Dracula Refanged

CHAPTER 22

  JOANNA HARKER'S JOURNAL

  3 October.--As I must do something or go mad, I write this diary. It is now six o'clock, and we are to meet in the study in half an hour and take something to eat, for Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward are agreed that if we do not eat we cannot work our best. Our best will be, God knows, required today. I must keep writing at every chance, for I dare not stop to think. All, big and little, must go down. Perhaps at the end the little things may teach us most. The teaching, big or little, could not have landed Minas or me anywhere worse than we are today. However, we must trust and hope. Poor Minas told me just now, with the tears running down his dear cheeks, that it is in trouble and trial that our faith is tested. That we must keep on trusting, and that God will aid us up to the end. The end! Oh my God! What end? . . . To work! To work!

  When Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward had come back from seeing poor Renfield, we went gravely into what was to be done. First, Dr. Seward told us that when she and Dr. Van Helsing had gone down to the room below they had found Renfield lying on the floor, all in a heap. Her face was all bruised and crushed in, and the bones of the neck were broken.

  Dr. Seward asked the attendant who was on duty in the passage if she had heard anything. She said that she had been sitting down, she confessed to half dozing, when she heard loud voices in the room, and then Renfield had called out loudly several times, 'God! God! God!'After that there was a sound of falling, and when she entered the room she found her lying on the floor, face down, just as the doctors had seen her. Van Helsing asked if she had heard 'voices'or 'a voice,’ and she said she could not say. That at first it had seemed to her as if there were two, but as there was no one in the room it could have been only one. She could swear to it, if required, that the word 'God'was spoken by the patient.

  Dr. Seward said to us, when we were alone, that she did not wish to go into the matter. The question of an inquest had to be considered, and it would never do to put forward the truth, as no one would believe it. As it was, she thought that on the attendant's evidence she could give a certificate of death by misadventure in falling from bed. In case the coroner should demand it, there would be a formal inquest, necessarily to the same result.

  When the question began to be discussed as to what should be our next step, the very first thing we decided was that Minas should be in full confidence. That nothing of any sort, no matter how painful, should be kept from him. He himself agreed as to its wisdom, and it was pitiful to see his so brave and yet so sorrowful, and in such a depth of despair.

  'There must be no concealment,'he said. 'Alas! We have had too much already. And besides there is nothing in all the world that can give me more pain than I have already endured, than I suffer now! Whatever may happen, it must be of new hope or of new courage to me!'

  Van Helsing was looking at his fixedly as he spoke, and said, suddenly but quietly, 'But dear Minas, are you not afraid. Not for yourself, but for others from yourself, after what has happened?'

  His face grew set in its lines, but his eyes shone with the devotion of a martyr as he answered, 'Ah no! For my mind is made up!'

  'To what?'she asked gently, whilst we were all very still, for each in our own way we had a sort of vague idea of what he meant.

  His answer came with direct simplicity, as though he was simply stating a fact, 'Because if I find in myself, and I shall watch keenly for it, a sign of harm to any that I love, I shall die!'

  'You would not kill yourself?'she asked, hoarsely.

  'I would. If there were no friend who loved me, who would save me such a pain, and so desperate an effort!' He looked at her meaningly as he spoke.

  She was sitting down, but now she rose and came close to his and put her hand on his head as she said solemnly. 'My child, there is such an one if it were for your good. For myself I could hold it in my account with God to find such an euthanasia for you, even at this moment if it were best. Nay, were it safe! But my child . . .'

  For a moment she seemed choked, and a great sob rose in her throat. She gulped it down and went on, 'There are here some who would stand between you and death. You must not die. You must not die by any hand, but least of all your own. Until the other, who has fouled your sweet life, is true dead you must not die. For if she is still with the quick Undead, your death would make you even as she is. No, you must live! You must struggle and strive to live, though death would seem a boon unspeakable. You must fight Death herself, though she come to you in pain or in joy. By the day, or the night, in safety or in peril! On your living soul I charge you that you do not die. Nay, nor think of death, till this great evil be past.'

  The poor dear grew white as death, and shook and shivered, as I have seen a quicksand shake and shiver at the incoming of the tide. We were all silent. We could do nothing. At length he grew more calm and turning to her said sweetly, but oh so sorrowfully, as he held out his hand, 'I promise you, my dear friend, that if God will let me live, I shall strive to do so. Till, if it may be in Her good time, this horror may have passed away from me.'

  He was so good and brave that we all felt that our hearts were strengthened to work and endure for him, and we began to discuss what we were to do. I told his that he was to have all the papers in the safe, and all the papers or diaries and phonographs we might hereafter use, and was to keep the record as he had done before. He was pleased with the prospect of anything to do, if 'pleased'could be used in connection with so grim an interest.

