The Shadows

  As Trez lifted his lids, he found that he had put the knife to his own throat. His hand was trembling badly, but he was pushing the blade in enough to nick the skin over his artery.

  His blood, warm and smooth, caressed over his clenched fist.

  Trez's laughter sounded crazy to his own ears. "I've nothing to lose except a life sentence for the crime of being born."

  "Oh, I think you do. No, don't look away--you're going to want to see this."

  The executioner nodded at the open doorway and something was pushed out. . . .

  "No!" Trez yelled, his voice echoing up and down the corridor. "No!"

  "So you recognize him." s'Ex uncoiled his arms and pulled up his sleeves, deliberately flashing bloody knuckles. "In spite of my work. Then again, the pair of you have been together for how long?"

  Trez's vision went in and out of focus as he sought his brother's eyes. There was no gaze to hold. iAm was not conscious, his head lolling to one side, his face beaten until it was so swollen the features were distorted. His body was bound in a worn leather sleeve that ran from below his knees all the way up to his shoulders and was secured by a brass buckle system. Stains, new and old, darkened the brown of the straps and dulled the glow of the metal pieces.

  "Give him to me," s'Ex commanded.

  As the executioner grabbed onto the back of the hold, he lifted iAm's limp body from the floor with no more effort than he might put into raising a flask of wine.

  "Please . . ." Trez begged. "He is not of this . . . let him go. . . ."

  For some reason, his brother's dangling lower legs registered with nauseating clarity. Only one of iAm's shoes was on still, the other having been lost in whatever abduction and torture had occurred. And both feet were pointing inward, the big toes touching, one tilted in unnaturally from a broken ankle.

  "Now, Trez," s'Ex said, "did you think your decision wasn't going to affect him? I'm telling you to put the knife down. If you do not, I'm going to take this"--the executioner jogged iAm's limp body up and down--"and I'm going to wake it up. Do you know how I'm going to do that? I'm going to take this"--in his free hand he flashed a serrated knife--"and put it into its shoulder. Then I'm going to twist until it starts to scream."

  Trez began to blink away tears. "Let him go. This has nothing to do with him."

  "Put the knife down."

  "Let him--"

  "Shall I demonstrate?"

  "No! Let him--"

  s'Ex stabbed iAm's shoulder so hard, the blade cut through the leather and went into the flesh.

  "Twist?" s'Ex barked over the scream. "Yes? Or are you dropping that butter knife?"

  The clatter of the silver hitting the marble floor was overpowered by iAm's harsh, dragging breaths.

  "That's what I thought." s'Ex jerked the knife out and iAm started to moan and cough, blood speckling the floor. "We're going back to your quarters."

  "Let him go first."

  "You are not in a position to make demands."

  Guards came out of that hidden door in a swarm, all black-robed figures with chain-mail masks. They didn't touch him. They weren't allowed to. They surrounded him and began to walk, pushing him along with their bodies. Forcing him back to the place he had escaped.

  Trez fought the tide, rising up on the balls of his feet, trying to see his brother.

  "Don't kill him!" he shouted. "I'll go! I'll go--just don't hurt him!"

  s'Ex stood where he was, that notched, bloodied blade catching the light as he held it aloft. As if he were considering major organs for the next stab.

  "It's up to you, Trez. It's all up to--"

  Something snapped.

  Later, when the white light had faded from Trez's vision and the cresting wave receded, when the roar was silenced and a strange pain in his hands began to ride up his forearms, when he was no longer standing but on his knees, he would realize that the first guard he had killed that night was far from his last.

  He would realize that he somehow murdered with his bare hands all who had surrounded him . . .

  ...and s'Ex was still standing there with his brother.

  More than the deaths he caused, and the horror at iAm's imprisonment with him, more than the copper-scented blood that was so red and now not just marking his footprints, he would remember the soft laugh that percolated through the mesh links covering the executioner's face.

  A soft laugh.

  As if the executioner approved of the carnage.

  Trez did not laugh. He began to sob, lifting bloody, torn hands to his face.

  "The astrological charts did not lie," s'Ex said. "You are a force in this world, well suited for procreation."

