too much adrenaline, perhaps. Too much concern for what the future held. "Want to play the question game again?"

  Her features brightened. "Yes, please."

  "Good, because I'm wondering . . . what's your favorite color?"

  "Blue," she'd said, and then admitted softly, "the exact shade of your eyes. I've never seen anything so lovely."

  He stilled, not even daring to breathe.

  "What's your favorite color?" she asked.

  "Vika."

  "Yes?"

  "No," he said, fighting a grin, "that's my favorite color."

  Her brow furrowed with confusion, the same way it had done in the cage when he'd said something she couldn't quite figure out. "But I'm not a color."

  "Are you sure?"

  A pause. A second later, a laugh bubbled from her. A laugh that heated him far more thoroughly than the fire.

  "You know, that's the most wonderful thing I've ever not heard," she said, petting her fingers through his hair. "You're the first man to ever truly compliment me, and I think I'm already addicted to it."

  "I'm truly the first?"

  A beat of silence. "You will be," she whispered, and they both knew she wasn't just talking about the compliment.

  Instantly the tide of need he'd experienced for her all these many days flooded him, his body reacting to her on a primal level. He'd known she was a virgin, but here, now, the knowledge caused a sense of possessiveness to rise up--one stronger than before.

  This woman was to be his, and only his.

  "Forget the game. I want to kiss you," he croaked. They were alone. No one was watching them, no one was listening. There was no better time.

  Her lips fell, the humor draining from her.

  "But I won't," he forced himself to add. Clearly, she wasn't ready.

  Well, he would have to get her ready again.

  "Why not?" she said. Then, "Oh. That's right. It's my turn to kiss you." She leaned over and licked her way into his mouth.

  Surprise hit him first, followed closely by intensified desire. Their tongues met, rolled together, and the sweetnes
s of her taste arrested him. Heat blasted through his entire body, his cells coming alive, his nerve endings shooting out electric sparks, and he groaned as the absolute, utter devastation of his need consumed him. This woman . . . he had to have her, all of her, and soon.

  "Vika," he said.

  "Solo."

  He gave her sweet and he gave her tender . . . at first. The more they nipped at each other, the more concentrated his motions became. He played with the edges of her shirt, running his fingers along the hem, teasing the bare skin of her belly, trying to prepare her for a more intimate invasion.

  Soon she was moaning, following his every movement for more prolonged contact.

  "I want to touch you, sweetheart."

  "You are," she whispered.

  Such an innocent comment, reminding him to go slowly, to be careful--no matter how great his need. Her peace of mind was more important than any fleeting pleasure. "I know, but I want to go higher, to touch your breasts."

  Out came the pretty pink tip of her tongue, swiping over her lips, leaving a delicate sheen of moisture.

  "I won't touch anything else," he told her. Not until she was ready.

  A moment passed. She gulped, nodded.

  Slowly he slid his hand under her top and cupped her, flesh to flesh, palm to female. Her skin was cool, but he quickly warmed her up. He grazed his thumb across the center peak, drawing a moan from her, this one straight from the deepest depths of her. All the while he watched her expression. Fear never registered. Only pleasure.

  And when she arched into his clasp, a silent request for stronger pressure, he fought the urge to bellow with sublime satisfaction.

  He would get her there.

  "Do you like this?" he asked, already knowing the answer.

  "Oh, yes."

  "I want to replace my hands with my mouth, all right, and--" Solo's ears twitched, and he stiffened.

  "What--"

  He withdrew his hand and placed his finger against her lips, silencing her. With his other hand, he doused the flames. Darkness descended.

  His eyes adjusted in seconds, and he watched as a fox pranced into and out of the clearing. No threat, then. Still. The intrusion served as a necessary reminder. He was Vika's sole means of protection, and that had to come before anything else.

  Solo met her gaze. "I have to put a stop to our extracurricular activities. We can't risk any kind of distraction, and besides that, we've got a big day ahead. Sleep."

  "No."

  "Yes." He relaxed into the stump and pressed her head into the hollow of his neck.

  "Fine. Night, Solo," she said with a bead of frustration, warm breath caressing his neck.

  "Night," he replied, even knowing she couldn't hear him.

  Only a few minutes later, she melted against him, signaling that she'd fallen asleep, as ordered. But just as he was about to rise to hunt the morning's game, she began to toss and turn, before jolting upright, gasping for breath.

  "I'm here," he assured her. "Solo's here."

  "Solo," she said, sighing and settling back against him. Once again she drifted off. This time, she remained motionless, quiet.

  She felt safe with him, trusted him, and he was glad--even though holding her was the sweetest and the worst sort of torture, her decadent scent in his nose, her soft curves pushed against the hardness of his body.

  But this was what he'd always wanted, wasn't it? A woman in his arms, happy to be with him. And that the woman happened to be Vika . . .

  Despite everything else, Solo grinned.

  Twenty-five

  Awake, sleeper, and arise from the dead.

  --EPHESIANS 5:14

  LIGHT PIERCED THE DARKNESS in Vika's mind, and she stretched, roused from the most peaceful sleep of her life. The smell of roasting meat filled her nose, and her mouth watered.

  She eased up, rubbed at her eyes. Right away, she noticed a few startling facts. She was warm, draped by a thick, furry blanket she hadn't had last night, and except for the diamond choker locked around her neck, her jewelry had been removed.

  Solo crouched in front of a small fire, turning a skewer of meat he'd rigged across two sticks he'd planted in the ground. On her own, she probably would have starved. But Solo was beyond capable, beyond resourceful . . . and far more beautiful than her necklace as golden rays shone and danced over him, highlighting his strength, his utter masculinity.

