Destiny Scorns

CHAPTER SIX

  Jared got the information after a long time of asking and threatening Martin. The latter had promised himself to tell him something about what happened but when he talked Jared had wanted to know more and yet he had given his promise to Sidney. Now it was Jared's turn to question if telling Gorham would be the right course of action. He approached the latter from his post.

  `Excuse me, sir, I was wondering if I could talk to you about a personal matter?'

  Gorham looked up. `Concerning what?'

  `Sidney, sir.'

  Jared saw the questioning look on his face before he even asked, `What is it about Sidney?'

  `Someone close to her came to me to ask if I could assign a guard to watch over her. I wanted to know why and so I questioned him thoroughly and even threatened him but he did not part with much information.'

  `Why would Sidney need protecting? Eric's dead!'

  `The person told me that he walked in on Sidney being strangled at her shop a few days ago.' `She didn't tell me this!'

  `She made the person promise not to tell anyone knowing that the news would certainly reach you.'

  `And who was the person strangling her?'

  `That, I could not get from him. It seemed he would not part with this.'

  `Who gave you this information?'

  Jared was quiet for a moment. `Martin, sir but he had no reason to lie to me.'

  `Then why would she not tell me?'

  `Probably she thought that you would overreact like when it was Eric.'

  Gorham thought. He knew the latter might have been right. Finishing Eric off like that wasn't a problem. `Tell me exactly what he told you.'

  `Well, he walked into the shop and found a man. He recognized him immediately. He was standing over Sidney with his hands about her throat. He also saw something like smoke and then ascertained that the man's hands were burning. He let go of her and she fell to the ground where Martin rushed to her. The man looked back at Sidney and told her it wasn't over. He also mentioned that he called her a strange name.'

  `So it was somebody who wasn't a stranger and Sidney didn't want to tell me because, maybe she thought I would overreact but if I were to overreact that would mean that I know this particular person.' Gorham was quiet, `Can you compile a list of everyone who Martin knows and cross reference it to the people I know.'

  `That wouldn't work. Martin knows the same people you do. He was raised in the same social circle that you are in.'

  `Then put someone I should trust to follow Sidney about. Let her not notice it and let no one she is with notice him. I want to know everything, who she is meeting with, who she is afraid of and finally who is threatening her. She should not find out about this.' `Yes sir,' he said then bowed and left.

  That night Gorham was waiting in his room for Sidney. She used to spend almost every night now in the castle but she kept her house intact. Gorham would always sense that she wanted somewhere she could escape to when there were problems between them, she walked about the room as she got ready for bed. Gorham just watched as she did everything in silence. She was in deep thought.

  `Hi,' he said trying to find something to say besides confronting her about hiding the truth from him.

  She turned and smiled at him. `Hi to you too.' She then went and slipped into bed next to him. He pulled himself up and supported himself by his elbow.

  `Are you feeling okay?' he asked sounding worried.

  `Of course I am.' she smiled again and then pulled him to her. They kissed for a while. Then Gorham moved his lips to kiss her cheeks then her neck. He stopped and stared at it for so long wondering how he could have missed seeing the bruise. He had to be more observant. `What's wrong?' she asked in a whisper.

  He came up and kissed her lips again. `Just wondering...’ `About what?' she asked.

  `Well, if perhaps you were considering being my wife.' `Are you asking me?' she sat up.

  Where did that come from? He wondered. `I suppose I am.' She didn't say anything. `I would understand if you want to think about it. You are after all an independent woman. I don't want you to think that I want to tie you down or anything like that.' `Relax Gorham,' she smiled.

  `It's just that I've never proposed before.'

  `You did it fine,' she paused. `But I'll have to think about it.' She lay back down and was quiet for a long time. Gorham went to sleep holding her. In the morning, he woke up to find that she was already out of bed. He found her taking her breakfast.

  He waited until he was served and they were left alone. `I hope I didn't scare you.'

  `No,' she left it at that. `I was meaning to talk to you about something yesterday. It slipped my mind.'

  `What?' He cut his eggs. He hoped that she was going to talk to her about the matter of being strangled, but he was so wrong.

  `Well, I'm partially new in town but by now I know a lot of things about how things work.' She put her fork down and looked at him. `I can't help but hear things given that I don't live inside your castle all the time. One story really caught my attention. It regards Mr. and Mrs. Summer,' Gorham put his own fork down. She continued ignoring that reaction. `I was told they were the parents of a woman called Wendy who used to work for you.' `Yes, that's correct.'

  `They are being detained in one of the cells and no one knows what they even did wrong. They haven't been brought to court yet and it doesn't seem that anyone is concerned about it.'

  `That is Alice's area.'

  `She was just sworn in the other day. All the decisions she makes are overseen by you. Do you know how this reflects on your image? Detaining people for reasons unknown!'

  `It is by orders of the council that they are being detained!'

  `You think that I haven't noticed the animosity between you and the council. What did Wendy do? Steal from you? I don't think the case is as serious as they are making it seem. All you have to do is call the case up next to your public court and listen to it. That way everybody will see that they did no wrong! And if the council continues to detain them then it will be on them and not you.'

  `Since when do you speak law?' he asked curiously.

  `I'm just repeating what I've heard before.' She picked up her fork. `And I'm just tired of defending you when you can do it yourself!' They finished their breakfast in silence and Gorham didn't know if she just had wanted to pick a fight with him or she was really concerned about them. But he knew she was right in the matter of closing the case before the public to wash his hands over the affair.

  Two days later he called up the case to the surprise of the council. He was sitting in his chair in the public hall and the defendants and the prosecutors on either side of the hall then the public was before him. He noticed that Sidney was among the crowd but she wasn't watching him. Her eyes were focused on the accused. The proceedings started.