  Trez slumped to the side, landing in the blood, the jewels embedded in his robes digging into his flesh. "Please . . . let him go. . . ."

  "Return to your quarters. Voluntarily and without hurting anyone else."

  "And you'll let him go?"

  "You're not the only one who can kill. And unlike yourself, I have been trained in the art of making living things suffer. Go back to your quarters and I will not make your brother wish, as you do, that he had never been born."

  Trez looked at his hands. "I didn't ask for this."

  "No one asks for life." The executioner hiked iAm's body up higher. "And sometimes they do not ask for death. You, however, are in the position to control the latter when it comes to this male. So what are you going to do. Fight against a destiny you can't change and sentence this innocent to a wretched, prolonged suffering? Or fulfill a sacred duty many before you have found great honor in providing our people?"

  "Let us go. Let us both go."

  "It is not up to me. Your chart is what your chart is. Your lot was determined by the contractions of your mother. You can no more fight this than you could fight them."

  When Trez finally tried to stand up, he found the floor slippery. The blood. The blood he had spilled. And when he was on his feet, he had to scramble through the gruesome tangle of bodies, stepping over lives that he knew had not been his to take.

  The footsteps he left on the marble were red. Red as a Burmese ruby. Red as the core of a fire.

  And the ones he left now were parallel to his first set of tracks, heading away from the escape he had so desperately sought.

  It would have heartened him to know that in some twenty years, three months, one week, and six days from this moment, he would get free and make it stick for quite some time.

  And it would have shocked him to the numb core of his soul that he would, sometime after that, voluntarily return to the palace.

  The executioner spoke the truth that night.

  Destiny was as uncaring and influential as the wind to a flag, carrying the fabric of an individual's existence this way and that, subjecting that which it rocked to its whims without an inquiry as to what the banner may have desired.

  Or may have prayed for.

  ONE

  SHADOWS NIGHTCLUB, CALDWELL, NEW YORK

  There was no knock. The door to the office just flew open like someone had hit it with C4. Or a Chevy. Or a--

  Trez "Latimer" looked from the paperwork on his desk. "Big Rob?"

  --cannonball.

  As his security second in command stuttered and went into all kinds of hand flapping, Trez glanced over his shoulder at the twenty-by-ten-foot one-way mirror behind all his Captain Kirk, command central. Down below, his new club was poppin', humans milling around the converted warehouse's open floor space, each one of the poor sick bastards representing a couple hundred dollars of profit, depending on what their vice was and how much of it they needed to juice up.

  It was opening night at shAdoWs, and he'd expected trouble.

  Just not the kind that would make a veteran bouncer go twelve-year-old girl on him.

  "What the fuck is going on?" he demanded as he got up and came around.

  "I--you--I . . . the guy . . . he . . ."

  Find your vocab fast, Trez thought. Or I'ma have to bitch-slap some wo
rds into you, my man.

  Finally, the bouncer choked out, "Need to see this for yourself."

  Trez followed Big Rob out and jogged down the stairs. His office was self-locking, not that he had any secrets shut in there. He did, however, have a couple of nice leather sofas, and some video-monitoring equip that could go the eBay route--plus he didn't like people in his spaces on principle.

  "Silent Tom is containing the issue," Big Rob called out over the noise as they hit the ground floor.

  "Like it's a chemical spill?"

  "I don't know what it is."

  T.I.'s "About the Money" was so pumped it formed a physical presence in the air, becoming something that Trez had to fight through as they made their way past the security guy guarding the entrance to the private lounges hallway.

  As with his other club, The Iron Mask, there had to be little slices of Nobody Can See for his customers. It was tricky enough running a prostitution ring in Caldwell, New York, without having people flash their slappin' body parts out in the open.

  "Back here," Big Rob said.

  Silent Tom was a wall of human in front of the closed door of the third private room down. But Trez didn't need to have any reveal for him to put two and two together: His nose added that math up just fine.

  The sickly sweet stench of a lesser permeated the hall, prevailing over the sweat and sex of the humans that were all around.

  "Lemme have a look," he said grimly.

  Silent Tom stepped aside. "Still moving. Whatever the hell it is."