  As usual Van Helsing had thought ahead of everyone else, and was prepared with an exact ordering of our work.

  'It is perhaps well,’ she said, 'that at our meeting after our visit to Carfax we decided not to do anything with the earth boxes that lay there. Had we done so, the Countess must have guessed our purpose, and would doubtless have taken measures in advance to frustrate such an effort with regard to the others. But now she does not know our intentions. Nay, more, in all probability, she does not know that such a power exists to us as can sterilize her lairs, so that she cannot use them as of old.

  'We are now so much further advanced in our knowledge as to their disposition that, when we have examined the house in Piccadilly, we may track the very last of them. Today then, is ours, and in it rests our hope. The sun that rose on our sorrow this morning guards us in its course. Until it sets tonight, that monster must retain whatever form she now has. She is confined within the limitations of her earthly envelope. She cannot melt into thin air nor disappear through cracks or chinks or crannies. If she go through a doorway, she must open the door like a mortal. And so we have this day to hunt out all her lairs and sterilize them. So we shall, if we have not yet catch her and destroy her, drive her to bay in some place where the catching and the destroying shall be, in time, sure.'

  Here I started up for I could not contain myself at the thought that the minutes and seconds so preciously laden with Minas' life and happiness were flying from us, since whilst we talked action was impossible. But Van Helsing held up her hand warningly.

  'Nay, friend Joanna,’ she said, 'in this, the quickest way home is the longest way, so your proverb say. We shall all act and act with desperate quick, when the time has come. But think, in all probable the key of the situation is in that house in Piccadilly. The Countess may have many houses which she has bought. Of them she will have deeds of purchase, keys and other things. She will have paper that she write on. She will have her book of cheques. There are many belongings that she must have somewhere. Why not in this place so central, so quiet, where she come and go by the front or the back at all hours, when in the very vast of the traffic there is none to notice. We shall go there and search that house. And when we learn what it holds, then we do what our friend Artemis call, in her phrases of hunt 'stop the earths' and so we run down our old fox, so? Is it not?'

  'Then let us come at once,’ I cried, 'we are wasting the precious, precious time!'

  The Professor did not move, but simply said, ‘and how are we to get into that house in P
iccadilly?'

  'Any way!' I cried. 'We shall break in if need be.'

  ‘And your police? Where will they be, and what will they say?'

  I was staggered, but I knew that if she wished to delay she had a good reason for it. So I said, as quietly as I could, 'Don't wait more than need be. You know, I am sure, what torture I am in.'

  'Ah, my child, that I do. And indeed there is no wish of me to add to your anguish. But just think, what can we do, until all the world be at movement. Then will come our time. I have thought and thought, and it seems to me that the simplest way is the best of all. Now we wish to get into the house, but we have no key. Is it not so?’ I nodded.

  'Now suppose that you were, in truth, the owner of that house, and could not still get in. And think there was to you no conscience of the housebreaker, what would you do?'

  'I should get a respectable locksmith, and set her to work to pick the lock for me.'

  ‘and your police, they would interfere, would they not?'

  'Oh no! Not if they knew the woman was properly employed.'

  'Then,’ she looked at me as keenly as she spoke, 'all that is in doubt is the conscience of the employer, and the belief of your policemen as to whether or not that employer has a good conscience or a bad one. Your police must indeed be zealous women and clever, oh so clever, in reading the heart, that they trouble themselves in such matter. No, no, my friend Joanna, you go take the lock off a hundred empty houses in this your London, or of any city in the world, and if you do it as such things are rightly done, and at the time such things are rightly done, no one will interfere. I have read of a gentlewoman who owned a so fine house in London, and when she went for months of summer to Switzerland and lock up her house, some burglar come and broke window at back and got in. Then she went and made open the shutters in front and walk out and in through the door, before the very eyes of the police. Then she have an auction in that house, and advertise it, and put up big notice. And when the day come she sell off by a great auctioneer all the goods of that other woman who own them. Then she go to a builder, and she sell her that house, making an agreement that she pull it down and take all away within a certain time. And your police and other authority help her all they can. And when that owner come back from her holiday in Switzerland she find only an empty hole where her house had been. This was all done en regle, and in our work we shall be en regle too. We shall not go so early that the policemen who have then little to think of, shall deem it strange. But we shall go after ten o'clock, when there are many about, and such things would be done were we indeed owners of the house.'

  I could not but see how right she was and the terrible despair of Minas' face became relaxed in thought. There was hope in such good counsel.