  The prosecutors didn't have a case given that they were not prepared and that the council forbid any mention of Wendy in the proceedings. They were drowning and clasping at the lasts straws they could find.

  `The accused stands here in this court because as soldier in the army of the queen, went absent without leave...'

  But Mr. Summer was prepared. He interrupted, `But your Majesty, I have a letter here signed by the late queen. It was a letter permitting me to be dismissed from my duties.' A guard headed to take the letter from Mr. Summer and brought it to Gorham.

  `Why would the queen send a letter like that?'

  `It is all spelled out in the letter.'

  Gorham started reading the letter while the argument was going on. `The letter must be a forgery. In no time has the queen ever written a letter to dismiss someone.' `This time she did...'

  `Falsehood. Everything you say is false.'

  Gorham reached the bottom of the letter. It was signed by Diane alright and dated. There was also the royal seal. Gorham noticed that the date coincided with the first few weeks
she was back from her captivity. He looked up. `The letter isn't a forgery. Let’s move on.' he handed the letter back to the guard who walked and gave it to the prosecutor who read through it. `Mr. Summer, please explain to the court why you were given that letter.' He said knowing that the prosecutor was looking for a minute detail to attack in the letter.

  `I was assigned to live the life of a farmer in the outskirts of the city. The reason is that the queen felt that when I was out of the army then I would be able to aid any of the kings or queen if they wanted refuge.'

  The prosecutor looked up from the letter. `The queen wrote that letter when she was just out of captivity. She was not in her right mind then!' He handed it to the guard who took it back to Mr. Summer.

  `Nonetheless she wrote the letter anyway,' Mr. Summer shot back. `You are forgetting that after she came back she made some reforms which have improved the security of our people. And all the reforms are being used today.' He looked to the King to confirm it but he didn't do anything and so he continued in his argument. `If she was not in her right mind then should her systems be failing by now?'

  `If this were true then why is it that you are the only one who received this letter?'

  `There were several others.'

  `We want names to confirm this.'

  `That would go against the purpose that we were assigned to. If everyone knew where a King or Queen would be heading to then it wouldn't be called a refuge!'

  The prosecutor was defeated. Everyone could see it in his face. Gorham looked at him. `Are you done with the questioning?'

  `Yes Your Majesty.'

  `Then I find no fault in Mr. Summer here. My verdict, not guilty.' But he didn't dismiss the case yet. `Mr. Summer, now that you have violated the privacy of the matter, do you wish to come back to active service of the queen?' he asked.

  Mr. Summer looked at his wife, `No your Majesty. I'm too old for active service, besides, I have become a very good farmer.'

  `Very well,' he said then turned to the prosecutor, `Why was the wife being detained?' `For being an accomplice to the husband.'

  `Now that we have established that the husband did no wrong then they are free to go. Both cases dismissed!' they bowed and left the podiums. Another case was coming up. He looked for Sidney but it seemed she had disappeared before the case had ended.

  Later that night the guard assigned to follow Sidney informed him that when Mr. and Mrs. Summer had left the hearing, they went to see her at her shop. Gorham knew there was something that was going on strange but he just couldn't prove it. He went to bed and found that Sidney was already asleep. She seemed to be smiling in her sleep.

  Well, he thought, she deserved it for a wonderful job of manipulating him.

  *

  Gorham and Sidney were invited to a party at Alice's castle as usual. This time it was just the royal families getting together which meant that Martin and his brother were there as well as Alice's family. Then there were the very close relations to everyone else. They were separated into three groups but it was Gorham's Table that had the least number of people. It was Gorham himself, Sidney, Martin and Martin's brother Joel. The two had been put with Gorham because apparently, they would be both sitting alone.

  Sidney as usual was taking close interest in Joel. She had Martin in her fold and now it was time to recruit the other son.

  `So, Joel, what do you do these days?'

  `I'm still training.' He saw his brother was about to interrupt so he added quickly, `I'm hoping that one of these days I will hit an untapped well.'

  `No, he's just hoping that Alice will notice him,' Martin said laughing.

  `Alice?' Sidney was confused.

  `Yes, Queen Alice, he's infatuated with her!' Joel tried to keep Martin's mouth shut but he missed him. It was a funny thing to watch and Sidney found herself laughing. Gorham smiled at that. It seemed that in all the tables, theirs was the one with the most fun. Joel had his father's build which meant that he was large compared to Martin who had the small body. Then Joel knowing his brother's weakness he held up a glass of wine. `You wouldn't!'

  `Unless you keep quiet.' Martin shut his mouth but couldn't stop giggling.

  `Why don't you go ask her for a dance?' Sidney said.

  `I couldn't.'

  `Oh yes you can.'

  `I wouldn't know how to start.'

  `Just go there and stand next to her and when she looks up to you hold out your hand. You don't need to say anything.' She saw the unsure face on Joel. `You'd better get up before I decide I won't give you anymore advice.'

  He stood quite unsure and headed to Alice's table. Apparently her father was lecturing her on something and she seemed about to cry. She looked up at Joel. In fact everyone was looking at Joel. She saw the hand and took it. They headed to the dance floor. She seemed relieved to be out of the table. They dance without saying anything then she started to laugh. A second later they were talking animatedly.

  Gorham and Sidney brought their attention to Martin. `And who are you going to dance with?' Sidney asked.

  `You,' he smiled then turned to Gorham, `That if His Majesty doesn't object of course.' Gorham nodded and Martin was up. He came next to her and gave her his hand. `My lady,' he said. Sidney went with him to the floor. Gorham watched them for awhile then he decided that he wasn't being left out. He got up and headed to Nathan table. He held out his hand to Felicia and she took it.

  Everyone knew that Nathan never danced with his wife.

  Starting to dance with Sidney and Martin made their way next to them. `Of all the women in the room, you had to pick Felicia,' she said and noted that Felicia cringed. `Are you trying to make me feel jealous?' she asked full of humor.

