In the Midst of Death

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  "Me?" A big, toothy grin. "Not hardly, Matt. "

  "Then I dont get it. Wheres your angle?"

  "Do I have to have an angle?"

  "You never walked down the street without one. "

  He thought about it and decided not to resent the line. Instead he chuckled. "And do you have to know my angle, Matt?"

  "Uh-huh. "

  He sipped his drink and thought it over. I was almost hoping he would tell me to fuck off. I wanted to go away and forget about him. He was a man Id never like involved in something I couldnt understand. I really didnt want to get mixed up in any of his problems.

  Then he said, "You of all people should understand. "

  I didnt say anything.

  "You were on the force fifteen years, Matt. Right? And you got the promotions, you did pretty good, so you musta known the score. You had to be a guy who played the game. Am I right?"

  "Keep talking. "

  "So you got fifteen years in and five to go for the meal ticket and you pack it in. Puts you in the same boat as me, doesnt it? You reach a point where you cant hack it anymore. The corruption, the shakedowns, the payoffs. It gets to you. Your case, you just pack it in and get out of it. I can respect that. Believe me, I can respect it. I considered it myself, but then I decided it wasnt enough for me, the approach wasnt right for me, I couldnt just walk away from something I had twelve years in. "

  "Going on thirteen. "

  "Huh?"

  "Nothing. You were saying?"

  "I was saying I couldnt just turn my back and walk away. I had to do something to make it better. Not all the way better, but maybe just a little bit better, and that means some heads will have to roll, and Im sorry about that, but it has to be that way. " A wide grin, sudden and alarming now on this face that has been so preoccupied with the business of being sincere. "Look, Matt, Im not some fucking Christer. Im an angle guy, you called me on that and its true. I know things that Abner has trouble believing. A guy whos absolutely straight, hes never going to hear these things because the wise guysll dummy up when he walks into the room. But a guy like me gets a chance to hear everything. " He leaned forward. "Ill tell you something. Maybe you dont know it, maybe it wasnt quite this bad yet when you were carrying a badge. But this whole fucking city is for sale. You can buy the police force all across the board. Straight on up to Murder One. "

  "I never heard that. " Which wasnt quite true. Id heard it. Id just never believed it.

  "Not every cop, Matt. Not hardly. But I know two cases- thats two I know for a fact- where guys got caught with their cocks on the block for homicide and they bought theirselves out from under. And narcotics, fuck, I dont have to tell you about narcotics. Thats an open secret. Every heavy dealer keeps a couple of thou in a special pocket. He wont go out on the street without it. Thats called walkaway money- you lay it on the cop who busts you and he lets you walk away. "

  Was it always that way? It seemed to me that it wasnt. There were always cops who took, some who took a little and some who took a lot, some who didnt say no when easy money came their way, others who actually went out and hustled for it. But there were also things that nobody ever did. Nobody took murder money, and nobody took narcotics money.

  But things do change.

  "So you just got sick of it," I said.

  "Thats right. And youre the last person I should have to explain it to. "

  "I didnt leave the force because of corruption. "

  "Oh? My mistake. "

  I stood up and walked over to where hed left the bourbon bottle. I freshened my drink and drank off half of it. Still on my feet I said, "Corruption never bothered me much. It put a lot of food on my familys table. " I was talking as much to myself as to Broadfield. He didnt really care why I left the force any more than I cared whether he knew the right reason or not. "I took what came my way. I didnt walk around with my hand out and I never let a man buy his way out of something I considered a serious crime, but there was never a week when we lived on what the city paid me. " I drained my glass. "You take plenty. The city didnt buy that suit. "

  "No question. " The grin again. I didnt like that grin much. "I took plenty, Matt. No argument. But we all have certain lines we draw, right? Why did you quit, anyway?"

  "I didnt like the hours. "

  "Seriously. "

  "Thats serious enough. "

  It was as much as I felt like telling him. For all I knew he already had the whole story, or whatever the back-fence version of it sounded like these days.

  What happened was simple enough. A few years back I was having a few drinks in a bar in Washington Heights. I was off duty and entitled to drink if I felt like it, and the bar was one where cops could drink on the arm, which may have constituted police corruption but which had never given me a sleepless night.

  Then a couple of punks held up the place and shot the bartender dead on their way out. I chased them down the street and emptied my service revolver at them, and I killed one of the bastards and crippled the other, but one bullet didnt go where it was supposed to. It ricocheted off something or other and into the eye of a seven-year-old girl named Estrellita Rivera, and on through the eye and into the brain, and Estrellita Rivera died and so did a large part of me.

  There was a departmental investigation which ended with me being completely exonerated and even awarded a commendation, and a little while after that I resigned from the force and separated from Anita and moved to my hotel on Fifty-seventh Street. I dont know how it all fits together, or if it all fits together, but what it seemed to add up to was that I hadnt enjoyed being a cop anymore. But none of this was any of Jerry Broadfields business, and he wasnt going to hear it from me.