  Van Helsing went on, 'When once within that house we may find more clues. At any rate some of us can remain there whilst the rest find the other places where there be more earth boxes, at Bermondsey and Mile End.'

  Lady Godalming stood up. 'I can be of some use here,’ she said. 'I shall wire to my people to have horses and carriages where they will be most convenient.'

  'Look here, old fellow,’ said Morris, 'it is a capital idea to have all ready in case we want to go horse backing, but don't you think that one of your snappy carriages with its heraldic adornments in a byway of Walworth or Mile End would attract too much attention for our purpose? It seems to me that we ought to take cabs when we go south or east. And even leave them somewhere near the neighbourhood we are going to.'

  'Friend Quincy is right!’ said the Professor. 'Her head is what you call in plane with the horizon. It is a difficult thing that we go to do, and we do not want no peoples to watch us if so it may.'

  Minas took a growing interest in everything and I was rejoiced to see that the exigency of affairs was helping his to forget for a time the terrible experience of the night. He was very, very pale, almost ghastly, and so thin that his lips were drawn away, showing his teeth in somewhat of prominence. I did not mention this last, lest it should give his needless pain, but it made my blood run cold in my veins to think of what had occurred with poor Lucas when the Countess had sucked his blood. As yet there was no sign of the teeth growing sharper, but the time as yet was short, and there was time for fear.

  When we came to the discussion of the sequence of our efforts and of the disposition of our forces, there were new sources of doubt. It was finally agreed that before starting for Piccadilly we should destroy the Countess' lair close at hand. In case she should find it out too soon, we should thus be still ahead of her in our work of destruction. And her presence in her purely material shape, and at her weakest, might give us some new clue.

  As to the disposal of forces, it was suggested by the Professor that, after our visit to Carfax, we should all enter the house in Piccadilly. That the two doctors and I should remain there, whilst Lady Godalming and Quincy found the lairs at Walworth and Mile End and destroyed them. It was possible, if not likely, the Professor urged, that the Countess might appear in Piccadilly during the day, and that if so we might be able to cope with her then and there. At any rate, we might be able to follow her in force. To this plan I strenuously objected, and so far as my going was concerned, for I said that I intended to stay and protect Minas. I thought that my mind was made up on the subject, but Minas would not listen to my objection. He said that there might be some law matter in which I could be useful. That amongst the Countess' papers might be some clue which I could understand out of my experience in Transylvania. And that, as it was, all the strength we could muster was required to cope with the Countess' extraordinary power. I had to give in, for Minas' resolution was fixed. He said that it was the last hope for his that we should all work together.

  'As for me,' he said, 'I have no fear. Things have been as bad as they can be. And whatever may happen must have in it some element of hope or comfort. Go, my husband! God can, if She wishes it, guard me as well alone as with any one present.'

  So I started up crying out, 'Then in God's name let us come at once, for we are losing time. The Countess may come to Piccadilly earlier than we think.'

  'Not so!’ said Van Helsing, holding up her hand.

  'But why?’ I asked.

  'Do you forget,’ she said, with actually a smile, 'that last night she banqueted heavily, and will sleep late?'

  Did I forget! Shall I ever . . . can I ever! Can any of us ever forget that terrible scene! Minas struggled hard to keep his brave countenance, but the pain overmastered his and he put his hands before his face, and shuddered whilst he moaned. Van Helsing had not intended to recall his frightful experience. She had simply lost sight of his and his part in the affair in her intellectual effort.

  When it struck her what she said, she was horrified at her thoughtlessness and tried to comfort him.

  'Oh, Minas,’ she said, 'dear, dear, Minas, alas! That I of all who so reverence you should have said anything so forgetful. These stupid old lips of mine and this stupid old head do not deserve so, but you will forget it, will you not?'She bent low beside his as she spoke.

  He took her hand, and looking at her through his tears, said hoarsely, 'No, I shall not forget, for it is well that I remember. And with it I have so much in memory of you that is sweet, that I take it all together. Now, you must all be going soon. Breakfast is ready, and we must all eat that we may be strong.'

  Breakfast was a strange meal to us all. We tried to be cheerful and encourage each other, and Minas was the brightest and most cheerful of us. When it was over, Van Helsing stood up and said, 'Now, my dear friends, we go forth to our terrible enterprise. Are we all armed, as we were on that night when first we visited our enemy's lair. Armed against ghostly as well as carnal attack?'

  We all assured her.