  Yeah, the slayer probably was. Those fuckers had to be killed in a specific way or they just kept on keepin' on--even if they were in pieces.

  "We're going to have to call an ambulance," Big Rob said. "I did it. I didn't mean to--"

  Trez held up his hand. "You're fine. And hold off on the nine-one-one."

  Opening the door, he grimaced as the stench ramped up, and then stepped inside the ten-by-ten-foot room. The walls and floor were painted black, the ceiling mirrored, a single inset light glowing softly overhead. The slayer was curled up in the far corner under the built-in fuck bench, moaning and bleeding an oil slick that smelled like dead roadkill mixed with fresh-baked oatmeal cookies and Johnson & Johnson baby powder.

  Nauseating. And once again, it put him off Mrs. Fields, which he did not appreciate--and children, which he didn't care about.

  He checked his watch. Midnight. Xhex, his head of security, was enjoying a rare evening off with her mate, John Matthew--and Trez had had to force the female to take the break, because it was the only time that week her hellren was off his rotation with the Black Dagger Brotherhood.

  He was going to have to deal with this himself.

  Trez stepped back out into the hall. "Okay, so what happened?"

  Big Rob discreetly flashed a handful of small cellophane packets with powder in them as well as a wad of bills. "We found him pushing this. He got mouthy. I popped him and then he fought back--he was a fucking demon, and when he pulled the knife, I realized I was in trouble. I did what I had to do."

  Trez cursed as he recognized the symbol stamped on the heroin bags. It was nothing human--and the second time he'd seen it.

  It was the vampiric Old Language--and the shit was on a lesser again? This time as a dealer?

  He took the drugs and put them in his pocket. Let his bouncer keep the cash. "You were lucky you weren't killed."

  "I'll talk to the police. Everything's on tape."

  Trez shook his head. "We're not involving the CPD."

  "We can't just leave him in there." Big Rob glanced at his mute partner. "He's going to die."

  It was the work of a moment to overpower the humans' minds. Both of them. As a Shadow, Trez was like any other vampire, capable of barging into a cerebellum and rearranging thoughts and memories like they were armchairs and sofas in a living room.

  Or maybe removing them from the house altogether.

  Big Rob's body instantly relaxed and he nodded. "Oh, sure. We can hang here. No problem, boss--and don't worry, you don't want no one in there? You got it."

  Trez clapped the man on the back. "I can always count on you."

  Heading back to his office, he kept up with the cursing. He'd gone to the Brothers months ago, when he'd first found a slayer with this shit on him. And he'd meant to follow up even more with them. But life had gotten in the way, things like the s'Hisbe coming after him, and Selena and him. . . .

  The mere thought of the Chosen female made him close his eyes and falter his feet on the stairs.

  But then he threw off the sting. 'Cuz it was either that or go into a black-hole tailspin. The good news? He'd spent a lot of time over the last nine months trying to pull his mind, his emotions, his soul off the topic of Selena.

  So he was used to this kind of power lifting.

  Unfortunately, she remained a constant preoccupation, as if he had a low-level fever that dogged him no matter how much he slept and attempted to eat right.

  And on some nights, it was a lot more than preoccupation--which was why he'd had to leave the Brotherhood mansion at times and crash back at his condo at the Commodore.

  After all, bonded males could be dangerous, and the fact that he wasn't with her--and shouldn't be--meant absolutely nothing to that side of him. Especially when she was feeding fighters who could not, for whatever reason, take their mates' veins.

  It was straight-up crazy.

  She was a virtuous servant of the Scribe Virgin's, and he was a reformed sex addict with a life-in-prison-type sentence hanging over his head--and yet, according to his cock and balls, this was a recipe for true love.

  Yup. There was some righteous math for you.

  God, he was almost relieved he had a slayer leaking all over one of his sex rooms. At least it gave him a bomb to dismantle--which was better than staring out at that anonymous crowd of strangers who were feeding their own addictions thanks to the women and booze he supplied them with.

  While he waited for the other shoe to drop back home.

  At the s'Hisbe.

  TWO

  THE PIT, BROTHERHOOD MANSION

  Rhage glared over the top of the Caldwell Courier Journal. From his vantage point on V and Butch's leather sofa, he had more view than he wanted of a shirtless Lassiter playing with himself.

