A Girl in Ten Thousand

  CHAPTER XVI.

  Two months passed away without any special incident. Effie's month oftrial being over, she was now established at St. Joseph's as a regularprobationer. Her salary of twelve pounds a year began from the day hersecond month commenced. All those qualities which Dorothy was quite surethat Effie possessed were coming abundantly to the fore. She had tact,she had courage, she had nerve. She was also absolutely unselfish. Selfwas not in the foreground with her; the work which she had to do, thework which she meant to carry through in the best possible manner, inthe bravest spirit, with the most conscientious sense of duty, everfilled her mental horizon. Sister Kate began to trust Effie. She beganto smile at her now and then, and to give her not quite so muchfloor-scrubbing and grate-polishing, and a little more work to do forthe patients themselves.

  The patients liked to call Effie to smooth their sheets, to turn theirpillows, to give them their drinks. One or two of them, when they had anodd moment, began to make little confidences to her. She learned theirhistories almost at a glance. She also studied their fancies; she beganto find out the exact way Mrs. Robinson liked her gruel flavored, andhow Mrs. Guiers liked her pillows arranged. Effie made no fuss over thepatients,--fuss and favoritism were strongly against the rules,--butnotwithstanding, she was a favorite herself.

  More than one pair of tired eyes looked at her with longing andrefreshment as she passed, and more than one pair of wearied lips smiledwhen she came near.

  Two months went by in this fashion--very, very quickly, as such busymonths must. It was found impossible to allow Effie to go home everySunday, but she went, as a rule, every second one.

  Things seemed to be going fairly straight at home. The extravagance shehad noticed on her first Sunday was not repeated to the same extent.Mrs. Staunton seemed decidedly better, and Effie gave herself up with athankful heart to her work.

  It was now the middle of winter, close upon Christmas-time. The weatheroutside was bitterly cold, although, in the ward, Effie scarcely feltthis. She wore her neat lilac print dress just the same in winter as insummer.

  One day, about a week before Christmas, when a thick yellow fog wasshutting out all the view from the high ward windows, Effie was doingsomething for No. 47, a poor, tired-looking woman of the name of Martin,when Lawson, the young medical student, came suddenly into the ward. Hehad been sent by the house physician to take notes on a certain case.This case happened to be the very one which Effie was attending. When hesaw Effie a peculiar expression passed over his face. It was against thestrictest of all rules for the medical students ever to address a wordto the probationers; even the necessary duties required of them had tobe conveyed through a Sister or a ward nurse. Effie was helping poor No.47 to drink a little milk and soda water. As she put the glass back inits place, Lawson came close to her. He said abruptly:

  "I am very anxious to have a conversation with you about George."

  She colored crimson when he addressed her.

  "Yes," she said.

  "Nurse!" exclaimed Sister Kate's voice at that moment, in a harsh, sharptone, "go at once and make up the fire at the other end of the room."

  Effie went off, trembling and disturbed.

  The fact of Lawson having specially addressed her passed out of her mindimmediately, but the mention of George's name filled her with fear.

  It was the first time in her hospital life that she absolutely forgotthe rules laid down for her conduct. Sister Kate, who had the eyes of ahawk, noticed when Lawson bent over to speak to the pretty littleprobationer. It was her duty to correct the faintest attempt at flirtingon the part of the probationers and medical students. She felt shockedat Effie, who was fast becoming a favorite of hers, permitting such athing for a moment, and, when next Effie had anything to do for her,quite resumed her icy manner toward her.

  No. 47 required some special attention again that evening--she wasfeverish, and not going on well. She called Effie to her side in aneager voice.

  "You might turn my pillow again for me, dear," she said. "You know howto hitch it right under the small of my back, better than any of thoseother nurses. There now, that's better. Stoop your head a bit, love. Ibelieve if you go downstairs into the hall near the surgery, you aresafe to see that young doctor; he is sure to be in the dispensary aboutthis time, and you might catch him when he is going out."

  "Hush!" said Effie. "I know you mean kindly, but you ought not to talklike that."

  "Oh, my love, I know, I know," said the woman, with a wink. "We was allyoung once--I am three-and-forty, and have never had a mate. I missed mychance when I was young. Don't you miss yours, nurse."

  Effie turned pale with indignation; but then, seeing that the womanmeant kindly, she tried to smile.

  "I am very much obliged to you," she said, "but things aren't a bit theway you think." She then went off to perform her other duties.

  Sister Kate spoke to her sharply.

