Easy Way To Integral Calculus
“Oh no! You so matured. God bless you brother. May you live long, May almighty lives long your family with you,” All of them appreciated me. They observed a shiny droplet on my face. No doubt I cried in front of them like a demanding child. Still I am crying with my pen.
“Neelon, now its your turn,” Rishabh said to Neelon.
“What?”
“You have to say something about ‘why’?” Rishabh requested to Neelon.
“But I think our Hero is good enough to explain.”
“Me, no. Please…” Suddenly I shouted.
“Can you answer me if I ask you all about how?” Neelon said to Rishabh.
“No,” Rishabh replied.
“Then listen and let me ask first,” Neelon requested.
“If I simply ask you what is your father…………………..”
“You will simply reply that your father is Mr.…… and he is working there at……………………..and nothing more than that.”
“Was that your Identity?” Neelon asked to Rishabh and it obviously confused Rishabh.
“It was simply your father’s identity.”
“If I ask you how?” Neelon was asking repeatedly.
“Let me explain, whenever we get an opportunity to make a platform on this earth then we act like an innocent and has to learn many things and we are gather by new more faces. They just teach us about our origin, about all good and bad things. They just support us back to check our anxiousness to those good and bad evils. They help us to taste some good lessons.”
“So brother, it is very difficult to explain above those words. Our hero had a good explanation. I am giving my huge salutation to our cute Hero and I can consider himself as a real Hero.”
I just cheered from inside.
“Was it good to understand?” Neelon asked to me.
“Yes brother. It was good,”
“Neelon, can I ask you something?” Rishabh requested.
“Yes sure. Don’t hesitate. You can ask me anything.”
“You were saying that you can define properly about the existence of god. So, could you please explain it one more tie.”
“Yes a little bit. I am not certain but have a faith on myself.”
I just shocked. What he is saying………….
“ See Rishabh, I had a book, the scientific Basis of Krishna Consciousness….still I remembered a few lines. I am just going to say you some of it…
We do complex number in our Mathematics. There is a very simple and small letter ‘i’,‘i’ means imaginary and without the use of ‘i’. It is now being tough to our Mathematicians to solve some numerical. So, you cannot deny that ‘i’ has no existence. Our god is like wise. This number ‘i’ does not figure among the natural number, but the theory of Analytical functions is based on this imaginary unit. Without the help of this branch, various complex theories cannot be solved, thus the existence of this number cannot be denied. So, we can just feel our Almighty. Simply saying…
When we miss our mother’s care
We simply miss her (god/goddess).
When we feel ourselves very helpless
We simply miss his/her presence
And we simply miss his/her powers.
We worship our lord
We follow the path, which he made for us.
We obey his all rules and restrictions
And the task he has left vacant.”
“Really Neelon, you are very fantastic. God bless you brother,” Mr. Pintu complimented.
“ Today, I have learnt so many good things from you all and feeling very happy to have a good and understanding friends like you,” Mr. Pintu said to Neelon. Even Rishabh and me supported and blessed Neelon.
“Thank you.”
“God bless both of you too.”
“Thank you…………..yes, thanks a lot and my pleasure,” Both Neelon and Rishabh replied.
“Try to maintain the same spirit as long as you can. Now a day, a very few people have such thinking and they are being too busy with the modernization world that they don’t have such time to look into on such matters. They just enquire themselves for a real life. How a real life is perfect? They simply familiar with some very common words like fantasy, style, new updates, new look and about updated world but they forget one thing that there is a supreme power who is updating our modern world by its day to day updating and he is simply the best designer and our beloved God, our Almighty, our lord Jesus, the Supreme power. Proud to be his child.”
“Really brother Neelon, it was super,” I supported him.
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In our endless conversations, there was one more character. His name was Rishu. For a fraction of minute, we become very silent. Neelon was attending a phone call. I had no words to say something
and was thinking about our beautiful world and was thinking about those guys. May god bless them?
Let me say about Rishu…
“A couple of years ago, I was feeling very happy with childhood friend Rishu. He was younger than me and was feeling that I am the happiest fellow in this earth,” Rishabh said to Mr. Pintu about Rishu.
“Who was Rishu?” Mr. Pintu asked to Rishabh.
“Yes Rishu, my childhood friend. My cute friend. Rishu…I am missing you brother. Where are you?”
“He is now very far away from me.”
“Why?” Neelon asked to Rishabh.
“We had a quarrel.”
“Hmmm….”
