The Wonder-Child: An Australian Story

  *CHAPTER XVII*

  *Crossing the Veldt*

  'Why criest them for thy hurt? Thy pain is incurable.' 'Truly this is my grief, and I must bear it.' 'Thus saith the Lord, Such as are for death, to death and such as are for the sword, to the sword.' _Jeremiah_.

  His good horse under him, a thunder-clouded sky above, a strange countryastretch on every side, Mortimer was off, despatches in his pocket fromhis own colonel to the colonel of an Imperial regiment stationed somehundred and thirty miles away.

  The day hung heavy from the sky, the land lay sad hearted andpatient-eyed beneath it.

  Yet now for the first time in all the weeks he had been on African soilMortimer felt at home with his surroundings, even happy in them. Thetumultuous days that lay behind him--he felt that some other, not he,had been living them. The frantic excitement of the send-off, the daysat sea, the storm or two, the troubles with the horses, the uneventfullanding on the unfamiliar shores, the hurried packing off up country bytrain, the feverish days and nights in camp at the bewildered littlevillage that saw the armies of the greatest nation on earth swarmingabout its quiet fields, his first patrol and the fierce whizz and rattleof marvellously harmless bullets from a deserted-looking kopje, hisfirst battle, with its horrid nightmare of flashing lights andthundering guns, its pools of blood, its contorted human faces, itsagonised horses writhing in the dust--these were all nothing to him now,but the coloured bits of glass one shakes about in a kaleidoscope.

  The smell of tents and of spent gunpowder was no longer in his nostrils;the brown earth alone sent up its homely odour, and he drew the breathof it in with thankfulness. Such a quiet country; silent little farmsasleep in the afternoon's sunshine, their crops long since ready, butgathered only by the birds. The cottages, some of them empty of allsigns of habitation, some of them with their doors carefully locked onall a woman's treasure of furniture and homely things.

  Here and there the sheep had not been driven off, but cropped placidlyat the plentiful pasturage. Mortimer's heart went out to the brown softthings.

  On and on he rode, finding his way with a bushman's instinct for theright path.

  The sky grew grey and more grey.

  Up from the west rolled a great woollen cloud that drooped lower andlower till it burst with a sudden fury over the land, as if shrapnelshells charged with hail had exploded in mid-air. Mortimer put up hiscollar, and ducked his head to the heavy ice-drops that struck him onevery side. He looked in vain for shelter; the veldt rolled smooth andgently undulating in all directions, and no tree was anywhere. To theleft a kopje loomed in the darkness ahead, to the right he had seen whenon the last rise the white gleaming palings and lights of a farm. Hepulled his watch out, and just made out in the rapidly falling darknessthat it was eight o'clock. His colonel had advised him to camp for thenight somewhere, lest he should lose his way in the darkness, and startoff again at earliest dawn. He rapidly resolved to make the farm hishalting-place, should, as was most likely, it prove to be unoccupied.The rumour that two lines of defence would join across this part of thecountry had swiftly cleared the sparsely occupied place. The thought ofcamping among the rocks of the kopje he did not entertain, having bythis the same firmly rooted distrust of that kind of geologicalformation that the British soldier will carry henceforth in all ages.He forced his plunging horse along; the terrified beast was trembling inevery limb with fright at the blinding lightning.

  The sound of voices on the road made him push forward harder than ever,his hand going swiftly to the pocket that held his revolver; then hefound it was women's voices he heard, a woman's cry of anguish cameafter him. He wheeled his horse round, and went back slowly, almostfeeling his way in the darkness.

  A flash of lightning showed him a cart with a fallen horse, an old man,and three girls.

  'What's wrong?' he asked.

  The old man began to explain rapidly in Dutch, but a girl who wasstooping over the horse rose up and came to him.

  'Our horse has been struck,' she said in perfectly good English; 'onewheel was struck too, and blazed for a minute, but the rain has put itout.'

  'Are none of you hurt?' said Mortimer.

  'None; it is wonderful!' said the girl.

  'Then run along all of you as hard as you can,' said Mortimer. 'There'sa farm and shelter I think quite close. I'll take the old man up on myhorse.'

  'We can't leave the cart,' said the girl.

