Easy Way To Integral Calculus

  “Yes, we should not misuse our handset.” Neelon had an advice.

  “During my last conversation over a telephone, I disclosed her about my new handset. She scolded me like my mother. I expected such one soul mate. Even she scolded near about five minutes. I was not being upset and listened her all suggestions very respectfully and carefully.”

  “And at last, she agreed to send text messages.”

  “Wow! It’s a good news.”

  “We had exchanged near about five to ten text messages per day and love was completely sacred and satisfactory and touching the top.”

  “So, when did you propose her?”

  “Brother, I was very much scared for my final examination.”

  “My examination was going well and there was not a single second when I did not stop my breath and it was finished by time. No doubt my examination was over and on the other hand, oceans of burdens were suppressing me. ”

  “But why? Why burdens?”

  “I was little bit sad for my sister. She just crossed her fifteen years of ages. It was being very difficult to my grandpa to bear our educational expenses owing to poverty and rupees fifteen hundred was not so much helpful.”

  “Oh no! Don’t worry. You have a good day ahead.”

  “I was tense for my sister. We living beings have a dream and she had a dream too. She wanted to study a professional course and wanted to be a good doctor. She had a dream to help our poor societies.”

  “I did not know, how it would be possible and how could I absorb myself into a job.”

  “My grandpa was very old. He was eighty-six years old and very much alone. I did not realize what I had to do? And I needed a good job and was being fully frustrated.”

  “I became mentally very sick.”

  “Yes, Neeloy such crucial days often come. You have to face it.”

  “And on other side, my love life. It was going very smoothly. We were very much happy and she was tensed for my conditions.”

  “You know brother, what was happened?” Neeloy was eagerly asked.

  “What Neeloy?”

  “When my grandpa expired.”

  “How brother?”

  “I was out of station and was searching a job.”

  “Then….”

  “A railway train ran over him and on the other hand, my lonely sister was waiting for her lunch with my grandpa.”

  “Then how she comes to know about his accident?” I asked to Neeloy.

  “My neighbors informed her.”

  “It was very sad for you. Why such bad days come to our lives.” I had my sympathy to his grand father.

  “My lonely sister becomes silent when she informed me.”

  “Brother, my grandpa died and he is no more along with us…please come soon…”

  “What? Are you mad sister? Are you serious? Oh no! One more left.”

  “Yes brother, he is no more with us. I am alone. Please do come. I am alone without him.”

  “My pocket was almost empty. I came to my place by a goods train, but that train driver did not allow me to travel with them. I explained him about my sad moments and at last, he agreed.”

  “And no one come forwarded. I requested some of my friends. And there was none to help me. No doubt, my all relatives visited our place and stayed with us to help me and my sister.”

  I wiped his tears. I even cried with him. It is very difficult to smile and to stay stables when someone cries in front of you. As a boy, I am very soft hearted.

  “Neeloy, can I ask you something?”

  “Yes.”

  “So, how did you manage the funeral expenses?”

  “God helped us.”

  “How brother?” I asked him repeatedly.

  “Yes, my one neighbors helped us by Rupees fifteen thousands and before his funeral, with the help our relatives, I completely solved the bank’s problem. That bank manager was a good human being. It was done well by his blessings and we were feeling alone under that roof and was feeling very baseless and support less, I was tensed for the funeral functions and by god, it was totally satisfactory.”

  “A big salutation to you. God bless.” All of them saluted Neeloy.

  “Neeloy, remember one thing.”

  “What brother?” He asked me like that.

  “It is very tough to get such a good grand father. Because they must have some burdens and you were lucky. Your grand father will help you further. I have a faith on such things.” I supported Neeloy on his crucial days.

  “Thank you brother”

  “One day, his sister was crying very loudly that what she had lost.”

  “Don’t cry sister. I am still with you and you brother is still alive. Don’t wet your face by shiny droplets. It can hurt you and it can hurt your heart. Stop crying. I am with you.”

  “Brother, my examination is knocking at the door and I had just one month at my hand to prepare myself.” Priyanka was explaining it to Neeloy before her final board examination.

  “Don’t worry sister. You just study. Try to work hard. You don’t have to do any work. I will cook for you and will clean our cottage and will wash your cloths. I can do it for my sister. So please, don’t hurt him and don’t hurt our parents.”

  “But brother, what will you do now?” She becomes very anxious to know Neeloy’s future plans.

  “What plan sister?” Neeloy asked to Priyanka.

  “I am asking about a job?”

  “You don’t have to think. You just study with full concentrations. There must some way,” Neeloy replied.

  “It is fine brother, but how can I be a cool?” Priyanka asked again.

  “What do you mean sister?”