“Still I am missing Rishu. I am feeling very alone without him seems water stopped to flow.”
“ Don’t worry Rishabh, we are with you always,” Neelon said to Rishabh.
“Do you want to listen what happened with Rishu?”
“Yes sure.” Mr. Pintu agreed to listen.
“Was there any more love story?” Neelon asked to Rishabh.
“Neelon…” Rishabh shouted.
“Oh I see! Love story. Am I right? One more love story.” we all were agreed to listen that story.
“Yes, love story dear brother,” Rishabh replied.
“Wow!” Neelon laughed.
“Brother, you yourself a story book.” Neelon commented.
“Oh really!……………………..thank you Neelon.”
“Please Neelon, don’t joke with me,” Rishabh was being bit serious.
“See Rishabh, in every love story there must some fun.”
“Please Neelon; let me share it with you all.”
“Yes brother. You can proceed.”
“One day, Rishu visited our place with an unwanted hope and a desire.”
“What happen Rishu? Are you all right Rishu?” Rishabh asked to Rishu.
“Nothing brother,” Rishu replied to Rishabh.
“Is there anything wrong?” Rishabh asked to Rishu.
“Nothing wrong Rishabh, Me all right.”
“Rishabh, I need your help and suggestion,” Rishu requested to Rishabh.
“On what?”
“Love matter?” Rishabh asked to Rishhu.
“Yes, almost,” Rishu replied.
“Aunty... ” Rishabh laughed.
“Yes, you can laugh…but brother I am serious. Please don’t laugh. Try to understand my condition,” Rishu requested not to laugh.
“Okay, I can try my best to help you, but what was the matter?”
“Leave it Rishabh, you don’t have to help or suggest me.”
“Please Rishu, don’t be shy and angry, just kidding dear,” Rishabh requested to Rishu.
”Rishabh, I am in love. I love someone, but there is a problem.”
“What? Are you serious?” Rishabh shocked.
“Yes Rishabh, I am very serious. I love someone and I love her most.”
“Wow! It is a good news brother.”
“What is the problem? You should at least cheer.”
“That is the problem. I can’t cheer and laugh.”
“I don’t have any mobile phone and other
advantages to contact.”
“So what?”
“We cannot meet outside home. She has some problems,” Rishu said to Rishabh.
“See Rishu, mobile text messages or frequent phone calls is a very fool concept of love. Just remember, you love that girl and you have to respect her and you have to understand all her troubles. Frequent phone calls or text messages have no value. It makes a hungry relationship. To get a pure love you must be very patience. It is very difficult. A good mutual understanding is very necessary. You know about me well. It can misguide your relationship further. Try to collect her regular schedule and try to listen her properly. Is she is your good friend then surely she will understand it.”
“Yes, you are right in this respect.” Rishu agreed.
“She said that she could talk only rather than meeting outside.”
“Don’t worry, there must some way.”
“Try to contact her as soon as possible.”
“There is no way to contact. I tried several times.”
“Let me think, Rishu.”
“Love master,” Mr. Pintu commented.
“See Rishu, I am a human being, I can understand her situation and as a human being I can respect your love. I don’t know her and has never seen her earlier, but you do one thing.”
“What Rishabh?”
“You can use my mobile phone for your convenience.”
“What? Are you serious Rishah?”
“Yes Rishu, you can use it.”
“But brother, don’t misuse it. Use of cell phone is very harmful whenever you studies.”
“I swear Rishabh, I will never misuse it.”
“Please don’t mind Rishu. I am not even too addicted to my cell phone.”
“But Rishu, there is a problem.”
“What Risahbh?”
“You can use my mobile phone during evening time only.”
“It will be a great help and thank you very much Rishabh.”
“My pleasure.”
“See Rishu, remember one thing.”
“What Rishabh?”
“Rishu is a good name,” Mr. Pintu said to Rishabh.
“Can I ask you something?” Mr. Pintu asked to Rishabh.
“Yes sure Mr. Pintu.”
“Was he poor like us?”
“Yes Mr. Pintu, he is too poor from his fantasies world but a rich by heart.”
“See Mr. Pintu, I treated him just as my friend. I had never asked him about their financial status.”
“You are going to explain about his love life. So please….”
“Sure Neelon. Let me explain.”
“One day Rishu met me at my College with his tearing face.”
“After that.”
“See Rishu, you are a middle class boy by financially. We middle class boys have lot of desire ness and a dream. We wish to get so many good things.”
“That means?”