  'Oh, confound the cart!' said Mortimer, struggling with his plunginghorse. 'You can get it after the storm is over.'

  'We have some one in it,' said the unemotionable voice of the girl. 'Heis dead.'

  Again the anguished cry of one of the other girls rose through the rain.

  Mortimer rode round the cart twice before he could think what to do.

  'Whose farm is it? Is any one living on it?' he said.

  'It is ours,' said the girl; 'we were almost home.'

  'Who is at the farm--how many?' Mortimer said, having no inclination torun the risk of being made a prisoner before his despatches were safe.

  'My mother, we girls, our grandfather here, and some children.'

  'I think I had better put up my horse in the shafts,' said Mortimer,'though I much doubt if he'll go.'

  'It is no use, the wheel is broken,' said the girl. 'We were just goingto carry him home, only they will not do anything but cry. Anna, Emma,for shame! What use are tears? Come, we are strong; let us carry himout of this rain.' The girls still moaned and wept, however, and shespoke sharply again to them, this time in Dutch, the language in whichtheir lamentations had been.

  'See here,' said Mortimer, 'I will take him up on my saddle.' Hedismounted and went to the cart and felt about nervously. TheEnglish-speaking girl lifted up a rug, and there on pillows on the cartlay a dead young Boer.

  'Are you sure he's dead?' Mortimer said. The hands, though wet withrain, were hardly stiff, the body had some faint warmth.

  The girl was helping him to lift.

  'He is quite dead,' she said. 'He was wounded and going down by trainto a Hospital. But as he passed this place, his home, he made them puthim out on the station, and send for us to take him home. We brought thecart and pillows, but he had died in the waiting-shed before we gotthere. We are taking him home to bury.' The other girls shrilled loudlyagain. 'Anna, Emma,' she said, with more sharp words in Dutch. Then,excusingly, to Stevenson, and with pity in her voice, 'He was to havemarried one of them, the other is his sister.'

  Mortimer got the dead man up before him, held him with one arm and rodeslowly, the girls and the old man hurrying by his side. The farm layabout a quarter of a mile away. The English-speaking girl opened thegate.

  'There is a ditch all the way up; don't stumble in it,' she said. 'Imust go on and warn his mother.' She ran forward in the darkness. Aturn in the path, and the lamplight from the farmhouse sent out its raysinto the night. Some children, small boys chiefly, clustered at thedoor; in front of them stood the girl and another woman, fifty or sixtyyears old.

  Mortimer with their aid lifted his burden down, and laid it on a bed inan inner room. He gave a fearful glance at the elder woman, the man'smother. She was a big woman, not fat, like the Boer women generallyare, but of angular outline, and with sharp high cheek-bones, and brownpiercing eyes.

  She was of English parentage, married in early girlhood to a Boerfarmer, and become mother of one daughter and six sons. Her husband hadfallen with the handful at Jameson's Raid; two sons had with theirlife-blood helped on the British reverse at Modder River, one lay buriedon the field at Elandslaagte, one at Magersfontein, one had been flungin the river at Jacobsdal, here was the sixth come home to her.

  She turned from the bed a moment to her niece, the English-speakinggirl, who had been a teacher in Johannesburg, but had come to her auntfor refuge at the beginning of the war, and remained as mainstay of thefarm.

  'Take those
shrieking girls out of my hearing, Linda!' she said. 'Letno one come in to me.' She closed the door of the bedroom in theirfaces.

  Linda turned away.

  'I must get some hot drinks,' she said. 'Grandfather and the girls willtake cold. Where are you going?'

  'Oh, I'll get along now,' said Mortimer.

  'Nonsense!' said the girl; 'you must dry yourself and eat and drink.'She moved towards the kitchen.

  'Oh,' said Mortimer, 'I'd better go. Just think, I might have been oneof the lot who knocked that poor chap over.'

  'We cannot stay to think of that,' the girl answered. 'You helped us;you must stay till the storm is over.'

  'But,' urged Mortimer again, 'how will _she_ feel?' and he glanced atthe closed bedroom door.

  'Oh, she understands,' said Linda; 'her feeling is not againstindividuals. Your soldiers have eaten and rested here three or fourtimes, for we are almost the only people left. We stay because we havenowhere to go, and we none of us care what happens.'

