The Talisman
Then the suits of armor clanked forward again. They now made a single moving wall of plate-and chain-mail, of greaves and helmets and sparkling gorgets. One held a spiked iron ball on a wooden haft; one a martel de fer; the one in the center held the double-pointed sword.
Jack suddenly began to walk toward them. His eyes lit up; he held the guitar-pick out before him. His face filled with that radiant Jason-glow. He
sideslipped
momentarily into the Territories and became Jason; here the shark's tooth which had been a pick seemed to be aflame. As he approached the three knights, one pulled off its helmet, revealing another of those old, pale faces--this one was thick with jowls, and the neck hung with waxy wattles that looked like melting candlewax. It heaved its helmet at him. Jason dodged it easily
and
slipped back
into his Jack-self as a helmet crashed off a panelled wall behind him. Standing in front of him was a headless suit of armor.
You think that scares me? he thought contemptuously. I've seen that trick before. It doesn't scare me, you don't scare me, and I'm going to get it, that's all.
This time he did not just feel the hotel listening; this time it seemed to recoil all around him, as the tissue of a digestive organ might recoil from a poisoned bit of flesh. Upstairs, in the five rooms where the five Guardian Knights had died, five windows blew out like gunshots. Jack bore down on the suits of armor.
The Talisman sang out from somewhere above in its clear and sweetly triumphant voice:
JASON! TO ME!
"Come on!" Jack shouted at the suits of armor, and began to laugh. He couldn't help himself. Never had laughter seemed so strong to him, so potent, so good as this--it was like water from a spring, or from some deep river. "Come on, I'm ready for ya! I don't know what fucked-up Round Table you guys came from, but you shoulda stayed there! You made a mistake!"
Laughing harder than ever but as grimly determined inside as Wotan on the Valkyries' rock, Jack leaped at the headless, swaying figure in the center.
"You shoulda killed both of the Ellis brothers!" he shouted, and as Speedy's guitar-pick passed into the zone of freezing air where the knight's head should have been, the suit of armor fell apart.
3
In her bedroom at the Alhambra, Lily Cavanaugh Sawyer suddenly looked up from the book she had been reading. She thought she had heard someone--no, not just someone, Jack!--call out from far down the deserted corridor, perhaps even from the lobby. She listened, eyes wide, lips pursed, heart hoping . . . but there was nothing. Jack-O was still gone, the cancer was still eating her up a bite at a time, and it was still an hour and a half before she could take another of the big brown horse-pills that damped down the pain a little bit.
She had begun to think more and more often of taking all the big brown horse-pills at once. That would do more than damp the pain for a bit; that would finish it off forever. They say we can't cure cancer, but don't you believe that bullshit, Mr. C--try eating about two dozen of these. What do you say? Want to go for it?
What kept her from doing it was Jack--she wanted so badly to see him again that now she was imagining his voice . . . not just doing a simple albeit corny sort of thing like calling her name, either, but quoting from one of her old pictures.
"You are one crazy old bitch, Lily," she croaked, and lit a Herbert Tarrytoon with thin, shaking fingers. She took two puffs and then put it out. Any more than two puffs started the coughing these days, and the coughing tore her apart. "One crazy old bitch." She picked up her book again but couldn't read because the tears were coursing down her face and her guts hurt, they hurt, oh they hurt, and she wanted to take all the brown pills but she wanted to see him again first, her dear son with his clear handsome forehead and his shining eyes.
Come home, Jack-O, she thought, please come home soon or the next time I talk to you it'll be by Ouija board. Please, Jack, please come home.
She closed her eyes and tried to sleep.
4
The knight which had held the spike-ball swayed a moment longer, displaying its vacant middle, and then it also exploded. The one remaining raised its battle-hammer . . . and then simply fell apart in a heap. Jack stood amid the wreckage for a moment, still laughing, and then stopped as he looked at Speedy's pick.
It was a deep and ancient yellow now; the crack-glaze had become a snarl of fissures.
Never mind, Travellin Jack. You get on. I think there may be one more o' those walkin Maxwell House cans around someplace. If so, you'll take it on, won't you?