  `Is it working?' he asked as he twirled Felicia. She understood what was going on. Sidney was trying to compliment her and Gorham was agreeing with her. She suddenly smiled as she caught the happiness going round. She was a beautiful woman but her sadness masked every part of her. Surprisingly, Nathan came and took her from him. She was shocked as was Gorham but Martin was the one who reacted first. He excused himself from the dance floor and Sidney went to her man.

  Gorham noticed the anger in Sidney's eyes as she looked at Nathan but nothing could spoil the mood

  *

  It had been a long time since Nathan had gone for his monthly updates. When Diane was alive it used to be a frequent thing because he was always complaining of one thing or the other. Now almost two months passing he was back. Gorham had no clue what he was doing there but he was about to find out.

  `I think, Gorham that you seem to have no control over the women you choose to be with.' `Why would you say that?'

  `Because for one thing, Sidney thinks that she can get away with behaving like she owns the whole place. And Diane, the other woman, seemed to be commanding you.' `Well, Diane is dead and I'm planning to marry Sidney.' `What?' Gorham noticed his mood change.

  `In fact, I already asked her.' Nathan frowned. `I'm just waiting for an answer.' `She didn't say yes?' another unexpected question.

  `No, but I don't think there is anything that is going to make her say no.'

  `Then you have time to retract the proposal...'

  `Why would I want to retract it?'

  `She's an outsider. How would it seem if you married an outsider? Has she even told you where she is from?'

  Gorham was thoughtful. He could see that Nathan didn't want him to marry Sidney. He wondered what the reason might be. Then he looked at the latter and saw it. `Are you in love with Sidney?' he asked.

  `What?' he asked surprised. Gorham could see that if he had been walking, he would have faltered in his step.

  `You are in love with her!' Gorham concluded. `You cover it well with something close to hatred so no one knows. That was why you couldn't take your eyes off her when we first came to Alice party.'

  `I don't unders
tand where you get that absurd idea...'

  `Just admit that you actually feel something for her.' But Nathan did not get to admit it. In fact he even didn't deny it. This was answer enough for Gorham.

  *

  It was a sunny day and Sidney was feeling hot. She was sweating and her clothes were literally soaking in sweat. She took with her a basket of food with a blanket and walked out of the city. She was strolling then she turned to a barely visible path. She followed it for a lengthy bit of time then she got to a part where the trees were suddenly very close together then a small clearing. She put the basket down and spread the blanket on the ground. Then she lifted the dress off her body and then dived into the water.

  The guard who had been following her couldn't believe it. It was certainly his lucky day but he thought better than to give the king that one small detail. He watched her swim about and she would go under several times and stay there until the guard would start getting worried then she would emerge from the water taking a deep breath. After awhile she emerged from the water dripping wet. The guard found that he was swallowing lustfully but kept himself in check.

  Sidney lay down on the blanket that had been on the ground. She took some food that had been on the basket. She was surprisingly hungry most of the time these days but she took it as the weather. She was then still. Then surprising the guard, Nathan showed up. He just appeared out of nowhere. He was just suddenly standing there watching Sidney. She seemed to have noticed and then she opened her eyes. She gasped loudly and was reaching for the dress to cover her nudity.

  `What are you doing here?' she asked.

  `I came to see you.' He saw the puzzled look on Sidney's face. `I was talking to your husband to be and he told me he asked you to marry him!'

  `Yes, but that is none of your business,' she retorted.

  `But it is. You see, I found myself wondering why you would hesitate to answer the question which you have said yes to so many times before then I realized something.' He paused as he studied her. The cloth wasn't doing a good job covering her. She noticed him stare and adjusted the cloth. `I realized that you are questioning if you truly love him.'

  `What?'

  `Yes, you aren't sure if you love him or you love me.' `Stop being delusional!' she said sarcastically.

  `I'm not. You see, when he confronted me I realized something. I have wanted revenge on you so much that I even lost track of why this all started in the first place. I had forgotten why I forced myself to hate you and I think you have also forgotten how it all began.'

  `I haven't forgotten.'

  `Are you sure,' he started to walk towards her but she kept moving back. `I think you have forgotten because it took me a bit of time to figure it out.' He signaled something with his hand and the ground started moving upwards as a wall. She was trapped between the wall and Nathan. `I remembered that you were in love with me. I remembered how we used to meet to see each other and I almost remember how your mouth tasted.'

  He moved close to her, `I remember how the hairs on your skin used to rise when I touched you like this.' she watched as he touched her and indeed the hair stood up. He moved closer to her. She was staring at him. `I remember how my hands used to go to the back of your neck and you would tilt your head up,' He did that and she found that she was tilting her head up.

  She whispered, `Cognoscenti, please don't do this.'

  `I have to. I have to remind you that you love me,' he said as his fingers trailed her face. She closed her eyes. Her heart was beating fast. He continued, `you would lick your lips when you knew I was about to kiss you.' And he leaned down and kissed her. He pulled back. `And your lips would tremble when you knew I was about to make love to you.' He leaned back down and kissed her. She tilted her head more and actually wanted him. The cloth slipped from her hand and her hands went around him. The kiss deepened and Nathan's body pressed against hers. His hand caressed her body and lifted her leg about him. She felt the desire rising in her then Nathan said, `Remember Jansenist!' and the spell was broken.

  A force pushed him off her and he landed on the ground some distance away. She went down and picked up the cloth and covered herself up again. Nathan got up cursing, `Damn that necklace!' Sidney looked at the necklace and saw that it was glowing. `I'm going to get rid of that necklace once and for all!' his hand transformed to fire and he focused it on her.