  Mortimer went to the door.

  'I must see to my poor horse,' he said presently.

  The girl summoned the stolid-faced little boys--sons they were of thesons who were slain. She gave them a lantern, and bade them show thestrange guest the stables. Then she ran to the kitchen herself.

  Mortimer was twenty minutes drying down his horse, feeding it, making itcomfortable, for the fate of his despatches rested on its welfare. Thenhe went back to the kitchen.

  The mother was there. She had left her dead after a few minutes, tobusy herself with the task of getting all the wet figures into drygarments. She was mixing drinks, hot, strong drinks that made the girlsblink and choke even while it restored them. She had the grandfatherwrapped in rugs, sitting closest of all to the fire.

  When Mortimer stood in the doorway, dripping helmet, dripping khakisuit, she moved towards him.

  'Drink this,' she said, and gave him a deep mug of hot liquid.

  He swallowed it gratefully, for the cold seemed in his very bones.

  'Here are some clothes,' she said, and picked up a rough farming-suitthat she had laid in readiness on a chair--'here is a room.' Shestepped across the passage. 'Change at once, and hand me your wetthings to dry.'

  Mortimer obeyed her, and, after doing so, sat down on the bed to awaitthe call to eat of the food the girl Linda was preparing.

  And then outraged nature took her revenge. He had not slept forfifty-six hours; he had been in the saddle eighteen hours of yesterday,and twelve of to-day. It was three hours before he knew anything more,and then it was only his cramped position on the bed that woke him;except for that he would have slept the clock round.

  He sat up numbed, his heart beating suffocatingly. Where were hisdespatches? What clothes were these he wore? He fell to his feet, agroan of horror bursting from him. What was this he had done--raw,careless, culpable soldier that he was? He had never taken theenvelopes from the clothes he had handed the woman--the woman whosesons' and husband's deaths lay at his country's door, still unavenged!Two strides took him down the hall to the kitchen, his face was likeashes. All the little house lay still as the tall, thin young farmerwho, in the front room, was taking his rest for ever from the ploughingof fields, the sowing and reaping of crops, the blind and strenuousguarding of his land and liberty at the command of those in the highplaces.

  The fire still burnt brightly in the grate. Linda sat before it soplunged in mournful thought she did not hear the young bushman'sfootfall.

  Across one side of the fire a clothes-horse stood holding the draggledskirts of the girls, the grandfather's moleskin clothes, the familiarkhaki of the uniform he had disgraced.

  His hand clutched the coat convulsively; beads of sheer terror stood onhis forehead. Then he sat down suddenly, the passion of relief bringingthe tears of relief to his eyes.

  The papers were there untouched; the long envelopes with the red armyseal upon them stuck up out of his breast-pocket in full view! Thatwoman, the mother whose sons were dead, that clear-headed young girl,they must both have known the importance of the papers, yet neither hadlaid a finger upon them, since he was their guest, their helper!

  Linda smiled at him in a pale way.

  'You have come to say you are hungry,' she said. 'I went to your roomtwice, but you slept so soundly I thought the food might wait.' She puta dish before him, meat and vegetables mixed up together. 'This is hot,at least, and nourishing,' she said.

  He thanked her, his voice still thick from agitation, then ate while shewent back to her morbid gazing at the glowing fire.

  'Do you know it is twelve o'clock?' he said presently. 'Won't you go tobed? I am afraid you have sat up to keep this fire alight for thefood.'

  She pushed back the thick hair from her forehead. No one could call herpretty, but the clear eyes and the patience and strength of the youngmouth struck one.

  'I think I was trying to see the end of the war,' she said, sighing;'but it takes better sight than mine.'

  'You?' he said pityingly. 'Have you lost any one very near--nearer thanthese cousins?'

  She blenched a moment.

  'One of them,' she said. 'I had been married to one of them--a week.We will not speak of that.'

  He begged her pardon, his throat thick again.

  She fought her lip quiet.

  'Oh,' she said, 'it is the same everywhere; our lovers, our husbands,our sons--all gone from us! Some will come back, of course, but crushedand mutilated. A little time, and your army will only have a handful ofwomen to contend against.'

  'We, too,' he said, 'we have lost our brothers, our fathers, our sons.Everywhere we have women mourning.'