“See, you are now a student and our student life is very difficult. We boys and girls at such ages want to taste so many good and bad things. We never ask ourselves about our fortune and at such ages only a few teenagers tries to know what life is actually and most of the few want to taste what fantasy world is!”
“But brother……….”
“I am supporting you Rishabh.” Mr. Pintu said to Rishabh.
“But by me, you have to first make your career. See, do love is a good job. Never hurt your friend. Try to make a sacred relationship. Love can dishearten anyone.”
“Sure Rishabh. I will try my best if god helps me. Once again, thanking you very much.”
“Like other guys never think that you have just a girl friend. You have to think about your family too. Don’t acts like a Hero? Be a good human being and adorable. Respect your love and to respect your love you have to love your love. Try to achieve all your dreams. As a good friend, I am always there by your side; likewise you’re someone. See Rishu, Me even devoted myself in love. Me too a teenager but I don’t know what I am? I don’t know what I think! Sometime I think beyond extreme. One day I will die sure.”
“Are you mad Rishabh? Don’t say like that.”
“Never be disheartening Rishabh.”
“No Rishu, I am always cool.”
“Me even sometime think about my fortune.”
“Being a poor society boy, our economic barrier is the ultimate barrier. Once you try to cross over it, you can shine your life. I think, I should not suggest anyone.”
“No, brother, I need your suggestion. I don’t know what other think about you. Just I can say, I obey you like my parents.”
“So, do what your mind says. But never go with your mind. Listen what you’re heart saying.”
“Okay Rishabh.”
“I am very happy to have such an adorable and helping handed brother like you.”
“My pleasure.”
Our conversations were continued even after our lunch.
And after two months later, Rishu’s and Anuska’s love life was going happily with their warm feelings and with happy moments.
“Rishu, can you visit our place at today evening?”
“Is there any problem?” Rishu asked to Rishabh.
“Yes, a problem.” Rishabh replied.
“Please don’t mind Rishu. Actually what happen, my vacation is going to be an end soon? So, I have to go back to join my classes.”
“So what?” Rishu asked to Rishabh.
“No brother, actually I am saying because you have to face so many troubles.”
“What Problem?”
“”Because, you can’t use my number any more. So….”
“Actually, it was not a problem at all. Truly speaking, I trouble you. I know it myself,” Rishu said to Rishabh.
“Yes, I can face a trouble. But it’s a life. Trouble is everywhere. I told her what I am! And my status.”
“Rishu, I think she will understand it.”
“May my Almighty help you,”Rishabh prayed for him.
“Rishu, I can manage a cell phone for you.”
“No need brother.”
“Still I am grateful to you. Truly speaking, there is not a single salary paid income holder at our family and with my studies I am doing here a part time job. ”
“Yes Rishu, I am very proud of you. You are doing a good job. There is no way out. You know, at such ages no body will allow you to do a job. You already so sweet and innocent. I had to ask something to God. Don’t worry, everything will be all right.”
“But Rishabh, there is nothing beauty in beauties. I just know one thing that beauty is not my quality. It is who, who gifted me.”
“I want to achieve all such good qualities in quantities,” Rishu promised himself.
“Yes brother. God bless. That’s a good spirit. Keep it at your mind. ”
“Brother, do you think she will understand my trouble?”
“Truly speaking, I can’t predict anyone. If she a good friend, then she will understand it surely. Be optimistic. ”
“Rishabh, you are not my real brother, but I trust you more. I can share my feelings with you.”
“I think, there is no way to contact her,” Rishu told to Rishabh.
“Don’t worry Rishu. There is one way out.”
“Phone is not necessary. Let me think….”
“Yes brother, do something. I am going very restless.”
“Yes…do one thing.”
“What brother?” Rishu asked to Rishabh.
“Do you have any concept on Internet?” Rishabh asked to Rishu.
“Why through internet brother?”
“So, you don’t have any idea. It’s all right. Good habit. Actually there are some social networks and email services through which you can share your feelings.”
“Okay Rishabh, I can try.”
“But Rishu do you know, is there any computer at her place?”
“He he he…she don’t have any computer at her place.”
“Oh!”
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bsp; “What a problem?” Neelon commented.
“Don’t worry Rishu, there must some solution. God will surely help us.”
“What is the solution? Do you think, there must some way to contact her?” Rishu was asking repeatedly to Rishabh.
“Yes Rishu.”
“Do you know any her friend? I mean any of her close friends?”
“Yes brother, I know one of her close friends.”