The Sowing (The Torch Keeper)
“The Fallen Five are a legend,” I say. “When those Recruits disappeared more than ten years ago, it was the only time the Trials were ever cancelled since their inception. We need to go back. I have to talk to them.”
I leave out the part about needing to ask them what the hell happened to the fifth Recruit, Orestes Goslin, that turned him into a crazed cannibal surviving in the wilderness until his gruesome murder.
“Don’t worry,” Cassius says. “You’ll get the opportunity to speak to them.”
I ignore him. “Why did those Recruits never go back home?” I ask Straton. “Did they choose to stay here by their own free will or are you keeping them here?”
Straton shakes his head. “Did they look like they are under any duress to you?”
I slump back into my seat in lieu of giving the obvious response. No. They looked to be in excellent health, and happy. Too happy. I can’t help but remember the disheveled condition of Orestes Goslin—Cypress’s brother—when we encountered him right before that harrowing escape from the Fleshers.
At one point during our tour, we enter a crowded square with a building that appears to be some sort of cathedral. Disembarking, we enter the building and stand in a cordoned-off area in the rear. Despite all the people here, everything is quiet and solemn. The participants bow their heads and kneel as a golden platter hovers back and forth, row after row, dispensing what look to be rectangular-shaped crackers. The worshipers chant their gratitude to an entity known as the Begetter.
“Consume the flesh of the Begetter and become one,” they recite in unison. Then they place the crackers into their mouths.
The whole ritual conjures images of the Priory, and I shift my weight from one leg to another.
Digory’s hand slips into mine again and our eyes meet. I lean into his shoulder, allowing the heat of his body to counter the weariness of my own. Whatever happens to us now, each moment we spend together is a gift I don’t intend to waste.
The ceremony ends with the gathering bursting into song, and then we’re escorted out and back onto the transport, moving on just as the crowd in the square begins to disperse.
I decide to take a different tact with Straton. “This is quite some eco set-up you have here,” I say. “How long have you been down here?”
Cassius answers instead, pursing his lips. “There’s a lot about the history of our world that you don’t know. That I myself didn’t know until I first encountered Sanctum.”
I’m intrigued. “All we’ve ever been told is that the Deity wiped away the old world in the Great Ash Wars millennia ago, because we as a species had become weak and sinful, too dependent on creature comforts and baseless desires. Or some such religious rubbish.” Memories of Prior Delvecchio’s sermons rush through me, Cassius and me sneaking out of the Priory as children to play in the fields behind the waste treatment facilities instead. A pang hits me as I look at the stranger that Cassius has become.
“On some basic level, that’s true, I suppose,” Cassius says now. “But that’s more the Establishment’s way of dealing with the masses, treating them like children.”
I fight the urge to sneer. “You act like you’re not a part of them.”
“I’m not.”
Our eyes hold for an uncomfortable moment before I finally break away.
Straton turns to Digory and me. “I think a visit to the archives is in order.”
Our vehicle leaves the broad daylight of one quadrant and enters the dark night of another. It’s like gliding along a vast dark sea. Up ahead, a sleek, bullet-shaped building lights the way like a lone beacon. The domed roof appears to be an observatory.
“What’s with the four regions divvied up by time of day?” I ask Straton.
“It’s a constant reminder of the four stages of humanity’s life cycle,” he replies. “The dawn of life during birth; the peak of day, signifying adulthood; the dusk of old age; and finally death, when we rejoin the Begetter.”
I pause to consider this. “So, in spite of all your reliance on science and tech, you still practice your own form of religion just like the Establishment does?”
“Except our religion is the one truth.” The vehicle glides to a halt. “Time for some answers to your questions,” Straton announces.
My suspicions are overridden by my thirst for knowledge.
Cassius steps out of the transport before me and turns to offer me a hand down. But I ignore it and instead turn to give Digory unneeded help, the two of us striding past Cassius to follow Straton and our Flesher escort into the domed building.