  Foosball, that was.

  The fallen angel was working V's table like a pro, flashing back and forth between the two sides--and hurling insults at himself.

  "Question," Rhage muttered, as he rearranged his injured leg. "Are either of your personalities aware that you're schizo-freakin'-phrenic?"

  "Your mama's so stupid"--Lassiter dematerialized and re-formed on the far side, spinning the rods--"she thinks a California dime is something you dial a phone with."

  V came over and took a load off. "That's multiple personality disorder, Hollywood. Not schizophrenia."

  The Brother put a leather pouch of tobacco and a sheaf of rolling papers on the stack of Sports Illustrateds--just as Lassiter fired off a shout of triumph.

  "Oh, look," V said under his breath. "The idiot is finally winning."

  Rhage grunted as he tried to find a better position for his leg. He and V should both have been out fighting--except a lesser had gone Gordon Ramsay on him with a rusty knife and V had a gunshot wound through the left shoulder.

  At least they'd both be back online in another twenty-four hours, largely thanks to Selena. Without her being so generous with her vein, they wouldn't be able to heal so fast--especially given that neither of their mates were capable of meeting their nutritional needs that way.

  But, man, this sucked, sitting around like a couple of cripples.

  And then there was the Lassiter factor.

  The Pit was mostly as it always had been: full of gym bags, stereo and computer equipment, that Foosball table, and a TV the size of a city park. SportsCenter was on, talking about college football along with the NFL; there were dead-soldier Grey Goose bottles everywhere; and Butch's
wardrobe was now spilling out into the hall. Oh, and yup, Schoolboy Q's "Hell of a Night" was bangin' on the speakers.

  But it wasn't exclusively a bachelor pad anymore. Lingering in the air was Marissa's signature perfume--something Chanel?--and Doc Jane's medical bag was on the coffee table. Those vodka deadies? Only from this afternoon and tonight, and V was going to pull a tidy-up before he crashed. And then there were the Journal of the American Medical Association and the People magazines.

  Oh, and the kitchen was clean, with fresh fruit in a bowl and a refrigerator full of things other than Arby's leftovers and soy sauce packets.

  Rhage had dipped his toe into that Frigidaire pond as soon as he'd come in, snagging a half gallon of mint chocolate-chip ice cream. That was about a half hour ago, and he was feeling peckish again. Maybe it was time to head back to the main house--

  As Jeezy's "Holy Ghost" broke in, Lassiter started rapping.

  Rapping.

  "Why did you invite him over?" Rhage asked--just as V extended his tongue to lick one of his hand-rolleds shut. "And Jesus, when the hell did you pierce that?"

  "I didn't. He followed us across the courtyard. And a month ago."

  "Why would you do that to yourself?"

  V shot an evil smile across the sofa, his lids falling low over his diamond eyes. "Jane likes it."

  Rhage went back to his newspaper. "TMI, my brother."

  "Like you wouldn't do the same if Mary wanted it."

  "Doc Jane asked for that? Like your goatee ain't enough shit going on with your piehole? Come on."

  All he got was another of those smiles.

  "Moving on . . ." He focused on the horoscopes. "Okay, so what sign are you, Lassiter?"

  "I'm fabulous"--the fallen angel flashed to the other side--"with the sun rising in the Kiss My Ass quadrant. And before you keep asking, I was made, not born, so I don't have a birthday."

  "I'll give you a funeral date," V cut in.

  "How about a shirt." Rhage turned to the next page. "Just a shirt. Would it kill you to cover up, angel? No one needs to see that."

  Lassiter gave things a pause . . . and then started pulling a Channing Tatum against the table, going all Magic Mike over the goal while he moaned like he was orgasming.

  V covered his eyes. "Never thought I'd pray for blindness."

  Rhage wadded up the paper and threw it at Lassiter. "Oh, come on, asshat! I wanna use that thing sometime--"

  Rhage's phone threw off a seizure, vibrating against his ass until he leaned to the side and dug it out of the back pocket of his leathers. "Yeah," he said without looking at the number.