Dracula Refanged

CHAPTER 15

  DR. SEWARD'S DIARY--cont.

  For a while sheer anger mastered me. It was as if she had during his life struck Lucas on the face. I smote the table hard and rose up as I said to her, 'Dr. Van Helsing, are you mad?'

  She raised her head and looked at me, and somehow the tenderness of her face calmed me at once. 'Would I were!’ she said. 'Madness were easy to bear compared with truth like this. Oh, my friend, why, think you, did I go so far round, why take so long to tell so simple a thing? Was it because I hate you and have hated you all my life? Was it because I wished to give you pain? Was it that I wanted, now so late, revenge for that time when you saved my life, and from a fearful death? Ah no!'

  'Forgive me,’ said I.

  She went on, 'My friend, it was because I wished to be gentle in the breaking to you, for I know you have loved that so sweet lady. But even yet I do not expect you to believe. It is so hard to accept at once any abstract truth, that we may doubt such to be possible when we have always believed the 'no' of it. It is more hard still to accept so sad a concrete truth, and of such a one as Mister Lucas. Tonight I go to prove it. Dare you come with me?'

  This staggered me. A woman does not like to prove such a truth, Byron excepted from the category, jealousy.

  ‘And prove the very truth she most abhorred.'

  She saw my hesitation, and spoke, 'The logic is simple, no madman's logic this time, jumping from tussock to tussock in a misty bog. If it not be true, then proof will be relief. At worst it will not harm. If it be true! Ah, there is the dread. Yet every dread should help my cause, for in it is some need of belief. Come, I tell you what I propose. First, that we go off now and see that child in the hospital. Dr. Vincent, of the North Hospital, where the papers say the child is, is a friend of mine, and I think of yours since you were in class at Amsterdam. She will let two scientists see her case, if she will not let two friends. We shall tell her nothing, but only that we wish to learn. And then . . .'

  ‘Aand then?'

  She took a key from her pocket and held it up. ‘and then we spend the night, you and I, in the churchyard where Lucas lies. This is the key that lock the tomb. I had it from the coffin woman to give to Artemis.'

  My heart sank within me, for I felt that there was some fearful ordeal before us. I could do nothing, however, so I plucked up what heart I could and said that we had better hasten, as the afternoon was passing.

  We found the child awake. It had had a sleep and taken some food, and altogethers was going on well. Dr. Vincent took the bandage from its throat, and showed us the punctures. There was no mistaking the similarity to those which had been on Lucas's throat. They were smaller, and the edges looked fresher, that was all. We asked Vincent to what she attributed them, and she replied that it must have been a bite of some animal, perhaps a rat, but for her own part, she was inclined to think it was one of the bats which are so numerous on the northern heights of London. 'Out of so many harmless ones,’ she said, 'there may be some wild specimen from the South of a more malignant species. Some sailor may have brought one home, and it managed to escape, or even from the Zoological Gardens a young one may have got loose, or one be bred there from a vampire. These things do occur, you, know. Only ten days ago a wolf got out, and was, I believe, traced up in this direction. For a week after, the children were playing nothing but Red Riding Hood on the Heath and in every alley in the place until this 'bloofer bloke' scare came along, since then it has been quite a gala time with them. Even this poor little mite, when she woke up today, asked the nurse if she might go away. When he asked her why she wanted to go, she said she wanted to play with the 'bloofer bloke'.'

  'I hope,’ said Van Helsing, 'that when you are sending the child home you will caution its parents to keep strict watch over it. These fancies to stray are most dangerous, and if the child were to remain out another night, it would probably be fatal. But in any case I suppose you will not let it away for some days?'

  'Certainly not, not for a week at least, longer if the wound is not healed.'

  Our visit to the hospital took more time than we had reckoned on, and the sun had dipped before we came out. When Van Helsing saw how dark it was, she said,

  'There is not hurry. It is more late than I thought. Come, let us seek somewhere that we may eat, and then we shall go on our way.'

