A Lost Girls Book of Poetry
Book Title
Madison Hodge
Copyright Madison Hodge 2013
Blue Eyes
Eyes so blue they pierce through you.
So warm they melt your heart
He says "what could be more beautiful then you?"
He sees me
Eyes that match the blue of the sky on a perfect day.
His looking warms me like the sun on my skin.
His warm breath heats my cheek.
He says "I love you."
I meet those blue eyes with my own and smile.
"I love you too, Always.. Eyes so blue they pierce through you.
So warm they melt your heart
He says "what could be more beautiful then you?"
He sees me
Eyes that match the blue of the sky on a perfect day.
His looking warms me like the sun on my skin.
His warm breath heats my cheek.
He says "I love you."
I meet those blue eyes with my own and smile.
"I love you too, Always..
Goosebumps
Goosebumps run up and down my body,
like mice scurrying back and forth ,
up an down the clock.
I shake my leg with nervousness ,
or is it impatience.
I'm not cold...
then why?
He walks into the room.
Him.....
It's him who causes this
Him with blue eyes that dance like treasure lost in the blue green sea,
Him with the smile that makes my heart melt.
Him with the angelic laughter that sprinkles down from the heavens to grace my ears.
I smile silently hiding my reaction.
It was always him.
It will always be him.
Goosebumps wrack my body..
His presence
Eyes burn into me,
I feel them on me
I don't know where from
Goosebumps cover my body
I feel a presence...
Next to me....
Behind me.....
All around me.....
I feel hot breath on the back if my neck.
I spin around....
No one is there....
"Where are you?" I whisper
Nothing but silence answers me.
I feel breath on my ear
He whispers "I love you, bia "
I fall on my knees crying
"Why'd you leave me?"
Feeling...
So cold.....
So alone....
So helpless
I feel his presence again
"Don't be sad I'm still here" he whispers.
I feel him touch my heart.
"I love you" I cry
I feel his presence leave as I said
" I always will."
My Mask
I walk around school and home lauging and smiling.
Wearing the mask I've worn the last couple of years.
No one see's past it.
At night when all are sleeping,
I'm weeping and sobbing for the life and family i want,
Before anyone can see the mask slip,
I hide behine a book.
waiting,
and watching for my sweet escape
I wait and wait,
but the time has not yet come.
Tomorrow I'll wait again.
Confidence
My heart races as i walk to the front,
All of there eyes watch me as i walk,
I stare out into my audience searching for warmth,
and love,
Eyes lock
I can feel strengh filling me
I open my mouth and sing
To soon it is over
I run off stage to find him there
smiling at me,
His gaze and smile full of love
I run into his arms feeling strength,
His strength,
wrap around me
So this is love
A true love he is...
A smile that warms me ,
in the cold night air.
eyes that light up the dark night sky,
A True Love he is....
But is he mine?
He sits with a girl across
the room,
They laugh, They smile , They talk,
His laugh makes me smile,
His smile makes me happy,
The joy in his eyes makes my heart a flutter.
A true love he is...
But is he mine?
I have feelings for him ,
But is it love?
I love his smile,
His laugh,
His eyes,
And the joy i feel at seeing him happy.
True love i feel...
But is he truly mine?
In love forever
The world around me is dull,colorless, boring.
Only until he walks into the room.
He brings color,sunlight,warmth , and most of all
LOVE...
The love we have for eachother,
Is like a blanket around us.
He smiles at me
He lights up my world with just the smallest
smile,
look,
and laugh
to be this happy and in love forever
She doesn’t listen
They talk but, she doesnt listen.
Her thoughts of him are light and fleeting
Replacing her thoughts with memories ,
Replacing her memories with reality.
She has never been more happy,
He smiles at her, she smiles at him
they are oblivious to the world aorund them.
The mean girls talk loudly and whisper quietly
Always talking about her
She doesnt hear
He leaves...
she crys,they talk no more
She crys for days months and years
they finally know how much she loved him.
How much she didnt care of they talked
The Girl
The girl is sitting behind the couch
Clutching her knees to her chest
the door was locked
but he still got in
he hurt her
kept her from getting away
but he left behind traces,
bruises,and scratches...
Finally having the courage to stand
she looked around,
her mother was lying on the floor,
dead...
the girl fell to her knees crying...
crying for her mother,
crying for herself,
crying for him,
Knowing he is lost and she is next
When he came the next night,
she goes to him willingly
accepting her death,
her hurt her
first beating her down
she was almost unconcious
when she whispered
"please kill me.., i accept my death
the man looked down at his daughter
she had one tear trickling down her cheek
sparkling in the moonlight
The Bully
The girl looked at the bully
"Why do you have to beat me down?"
