The Talisman

  Anders nodded gloomily, and again looked like an oversize dog accommodating itself to unhappy knowledge.

  Jack looked at Richard again--asleep, sitting up with his mouth open. As if he knew what was in Jack's mind, Anders, too, looked toward sleeping Richard. "Did Morgan of Orris have a son?" Jack asked.

  "He did, my Lord. Morgan's brief marriage had issue--a boy child named Rushton."

  "And what became of Rushton? As if I couldn't guess."

  "He died," Anders said simply. "Morgan of Orris was not meant to be a father."

  Jack shuddered, remembering how his enemy had torn his way through the air and nearly killed Wolf's entire herd.

  "We're going," he said. "Will you please help me get Richard into the cab, Anders?"

  "My Lord . . ." Anders hung his head, then lifted it and gave Jack a look of almost parental concern. "The journey will require at least two days, perhaps three, before ye reach the western shore. Have ye any food? Would ye share my evening meal?"

  Jack shook his head, impatient to begin this last leg of his journey to the Talisman, but then his stomach abruptly growled, reminding him of how long it had been since he had eaten anything but the Ring-Dings and stale Famous Amos cookies in Albert the Blob's room. "Well," he said, "I suppose another half hour won't make any difference. Thank you, Anders. Help me get Richard up on his feet, will you?" And maybe, he thought, he wasn't so eager to cross the Blasted Lands after all.

  The two of them jerked Richard to his feet. Like the Dormouse, he opened his eyes, smiled, and sagged back to sleep again. "Food," Jack said. "Real food. You up for that, chum?"

  "I never eat in dreams," Richard answered with surreal rationality. He yawned, then wiped his eyes. He gradually had found his feet, and no longer leaned against Anders and Jack. "I am pretty hungry, though, to tell you the truth. I'm having a long dream, aren't I, Jack?" He seemed almost proud of it.

  "Yep," said Jack.

  "Say, is that the train we're going to take? It looks like a cartoon."

  "Yep."

  "Can you drive that thing, Jack? It's my dream, I know, but--"

  "It's about as hard to operate as my old electric train set," Jack said. "I can drive it, and so can you."

  "I don't want to," Richard said, and that cringing, whining tone came back into his voice again. "I don't want to get on that train at all. I want to go back to my room."

  "Come and have some food instead," Jack said, and found himself leading Richard out of the shed. "Then we're on our way to California."

  And so the Territories showed one of its best faces to the boys immediately before they entered the Blasted Lands. Anders gave them thick sweet slices of bread clearly made from the grain growing around The Depot, kebabs of tender sections of meat and plump juicy unfamiliar vegetables, a spicy pink juice that Jack for some reason thought of as papaya though he knew it was not. Richard chewed in a happy trance, the juice running down his chin until Jack wiped it off for him. "California," he said once. "I should have known." Assuming that he was alluding to that state's reputation for craziness, Jack did not question him. He was more concerned about what the two of them were doing to Anders's presumably limited stock of food, but the old man kept nipping behind the counter, where he or his father before him had installed a small wood-burning stove, and returning with yet more food. Corn muffins, calf's-foot jelly, things that looked like chicken legs but tasted of . . . what? Frankincense and myrrh? Flowers? The taste fairly exploded over his tongue, and he thought that he, too, might begin to drool.

  The three of them sat around a little table in the warm and mellow room. At the end of the meal Anders almost shyly brought forth a heavy beaker half-filled with red wine. Feeling as if he were following someone else's script, Jack drank a small glassful.

  3

  Two hours later, beginning to feel drowsy, Jack wondered if that enormous meal had been an equally enormous error. First of all, there had been the departure from Ellis-Breaks and The Depot, which had not gone easily; secondly, there was Richard, who threatened to go seriously crazy; and thirdly, and above all else, there were the Blasted Lands. Which were far crazier than Richard would ever be, and which absolutely demanded concentrated attention.