  She cringed and closed her eyes shut waiting for the pain but there wasn't any. She opened her eyes and saw that it had been stopped mid-way. She looked at the necklace again and saw that it was glowing more. She smiled as she realized what was happening. She looked at the water then to Nathan. A wind suddenly pushed Nathan into the water striping his attention from her. Steam rose from the pond and then Nathan came up. The fire had been put out. He came out drenched.

  `Apparently, I'm still stronger than you even with my powers stripped away.'

  `I'm going to get him to remove it from your neck.'

  `Oh! You can try!'

  `Don't mock me Jansenist; I'll destroy you for good.'

  `You've been threatening that for centuries.' He frowned and then disappeared. Sidney put on her cloths and packed everything in the basket then left. The guard followed her back to the castle and then went to report back to Gorham. He didn't seem to react but Jared could see that he was about to explode just underneath the surface.

  He finished what he was supposed to do then went to his room where he was going to confront Sidney. But when the door open and she turned to look at him. He couldn't say anything. She stood up and approached him as he closed the door behind him. `I'm pregnant!' Gorham did not register it so she repeated, `Gorham, I'm pregnant.'

  `Are- are you sure?' She nodded. She watched him and saw the smile forming on his face. `It's mine right?'

  `Of course, who else do you expect it to belong to?'

  `How long?'

  `A month or so I think. I can't tell for sure.' `How did you know?' he asked.

  `Missed my cycle this month. I've been eating a lot and other things.' She bit her lip. `Do you want it?'

  `Of course. Do you?'

  `Yes, but there might be complications.'

  `Why?'

  `I don't know. I just have a feeling. That's all.'

  `I'll help you through it.'

  `Of course you will.' she kissed his cheek then headed for the door. `You wanted to talk to me?'

  `No, it was nothing.' He watched her go. He was finally going to have a child of his own. He wondered if it might be a boy or girl. He thought about her and decided that if she hadn't made up her mind then she would certainly have to marry him now that she was pregnant

  *

  Nathan had started plotting his revenge. The first steps would have been Diane's sons. The happier they were the stronger Jansenist's spirit would be. Then he had to work on crushing Gorham but just enough. He could not afford to have to destroy his brother's spirit. The problem would have been crushing Wendy's own spirit. He didn't know much about her and had no idea where she was. Furthermore, she was going to be around two wizards.

  He knew wizards better than he had pretended to know them but he still had to admit that if they knew who he was, then they would certainly try to destroy him. But then wizards were completely unpredictable. They would not do something unless it was going to benefit them but what would destroying Cognoscenti benefit them after all this time? One the other hand, he didn't know their relationship with Wendy and if he were to destroy her then he wouldn't be able to know how they were going to react.

  He brought his mind back to Martin and his brother, Joel. Jansenist was doing a good job ensuring that they were happy with Martin having a business that he loved and Joel starting to spend so much time around Alice. But he knew something that maybe even Jansenist didn't. He had watched Martin knowing that there might come a time when he would need something to destroy the latter
. He did notice that he didn't see anyone. In fact he wasn't interested in women. Then he saw the way he looked at Jared and realized what was going on. If you didn't suspect then you wouldn't notice a thing.

  He got ready and then headed out. He had to talk to Alice's father Samuel. He was the only one who could convince his daughter to forget about Joel. He understood traditions better than anybody and wouldn't want his daughter to be the one historians like Gorham always referred to as have broken tradition. He was welcomed pleasantly by Samuel.

  After the pleasantries Samuel got to business. `What brings you here?'

  `I'm here to talk about your daughter's relationship with Joel, Diane's son.'

  `Shouldn't you be talking to her about this?'

  `Yes but I can see the outcome of it before it even happens. She will claim to be in love.' `But then he is Diane's son!'

  `No doubt the bond would have been stronger but Joel wasn't gifted with his mother's natural talents. He's pathetic in the field and how would he help her to lead her army should there be war?'

  `I don't see how her welfare would be your concern...'

  `Gorham is blind when it comes to Diane or her children or even this new woman, Sidney.

  He doesn't see how he is dooming our kingdom if he allows Alice to continue seeing the boy Joel.'

  Samuel was thoughtful for awhile. `You are after something with this. What is it?'

  `I want the council to see that I have the well-being of the citizens in mind.'

  `I am no longer in the council; I can't help you with that.'

  `I will handle the council, just handle your daughter. You are after all the voice behind the crown!'

  Samuel saw the determination in his eyes. `You are a smart man, I suppose you came here with a suggestion of the person she should see instead?'

  `Yes, Jared Kins. He is Gorham's bodyguard but Diane hid him there. He is apparently a very good fighter. I have done my homework and it turns out that Jared used to train with Victor Raymond, the wizard.' He could see that he was getting through to him. `That was the only person who could beat him. He never fought with the queen but I can imagine why. She was probably afraid he would beat her.'

  `I see.' That was the last thing he said. Convincing Alice wasn't a problem at all for Samuel. He knew someone like Jared wouldn't be swayed easily so he commanded her to seduce him into being with her.

  *

  A party was held again as usual in Alice's castle. Before the guests arrived Samuel went to check that Alice remembered her instruction. She was to do everything possible to ensure that he fell for the trap. The talk somewhat embarrassed her. She had never envisioned being convinced by her father to do something like that. In fact she never agreed wholeheartedly. She just wanted to stop her father from giving her the details. She didn't feel that bad about doing it either. She had admitted that Jared wasn't that bad looking and she had been a bit attracted to him. She couldn't however forget that she really liked Joel and would have been happier getting to know him instead. The guests were informed that Alice was feeling a bit unwell. No one was allowed to see her but they went on with the party anyway.