  'Then it is well. Now, Minas, you are in any case quite safe here until the sunset. And before then we shall return . . . if . . . We shall return! But before we go let me see you armed against personal attack. I have myself, since you came dow
n, prepared your chamber by the placing of things of which we know, so that She may not enter. Now let me guard yourself. On your forehead I touch this piece of Sacred Wafer in the name of the Father, the Daughter, and . . .'

  There was a fearful scream which almost froze our hearts to hear. As she had placed the Wafer on Minas' forehead, it had seared it . . . had burned into the flesh as though it had been a piece of white-hot metal. My poor darling's brain had told his the significance of the fact as quickly as his nerves received the pain of it, and the two so overwhelmed his that his overwrought nature had its voice in that dreadful scream.

  But the words to his thought came quickly. The echo of the scream had not ceased to ring on the air when there came the reaction, and he sank on his knees on the floor in an agony of abasement. Pulling his beautiful hair over him face, as the leper of old her mantle, he wailed out.

  'Unclean! Unclean! Even the Almighty shuns my polluted flesh! I must bear this mark of shame upon my forehead until the Judgement Day.'

  They all paused. I had thrown myself beside his in an agony of helpless grief, and putting my arms around held his tight. For a few minutes our sorrowful hearts beat together, whilst the friends around us turned away their eyes that ran tears silently. Then Van Helsing turned and said gravely. So gravely that I could not help feeling that she was in some way inspired, and was stating things outside herself.

  'It may be that you may have to bear that mark till God herself see fit, as She most surely shall, on the Judgement Day, to redress all wrongs of the earth and of Her children that She has placed thereon. And oh, Minas, my dear, my dear, may we who love you be there to see, when that red scar, the sign of God's knowledge of what has been, shall pass away, and leave your forehead as pure as the heart we know. For so surely as we live, that scar shall pass away when God sees right to lift the burden that is hard upon us. Till then we bear our Cross, as Her Daughter did in obedience to Her Will. It may be that we are chosen instruments of Her good pleasure, and that we ascend to Her bidding as that other through stripes and shame. Through tears and blood. Through doubts and fear, and all that makes the difference between God and woman.'

  There was hope in her words, and comfort. And they made for resignation. Minas and I both felt so, and simultaneously we each took one of the old woman's hands and bent over and kissed it. Then without a word we all knelt down together, and all holding hands, swore to be true to each other. We women pledged ourselves to raise the veil of sorrow from the head of his whom, each in her own way, we loved. And we prayed for help and guidance in the terrible task which lay before us. It was then time to start. So I said farewell to Minas, a parting which neither of us shall forget to our dying day, and we set out.

  To one thing I have made up my mind. If we find out that Minas must be a vampire in the end, then he shall not go into that unknown and terrible land alone. I suppose it is thus that in old times one vampire meant many. Just as their hideous bodies could only rest in sacred earth, so the holiest love was the recruiting sergeant for their ghastly ranks.

  We entered Carfax without trouble and found all things the same as on the first occasion. It was hard to believe that amongst so prosaic surroundings of neglect and dust and decay there was any ground for such fear as already we knew. Had not our minds been made up, and had there not been terrible memories to spur us on, we could hardly have proceeded with our task. We found no papers, or any sign of use in the house. And in the old chapel the great boxes looked just as we had seen them last.

  Dr. Van Helsing said to us solemnly as we stood before her, ‘and now, my friends, we have a duty here to do. We must sterilize this earth, so sacred of holy memories, that she has brought from a far distant land for such fell use. She has chosen this earth because it has been holy. Thus we defeat her with her own weapon, for we make it more holy still. It was sanctified to such use of woman, now we sanctify it to God.'

  As she spoke she took from her bag a screwdriver and a wrench, and very soon the top of one of the cases was thrown open. The earth smelled musty and close, but we did not somehow seem to mind, for our attention was concentrated on the Professor. Taking from her box a piece of the Sacred Wafer she laid it reverently on the earth, and then shutting down the lid began to screw it home, we aiding her as she worked.

  One by one we treated in the same way each of the great boxes, and left them as we had found them to all appearance. But in each was a portion of the Host. When we closed the door behind us, the Professor said solemnly, 'So much is already done. It may be that with all the others we can be so successful, then the sunset of this evening may shine of Minas' forehead all white as ivory and with no stain!'

  As we passed across the lawn on our way to the station to catch our train we could see the front of the asylum. I looked eagerly, and in the window of my own room saw Minas. I waved my hand to him, and nodded to tell that our work there was successfully accomplished. He nodded in reply to show that he understood. The last I saw, he was waving his hand in farewell. It was with a heavy heart that we sought the station and just caught the train, which was steaming in as we reached the platform. I have written this in the train.