  After the meal the three of them had returned to the shed, and the trouble had started. Jack knew that he was fearful of whatever might be ahead--and, he now knew, that fear was perfectly justified--and perhaps his trepidation had made him behave less well than he should have. The first difficulty had come when he tried to pay old Anders with the coin Captain Farren had given him. Anders responded as if his beloved Jason had just stabbed him in the back. Sacrilege! Outrage! By offering the coin, Jack had done more than merely insult the old liveryman; he had metaphorically smeared mud on his religion. Supernaturally restored divine beings apparently were not supposed to offer coins to their followers. Anders had been upset enough to smash his hand into the "devil-box," as he called the metal container for the rank of batteries, and Jack knew that Anders had been mightily tempted to strike another target besides the train. Jack had managed only a semi-truce: Anders did not want his apologies any more than he wanted his money. The old man had finally calmed down once he realized the extent of the boy's dismay, but he did not really return to his normal behavior until Jack speculated out loud that the Captain Farren coin might have other functions, other roles for him. "Ye're not Jason entire," the old man gloomed, "yet the Queen's coin may aid ye toward yer destiny." He shook his head heavily. His farewell wave had been distinctly half-hearted.

  But a good portion of that had been due to Richard. What had begun as a sort of childish panic had quickly blossomed into full-blown terror. Richard had refused to get in the cab. Up until that moment he had mooned around the shed, not looking at the train, seemingly in an uncaring daze. Then he had realized that Jack was serious about getting him on that thing, and he had freaked--and, strangely, it had been the idea of ending up in California which had disturbed him most. "NO! NO! CAN'T!" Richard had yelled when Jack urged him toward the train. "I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY ROOM!"

  "They might be following us, Richard," Jack said wearily. "We have to get going." He reached out and took Richard's arm. "This is all a dream, remember?"

  "Oh my Lord, oh my Lord," Anders had said, moving aimlessly around in the big shed, and Jack understood that for once the liveryman was not addressing him.

  "I HAVE TO GO BACK TO MY ROOM!" Richard squalled. His eyes were clamped shut so tightly that a single painful crease ran from temple to temple.

  Echoes of Wolf again. Jack had tried to pull Richard toward the train, but Richard had stuck fast, like a mule. "I CAN'T GO THERE!" he yelled.

  "Well, you can't stay here, either," Jack said. He made another futile effort at yanking Richard toward the train, and this time actually budged him a foot or two. "Richard," he said, "this is ridiculous. Do you want to be here alone? Do you want to be left alone in the Territories?" Richard shook his head. "Then come with me. It's time. In two days we'll be in California."

  "Bad business," Anders muttered to himself, watching the boys. Richard simply continued to shake his head, offering a single comprehensive negative. "I can't go there," he repeated. "I can't get on that train and I can't go there."

  "California?"

  Richard bit his mouth into a lipless seam and closed his eyes again. "Oh hell," Jack said. "Can you help me, Anders?" The huge old man gave him a dismayed, almost disgusted look, then marched across the room and scooped up Richard in his arms--as if Richard were the size of a puppy. The boy let out a distinctly puppyish squeal. Anders dropped him onto the padded bench in the cab. "Jack!" Richard called, afraid that he somehow was going to wind up in the Blasted Lands all by himself. "I'm here," Jack said, and was in fact already climbing into the other side of the cab. "Thank you, Anders," he said to the old liveryman, who nodded gloomily and retreated back into a corner of the shed. "Take care." Richard had begun to weep, and Anders looked at him without pity.

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sp; Jack pushed the ignition button, and two enormous blue sparks shot out from the "devil-box" just as the engine whirred into life. "Here goes," Jack said, and eased the lever forward. The train began to glide out of the shed. Richard whimpered and drew up his knees. Saying something like "Nonsense" or "Impossible"--Jack chiefly heard the hiss of the sibilants--he buried his face between his knees. He looked as though he were trying to become a circle. Jack waved to Anders, who waved back, and then they were out of the lighted shed and were covered only by the vast dark sky. Anders's silhouette appeared in the opening through which they had gone, as if he had decided to run after them. The train was not capable of going more than thirty miles an hour, Jack thought, and at present was doing no better than eight or nine. This seemed excruciatingly slow. West, Jack said to himself, west, west, west. Anders stepped back inside the shed, and his beard lay against his massive chest like a covering of frost. The train lurched forward--another sizzling blue spark snapped upward--and Jack turned around on the padded seat to see what was coming.

  "NO!" Richard screamed, almost making Jack fall out of the cab. "I CAN'T! CAN'T GO THERE!" He had drawn his head up from his knees, but he wasn't seeing anything--his eyes were still clamped shut, and his whole face looked like a knuckle.