"If I have to, I will," Jack muttered aloud.
Jack kicked aside a greave, a helmet, a breastplate. He strode down the middle of the hall, the carpet squelching under his sneakers. He reached the lobby and looked around briefly.
JACK! COME TO ME! JASON! COME TO ME! the Talisman sang.
Jack started up the staircase. Halfway up he looked at the landing and saw the last of the knights, standing and looking down at him. It was a gigantic figure, better than eleven feet tall; its armor and its plume were black, and a baleful red glare fell through the eye-slit in its helmet.
One mailed fist gripped a huge mace.
For a moment, Jack stood frozen on the staircase, and then he began to climb again.
5
They saved the worst for last, Jack thought, and as he advanced steadily upward toward the black knight he
slipped
through
again
into Jason. The knight still wore black armor, but of a different sort; its visor was tilted up to reveal a face that had been almost obliterated by old dried sores. Jason recognized them. This fellow had gotten a little too close to one of those rolling balls of fire in the Blasted Lands for his own good.
Other figures were passing him on the stairs, figures he could not quite see as his fingers trailed over a wide bannister that was not mahogany from the West Indies but ironwood from the Territories. Figures in doublets, figures in blouses of silk-sack, women in great belling gowns with gleaming white cowls thrown back from their gorgeously dressed hair; these people were beautiful but doomed--and so, perhaps, ghosts always seem to the living. Why else would even the idea of ghosts inspire such terror?
JASON! TO ME! the Talisman sang, and for a moment all partitioned reality seemed to break down; he did not flip but seemed to fall through worlds like a man crashing through the rotted floors of an ancient wooden tower, one after the other. He felt no fear. The idea that he might never be able to get back--that he might just go on falling through a chain of realities forever, or become lost, as in a great wood--occurred to him, but he dismissed it out of hand. All of this was happening to Jason
(and Jack)
in an eyeblink; less time than it would take for his foot to go from one riser on the broad stairs to the next. He would come back; he was single-natured, and he did not believe it was possible for such a person to become lost, because he had a place in all of these worlds. But I do not exist simultaneously in all of them, Jason.
(Jack)
thought. That's the important thing, that's the difference; I'm flickering through each of them, probably too fast to see, and leaving a sound like a handclap or a sonic boom behind me as the air closes on the vacancy where, for a millisecond, I took up space.
In many of these worlds, the black hotel was a black ruin--these were worlds, he thought dimly, where the great evil that now impended on the tightwire drawn between California and the Territories had already happened. In one of them the sea which roared and snarled at the shore was a dead, sickly green; the sky had a similar gangrenous look. In another he saw a flying creature as big as a Conestoga wagon fold its wings and plummet earthward like a hawk. It grabbed a creature like a sheep and swooped up again, holding the bloody hindquarters in its beak.
Flip . . . flip . . . flip. Worlds passed by his eyes like cards shuffled by a riverboat gambler.
Here was the hotel again, and there were half a dozen different versio
ns of the black knight above him, but the intent in each was the same, and the differences were as unimportant as the stylings of rival automobiles. Here was a black tent filled with the thick dry smell of rotting canvas--it was torn in many places so that the sun shone through in dusty, conflicting rays. In this world Jack/Jason was on some sort of rope rigging, and the black knight stood inside a wooden basket like a crow's nest, and as he climbed he flipped again . . . and again . . . and again.
Here the entire ocean was on fire; here the hotel was much as it was in Point Venuti, except it had been half-sunk into the ocean. For a moment he seemed to be in an elevator car, the knight standing on top of it and peering down at him through the trapdoor. Then he was on a rampway, the top of which was guarded by a huge snake, its long, muscular body armored with gleaming black scales.
And when do I get to the end of everything? When do I stop crashing through floors and just smash my way into the blackness?
JACK! JASON! the Talisman called, and it called in all the worlds. TO ME!
And Jack came to it, and it was like coming home.