/> "Does it make you feel better about yourself ?"
"You know I'm killing myself tonight because of you."
The girl kept talking slowly , while the bully stood still dumbfounded
"you do know you have beaten me so far down i dont have the
courage to get back up again for fear tyou will beat me down again."
"I dont even have the courage to curse you out like i want to or even snitch on you"
Stepping closer to the bully the girl pulled a knife.
"the funny thing is that i have the courage to take my own life..."
"to kill myself in front of you."
Pulling out a piece of paper the girl layed it at the bullys feet.
Standing back up and holding the knife to her heart,
the girl looked at the bully who was still clueless,
"tell them im sorry"
The girl plunged the knife in...
falling to her knees sobbing.
"im sorry, I'm sorry."
Understanding dawned on the bully
she fell to the ground gasping
a teacher walked by
she saw the two girls on the ground
both faces tear streaked..
sorry on there lips.
Spring
The sun is bright and shining smiling down on us
It is laughing
Dancing and rejoicing
It is here
Everything is changing
The trees are growing
The kids are playing
Flowers newly born sparkle with dew drops
Yes it is here
Bright green leaves are breathing
The cool air is receding
Yes...
Spring is finally here
Fall
The sun is leaving
Cold air is coming
Mountain air is cleansing
It is here
Lead colors changing
Bright reds
Gorgeous oranges
Majestic browns
Birds migrate south
Yes it is here
It comes like a heat wave
Claiming the breath of anyone who dares to look
Fall is finally here
Scars
I sit here tracing my scars
scars that will never fade
Reminding me of my fearful past
Striking my memories everytime I look at them.
My heart says i have to face the past
But my head says run away
How can i run away...
When all these scars remind me of all the bad thinhs have happened
I look down at my scars again
It time...
To go back and face my past.
So i can look the to thr future and not look back...
I can get on with my life and its all because i have left behind...
Scars...
Beloved
I am in the forest.
It is night.
i am at the hunting grounds.
Scrounging around for food .
I have lost my mate.
I am lost...
I dont know what to do...
where to go..
We have benn kicked out of the pack.
To start our own...
But they hunted us and down and killed her...
My beloved...
What am i to do?
When my beloved is gone...
I am lost to the workd because she is gone...
All gone...
My Beloved...
Finally Safe
He layed in bed.
Watching black shapes dance across his ceiling.
Then he heard it...
She was crying and begging for him to stop...
He listened harder "smack"...
"thump"...
Silence...
He knew he had hit hurt and he was next...
The door slid open slowly silently.
He closed his eyes waiting for the onslaught.
He waited and waited...
Then her arms were around him
gathering him to her close
Rocking him back and forth she whispered "were finally safe...'
My Sun
Silence surrounds me
Closing in on me
I'm suffocating
I hear a vibration !
I see his name on the screen
My heart collapses
I whimper
I look at the mirror in front of me
And ask myself why?
Why do you look at me?
Why?
Why?
Why!?
Why is just the question not an answer
I hear the vibration again
My walls crumble I know it's him
I answer...
I see a tear drop hit my phone
I curl up in a ball
I have my answer...
I love him....
He's my laughter
My happiness
My comfort
My sun
My love...
Gone
Shes gone...
I cant see her
I cant hear her
I cant be near her...
But shes near me
Everywhere...
In my heart
In my mind
She was my best friend...
i miss her...
It was time for her to leave...
He wanted her home.
But I wanted her here with me
Today I Wondered...
The moments of life,the trials of love. Without all i dream a common dream. Today i wondered if the sky is really blue. the sun and moon are both alike. As is the love between a brother and a sister , a man and his wife. A clean and pure flower, so white and carefree of loves lies and treacherous ways. She of lucid eyes ,she of perilous ways. Love and women seem alike. Alight enjoyed by the loving vines of souls meeting and joining as one.
He’s not going to remember
He's not going to remember...
Dancing with me...
Dancing with mom...
He won't rememeber my grandma...
He will slowly forget all of life...
Day by day,year by year
He slowly gets sicker...
He slowly loses his memories...
Sonner or Later he will die...
Not remembering his daughters...
His Granddaughters...
His Great granddaughters...
His wife...
His life.
Tears well up in my eyes as i think about him...
drifting slowly away...
away from everyone...
Away from the life that he had...
But i must be strong...
i must remember...
For him!