  “See brother, we have a very small family. Just you and me and you have to stay by my side up to the rest of our lives. I am very much alone without you………………”

  “Don’t worry. I am with you always.” They had a good understanding.

  “Dear sister, I want to tell you something, but you have to promise me that you will never cry.”

  “It’s all right brother.” Priyanka promised herself.

  “See Priyanka, our grandpa is no more with us. We have to achieve all our dreams. We will fulfill all his wishes. We will never hurt him further and we will never differentiate our all feelings and will never allow any other third person to separate our feelings.”

  “It’s a good suggestion. Sure brother, I will always maintain it.”

  “But brother, I am not concentrating myself on my books. I am feeling as if he is still alive, as if he is adoring me, as if I am hearing his loud voice.”

  “Oh no Sister! Try to understand. He is still alive. He is still supporting me. Even I feel his presence.”

  “You know brother; it was such an unforgettable and touchy moment which I ever faced.” Neeloy had a great sympathy to his grand father.

  “Yes Neeloy, I can understand it.”

  “Sister, do one thing?”

  “What brother?” She asked to Neeloy.

  “Draw some live picture of our beloved ones, make them alive and let us think they are with me.” Neeloy requested to his sister and she drew three pictures.

  “Okay brother, I will try my best, but after my final examinations only.”

  “But, why after exam? Why not before that?” Neeloy asked to his sister.

  “I can’t draw it now. It will pain me; it will trouble me while I sketch.”

  “Okay sister. Draw it later. Do your work now.”

  “And at last, by Almighty, I managed one good job after completion of my degree at a constructional company at our own town and at least that job helped me to look after my sister.”

  “It was a nice job by almighty.” All of them blessed Neeloy.

  “Thanks god.” I was grateful to god.

  It is very difficult to maintain a family and fulfill its daily requirements. I don’t know how our parents do it very comfortably. Neeloy had sacrificed his smile for the well being of
his own sister.

  I have my one big salutation to Neeloy and his sister.

  “Brother, I don’t know how long my love lasts. I am not getting a single moment to share my feelings with her. I often observe her missed calls and text messages. So many burdens and good taste of a life.”

  “Brother, I can understand your problem. I can feel what we have lost. My all good wishes will be there with you.” Priyanka had her support.

  “Don’t worry sister, my life is for you. No one can take me away from you. You are always so precious for me. I will try my best to give you all happiness.” Neeloy blessed his sister for her forthcoming examination.

  “Brother, don’t forget to bring it today?” Priranka suddenly asked to Neeloy.

  “What sister?” Neeloy become very confused.

  “Three pens, one pencil and an eraser.” Priyanka demanded.

  “Sure dear. You are my cute sister. God bless you.” Neeloy blessed his sister again.

  “Brother, let me hug you and let me fall my tears on your shoulder,” Priyanka was missing her parents and her grand father.

  “Don’t cry now. Okay. I have to go office. Okay sister…smile now. Click! Click!!!”

  Priyanka was demanding like a newborn and as a brother, Neeloy had no more objections on her chilly activities.

  “You know brother, the first three months was the toughest one,” Neeloy said to me.

  “Yes Neeloy, you are right and by time, you can manage all circumstance, but don’t fear your troubles. Even I cannot maintain my family very comfortably, but can suggest a good way. I am trying myself to help them financially. I hide my troubles. I understand their sorrows.” I had my few explanations.

  “So Neeloy, how much you are getting?” I asked about his salary.

  “Not a huge. I am just getting rupees ten thousands. It is sufficient to help my sister. But, I am expecting a more for her further studies and I have a no dream ahead to MBA. We are almost happy.” Neeloy had a dream to study MBA, but…………..

  “Brother, after my high School, I want to appear in medical entrance examination,”Priyanka expressed.

  “Yes sister, that’s good. Even I was thinking so. And after a few years, you have to marry someone.” Neeloy replied.

  “No brother, I don’t want to marry anyone. I don’t like anyone. I have decided,” Priyanka replied.

  “What you have decided sister? That’s not good. Let’s me do my duty,” Neeloy asked to Priyanka.

  “No brother, I have decided to stay by your side always. I don’t want to leave you alone.” Priyanka loved him very much like an idol.

  “ My pleasure. But one day, you have to marry someone. There is someone, who is waiting for you.” Neeloy had a fun with Priyanka.

  “Don’t talk to me.” She becomes angry.

  “I can understand brother, you want to stay alone. I am becoming a burden. I can understand it.” She had a fun behind her closed lips.

  “Never say like that. You are my goddess. No doubt you are my sister, but I respect you sister. You don’t have to worry. We will stay together, but you have to work hard to achieve your dreams, a dream that was incomplete. You must be a good doctor.” Neeloy encouraged his sister.