  She sneaked out of the castle and went to the stables where Jared was catering his horse and his master's. She dismissed the rest of the guards. She didn't even remember what she said or did that he was making love to her but she remembered seeing Martin's face as he came and saw them together. He had left without a word and went back to the party. Sidney felt somewhat down and looked at Nathan. He held his glass up and cheered to her as he smiled. Gorham noticed it and turned Sidney to him he tried to make her smile but it seemed she was not in a good mood. For some reason he felt as if her bad mood was slipping into everyone around her.

  `What is it?' he asked her.

  `Martin's heart just got broken.'

  `I wasn't aware that Martin was seeing someone.'

  `Of course you weren't,' she said through clenched teeth. Then stood up and left the room. She went out and was walking around then she saw Alice emerging from the stables then a little while Jared emerged. She went back to the party and acted as if nothing was wrong.

  *

  Two months later, there was a hearing at the council hall and the matter at hand was the matter of Alice being married and the fact that she was pregnant. Joel was there. Alice was there. Jared was there. Gorham and Nathan were there. So was Samuel, Alice's father. Martin had decided that he wasn't going to attend to wait for the outcome. He had stopped talking to Jared and had moved out of his house to Sidney's unoccupied one.

  They were almost giving out the judgment and verdict when the door to the hall opened. `You cannot do this to both of them.'

  The head of the council looked down at her and frowned. `Miss Storm, this is a private hearing. Please exit the room.' Gorham was leaning in wondering what she was doing here. He had noticed that Sidney was reserved when it came to the matter and now she was storming into the room as if she were the queen herself.

  `Why should I when I already know what is happening? You cannot force them to marry!'

  `This is not your concern...'

  `It is my concern in every bit.' she said in a cold hard voice. Suddenly the room was chilly. `They do not love each other and I know for a fact that Jared isn't in the least bit interested in her.'

  `But he got her pregnant...'

  `After being seduced by her one time when they were in the stables.' Everybody looked at her shocked except Alice of course who looked down in shame. The location hadn't been known. The number of times hadn't been mentioned as well. Martin suddenly entered and tried to lead her away. He was shocked when Sidney suddenly decided that she had to stop it. `No, let go of me. If I'm leaving this place then it's when I say so.' Her voice was leveled which was quite eerie.

  `Miss Storm, you'd better leave.'

  But she wasn't listening. `Did you not learn anything from the disaster you put Diane in? She lived in an unhappy marriage all her life and still you want to put the present queen through a lifetime of unhappiness.'

  `Somebody remove her from this place!' the head of the council ordered but news about Sidney's fight with Nathan had traveled among the guards and all of them were afraid of approaching her.

  `Well, I forgot to mention one thing about Eric during his trial when I testified,' At this Gorham stood up from his seat and was about to head to her when she turned to him and shouted, `Don't you dare come close to me unless you are planning to stop this.' Gorham stopped in his step. She turned to Martin and Joel. `I want you to get out!' she ordered. Martin had never seen her like this and thought they should probably leave. He went to his brother and dragged him away.

  She turned to the council, `Let me tell you what Eric confessed to me when he was about to rape me. He said that he had raped his wife several times and nothing was done about it. She could not say anything because she was after all the queen. Not once in their life together did she want him and all he cared about was have the next queen, thankfully she didn't bare a girl child with him.' she almost spit

  `So what you are suggesting is that Jared will end up raping Alice when he wants something?'

  `No. what I'm saying is that one day you sat in this same room and doomed the life of one of your queens. Don't do the same thing to this queen,' she said in a low voice.

  There was some doubt in some of the council men but the vote had already been cast. `Queen Alice is to be wed to Jared Kins by the end of the week.'

  Sidney’s heart fell. She looked at Jared who had looked at her like she tried everything she could but it was hopeless. She turned to the council about to object but her strength failed and she fainted on the floor. Everybody wondered what had happened but Gorham just went to her and picked her up. He carried her to the door where Jared had moved to open the door for him. He looked back at Alice then left the room. No one noticed Nathan's smile. One more perso
n to deal with! He thought.

  *

  `What did you think you were doing there?' Gorham asked. When he had taken Sidney back to the house he had watched as she was still out cold. He realized he didn't know her at all. What would drive her to start caring whether Alice marries Jared? To him he thought that it was a good choice though he was going to lose his best man. He thought that Jared was a decent guy and would try to make Alice happy.

  But as she started waking up he realized he had a lot of questions mixed with the worry that he felt when he had seen her go down. He asked the first question that came to his mind. She stared at him though it didn't seem she was seeing him. `I asked, what were you doing there?'

  `Trying to stop a mistake from happening,' she tried to sit up but he put her back down.

  `You shouldn't tire yourself so much like that! '

  `Not even when it is doing the right thing?'

  `At least you could have told me, I would have been able to do something about it.'

  `No, you wouldn't have helped. I wouldn't have put you in a situation where you might have disappointed me.' She smiled. `I think I need to sleep for awhile.' Then she closed her eyes.

  *

  In the following weeks she was depressed. Gorham didn't know what was going on and whenever he tried to find out what was going on then she would snap at him. He decided to keep a close watch on her and let her be. He therefore appointed a bodyguard to be with her throughout. She didn't object to that. In fact she acted as if she were in a trance and found herself in places that she had not intended to be at.

  She was walking around the city like a zombie and at times the guard would take her hand and lead her back to Gorham's castle and she wouldn't know the difference. Today she walked up to Alice's castle though she was not going to see neither Alice nor Jared. Even though they were the people that were making her life miserable she couldn't blame them. Nathan had manipulated events and now two of Diane's sons were unhappy.

  She went to the fighting arena where Joel had been a lot lately. He was draining his frustrations on pure force and exhaustion. She watched him now fighting with someone but he was no better now than he was before. She approached him from behind. He was wielding the sword up and turning round. She ducked just before the sword passed over her head. He noticed her and stopped. He smiled at her, `Miss Storm, it's not good to sneak up on people on training.'