  "Be quiet," Jack said. Ahead the tracks arrowed through the endless fields of waving grain; dim mountains, old teeth, floated in the western clouds. Jack glanced one last time over his shoulder and saw the little oasis of warmth and light which was The Depot and the octagonal shed, slipping slowly backward behind him. Anders was a tall shadow in a lighted doorway. Jack gave a final wave, and the tall shadow waved, too. Jack turned around again and looked over the immensity of grain, all that lyric distance. If this was what the Blasted Lands were like, the next two days were going to be positively restful.

  Of course they were not, not like that at all. Even in the moonlit dark he could tell that the grain was thinning out, becoming scrubby--about half an hour out of The Depot the change had begun. Even the color seemed wrong now, almost artificial, no longer the beautiful organic yellow he had seen before, but the yellow of something left too near a powerful heat source--the yellow of something with most of the life bleached out of it. Richard now had a similar quality. For a time he had hyperventilated, then he had wept as silently and shamelessly as a jilted girl, then he had fallen into a twitchy sleep. "Can't go back," he had muttered in his sleep, or such were the words Jack thought he had heard. In sleep he seemed to dwindle.

  The whole character of the landscape had begun to alter. From the broad sweep of the plains in Ellis-Breaks, the land had mutated to secretive little hollows and dark little valleys crowded with black trees. Huge boulders lay everywhere, skulls, eggs, giant teeth. The ground itself had changed, become much sandier. Twice the walls of the valleys grew up right alongside the tracks, and all Jack could see on either side were scrubby reddish cliffs covered with low creeping plants. Now and then he thought he saw an animal scurrying for cover, but the light was too weak, and the animal too quick, for him to identify it. But Jack had the eerie feeling that if the animal had frozen absolutely still in the middle of Rodeo Drive at high noon, he would still have been unable to identify it--a suggestion that the head was twice the size it should be, that this animal was better off hiding from human sight.

  By the time ninety minutes had elapsed, Richard was moaning in his sleep and the landscape had passed into utter strangeness. The second time they had emerged from one of the claustrophobic valleys, Jack had been surprised by a sense of sudden openness--at first it was like being back in the Territories again, the Daydreams-land. Then he had noticed, even in the dark, how the trees were stunted and bent; then he had noticed the smell. Probably this had been slowly growing in his consciousness, but it was only after he had seen how the few trees scattered on the black plain had coiled themselves up like tortured beasts that he finally noticed the faint but unmistakable odor of corruption in the air. Corruption, hellfire. Here the Territories stank, or nearly.

  The odor of long-dead flowers overlaid the land; and beneath it, as with Osmond, was a coarser, more potent odor. If Morgan, in either of his roles, had caused this, then he had in some sense brought death to the Territories, or so Jack thought.

  Now there were no more intricate valleys and hollows; now the land seemed a vast red desert. The queerly stunted trees dotted the sloping sides of this great desert. Before Jack, the twin silver rails of the tracks rolled on through darkened reddish emptiness; to his side, empty desert also rolled away through the dark.

  The red land seemed empty, anyhow. For several hours Jack never actually caught sight of anything larger than the deformed little animals concealing themselves on the slopes of the railway cuttings--but there were times when he thought he caught a sudden sliding movement in the corner of one eye, turned to see it, and it was gone. At first he thought he was being followed. Then, for a hectic time, no longer than twenty or thirty minutes, he imagined that he was being tracked by the dog-things from Thayer School. Wherever he looked, something had just ceased to move--had nipped behind one of the coiled-up trees or slipped into the sand. During this time the wide desert of the Blasted Lands did not seem empty or dead, but full of slithery, hidden life. Jack pushed forward on the train's gearshift (as if that could help) and urged the little train to go faster, faster. Richard slumped in the ell of his seat, whimpering. Jack imagined all those beings, those things neither canine nor human, rushing toward them, and prayed that Richard's eyes would stay closed.

  "NO!" Richard yelled, still sleeping.

  Jack nearly fell out of the cab. He could see Etheridge and Mr. Dufrey loping after them. They gained ground, their tongues lolling, their shoulders working. In the next second, he realized that he had seen only shadows travelling beside the train. The loping schoolboys and their headmaster had winked out like birthday candles.