  “We should respect our dears.” Rishabh commented.

  “Yes sir! I will try my best.” So cute.

  Both of them had a good love and care and they had a good understanding and on the other hand Priyanka’s (10+2)th result announced. Her result was very much satisfactory. She scored 81% and it was being enough to appear in the state medical entrance examination. As a student, she was very sharp minded. She did not want to appear in the All INDIA INSTITUTE OF MEDICAL SCIENCE examination. She had a poor confident. She did not want to leave her brother any more. But Neeloy, suggested her to appear in AIIMS, AFMC, PMT entrance examinations.

  “No brother. I can’t appear in those examinations. I can’t leave you alone and moreover, if I not get a chance in any of those colleges then I will never allow myself to any private Institutions. As far as I know, it is very difficult to study medical at any private institution.”

  Priyanka promised that she would surely get a chance to study her medical degree under a good university.

  “Don’t be mad. Don’t think about me. You can try once for my sake.” Neeloy was requesting his sister to appear for those examinations.

  “But brother, I don’t want to appear because those are very much expensive. Do you think you can afford my fees?”

  “Please, for my sake only.” Neeloy requested her.

  “No brother, But, I can do one thing.”

  “What Priyanka?”

  “Could you please allow me to appear in any engineering entrance examinations? Me don’t have any interest to go outside the state. “Actually brother, I want to stay here by your side. So that, I can visit at least whenever needed.”

  “It’s really a very good opinion. Even me don’t want to allow my cute sister far away from this hometown. One thing I can say, I will miss you very much.”

  “Sister, I am very happy today and very pleased.”

  “How brother?”

  “Obviously your result. Your result pleased a heart, a brother cum parent can realize. That day, I was very tensed and was waiting outside your college campus. I was waiting for the announcement along with a friend. One of my friends checked your number very carefully and he even blessed you. He was cheering inside the campus. I gave rupees five hundred to all my friends to enjoy and even distributed each Rupees ten to some beggars at the railway station. I had no control over my endless tears. All of them blessed you.”

  “Good spirit.” Rishabh commented.

  “Hi Neeloy! Why are you crying brother?” I asked to Neeloy during our conversations at our newly joined office.

  “No brother, I am missing my mom and dad.”

  It was a real realization of a baseless heart.

  “You know sister what happened today?” Neeloy asked to priyanka.

  “What brother? Any thing wrong?” Priyanka asked to Neeloy.

  “Let me explain….”

  “ I saw there on old man, was waiting for a train with his family members. He noticed when I was distributing rupees ten to a few beggars.” Neeloy become unanswered.

  “Then brother…”

  “Hey you young boy!”

  “What happen uncle?” Neeloy asked that stranger.

  “Why are you distributing money to these beggars? They will misuse your money. Don’t give them money you can give them some food items instead of money. But why are you distributing?” That stranger becomes excited to know what was actually happened.

  “Dear uncle, my grand father expired a few months ago and I am baseless. We have no guardians. I am following my beloved ones, my elders. I am unable to give them any materialistic things, as I am a very busy fellow. My little sister is waiting for me behind our curtains. I have to go home soon and for your kind information, if my salary raise then I will give them some special items. I don’t trust any god; I can realize my almighty in between them.”

  That was very enough to that stranger. It was a good reply. Why people jealous.

  “That was a good job brother, you did a wonderful job. God bless you brother. You are so nice. Give me a hug. I am proud of you.” Priyanka was looking very happy.

  “But there was quarrel at that platform.”

  “How brother? Are you safe?” Priyanka asked to know about that quarrel.

  “I had a few friends along with me. One of them was a very tough fellow and a good friend of mine. He did not digest what was that stranger saying to me. So, he argued. His words dishearten that old man. I tried my best to cold down the matter.”

  “Thanks god. I trust you brother. You are being my world’s best brother,” Priyanka told to Neeloy.

  “You want to know what happened next at our place.” Neeloy wanted to say me something.

  “What brother?” I asked to Neeloy.

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; “After the announcement of her result, my all relatives visited our cottage and even neighbors. I distributed them so many sweets.”

  “That was good Neeloy.” I had no more words ahead.

  “Priyanka, this is for you.” One of their relatives visited their place with well-wrapped packet and was offering to give her something.

  “You know brother, that day I did not stop my tears and allowed them to fall more. One of our neighbors noticed that when I was offering a glass of water. A tiny droplet fell on to his glass. I felt very sad. I shared it myself only.”

  “Sorry Aunty!”

  “It’s okay Neeloy. But, why are you crying. It’s not a time to cry. Stop crying for the sake of your sister,” His neighbors asked to Neeloy.

  “I am not crying Aunty. It is some residues. I had lost its filtrate part a few months ago.”