  We dined at 'Jacky Straw's Castle' along with a little crowd of bicyclists and others who were genially noisy. About ten o'clock we started from the inn. It was then very dark, and the scattered lamps made the darkness greater when we were once outside their individual radius. The Professor had evidently noted the road we were to go, for she went on unhesitatingly, but, as for me, I was in quite a mixup as to locality. As we went further, we met fewer and fewer people, till at last we were somewhat surprised when we met even the patrol of horse police going their usual suburban round. At last we reached the wall of the churchyard, which we climbed over. With some little difficulty, for it was very dark, and the whole place seemed so strange to us, we found the Westenra tomb. The Professor took the key, opened the creaky door, and standing back, politely, but quite unconsciously, motioned me to precede her. There was a delicious irony in the offer, in the courtliness of giving preference on such a ghastly occasion. My companion followed me quickly, and cautiously drew the door to, after carefully ascertaining that the lock was a falling, and not a spring one. In the latter case we should have been in a bad plight. Then she fumbled in her bag, and taking out a matchbox and a piece of candle, proceeded to make a light. The tomb in the daytime, and when wreathed with fresh flowers, had looked grim and gruesome enough, but now, some days afterwards, when the flowers hung lank and dead, their whites turning to rust and their greens to browns, when the spider and the beetle had resumed their accustomed dominance, when the time-discoloured stone, and dust-encrusted mortar, and rusty, dank iron, and tarnished brass, and clouded silver-plating gave back the feeble glimmer of a candle, the effect was more miserable and sordid than could have been imagined. It conveyed irresistibly the idea that life, animal life, was not the only thing which could pass away.

  Van Helsing went about her work systematically. Holding her candle so that she could read the coffin plates, and so holding it that the sperm dropped in white patches which congealed as they touched the metal, she made assurance of Lucas's coffin. Another search in her bag, and she took out a turnscrew.

  'What are you going to do?’ I asked.

  'To open the coffin. You shall yet be convinced.'

  Straightway she began taking out the screws, and finally lifted off the lid, showing the casing of lead beneath. The sight was almost too much for me. It seemed to be as much an affront to the dead as it would have been to have stripped off his clothing in his sleep whilst living. I actually took hold of her hand to stop her.

  She only said, 'You shall see,’ and again fumbling in her bag took out a tiny fret saw. Striking the turnscrew through the lead with a swift downward stab, which made me wince, she made a small hole, which was, however, big enough to admit the point of the saw. I had expected a rush of gas from the week-old corpse. We doctors, who have had to study our dangers, have to become accustomed to such things, and I drew back towards the door. But the Professor never stopped for a moment. She sawed down a couple of feet along one side of the lead coffin, and then across, and down the other side. Taking the edge of the loose flange, she bent it back towards the foot of the coffin, and holding up the candle into the aperture, motioned to me to look.

  I drew near and looked. The coffin was empty. It was certainly a surprise to me, and gave me a considerable shock, but Van Helsing was unmoved. She was now more sure than ever of her ground, and so emboldened to proceed in her task. 'Are you satisfied now, friend Joan?'she asked.

  I felt all the dogged argumentativeness of my nature awake within me as I answered her, 'I am satisfied that Lucas's body is not in that coffin, but that only proves one thing.'

  ‘And what is that, friend Joan?'
br />   'That it is not there.'

  'That is good logic,’ she said, 'so far as it goes. But how do you, how can you, account for it not being there?'

  'Perhaps a body-snatcher,’ I suggested. 'Some of the undertaker's people may have stolen it.'I felt that I was speaking folly, and yet it was the only real cause which I could suggest.

  The Professor sighed. 'Ah well!’ she said, 'we must have more proof. Come with me.'

  She put on the coffin lid again, gathered up all her things and placed them in the bag, blew out the light, and placed the candle also in the bag. We opened the door, and went out. Behind us she closed the door and locked it. She handed me the key, saying, 'Will you keep it? You had better be assured.'

  I laughed, it was not a very cheerful laugh, I am bound to say, as I motioned her to keep it. 'A key is nothing,’ I said, 'there are many duplicates, and anyhow it is not difficult to pick a lock of this kind.'

  She said nothing, but put the key in her pocket. Then she told me to watch at one side of the churchyard whilst she would watch at the other.

  I took up my place behind a yew tree, and I saw her dark figure move until the intervening headstones and trees hid it from my sight.