  "NOT THERE!" Richard bawled. Jack inhaled carefully. He, they, were safe. The dangers of the Blasted Lands were overrated, mainly literary. In not very many hours the sun would lift itself up again. Jack raised his watch to the level of his eyes and saw that they had been on the train just under two hours. His mouth opened in a huge yawn, and he found himself regretting that he had eaten so much back in The Depot.

  A piece of cake, he thought, this is going to be--

  And just as he was about to complete his paraphrase of the Burns lines old Anders had rather startlingly quoted, he saw the first of the fireballs, which destroyed his complacency forever.

  4

  A ball of light at least ten feet in diameter tumbled over the edge of the horizon, sizzling hot, and at first arrowed straight toward the train. "Holy shit," Jack muttered to himself, remembering what Anders had said about the balls of fire. If a man gets too close to one of those fireballs, he gets turrible sick . . . loses his hair . . . sores're apt to raise all over his body . . . he begins to vomit . . . vomits and vomits until his stomach ruptures and his throat bursts. . . . He swallowed, hard--it was like swallowing a pound of nails. "Please, God," he said aloud. The giant ball of light sped straight toward him, as though it owned a mind and had decided to erase Jack Sawyer and Richard Sloat from the earth. Radiation poisoning. Jack's stomach contracted, and his testicles froze up under his body. Radiation poisoning. Vomits and vomits until his stomach ruptures . . .

  The excellent dinner Anders had given him nearly leaped out of his stomach. The fireball continued to roll straight toward the train, shooting out sparks and sizzling with its own fiery energy. Behind it lengthened a glowing golden trail which seemed magically to instigate other snapping, burning lines in the red earth. Just when the fireball bounced up off the earth and took a zagging bounce like a giant tennis ball, wandering harmlessly off to the left, Jack had his first clear glimpse of the creatures he had all along thought were following them. The reddish-golden light of the wandering fireball, and the residual glow of the old trails in the earth, illuminated a group of deformed-looking beasts w
hich had evidently been following the train. They were dogs, or once had been dogs, or their ancestors had been dogs, and Jack glanced uneasily at Richard to make sure that he was still sleeping.

  The creatures falling behind the train flattened out on the ground like snakes. Their heads were doglike, Jack saw, but their bodies had only vestigial hind legs and were, as far as he could see, hairless and tailless. They looked wet--the pink hairless skin glistened like that of newborn mice. They snarled, hating to be seen. It had been these awful mutant dogs that Jack had seen on the banks of the railway cutting. Exposed, flattened out like reptiles, they hissed and snarled and began creeping away--they, too, feared the fireballs and the trails the fireballs left on the earth. Then Jack caught the odor of the fireball, now moving swiftly, somehow almost angrily, toward the horizon again, igniting an entire row of the stunted trees. Hellfire, corruption.

  Another of the fireballs came cruising over the horizon and blazed away off to the boys' left. The stink of missed connections, of blasted hopes and evil desires--Jack, with his heart lodged just under his tongue, imagined he found all this in the foul smell broadcast by the fireball. Mewing, the crowd of mutant dogs had dispersed into the threat of glinting teeth, a whisper of surreptitious movement, the hushushush of heavy legless bodies dragged through red dust. How many of them were there? From the base of a burning tree which tried to hide its head in its trunk two of the deformed dogs bared long teeth at him.

  Then another fireball lurched over the wide horizon, spinning off a wide glowing track a distance from the train, and Jack momentarily glimpsed what looked like a ramshackle little shed set just below the curve of the desert wall. Before it stood a large humanoid figure, male, looking toward him. An impression of size, hairiness, force, malice . . .

  Jack was indelibly conscious of the slowness of Anders's little train, of his and Richard's exposure to anything that might want to investigate them a little more closely. The first fireball had dispatched the horrible dog-things, but human residents of the Blasted Lands might prove more difficult to overcome. Before the light diminished into the glowing trail, Jack saw that the figure before the shed was following his progress, turning a great shaggy head as the train passed by. If what he had seen were dogs, then what would the people be like? In the last of the flaring light from the ball of fire, the manlike being scuttled around the side of its dwelling. A thick reptilian tail swung from its hindquarters, and then the thing had slipped around the side of the building, and then it was dark again and nothing--dogs, man-beast, shed--was visible. Jack could not even be sure that he had really seen it.