  'Yes,' she said, 'I suppose so.' She sat silent a little time. 'Butthen it was you who came,' she urged again. 'We used to be quiet andhappy in our own way, even if we were unprogressive and unintelligent.It seems, to a woman, we might have been left alone.'

  'Ah, but,' he said, 'there were bigger issues than that at stake. Youhave read--I can see that you have read--you must know why we arefighting.'

  'Somewhere at the top,' she said, with a wan smile, 'there may be afew--a very few--on both sides who know. But our men don't know. Theyhave been told they will lose their liberty and homes if they don'tfight; that is all any of my cousins knew, and they went off to death,not cheerfully, but because there was nothing else to be done. Yourmen, of course they come because they are sent, and they fight theirbest because they are brave and obey orders. We have beeninsolent--isn't that what you say of us?--and we must be crushed. Butsome of you must know the rights of it all. Think how much wiser youare than we. You read while we plough. Those of you who know shouldstay behind.'

  'No,' he smiled; 'that is not our way either. We are no different fromyou. We pay a few great men to do the thinking for us, and if they sayit's got to be fighting, then, whatever it seems to us individually,collectively we just shoot.'

  The fire burnt lower and lower; it was the only light in the room, forthe oil-lamp, exhausted, had died out. Outside the rain still fell instraight soaking sheets over the thatched roof of the little house. Awind moaned restlessly over the empty country; you fancied it was lostand full of woe, because it had no trees to wander through. Once ortwice a horse whinnied, once or twice there came through the night theinexpressibly mournful sound of the bleat of a sheep. You felt the rainwas like no other rain at all; it seemed as if the land, swollen-eyed,was weeping in the quiet of midnight for its unutterable woes.

  The girl's head drooped back against the wall. Sleep had claimed her;but, by the anguish of the mouth and the pitiful stirring of the breast,you knew it was but to show her the body of her young husband, cast witha score of others in a trench, all wet with red.

  Stevenson sat, a cold sweat upon his brow; he felt he was the only soulawake on all the frightful continent.

  Then through the silence of the house came a woman's voice reading theBible--the mother seated a foot away from her quiet son. The thi
n woodoffered no resistance to the sound of her voice.

  '"Gather up thy wares out of the land, O thou that abidest in the siege.For thus saith the Lord, Behold, I will sling out the inhabitants of theland at this time, and will distress them, that they may feel it. Woeis me for my hurt! My wound is grievous: but I said, Truly this is mygrief, and I must bear it."'

  The sound of the voice pierced into Linda's wretched slumbers. Sheopened dilated eyes, and stared wildly at Mortimer. And the voice wenton again:

  '"My tent is spoiled, and all my cords are broken: my children are goneforth of me, and they are not: there is none to stretch forth my tentany more, and to set up my curtains. For the shepherds are becomebrutish, and have not inquired of the Lord: therefore they have notprospered, and all their flocks are scattered. The voice of a rumour,behold it cometh, and a great commotion out of the north country, tomake the cities of Judah a desolation, a dwelling-place of jackals."'

  'Oh,' said the girl with a sobbing breath, 'it is only aunt, of course;she often reads aloud like that. But, oh, I have had such dreams--suchfrightful dreams!'

  The voice went on.

  '"O Lord, I know that the way of man is not in himself: it is not in manthat walketh to direct his steps. O Lord, correct me"'--the tone of thevoice fell a little--'"but with judgment; not in Thine anger, lest Thoubring me--to nothing."'

  'I dreamt--I dreamt,' said the girl, pressing both hands on herthrobbing heart--'ah, I could never tell you what I dreamt!'

  'Hush,' said Mortimer, 'don't try, don't try! Won't you go to yourroom, and try to sleep in comfort?'

  She looked at him with distended eyes.

  'I daren't,' she said. 'O God, I never shall dare to sleep again!'

  The voice rose; the horrible exultant thrill in it made the flesh creep.

  '"Pour out Thy fury upon the heathen that know Thee not, and upon thefamilies that call not on Thy name: for they have devoured Jacob, yea,they have devoured him and consumed him, and have laid waste hishabitation."'

  The girl staggered to her feet.

  'I will go and sit with her,' she said; 'she should not be alone.'