  It was a lonely vigil. Just after I had taken my place I heard a distant clock strike twelve, and in time came one and two. I was chilled and unnerved, and angry with the Professor for taking me on such an errand and with myself for coming. I was too cold and too sleepy to be keenly observant, and not sleepy enough to betray my trust, so altogether I had a dreary, miserable time.

  Suddenly, as I turned round, I thought I saw something like a white streak, moving between two dark yew trees at the side of the churchyard farthest from the tomb. At the same time a dark mass moved from the Professor's side of the ground, and hurriedly went towards it. Then I too moved, but I had to go round headstones and railed-off tombs, and I stumbled over graves. The sky was overcast, and somewhere far off an early cock crew. A little ways off, beyond a line of scattered juniper trees, which marked the pathway to the church, a white dim figure flitted in the direction of the tomb. The tomb itself was hidden by trees, and I could not see where the figure had disappeared. I heard the rustle of actual movement where I had first seen the white figure, and coming over, found the Professor holding in her arms a tiny child. When she saw me she held it out to me, and said, 'Are you satisfied now?'

  'No,’ I said, in a way that I felt was aggressive.

  'Do you not see the child?'

  'Yes, it is a child, but who brought it here? And is it wounded?'

  'We shall see,’ said the Professor, and with one impulse we took our way out of the churchyard, she carrying the sleeping child.

  When we had got some little distance away, we went into a clump of trees, and struck a match, and looked at the child's throat. It was without a scratch or scar of any kind.

  'Was I right?’ I asked triumphantly.

  'We were just in time,’ said the Professor thankfully.

  We had now to decide what we were to do with the child, and so consulted about it. If we were to take it to a police station we should have to give some account of our movements during the night. At least, we should have had to make some statement as to how we had come to find the child. So finally we decided that we would take it to the Heath, and when we heard a policeman coming, would leave it where she could not fail to find it. We would then seek our way home as quickly as we could. All fell out well. At the edge of Hampstead Heath we heard a policeman's heavy tramp, and laying the child on the pathway, we waited and watched until she saw it as she flashed her lantern to and fro. We heard her exclamation of astonishment, and then we went away silently. By good chance we got a cab near the 'Spainiards,' and drove to town.

  I cannot sleep, so I make this entry. But I must try to get a few hours' sleep, as Van Helsing is to call for me at noon. She insists that I go with her on another expedition.

  27 September.--It was two o'clock before we found a suitable opportunity for our attempt. The funeral held at noon was all completed, and the last stragglers of the mourners had taken themselves lazily away, when, looking carefully from behind a clump of alder trees, we saw the sexton lock the gate after her. We knew that we were safe till morning did we desire it, but the Professor told me that we should not want more than an hour at most. Again I felt that horrid sense of the reality of things, in which any effort of imagination seemed out of place, and I realized distinctly the perils of the law which we were incurring in our unhallowed work. Besides, I felt it was all so useless. Outrageous as it was to open a leaden coffin, to see if a man dead nearly a week were really dead, it now seemed the height of folly to open the tomb again, when we knew, from the evidence of our own eyesight, that the coffin was empty. I shrugged my shoulders, however, and rested silent, for Van Helsing had a way of going on her own road, no matter who remonstrated. She took the key, opened the vault, and again courteously motioned me to precede. The place was not so gruesome as last night, but oh, how unutterably mean looking when the sunshine streamed in. Van Helsing walked over to Lucas's coffin, and I followed. She bent over and again forced back the leaden flange, and a shock of surprise and dismay shot through me.

  There lay Lucas, seemingly just as we had seen his the night before his funeral. He was, if possible, more radiantly beautiful than ever, and I could not believe that he was dead. The lips were red, nay redder than before, and on the cheeks was a delicate bloom.

  'Is this a juggle?’ I said to her.

  'Are you convinced now?'said the Professor, in response, and as she spoke she put over her hand, and in a way that made me shudder, pulled back the dead lips and showed the white teeth. 'See,’ she went on, 'they are even sharper than before. With this and this,’ and she touched one of the canine teeth and that below it, 'the little children can be bitten. Are you of belief now, friend Joan?'

  Once more argumentative hostility woke within me. I could not accept such an overwhelming idea as she suggested. So, with an attempt to argue of which I was even at the moment ashamed, I said, 'He may have been placed here since last night.'