  "Nurse," she said, "I hope you remember the rule which forbidsfavoritism--I noticed that you stayed longer than was necessary with No.47."

  "She complained a good deal of her back, Sister, and I was arranging herpillows for her."

  "Don't try to deceive me," said Sister Kate. "You know perfectly wellthat you did not spend all that time arranging a pillow. Now, go andhelp to bring up the teas."

  Effie turned to her duties with a tingling sensation in her eyes.

  It was the first time since her arrival at St. Joseph's that her workseemed almost impossible to her. Her heart quite ached with longing toknow what Lawson had meant. What had he to tell her about George? As shethought, her fears grew greater and her memory of the hospital rulesless and less.

  She determined at any risk to try and see Lawson that evening. It wouldbe impossible for her to venture down into the central hall of thehospital, but she knew for certain that he would come into the wardagain late that evening.

  Sister Kate would be off duty at nine o'clock, and Sister Alice, thenight superintendent, was not nearly so strict. Effie hovered about nearthe door; she knew she was disobeying rules, for she ought to have goneto bed soon after nine o'clock. No one noticed her, however. The nightnurses were all busy taking up their different duties, and Sister Alicewas talking to the house physician at the farther end of the ward.

  Suddenly Effie, standing near one of the doors, saw Lawson comingupstairs; she ran to him without a moment's hesitation. "What have youto tell me about George?" she said.

  He colored, and looked almost annoyed when she spoke to him.

  "I cannot tell you here," he said in a hasty voice. "Are you going homenext Sunday?"

  "No; it's my Sunday in--unless I could get one of the other probationersto change with me."

  "I wish you would manage to do that; I really want to see you verybadly. If you'll go home on Sunday, I'll call in the course of theafternoon, and then I can walk back with you to the hospital. Now, go atonce--you must not be seen talking to me."

  Effie flew down the corridor to her own little room.

  That night she could scarcely sleep; she felt oppressed with all kindsof forebodings. The idea of her having broken one of the rules, and, infact, laid herself open to dismissal, never once entered into her head.

  She was still the faithful nurse--the earnest-minded, gentle, good girl,who would give up her whole life to the alleviation of the sufferings ofothers. The fact of Effie having a dual life, of having a nature whichcould not forget the old home ties, was not likely, however, to berecognized in the hospital.

  The next morning at breakfast she noticed that one or two of theprobationers giggled a little when they saw her. She sat down in herusual seat, and one of the girls nudged her elbow.

  "Well," she said, "you're no better than the rest of us."

  "What in the world do you mean?" said Effie, coloring scarlet.

  "Oh, don't be so sly!" said the girl, with a poke which she intended tomake playful. "He is a very good-looking young fellow, too; only, if youdon't want to get into mischief, d
on't let Sister Kate see it."

  "I know what you mean," said Effie in a steady voice; "but you arealtogether mistaken. I scarcely know Mr. Lawson; he only spoke to meyesterday because he happened to be a great friend of my brother's."

  "Oh, the usual thing," laughed the girl. "It's so very convenient tohave brothers; is it not, Lucy?"

  The girl addressed as Lucy grinned, and Effie felt very uncomfortable.

  At dinner that day, it suddenly passed through her mind that she must,by hook or by crook, induce one of the probationers to change Sundayswith her. Lucy was usually a good-natured girl. Her people did not livein town; as a rule she spent her Sundays out with her aunt-in-law.Effie went up to her when she had a moment to spare.

  "Lucy," she said, "I wish you would do something for me."

  "To be sure I will, Effie," she replied--"anything in my power."

  "I want to go home very badly next Sunday; do you think it would bepossible for me to change with you?"

  "Heigh-ho!" said Lucy, "You want to meet Mr. Lawson; I know your slylittle ways."

  "No, indeed, it is not true," began Effie; but then she stopped, for sheknew it was true. She would meet him. "Oh, how little Lucy knows theburden that is pressing on me!" thought the poor girl.

  Tears suddenly rose to her pretty brown eyes.

  "I cannot explain things to you," she said; "I would if I could. Youmust believe in me and trust me. I have a great deal of anxiety. Oh, ithas nothing to do with the hospital; it is about my home life. There isa great burden laid upon me. I want very much to go home on Sunday.Indeed, Mr. Lawson has little to do with the real burden, only I believehe can tell me something."

  "I know you are a good girl," began Lucy, who became grave on the spot."Of course you shall take my turn if Sister Kate will allow it."