  `I'll keep that in mind,' she said then made a little step to him. She put her arms around him surprising everyone who was around there. `I'm so sorry.'

  `Sorry about what?' he asked trying to move away. He was slightly embarrassed by the affection publicly. He was also not comfortable with her being close to him when he was drenching with sweat.

  She pulled back. `Oh! I don't mean to embarrass you.' She stepped back and smiled. `How are you anyway?'

  `Fine. I'm doing fine regardless for what has happened.' He put the sword down and looked at her curiously. She moved to the person he was training with.

  `May I have that?' she asked and the guard doubtfully handed it to her. She wielded the sword once then twice. It was a bit heavy but she got used to it.

  `What are you doing?' Joel asked as he watched her with a slight smile on his face. He was always intrigued by the way she seemed now to be looking after him and his brother. `I want to teach you a few pointers.'

  `You?'

  `Sure,' she paused and a chuckle came through her throat. `I know it's a bit hard to imagine. How's your training coming along?'

  `Not so good. You know as well as everyone less that it is a hopeless quest as I do not have my parents' talents.'

  `I think that it's your attitude towards it that doesn't enable yourself to push further.'

  He gave her a weak smile to say that he didn't believe that was the case regardless. `I have been training well and I'm doing my best.'

  `Really?' she asked and he nodded the response. He didn't look at her though. He always felt a bit embarrassed by the way he just never seemed to make it. Sidney turned to the guard whose sword she was wielding, `Give us some space please.' She said politely. He moved back. Sidney raised the sword and attacked Joel who wasn't expecting it. He reacted as instinctively as she had expected.

  When they met there was a loud clanking of metals. They both found themselves moving back as the reactive force pushed them back. They were still on their feet although Sidney faltered a bit more than Joel.

  `How did you...' he started but Sidney pointed the sword to him and was moving as if to stab him but Joel stepped aside. The sword didn't touch him. She stepped back thinking of how she was going to attack next. She turned the sword in her hand and it turned in a circular motion. She didn't attack though.

  `Why aren't you trying to stop me?' she asked.

  `You are not a guard.'

  Sidney laughed. She put the weapon down then looked up at Joel. `Have you talked to Alice?'

  Joel just shrugged. `You have to find out why she did what she did.'

  `It's none of my business and I've accepted it.'

  Sidney decided that she could try a different tact. `You know Jared doesn't love her, right?' `Yeah...'

  `And do you know who Jared loves?'

  Joel looked at her puzzled. He didn't know if she was fishing or if she knew what was going on. `He loves Martin.'

  `Precisely.' she walked to him. `He loves Martin and whatever happened wasn't because he wanted it but because she wanted it. You have to find that out.'

  `What's the point?' he looked at her sadly then looked away. `She was the one who wanted him and not me.'

  `Well, that might be true,' she paused until his eyes caught hers. `Or maybe she had a very good reason to do that. The least she could do now is throw you out of her castle but after getting married to someone else I doubt if that would hurt as much.' Joel didn't say anything. `Promise me you won't turn away when she comes to talk to you?'

  Joel studied her for a while then decided that agreeing to it would be the best thing for him to do. `I promise.'

  `Good because she is coming here at this moment.' Joel spun around and looked at Alice who was walking towards them. Sidney brushed her lips on his cheek and passed Alice as she was walking away. She waved to her and smiled courteously. She looked back at Joel who seemed to be rooted to the ground but his eyes were fixed on Alice.

  Alice stepped on the podium but did not go close to him. `Sidney Storm has really taken an interest in you and your brother!'

  `Yes, she has.'

  `Why is that?' she asked.

  `I don't know.'

  `I think she wants to find out more about Diane.'

  `She has never asked me anything to do with my mother.'

  `Oh!' she exclaimed in a low voice. She didn't know how to approach the subject that she wanted to discuss with Joel.

  `So what brought you here?' Joel asked. He seemed impatient.

  `I was hoping I would talk to you.'

  `You are talking to me now.'

  `I wanted to say this privately if you don't mind.'

  `No, I don't.'

  `Could you come have dinner with me at the castle tonight?'

  `Will Jared be there?'

  `To be honest I have no idea where he disappears to and I don't care.'

  `So you want me to have dinner with you alone?'

  `Not alone! There will be people there though we will be the only ones eating.' She bit her thumb as she waited for an answer.

  `Fine,' he saw the smile on her lips. `Only dinner and you tell me whatever it is that you wanted to tell me.'

  `That is the deal,' she said then put out her hand for a shake. He shook it and right after she was walking away. Joel might have been oblivious to the people staring but she wasn't. She had learned her lesson that someone is always watching and they would talk about something that she did wrong behind he
r back. She was glad though that this time Joel didn't run away from her. That was enough progress at first and now that he had said he would go have dinner with her was something else. Though saying and doing were two different things but she was prepared to wait and see what he would do. She was going to be mad. She had no right to be mad at him if he chose not to be around her anymore.

  *

  Gorham found Sidney waiting for him at the dining table. She said nothing about him being late for the meal but he hadn't been told that she was waiting. The servants served him first and then they served Sidney. She was quiet as she usually was these days but she took joy in her food.

  `How was your day?' he decided to inquire.

  She smiled briefly at him, `It went better than I had expected.' Then she turned to a book that was next to her. Gorham had failed to notice it. She opened it and started reading a page that had a book mark.

  Gorham ate a little bit in silence then he asked, `How is the food?'

  `Same as usual.' She didn't look up at him. There was another gap filled with silence. `How are you holding up?'

  `Fine. The nausea has passed though.' `That's good, right?' he was watching her.

  `Yes, that's good,' she said as she nodded. Her hand went to the fork that was on the plate and she put a mouth full in her mouth.