6
He was right, he saw; he had come up only a single stair. But reality had solidified again. The black knight--his black knight, Jack Sawyer's black knight--stood blocking the stair-landing. It raised its mace.
Jack was afraid, but he kept climbing, Speedy's pick held out in front of him.
"I'm not going to mess with you," Jack said. "You better get out of my--"
The black figure swung the mace. It came down with incredible force. Jack dodged aside. The mace crashed into the stair where he had been standing and splintered the entire riser down into hollow blackness.
The figure wrenched the mace free. Jack lunged up two more stairs, Speedy's pick still held between his thumb and forefinger . . . and suddenly it simply disintegrated, falling in a little eggshell rain of yellowed ivory fragments. Most of these sprinkled the tops of Jack's sneakers. He stared stupidly at them.
The sound of dead laughter.
The mace, tiny splinters of wood and chews of old dank stair-runner still clinging to it, was upraised in the knight's two armored gloves. The specter's hot glare fell through the slit in its helmet. It seemed to slice blood from Jack's upturned face in a horizontal line across the bridge of his nose.
That chuffing sound of laughter again--not heard with his ears, because he knew this suit of armor was as empty as the rest, nothing but a steel jacket for an undead spirit, but heard inside his head. You've lost, boy--did you really think that puny little thing could get you past me?
The mace whistled down again, this time slicing on a diagonal, and Jack tore his eyes away from that red gaze just in time to duck low--he felt the head of the mace pass through the upper layer of his long hair a second before it ripped away a four-foot section of bannister and sent it sailing out into space.
A scraping clack of metal as the knight leaned toward him, its cocked helmet somehow a hideous and sarcastic parody of solicitude--then the mace drew back and up again for another of those portentous swings.
Jack, you didn't need no magic juice to git ovah, and you don't need no magic pick to pull the chain on this here coffee can, neither!
The mace came blasting through the air again--wheeee-ossshhhh! Jack lurched backward, sucking in his stomach; the web of muscles in his shoulders screamed as they pulled around the punctures the spiked gloves had left.
The mace missed the skin of his chest by less than an inch before passing beyond him and swiping through a line of thick mahogany balusters as if they had been toothpicks. Jack tottered on emptiness, feeling Buster Keatonish and absurd. He snatched at the ragged ruins of the bannister on his left and got splinters under two of his fingernails instead. The pain was so wire-thin excruciating that he thought for a moment that his eyeballs would explode with it. Then he got a good hold with his right hand and was able to stabilize himself and move away from the drop.
All the magic's in YOU, Jack! Don't you know that by now?
For a moment he only stood there, panting, and then he started up the stairs again, staring at the blank iron face above him.
"Better get thee gone, Sir Gawain."
The knight cocked its great helmet again in that strangely delicate gesture--Pardon, my boy . . . can you actually be speaking to me? Then it swung the mace again.
Perhaps blinded by his fear, Jack hadn't noticed until now how slow its setup for those swings was, how clearly it telegraphed the trajectory of each portentous blow. Maybe its joints were rusted, he thought. At any rate, it was easy enough for him to dive inside the circle of its swing now that his head was clear again.
He stood on his toes, reached up, and seized the black helmet in both hands. The metal was sickeningly warm--like hard skin that carried a fever.
"Get you off the skin of this world," he said in a voice that was low and calm, almost conversational. "In her name I command you."
The red light in the helmet puffed out like the candle inside a carved pumpkin, and suddenly the weight of the helmet--fifteen pounds at least--was all in Jack's hands, because there was nothing else supporting it; beneath the helmet, the suit of armor had collapsed.
"You shoulda killed both of the Ellis brothers," Jack said, and threw the empty helmet over the landing. It hit the floor far below with a hard bang and rolled away like a toy. The hotel seemed to cringe.
Jack turned toward the broad second-floor corridor, and here, at last, was light: clean, clear light, like that on the day he had seen the flying men in the sky. The hallway ended in another set of double doors and the doors were closed, but enough light came from above and below them, as well as through the vertical crack where they were latched together, to tell him that the light inside must be very bright indeed.