  "Good morning," she said.

  He turned toward her, looked her up and down, a heat every bit as fiery as the one in front of him blazing in those baby blues. "Morning."

  Her heartbeat quickened as she recalled the sheer mastery of his kiss. And when he'd cupped her breast, oh, sweet mercy, the reaction he'd sparked had been unexpected, the sweetest sort of pleasure, the most agonizing sort of pain.

  She'd needed more. Wanted more, yes, that, too, but needed was the better word. When he'd stopped, she'd expected to die. She would have traded her next breath for one touch.

  And all right, okay, she'd understood his reasons, she had, but she'd still wanted to growl with dissatisfaction. She'd never experienced so much pleasure, and he'd just taken it away.

  You're pouting, she thought, and sighed. Solo deserved better than a whiny female more concerned with lovemaking than safety--especially since that very same female had stopped him from continuing a time before.

  "Solo," she said.

  "Yes. That's me. What's with the snotty tone?"

  Snotty tone! "I don't have a--Fine, I do. I'm sorry."

  "Still frustrated?" he asked her.

  "Maybe." She glanced down at her hands; her fingers were wringing together. "I want you to know . . . feel like I should explain . . . why I wouldn't let you do more than kiss me that time in the cage."

  "You told me. You weren't ready."

  "And that was true. It's just, when I was younger, just a girl, the things I witnessed in the shadows . . ." she said, and a shudder raked her. "Then I ran away and I was captured by a group of drunk boys and barely managed to wiggle my way free to hide. The things they did before I got away . . . they squeezed and it hurt, and I was so afraid, so happy when my father showed up and rescued me, and I'm rambling, I know, but that's one of the reasons I stayed with him so long. He saved me from a terrible fate. At the circus, his name offered me some sort of protection."

  Solo moved to crouch in front of her. "Vika--"

  "No, don't say anything. It happened. I learned, and I grew. I'm okay. I just wanted you to know."

  "You were a child," he said. "A child who grew into a guarded woman, desperate for a way out, yet still taking care of those less fortunate than herself. I understand that now." He sighed. "I threatened you during our first meeting, and I'm not proud of myself for that. I wish I could go back and do a thousand things differently."

  She ran her fingers through the chilled locks of his hair, entranced by the softness. "Typical Solo, trying to make me feel better."

  "Always." He kissed the tip of her nose. "Listen. I revved you up last night and failed to finish you because watching you climax would have pushed me over the edge. I know you don't blame me for deciding to wait, but your body doesn't get it, and that's understandable. When we're finally together, it will be in a bed and you'll be safe. We can do whatever we want to each other."

  "Yes, well . . ." Even talking about what they could and would do was revving her up again. She hurried to change the subject. "What's that we'll be dining on?"

  "Don't ask, and I won't tell."

  "Well, how did you manage to kill this mystery meat?"

  "I stumbled upon a group of hunters, waiting in a blind, and confiscated their weapons."

  She wouldn't ask what he'd done with the hunters themselves.

  "Speaking of weapons . . ." He straightened and walked to the other side of their tree trunk bed, where he lifted two rifles. "Have you ever used one of these?"

  "A gun? Yes. Something that big? No."

  "I'll give you a mini lesson befor
e we head out. And you don't have to worry about using it and drawing Jecis to our location with the noise. See the ends? I created a special paste to muffle the boom."

  "Oh, well, that's great, but I already have a gun," she said, and dug inside the bag until she found it. "It's even loaded and everything."

  He looked at the weapon, shook his head, then looked again, a strange light entering his eyes. "The safety is off," he said through gritted teeth.

  "What safety?" She turned the barrel toward her face and--

  The weapon was swiped from her grip. Solo fiddled with it, and she heard a click. He checked . . . whatever it was called, the little round center that spun, before saying, "I've been carrying this thing around, Vika."

  Now probably wasn't time to say "duh." "I know."

  "I could have shot myself. Or you! And I thought you said you'd used a gun."

  "I had. My father put one in my hand and forced me to squeeze the trigger. And guess what? I've got some good news for you. You didn't shoot yourself, or me."

  He ran his tongue over his teeth. "Let me guess. This is X's doing?"

  "It was a suggestion of his, yes," she said, not wanting to get the little guy into trouble when he'd only wished to help.

  "What else did he tell you to bring?"

  "I'll show you." She withdrew a fork, toothpaste, lipstick, a condom, and scented body spray. "He told me that each one of these things was a necessity."

  "O-kay. So why the fork?" he asked.

  That was the first question he had? Really? "X says we aren't savages, and we aren't to act as if we are."

  "And the lipstick?"

  "That, he didn't say."

  "No bottles of water? No food?"

  "No. But I'm guessing that's because we can melt and drink the snow, and X knew you could catch"--she waved her hand toward the fire--"things."

  "And the condom? The single condom?"

  Annnd there was the question she'd assumed he would ask at the start. "It's not my fault," she said, fighting a blush. "I'm embarrassed, too, but he said to grab it, so I grabbed it."

  "Yeah, but we probably aren't embarrassed for the same reasons," he muttered.

  Why was he embarrassed, then?

  He took the fork and stomped back to the makeshift kitchen, where he placed juicy chunks of meat on a large, flat stone. "There's a river a few yards north, and I've already cleaned the stone," he said, handing it to her. "We aren't savages, right, and I won't have you eating off a dirty plate."

  A beat of surprise as she absorbed his words. What a sweet, sweet man, considering her in all things, even the little things. "Thank you," she said with a bright smile.