  `Sidney, please look at me,' his voice betrayed him and sounded that he was really begging.

  Sidney's hand hesitated putting the fork back then she looked up, `What?' she asked.

  `Have you considered my proposal?' he asked. The servants in the house had noticed the tension in the house and the ones that were in the room at the moment look back and forth from Sidney to Gorham as the conversation proceeded.

  `I don't think that now is the time to bring that up.'

  `But I have been waiting for months to hear your answer,' he waited for Sidney to reply but she didn't. He continued, `It's such a simple question that just requires a yes or no answer.'

  `It isn't as simple as that for me and it shouldn't be that easy for you too!'

  `And why is that?' he asked putting his cutlery down giving up his food all together.

  `You were in love with Diane for a large portion of your life and she died so suddenly. Then I come along and you somehow want to replace her with me.'

  `That's not what's happening. I love you Sidney and I shouldn't have to be reminding you every time about that fact.' The servants that were in the room debated whether to exit or not but they knew more shocks were going to come. They could not bring themselves to miss it.

  `Tell me that you have forgotten about Diane.'

  `I couldn't lie to you about that.'

  `Have you forgotten about her or not?' `No,' came the answer curtly.

  `And you want to marry me why?' she asked then leaned towards him as if giving him all her attention.

  `Because I fell in love with you.'

  `So soon after Diane's demise?' Gorham just stared at her. `You loved her your whole life and you want to marry another before even a year passes.'

  After some thought Gorham leaned forward the same way she was and their heads were just a foot apart. `What are you afraid of, Sidney?' `What?' she was taken aback.

  `Why are you so afraid to marry me?'

  `Don't turn this on me!'

  `But it's always been about you. You are the one who hasn't given an answer. You are the one who thinks about Diane even more than I do. You are the one who is keeping things from me. You are...'

  `Wait!' she interrupted. `What am I keeping from you?'

  `Where do you come from, for starters? Why are so interested in Diane's son's? What is your relationship with Nathan? How do you know so much about Diane? Things that she only told me you know about them. Other things were not even in the diary and I don't keep one of my own. How do you know them?' Sidney bit her lip defiantly as she stared at him in silence. `What about Wendy Summer? How much do you know about her?'

  Sidney looked away guiltily then after attaining some composure, looked back at him. `If you think that I'm keeping things from you, why do you still want to marry me?' she asked in a whisper.

  `Because whatever they are, I doubt if there is any that will change what I feel about you.' His hand covered hers over the table. She looked at it then at him and tears welled up in her eyes. She pulled her hand away, stood up and started walking away hurriedly.

  The bodyguard came in a second after she went out. `Should I go after her sir?'

  `No, she needs a little bit of privacy now.' He went back to eating his food. He was glad though that he didn't mention anything to do with the baby. He wouldn't have liked to have everyone know that she was pregnant if she hadn't agreed to marry him. Furthermore, he didn't want to pressurize her into agreeing because she was pregnant. He was glad by the way he had handled it.

  *

  Jared went to see Martin after sometime, the same night as the one that Alice was going to have dinner with Joel. He knocked on the door and Martin came to open the door but was surprised to see him. `What are you doing here?' he asked the former.

  `You are still trying to avoid me?' He pushed the door open and entered. `I wanted to know what it was that was bothering you.'

  `Let me see. First I caught you with somebody else. Then you marry her?'

  `You know I have nothing to do with her.'

  `Of course, except for the child that she is carrying!'

  `We've made an arrangement with each other. It turns out it was her father's plan to get us married. It will seem that way but we want to see other people.'

  `Who does she want to see?'

  `Your brother.' He saw Martin's face contort in anger. `You have to understand that she didn't mean it. She was just doing what her father wanted. And I want you.'

  Martin stared at him then said, `Please leave, I have a lot of things to think about.'

  Jared had no choice but to do so. But before he left he turned to Martin, `I never meant to hurt you in any way,' there was a sarcastic look on Martin's face. `I wish I could show you how much I'm hurting inside. I want you back.' he then left the house.

  *

  Alice waited for a long time. She was sitting alone in the dining room and the servants were constantly removing food to go warm them up. They were probably frustrated that she wasn't eating yet. She moved around a lot anxiously hoping that Joel did not disappoint him. She found herself rearranging the utensils and her hair. She was fidgeting in her seat and when Joel walked in her heart skipped a beat then started beating faster as nervousness settled in.

  After the formality of the handshakes and serving Alice realized that they didn't have much to talk about except for the topic that she had promised she would discuss.

  `I wanted you to know the reason why I married Jared.'

  `Aren't you expecting his child?'

  `Yes, that too.' she took a bite form her plate then realized too late that she really didn't have an appetite. She swallowed anyway. `My father came to me almost three months ago, now. He told me what he wanted and what he didn't want and I always end up doing what he wants in the end.'

  `So, it was true when Sidney said that you seduced Jared?'

  I didn't want to but my father, he thought that there was no other way to do it and suggested that. She wanted to argue it like that but thought better of it and instead said, `Yes, it is true.' she looked down in shame.

  Joel could feel himself starting to feel sorry for her so he hardened his heart. `So, why am I here then?'

  `I wanted you to know what happened. That's all.'

  `And now I know.'

  `It wasn't right that I did that to Jared and it isn't right that I did it to myself. I have lost friends who did not approve of what I did and I want to know where you stand in all this.'

  Joel thought of an appropriate answer, `I did not lik
e it and will not pretend that it never happened but,' he held her eyes. `But I like being your friend and I don't want to lose you as one of my friends.'

  Alice smiled in relief, `I don't know what to say...'

  `I know what my mother would say,' he paused. `To the gallows with her!'

  Alice burst out laughing. She was now happy. `Your mother had her own issues...'