He wanted very badly to see that light, and the source of that light; he had come far to see it, and through much bitter darkness.
The doors were heavy and inlaid with delicate scrollwork. Written above them in gold leaf which had flaked a bit but which was still perfectly readable for a' that an' a' that, were the words TERRITORIES BALLROOM.
"Hey, Mom," Jack Sawyer said in a soft, wondering voice as he walked into that glow. Happiness lit his heart--that feeling was rainbow, rainbow, rainbow. "Hey, Mom, I think I'm here, I really think I'm here."
Gently then, and with awe, Jack grasped a handle with each hand, and pressed them down. He opened the doors, and as he did, a widening bar of clean white light fell on his upturned, wondering face.
7
Sunlight Gardener happened to be looking back up the beach at the exact moment Jack dispatched the last of the five Guardian Knights. He heard a dull boom, as if a low charge of dynamite had gone off somewhere inside the hotel. At the same moment, bright light flashed from all of the Agincourt's second-floor windows, and all of the carved brass symbols--moons and stars and planetoids and weird crooked arrows--came to a simultaneous stop.
Gardener was decked out like some sort of goony Los Angeles SWAT squad cop. He had donned a puffy black flak-vest over his white shirt and carried a radio pack-set on a canvas strap over one shoulder. Its thick, stubby antenna wavered back and forth as he moved. Over his other shoulder was slung a Weatherbee .360. This was a hunting rifle almost as big as an anti-aircraft gun; it would have made Robert Ruark himself drool with envy. Gardener had bought it six years ago, after circumstances had dictated that he must get rid of his old hunting rifle. The Weatherbee's genuine zebra-skin case was in the trunk of a black Cadillac, along with his son's body.
"Morgan!"
Morgan did not turn around. He was standing behind and slightly to the left of a leaning grove of rocks that jutted out of the sand like black fangs. Twenty feet beyond this rock and only five feet above the high-tide line lay Speedy Parker, aka Parkus. As Parkus, he had once ordered Morgan of Orris marked--there were livid scars down the insides of that Morgan's large white thighs, the marks by which a traitor is known in the Territories. It had only been t
hrough the intercession of Queen Laura herself that those scars had not been made to run down his cheeks instead of his inner thighs, where they were almost always hidden by his clothes. Morgan--this one as well as that one--had not loved the Queen any better for her intercession . . . but his hatred for Parkus, who had sniffed out that earlier plot, had grown exponentially.
Now Parkus/Parker lay face-down on the beach, his skull covered with festering sores. Blood dribbled listlessly from his ears.
Morgan wanted to believe that Parker was still alive, still suffering, but the last discernible rise and fall of his back had been just after he and Gardener arrived down here at these rocks, some five minutes ago.
When Gardener called, Morgan didn't turn because he was rapt in his study of his old enemy, now fallen. Whoever had claimed revenge wasn't sweet had been so wrong.
"Morgan!" Gardener hissed again.
Morgan turned this time, frowning. "Well? What?"
"Look! The roof of the hotel!"
Morgan saw that all of the weathercocks and roof ornaments--beaten brass shapes which spun at exactly the same speed whether the wind was perfectly calm or howling up a hurricane--had stopped moving. At the same instant the earth rippled briefly under their feet and then was still again. It was as if a subterranean beast of enormous size had shrugged in its hibernal sleep. Morgan would almost have believed he had imagined it if it had not been for the widening of Gardener's bloodshot eyes. I'll bet you wish you never left Indiana, Gard, Morgan thought. No earthquakes in Indiana, right?
Silent light flashed in all of the Agincourt's windows again.
"What does it mean, Morgan?" Gardener asked hoarsely. His insane fury over the loss of his son had for the first time moderated into fear for himself, Morgan saw. That was a bore, but he could be whipped back into his previous frenzy again, if necessary. It was just that Morgan hated to have to waste energy on anything at this point that didn't bear directly on the problem of ridding the world--all the worlds--of Jack Sawyer, who had begun as a pest and who had developed into the most monstrous problem of Sloat's life.
Gardener's pack-set squawked.