Once inside, we travel down a series of gleaming passages and enter an elevator, flanked by Fleshers standing sentinel. In spite of now having seen so many of them up close, I don’t think I’ll ever get used to their ghastly appearance.
We exit the elevator and climb a steep spiral staircase, passing through a doorway into the observatory.
The domed room is enormous. Square panels are irregularly spaced throughout the curving ceiling. Directly above the glass in its center, the starfield shines overhead, much like it did on that night so long ago when Digory and I sat overlooking the ocean on the tower during our Recruit training—a lifetime ago, it feels like.
Clathrate Life Extinction Event data selected, a computerized voice announces.
A low hum fills the room and the lights dim.
We’re no longer in the observatory. The room has been replaced by a blinding-white, snow-covered tundra stretching impossibly wide in every direction. Animal species I’ve never seen before populate the horizon, many with snow-white fur. Then the view plunges through the snow and into the sea.
“Buried deep in the seabeds are methane clathrate compounds,” Straton explains. “Here, in the Arctic Ocean, because of the lower temperatures and lid of permafrost preventing the escape of methane, clathrates existed in shallower waters.”
The images flicker to the surface, where massive ships are tearing their way through the ice. I flinch as chunks of simulated ice are flung in our direction. Soon a montage replaces the ships: massive machines digging through the snow, enormous pipes excavating the surface, destroying all that beauty.
Cassius shakes his head. “Unfortunately, our ancestors became obsessed with exploiting all our natural resources as energy became scarce. This led to rises in sea temperatures and levels, which triggered the sudden release of enormous amounts of methane from the compounds buried in the ice.”
I shake my head. “Isn’t methane a pretty powerful gas?”
Straton nods. “The effect was like firing a massive gun. Once the methane was released, it created a greenhouse effect in the atmosphere, increasing temperatures even further—”
“And further destabilizing the methane clathrate in the ocean,” I say. The awe I’ve been feeling turns to horror.
“Yes,” Straton replies. “It was like a runaway train, warming the planet in less than a human generation.” He points to the images, shaky cam shots of dying animals, dead fish floating in the oceans. “Explosions of burning methane covered the planet in smoke, dust, and ash, firestorms that remained in the upper atmosphere for years. Large land masses flooded and created a global cooling that scrubbed out animal life both above and below the surface.
The once-beautiful horizon is now a grit-filled field of darkness and dust. Digory squeezes my hand.
“This lead to a widespread panic and mass food shortages,” Straton continues.
Holos of massive crowds and mass chaos surround us. Suffering, dirty faces, all filled with hunger and fear. Even after all the horrors I’ve witnessed firsthand, none comes close to capturing the utter devastation filling my eyes at this moment.
Cassius sighs. “Due to the raised levels of methane and derivative carbon dioxide flooding the atmosphere, alternating seasons of intense heat and cold rocked the population. Crop production was d
evastated, and weather patterns were forever thrown into chaos. Back when the city above us was a thriving metropolis, it was blanketed in winter this time of year, while it was warmer the Parish.”
Next, it’s like we’re in the middle of an intense snow storm where I can barely see an inch in front of me. Then the screens shift to images of arid, cracked earth and withered plant-life.
“The less industrialized nations perished first,” Straton explains. “But those countries considered super powers in the day fought to horde what was left of the precious resources. Allies turned on each other. There were military strikes. In some cases, there were governments who destroyed their own meager resources rather than see them fall into the hands of another. A series of wars ensued, wars fought in darkness and fire—”
“The Ash Wars,” I whisper.
Cassius’s eyes meet mine. “Yes. The few who survived came to call it that.” He shrugs. “It was a conflict that nobody won. After much bloodshed, the planet settled into quiet, the few pockets of survivors taking refuge underground.”
The images fade and the lights come back up. I look around me, then back at Straton. “This place. Sanctum is—was—a refuge against the cataclysm.”