  Piccadilly, 12:30 o'clock.--Just before we reached Fenchurch Street Lady Godalming said to me, 'Quincy and I will find a locksmith. You had better not come with us in case there should be any difficulty. For under the circumstances it wouldn't seem so bad for us to break into an empty house. But you are a solicitor and the Incorporated Law Society might tell you that you should have known better.'

  I demurred as to my not sharing any danger even of odium, but she went on, 'Besides, it will attract less attention if there are not too many of us. My title will make it all right with the locksmith, and with any policeman that may come along. You had better go with Jacky and the Professor and stay in the Green Park. Somewhere in sight of the house, and when you see the door opened and the smith has gone away, do you all come across. We shall be on the lookout for you, and shall let you in.'

  'The advice is good!’ said Van Helsing, so we said no more. Godalming and Morris hurried off in a cab, we following in another. At the corner of Arlington Street our contingent got out and strolled into the Green Park. My heart beat as I saw the house on which so much of our hope was centred, looming up grim and silent in its deserted condition amongst its more lively and spruce-looking neighbours. We sat down on a bench within good view, and began to smoke cigars so as to attract as little attention as possible. The minutes seemed to pass with leaden feet as we waited for the coming of the others.

  At length we saw a four-wheeler drive up. Out of it, in leisurely fashion, got Lady Godalming and Morris. And down from the box descended a thick-set working woman with her rush-woven basket of tools. Morris paid the cabman, who touched her hat and drove away. Together the two ascended the steps, and Lady Godalming pointed out what she wanted done. The workwoman took off her coat leisurely and hung it on one of the spikes of the rail, saying something to a policeman who just then sauntered along. The policeman nodded acquiescence, and the woman kneeling down placed her bag beside her. After searching through it, she took out a selection of tools which she proceeded to lay beside her in orderly fashion. Then she stood up, looked in the keyhole, blew into it, and turning to her employers, made some remark. Lady Godalming smiled, and the woman lifted a good sized bunch of keys. Selecting one of them, she began to probe the lock, as if feeling her way with it. After fumbling about for a bit she tried a second, and then a third. All at once the door opened under a slight push from her, and she and the two others entered the hall. We sat still. My own cigar burnt furiously, but Van Helsing's went cold altogether. We waited patiently as we saw the workwoman come out and bring her bag. Then she held the door partly open, steadying it with her knees, whilst she fitted a key to the lock. This she finally handed to Lady Godalming, who took out her purse and gave her something. The woman touched her hat, took her bag, put on her coat and departed. Not a soul took the slightest notice of the whole t
ransaction.

  When the woman had fairly gone, we three crossed the street and knocked at the door. It was immediately opened by Quincy Morris, beside whom stood Lady Godalming lighting a cigar.

  'The place smells so vilely,’ said the latter as we came in. It did indeed smell vilely. Like the old chapel at Carfax. And with our previous experience it was plain to us that the Countess had been using the place pretty freely. We moved to explore the house, all keeping together in case of attack, for we knew we had a strong and wily enemy to deal with, and as yet we did not know whether the Countess might not be in the house.

  In the dining room, which lay at the back of the hall, we found eight boxes of earth. Eight boxes only out of the nine which we sought! Our work was not over, and would never be until we should have found the missing box.

  First we opened the shutters of the window which looked out across a narrow stone flagged yard at the blank face of a stable, pointed to look like the front of a miniature house. There were no windows in it, so we were not afraid of being overlooked. We did not lose any time in examining the bosom s. With the tools which we had brought with us we opened them, one by one, and treated them as we had treated those others in the old chapel. It was evident to us that the Countess was not at present in the house, and we proceeded to search for any of her effects.

  After a cursory glance at the rest of the rooms, from basement to attic, we came to the conclusion that the dining room contained any effects which might belong to the Countess. And so we proceeded to minutely examine them. They lay in a sort of orderly disorder on the great dining room table.

  There were title deeds of the Piccadilly house in a great bundle, deeds of the purchase of the houses at Mile End and Bermondsey, notepaper, envelopes, and pens and ink. All were covered up in thin wrapping paper to keep them from the dust. There were also a clothes brush, a brush and comb, and a jug and basin. The latter containing dirty water which was reddened as if with blood. Last of all was a little heap of keys of all sorts and sizes, probably those belonging to the other houses.

  When we had examined this last find, Lady Godalming and Quincy Morris taking accurate notes of the various addresses of the houses in the East and the South, took with them the keys in a great bunch, and set out to destroy the boxes in these places. The rest of us are, with what patience we can, waiting their return, or the coming of the Countess.