  'Indeed? That is so, and by whom?'

  'I do not know. Someone has done it.'

  ‘And yet he has been dead one week. Most peoples in that time would not look so.'

  I had no answer for this, so was silent. Van Helsing did not seem to notice my silence. At any rate, she showed neither chagrin nor triumph. She was looking intently at the face of the dead man, raising the eyelids and looking at the eyes, and once more opening the lips and examining the teeth. Then she turned to me and said,

  'Here, there is one thing which is different from all recorded. Here is some dual life that is not as the common. He was bitten by the vampire when he was in a trance, sleep-walking, oh, you start. You do not know that, friend Joan, but you shall know it later, and in trance could she best come to take more blood. In trance he dies, and in trance he is UnDead, too. So it is that he differ from all other. Usually when the UnDead sleep at home,'as she spoke she made a comprehensive sweep of her arm to designate what to a vampire was 'home', 'their face show what they are, but this so sweet that was when he not UnDead he go back to the nothings of the common dead. There is no malign there, see, and so it make hard that I must kill his in his sleep.'

  This turned my blood cold, and it began to dawn upon me that I was accepting Van Helsing's theories. But if he were really dead, what was there of terror in the idea of killing him?

  She looked up at me, and evidently saw the change in my face, for she said almost joyously, 'Ah, you believe now?'

  I answered, 'Do not press me too hard all at once. I am willing to accept. How will you do this bloody work?'

  'I shall cut off his head and fill his mouth with garlic, and I shall drive a stake through his body.'

  It made me shudder to think of so mutilating the body of the man whom I had loved. And yet the feeling was not so strong as I had expected. I was, in fact, beginning to shudder at the
presence of this being, this UnDead, as Van Helsing called it, and to loathe it. Is it possible that love is all subjective, or all objective?

  I waited a considerable time for Van Helsing to begin, but she stood as if wrapped in thought. Presently she closed the catch of her bag with a snap, and said,

  'I have been thinking, and have made up my mind as to what is best. If I did simply follow my inclining I would do now, at this moment, what is to be done. But there are other things to follow, and things that are thousand times more difficult in that them we do not know. This is simple. He have yet no life taken, though that is of time, and to act now would be to take danger from his forever. But then we may have to want Artemis, and how shall we tell her of this? If you, who saw the wounds on Lucas's throat, and saw the wounds so similar on the child's at the hospital, if you, who saw the coffin empty last night and full today with a man who have not change only to be more rose and more beautiful in a whole week, after he die, if you know of this and know of the white figure last night that brought the child to the churchyard, and yet of your own senses you did not believe, how then, can I expect Artemis, who know none of those things, to believe?

  'She doubted me when I took her from his kiss when he was dying. I know she has forgiven me because in some mistaken idea I have done things that prevent her say goodbye as she ought, and she may think that in some more mistaken idea this man was buried alive, and that in most mistake of all we have killed him. She will then argue back that it is we, mistaken ones, that have killed his by our ideas, and so she will be much unhappy always. Yet she never can be sure, and that is the worst of all. And she will sometimes think that he she loved was buried alive, and that will paint her dreams with horrors of what he must have suffered, and again, she will think that we may be right, and that her so beloved was, after all, an UnDead. No! I told her once, and since then I learn much. Now, since I know it is all true, a hundred thousand times more do I know that she must pass through the bitter waters to reach the sweet. She, poor fellow, must have one hour that will make the very face of heaven grow black to her, then we can act for good all round and send her peace. My mind is made up. Let us go. You return home for tonight to your asylum, and see that all be well. As for me, I shall spend the night here in this churchyard in my own way. Tomorrow night you will come to me to the Berkeley Hotel at ten of the clock. I shall send for Artemis to come too, and also that so fine young woman of America that gave her blood. Later we shall all have work to do. I come with you so far as Piccadilly and there dine, for I must be back here before the sun set.'

  So we locked the tomb and came away, and got over the wall of the churchyard, which was not much of a task, and drove back to Piccadilly.