  So I said, "I dont really know what I can do for you. "

  "You can do more than I can. Youre not stuck in this lousy apartment. "

  "Who brings you your food?"

  "My food? Oh. I been getting out for a bite and like that. But not much and not often. And Im careful that nobodys watching when I leave the building or come back into it. "

  "Sooner or later somebodys going to tag you. "

  "Hell, I know that. " He lit another cigarette. The gold Dunhill was just a flat sliver of metal, lost in his large hand. "Im just trying to buy myself a couple of days," he said. "Thats about all. She splashed herself all over the papers yesterday. I been here since then. I figure I can last the week if I get lucky, a quiet neighborhood like this. By then maybe you can pinch her fuse. "

  "Or maybe I cant do a thing. "

  "Will you try, Matt?"

  I didnt really want to. I was running low on money, but that didnt bother me too much. It was the beginning of the month and my rent was paid through the end of the month and I had enough cash on hand to keep me in bourbon and coffee, with a little left over for luxuries like food.

  I didnt like the big cocky son of a bitch. But that didnt get in the way. As a matter of fact, I generally prefer to work for men I neither like nor respect. It pains me less to give them poor value.

  So it didnt matter that I didnt like Broadfield. Or that I didnt believe that more than 20 percent of what he had told me was the truth. And I wasnt even sure which 20 percent to believe.

  That last may have been what made my decision for me. Because I evidently wanted to find out what was true and what was false about Jerome Broadfield. And why he had wound up in bed with Abner Prejanian, and just where Portia Carr fit into the picture, and who was setting him up, and how and why. I dont know why I wanted to know all this, but evidently I did.

  "Okay," I said.

  "Youll take a shot at it?"

  I nodded.

  "Youll want some money. "

  I nodded again.

  "How much?"

  I never know how to set a fee. It didnt sound as though it would take too much time- Id either find a way to help him or I wouldnt, and either way Id know soon enough. But I didnt want to price myself cheap. Because I d
idnt like him. Because he was slick and he wore expensive clothes and he lit his cigarettes with a gold Dunhill.

  "Five hundred dollars. "

  He thought it seemed pretty steep. I told him he could find somebody else if he wanted. He was quick to assure me he hadnt meant anything of the sort, and he took a wallet from his inside breast pocket and counted out twenties and fifties. There was still a lot left in the wallet after hed piled five hundred dollars on the table in front of him.

  "Hope you dont mind cash," he said.

  I told him cash was fine.

  "Not too many people mind," he said, and he gave me the grin again. I just sat there for a minute or two looking at him. Then I leaned over and picked up the money.

  Chapter 4

  Its official name is the Manhattan House of Detention for Men, but I dont think Ive ever heard anyone call it that. Everybody calls it the Tombs. I dont know why. But the name somehow fits the washed-out, bottomed-out, burned-out feeling of the structure and its inhabitants.

  Its on White Street at Centre, conveniently located near Police Headquarters and the Criminal Courts Building. Every once in a while it gets into the papers and the television news because theres a riot there. Then the citizenry is treated to a report on the appalling conditions, and a lot of good people sign petitions, and someone appoints an investigative commission, and a lot of politicians call press conferences, and the guards ask for a pay increase, and after a few weeks it all blows over.

  I dont suppose its much worse than most urban jails. The suicide rate is high, but thats in part a result of the propensity of Puerto Rican males between the ages of eighteen and twenty-five to hang themselves in their cells for no particular reason- unless you call being Puerto Rican and in a cell adequate reason to kill yourself. Blacks and whites in that age group and those circumstances also kill themselves, but the PRs have a much higher rate, and New York has more of them than most cities.

  Another thing that boosts the rate is that the guards at the Tombs wouldnt lose any sleep if every Puerto Rican in America wound up swinging from the light fixtures.

  I got to the Tombs around ten-thirty after spending a few hours not getting back to sleep and not coming entirely awake either. Id grabbed some breakfast and read the Times and the News without learning anything very exciting about Broadfield or the girl he was supposed to have killed. The News at least had the story, and of course theyd given it the headline and a big splash on page three. Portia Carr had not been strangled if I was to believe the newspaper; instead someone had brained her with something heavy and then stuck her in the heart with something sharp.

  Broadfield had said on the phone that he thought shed been strangled. Which meant he might have been being cute, or he might have had the story wrong, or the News was full of crap.

  That was about all the News had, right or wrong. The rest was background. Even so, they were ahead of the Times- the late city edition didnt have a line of type on the murder.

  THEY let me see him in his cell. He was wearing a windowpane-check suit, light blue on navy, over another custom shirt. You get to keep your own clothing if youre being held for trial. If youre serving a sentence in the Tombs you wear standard prison issue. In Broadfields case this wouldnt happen because if he was convicted he would be sent upstate to Sing Sing or Dannemora or Attica. You dont do murder time in the Tombs.