  *

  Gorham had finished up his work and passed by the kitchen to the surprise of the cooks. They didn't even know if he knew the direction of the kitchen which in fact he didn't. He was opening all the doors until he found the right one. He asked them to bring something up for Sidney who he had found out did not come back to eat anything.

  He found Sidney curled up in bed but she didn't seem asleep. He went to her and kissed her cheek then sat on the bed with his back to her. The door opened again and a tray was being carried in with food on it. Sidney had turned to look at who was coming in next. The tray was handed over to Gorham and the servant left. She sat up and looked at the food and then at Gorham.

  `I thought you should eat something,' he said as he handed her the tray. It took a while before she started eating well but he had known she was starving. Gorham changed as she was eating and when she was done he took the tray and gave it to the guards outside. He didn't like interruptions. He came back and slipped into bed. `Goodnight, Sidney,' was all that he said. There was no reply from Sidney but she did put her arms around him.

  As usual, every morning, when Gorham woke up the following morning, Sidney was awake. He stared at her before he sat up. `Did I talk in my sleep?'

  `No.'

  `Then what is it?'

  `I had a nightmare,' she started then looked away from him in embarrassment.

  Gorham turned her to face him, `What was the nightmare about?' he asked.

  `Could you... could you kiss me?' she was hesitant.

  Gorham wondered about that but he couldn't ask. He moved closer to her. `That's not a problem.' His lips brushed over hers. She was still for a moment then she kissed him back. After sometime, he withdrew, `Is that fine?' he asked.

  She nodded as she sucked her lips. Then she asked, `Could you make love to me?' Gorham raised his eyebrow questioningly. `The baby will be fine,' she reassured him. That seemed to be all he needed to hear.

  *

  Sidney went to work a little after Gorham had gone to his office. He hadn't even asked what the nightmare was about after the love making and Sidney was glad about that. She didn't want to lie to him and neither did she want to tell him the truth. She was driven in the carriage and then dropped off at her shop. Martin was there as usual before her. It didn't seem as if he had got much sleep.

  Of all the people, she knew that Martin would be the first to notice the bulge in her stomach. He took interest in everything that she was putting on and had already noticed the weird appetite she had developed.

  `Can I ask your opinion on a private matter?'

  `Of course,' Sidney answered though she was puzzled that he forgot to greet her.

  `Do you think I should forgive Jared for what he has done to me?'

  `Um,' she thought for a moment. `If it were me, I don't think I would have thought of forgiving him.'

  `So you are telling me that if it were Gorham who did this to you, you wouldn't think of forgiving him?'

  `I'm sure Gorham loves me. Are you sure Jared feels the same way you do about him?'

  `Would it make a difference if the answer was yes?'

  `A very big difference.' They did not talk about that topic for the rest of the day. By noon she realized that they had more customers than usual. They were chatting with each other animatedly. She realized that for the first time she say people in large numbers laughing with each other with in the city. She went to Martin who was still in the shop with her. `What's going on?' `Where?' he looked around expectantly.

  `Why is everybody in such a good mood?'

  `Oh them! There's a festival coming up.'

  `What festival?'

  `Gorham didn't tell you?' he saw Sidney shake her head. `You see the way that Alice is the one who is always holding parties for the royal families and the ambassadors and the other guests?'

  `Yes.'

  `Gorham does the same but for the people and the community at large. He holds festivals like the one which is coming up. Harvesting festivals, planting festivals, new-year's festivals, hero’s festivals and several others.'

  `But in all the months that I've been here, I've never seen any festival being held.' `He wasn't up to it then but now...' his voice trailed.

  `Does Nathan hold anything?'

  `No. he's normally a joint party organizer with Alice's throne.'

  `I should get up dated more often,' she said to herself. `I think we should give out a discount for the jewelries from now until two weeks after the festival.'

  Somebody heard her from among the crowd, `Really? Are you really cutting the prices?'

  `Yes, by ten percent.' A pleased murmur erupted among the crowd. The search for something suitable intensified and they would approach either Martin or Sidney to ask for the history of the jewel. By the end of the day Sidney was tired. She decided to leave Martin in the shop to finish up with the last remaining customers as she went home to the castle to relax.

  She exited the shop and started to walk slowly towards the next street where she was normally picked up. She was paying no attention to the people around her and when she almost bumped into someone, her mind came back. She stepped to one side but it seemed the man also did the same. She made a step towards the other side but the man also made the same choice and so they ended still in front of each other. She looked up expecting the latter to now make his move. But when she saw his face, she jumped back in surprise.

  The man forced a smile on his face. He was handsome except for the scar that ran across his face. And when he smiled, the scar contorted into a very ugly shape. `Hi, Sidney,' he greeted her politely; his voice deep but seemed to have a chilling calmness to it.

  `James,' she gasped as her mind fully comprehended the fact that he was here.

  `Don't be surprised to see me, honey.' he said as his smile now turned to be a genuine one as he was pleased by himself for having caught her unawares. `You are getting sloppy, honey.'

  Sidney frowned. `Excuse me; I have to get going now.' She tried to brush past him but he blocked her way. `James, please let me through.'

  `You see, honey, I've been looking for you for the last five years and here you are at last.' he paused the leaned to her and whispered in her ear. `How am I to let you to disappear again?'

  Sidney stepped back in disgust. She forced past him but he caught her arm and she winced in pain as he squeezed. `You wouldn't dare attack me in public!' she hissed in anger.

  But before James answered Sidney's bodyguard approached them, `Is there a problem here,

  Miss Storm?'

  She looked up at him, `No,' she said in a controlled voice but she snatched her arm away from James' hold. `Could you take me home, please?'

  `Of course,' he said and put out his arm for her to hold on to. She didn't look back at James. Had she looked back she would have been more worried and maybe she would have anticipated what was to come next.

  *