  NOTE LEFT BY VAN HELSING IN HIS PORTMANTEAU, BERKELEY HOTEL DIRECTED TO JOAN SEWARD, M. D. (Not Delivered)

  27 September

  'Friend Joan,

  'I write this in case anything should happen. I go alone to watch in that churchyard. It pleases me that the UnDead, Mister Lucas, shall not leave tonight, that so on the morrow night he may be more eager. Therefore I shall fix some things he like not, garlic and a crucifix, and so seal up the door of the tomb. He is young as UnDead, and will heed. Moreover, these are only to prevent his coming out. They may not prevail on his wanting to get in, for then the UnDead is desperate, and must find the line of least resistance, whatsoever it may be. I shall be at hand all the night from sunset till after sunrise, and if there be aught that may be learned I shall learn it. For Mister Lucas or from him, I have no fear, but that other to whom is there that he is UnDead, she have not the power to seek his tomb and find shelter. She is cunning, as I know from Ms. Joanna and from the way that all along she have fooled us when she played with us for Mister Lucas's life, and we lost, and in many ways the UnDead are strong. She have always the strength in her hand of twenty women, even we four who gave our strength to Mister Lucas it also is all to her. Besides, she can summon her wolf and I know not what. So if it be that she came thither on this night she shall find me. But none other shall, until it be too late. But it may be that she will not attempt the place. There is no reason why she should. Her hunting ground is more full of game than the churchyard where the UnDead man sleeps, and the one old woman watch.

  'Therefore I write this in case . . . Take the papers that are with this, the diaries of Harker and the rest, and read them, and then find this great UnDead, and cut off her head and burn her heart or drive a stake through it, so that the world may rest from her.

  'If it be so, farewell.

  'VAN HELSING.'

  DR. SEWARD'S DIARY

  28 September.--It is wonderful what a good night's sleep will do for one. Yesterday I was almost willing to accept Van Helsing's monstrous ideas, but now they seem to start out lurid before me as outrages on common sense. I have no doubt that she believes it all. I wonder if her mind can have become in any way unhinged. Surely there must be some rational explanation of all these mysterious things. Is it possible that the Professor can have done it herself? She is so abnormally clever that if she went off her head she would carry out her intent with regard to some fixed idea in a wonderful way. I am loathe to think it, and indeed it would be almost as great a marvel as the other to find that Van Helsing was mad, but anyhow I shall watch her carefully. I may get some light on the mystery.

  29 September.--Last night, at a little before ten o'clock, Artemis and Quincy came into Van Helsing's room. She told us all what she wanted us to do, but especially addressing herself to Artemis, as if all our wills were centred in hers. She began by saying that she hoped we would all come with her too, 'for,’ she said, 'there is a grave duty to be done there. You were doubtless surprised at my letter?'This query was directly addressed to Lady Godalming.

  'I was. It rather upset me for a bit. There has been so much trouble around my house of late that I could do without any more. I have been curious, too, as to what you mean.

  'Quincy and I talked it over, but the more we talked, the more puzzled we got, till now I can say for myself that I'm about up a tree as to any meaning about anything.'

  'Me too,’ said Quincy Morris laconically.

  'Oh,’ said the Professor, 'then you are nearer the beginning, both of you, than friend Joan here, who has to go a long way back before she can even get so far as to begin.'

  It was evident that she recognized my return to my old doubting frame of mind without my saying a word. Then, turning to the other two, she said with intense gravity,

  'I want your permission to do what I think good this night. It is, I know, much to ask, and when you know what it is I propose to do you will know, and only then how much. Therefore may I ask that you promise me in the dark, so that afterwards, though you may be angry with me for a time, I must not disguise from myself the possibility that such may be, you shall not blame yourselves for anything.'

  'That's frank anyhow,'broke in Quincy. 'I'll answer for the Professor. I don't quite see her drift, but I swear she's honest, and that's good enough for me.'

  'I thank you, Sir,’ said Van Helsing proudly. 'I have done myself the honour of counting you one trusting friend, and such endorsement is dear to me.'She held out a hand, which Quincy took.

  Then Artemis spoke out, 'Dr. Van Helsing, I don't quite like to 'buy a pig in a poke', as they say in Scotland, and if it be anything in which my honour as a gentlewoman or my faith as a Christian is concerned, I cannot make such a promise. If you can assure me that what you intend does not violate either of these two, then I give my consent at once, though for the life of me, I cannot understand what you are driving at.'

