A whole Lotta Beautiful... and Other Poems of Love

want to be yours, your last one

  But it's all gone as quickly as the rush

  That came and grabbed us from pain and sadness

  I wish it was back like it was

  In the beginning when it all was unending

  Before your hate drove me to end us

 

  Each day, I miss you

  I don't miss you any less

  It should be easy

  I made you leave me

  But all I feel is emptiness

 

  I miss you more than you know

  But I can't let it show

  Even when you ask me if I do

  I miss you more than you feel

  It's a razor that's real

  Cutting me so deep

  For still loving you

 

  I miss you so badly

  If only had we

  Done more to remember what we meant

  All of my days and my nights are so saddening

  I'm alone and allowing

  Myself to hold onto times that came and went

 

  I miss you more than you know

  More than you will ever know

  Sweetest Intentions

  You're my Queen...

  And I'm your King.

  Your past is nothing.

  It doesn't mean a thing.

  All that matters

  Is what happens

  From this moment on.

  To last from now

  Through the in between,

  Is how it should be...

  Even if we feel we can't go on.

  If you need,

  I will be right here,

  Saving every last breath

  Just for you.

  I would wait

  Even until after death for you.

  Do you see me

  Whenever you look into the mirror?

 

  Right here is still too far...

  Though I know right where you are.

  The test is planned

  But not yet in our hands.

  Whatever we do is all

  Completely the whole.

  I'm waiting patiently

  To catch your fall.

  When time swallows our souls,

  It won't swallow our love.

  We may be young fools,

  But we are the each other

  That one another are dreaming of.

 

  It's all waiting for us.

  It's known to someone else.

  We might not know it ourselves,

  But it will all come to be.

  It will be me living for you...

  With you...

  And you living your life for me.

  These are the sweetest intentions

  That I can give

  To you.

 

  I love you so much

  That I cannot say...

  You're all I think about

  Every night and every day.

  I'm so sorry

  If I've ever made you cry.

  But I don't want you to worry

  Or ever wonder why

  I could ever love you.

  I'll be your forever...

  And all that you ever

  Wanted in a man.

  You're so perfect

  For all that's been missing

  In my life up til now.

  I know just how

  I can be

  Better than the me

  I've always been.

  You'll never break my heart.

  My dreams are everywhere you are.

  I'll always fall in love

  Over and over again!

  It's all waiting for us.

  It's known to someone else.

  We might not know it ourselves,

  But it will all come to be.

  It will be me living for you...

  With you...

  And you living your life for me.

  These are the sweetest intentions

  That I can give

  To you.

 

  Don't forget the way

  You melt whenever you remember my name.

  I'm so intent.

  I am completely true.

  I know that I'm meant

  Only for you.

  As you are for me.

  You've never loved

  Like this before me.

  It's hard to believe

  And hard to conceive

  That you're exactly

  What I'm been looking for

  Since the day I was born for you.

 

  It's all waiting for us.

  It's known to someone else.

  We might not know it ourselves,

  But it will all come to be.

  It will be me living for you...

  With you...

  And you living your life for me.

  These are the sweetest intentions

  That I can give

  To you.

  It's all waiting for us.

  It's known to someone else.

  We might not know it ourselves,

  But it will all come to be.

  It will be me living for you...

  With you...

  And you living your life for me.

  These are the sweetest intentions

  That I can give

  To you.

  You haven't known me long...

  But yet you know me so well!

  Since you've come along,

  I've felt so strong,

  And we can never regret that we fell...

  So in love.

 

  It's all waiting for us.

  It's known to someone else.

  We might not know it ourselves,

  But it will all come to be.

  It will be me living for you...

  With you...

  And you living your life for me.

  These are the sweetest intentions

  That I can give

  To you.

 

  I'll be right by your side,

  Through thick and thin,

  When tears begin and end,

  Or even when

  You can only think to hide!

  I'll be your heart.

  I'll be your mind.