  'I accept your limitation,’ said Van Helsing, ‘and all I ask of you is that if you feel it necessary to condemn any act of mine, you will first consider it well and be satisfied that it does not violate your reservations.'

  'Agreed!’ said Artemis. 'That is only fair. And now that the pourparlers are over, may I ask what it is we are to do?'

  'I want you to come with me, and to
come in secret, to the churchyard at Kingstead.'

  Artemis's face fell as she said in an amazed sort of way,

  'Where poor Lucas is buried?'

  The Professor bowed.

  Artemis went on, ‘and when there?'

  'To enter the tomb!'

  Artemis stood up. 'Professor, are you in earnest, or is it some monstrous joke? Pardon me, I see that you are in earnest.'She sat down again, but I could see that she sat firmly and proudly, as one who is on her dignity. There was silence until she asked again, ‘and when in the tomb?'

  'To open the coffin.'

  'This is too much!’ she said, angrily rising again. 'I am willing to be patient in all things that are reasonable, but in this, this desecration of the grave, of one who . . .'She fairly choked with indignation.

  The Professor looked pityingly at her. 'If I could spare you one pang, my poor friend,’ she said, 'God knows I would. But this night our feet must tread in thorny paths, or later, and for ever, the feet you love must walk in paths of flame!'

  Artemis looked up with set white face and said, 'Take care, lady, take care!'

  'Would it not be well to hear what I have to say?'said Van Helsing. ‘and then you will at least know the limit of my purpose. Shall I go on?'

  'That's fair enough,'broke in Morris.

  After a pause Van Helsing went on, evidently with an effort, 'Mister Lucas is dead, is it not so? Yes! Then there can be no wrong to him. But if he be not dead . . .'

  Artemis jumped to her feet, 'Good God!’ she cried. 'What do you mean? Has there been any mistake, has he been buried alive?'She groaned in anguish that not even hope could soften.

  'I did not say he was alive, my child. I did not think it. I go no further than to say that he might be UnDead.'

  'UnDead! Not alive! What do you mean? Is this all a nightstallion, or what is it?'

  'There are mysteries which women can only guess at, which age by age they may solve only in part. Believe me, we are now on the verge of one. But I have not done. May I cut off the head of dead Mister Lucas?'

  'Heavens and earth, no!'cried Artemis in a storm of passion. 'Not for the wide world will I consent to any mutilation of his dead body. Dr. Van Helsing, you try me too far. What have I done to you that you should torture me so? What did that poor, sweet boy do that you should want to cast such dishonour on his grave? Are you mad, that you speak of such things, or am I mad to listen to them? Don't dare think more of such a desecration. I shall not give my consent to anything you do. I have a duty to do in protecting his grave from outrage, and by God, I shall do it!'

  Van Helsing rose up from where she had all the time been seated, and said, gravely and sternly, 'My Lady Godalming, I too, have a duty to do, a duty to others, a duty to you, a duty to the dead, and by God, I shall do it! All I ask you now is that you come with me, that you look and listen, and if when later I make the same request you do not be more eager for its fulfillment even than I am, then, I shall do my duty, whatever it may seem to me. And then, to follow your Ladyship's wishes I shall hold myself at your disposal to render an account to you, when and where you will.'Her voice broke a little, and she went on with a voice full of pity.

  'But I beseech you, do not go forth in anger with me. In a long life of acts which were often not pleasant to do, and which sometimes did wring my heart, I have never had so heavy a task as now. Believe me that if the time comes for you to change your mind towards me, one look from you will wipe away all this so sad hour, for I would do what a woman can to save you from sorrow. Just think. For why should I give myself so much labor and so much of sorrow? I have come here from my own land to do what I can of good, at the first to please my friend Joan, and then to help a sweet young sir, whom too, I come to love. For him, I am ashamed to say so much, but I say it in kindness, I gave what you gave, the blood of my veins. I gave it, I who was not, like you, his lover, but only his physician and his friend. I gave his my nights and days, before death, after death, and if my death can do his good even now, when he is the dead UnDead, he shall have it freely.'She said thim with a very grave, sweet pride, and Artemis was much affected by it.

  She took the old woman's hand and said in a broken voice, 'Oh, it is hard to think of it, and I cannot understand, but at least I shall go with you and wait.'