  You are more

  Than I imagined I could find.

 

  Just be my Queen...

  And I'll be your King.

  I will cherish

  Every feeling you bring.

  I would do...

  Anything...

  For you!

  Amazing

  I keep finding

  Myself fearing

  That somehow

  You won't get near me

  That one day I'll be

  Clearly

  Hurt again

  I know I'm being stupid

  And I know I already knew it

  I was afraid I blew it

  But then

  I found out you understood it

  That you weren't angry

  So I thought how could it

  Be so amazing

  I can't stop it or

  Forget how good it

  Really is and I shouldn't

  Be feeling anything less than

  Completely in it

  I know I knew I loved you

  And I really meant it

  But I let foolishness take hold

  And absent-minded, I've been it

  I know that if you'll still have me

  I have to put this all right past me

  Learn to love you more gladly

  And stop treating you so badly

  You don't deserve how mistaken

  I've been lately

  And my heart is achin

  From knowing I've been anything less to you

  Than amazing

  I doubt myself that I can be amazing

  You
always tell me I'm amazing

  But can I really be amazing

  When you're the one that really is amazing

  Please just trust that such stupidity is just a phase and

  That I will try so hard to give it up

  Because there is no time for us to be wasting

  And no chances we should be taking

  Of letting anything we've built be shaken

  The only one that could ever love me right

  Is the only one I could miss tonight

  And everything I have needed

  And someone I have yet mistreated

  And couldn't be sorrier

  But hope this mess is completed

  Something so amazing

  Is harder to find

  Than any riches, so I'm facing

  The dilemma of my other side

  Coming out while the good one hides

  But I promise I will kill that man

  And leave him behind

  Because I can't miss out on you, so amazing

  Nothing but truly amazing

  So very very amazing

  That I can't believe you're mine

  Not Wanting You, I Just Cannot Pretend

  Forgive me

  For ever caring

  But there is no one else

  So good

  Comparing

  Anything they are to you

  You are so perfect it scares me

  You make me breathe just barely

  And now you’re leavin

  Treatin me unfairly

  I thought we knew

  That sometimes forever just can’t be forever

  When two people can’t be together

  Without tellin each other the truth

 

  You hoped that you found real love

  So you could really feel loved

  But I was holdin back my fears

  And lyin, sayin I shed no tears for you

  So, now I can only ask

  Why did we get caught up

  In so good it could not be thought of

  And then let it slip away so fast

 

  You want to still be friends

  But I don’t think I can take it

  My heart, I didn’t tell you yet is breakin

  So everything with you must end

  I only wanted your friendship

  No matter how much you meant, and

  You took it beyond, so shocking

  But then we almost altogether just stopped talking

  Not wanting you, I just cannot pretend

 

  Maybe after we give some time

  It might be alright to find

  Each other once more and begin

  Back where we started

  Forgetting that we parted

  Back when I liked you as more than a friend

  But I couldn’t speak it

  You left me so very weak, it

  Felt like I stretched the truth

  So much, it bent

  Love crept in

  But it only lasted

  So little and went so fast, it

  Got used up and spent

 

  You want to still be friends

  But I don’t think I can take it

  My heart, I didn’t tell you yet is breakin

  So everything with you must end

  I only wanted your friendship

  No matter how much you meant, and

  You took it beyond, so shocking

  But then we almost altogether just stopped talking

  Not wanting you, I just cannot pretend

 

  Every second since then

  Feels like a brand new sentence

  Sentencing me to a life of bein lonely without you

  I don’t think that I can serve it

  But maybe I deserve it

  What did I do

  If I wasn’t perfect

  I’m sorry I didn’t make it worth it

  And you’re probably better off

  Now that we’re through

  But if I dream

  I hope that it will seem

  Like the reality I thought I had with you

 

  You want to still be friends

  But I don’t think I can take it

  My heart, I didn’t tell you yet is breakin

  So everything with you must end

  I only wanted your friendship

  No matter how much you