“Yes. Our ancestors built it generations ago, one of a nexus of underground bunkers to preserve society. But over the generations, it’s become so much more.” Straton leads the way out of the observatory and into the elevator. “Scientists, and those deemed to have the technological and agricultural skills necessary to rebuild a society, were chosen to operate these underground installations. They were constructed across what was once known as the United States of America.”
“Usofa,” I whisper to myself. Digory and I exchange surprised glances.
The elevator begins its rapid descent. “You mean there are other hidden facilities like this one still around?” I ask.
Straton shakes his head. “No. At least not to our knowledge. According to the data that survived from those early days, it seems the nexus maintained communications in the beginning. But after the atmospheric conditions became more intense and the satellites began to fail, many of the installations were either breached during the ensuing wars or destroyed by natural forces. The only documentation we’ve been able to recover points to a complete loss of communication that was never re-established again.”
“But still, there could be other installations, isolated, wondering if others survived … ” I mutter.
The elevator doors open, interrupting the possibilities swimming through my mind.
Straton beckons with a wave of his hand. “Come.” We’re marched out of the archive building and back into the transport.
My mind is swirling with all these revelations. Life Extinction Events. Wars. Hidden pockets of survivors. Except for what I’d learned from those fragments of books in the Parish library, I never knew there was any other life but the Parish and the Establishment. All this time, we’ve been rotting in our own little world completely oblivious of all this.
My eyes dart to Cassius. At least most of us were oblivious. This new information could change everything.
“What about the rest of the world?” I ask. “Did any other countries have survivors after the wars?”
The vehicle begins to glide forward at high velocity. Straton looks back at us from the front seat. “None that we know of. It’s possible that some survived in shelters such as this one. If so, they’ve never made any attempt to contact us, or at least none that I’m aware of.”
I grip Digory’s hand tightly. Despite my amazement at this place, there’s something about all this that just doesn’t feel right. “I don’t get it,” I say. “If people have survived in Sanctum all of this time, how is it that most of us in the Parish”—I glance at Cassius—“have never heard of you before? How could we have survived without any bunkers, and why have you never come to our aid?”
It’s not only curiosity that fuels my question. It’s anger, too. All this time, the people under the Establishment’s thrall have endured such inhumane and deplorable conditions while Straton and his crew have apparently been living it up down here, with plenty of resources that could have made all our lives so much easier.
It’s Cassius who answers me. “It’s not like that. The people of Sanctum have had their eyes on us from the very beginning.”
My gaze flicks between them. “Tell me everything.”
Cassius and Straton exchange a look and the older man nods. He turns to me. “Centuries ago, once the worst of the carnage was over and the atmosphere had become manageable again, much talk occurred here about our eventual return to the surface. The feelings both for and against were quite passionate—and volatile. A compromise was made. It was decided that a small group of one hundred settlers would be permitted to leave the safety of Sanctum with supplies and provisions in an effort to re-establish a society above ground.”
The sky above turns from darkness to soft shades of pink and purple as we zoom into the Dawn quadrant.
Straton clears his throat before continuing. “It was a risky mission, fraught with danger and fear. Those first pioneers had the unenviable task of braving the elements and setting up a new home.”
He takes a deep breath. “Because of the dangers, it was decided by the ruling council that each member of the expedition could choose only one of their family members to accompany them. The rest had to stay behind. It was a dark time. Families were torn apart. But it was vital to the continued survival of Sanctum that the others remain behind. Of course, the explorers were given as many supplies as could be spared—food, medical provisions—and even were accompanied by a scientist, an agricultural specialist, a tech expert, and a cleric—but it was still a huge gambit. Not all of them survived that first year, but soon they set up a small township and slowly began to thrive under the guidance of their leader, Queran Embers.”
“Queran Embers?” My heart rate accelerates. “Small township.” I catch Cassius’s eye. “The Parish. These re-establishers became the Establishment, didn’t they?”
Cassius nods. “Yes. All of us—you, me—everyone we know back home—we’re all descendants of those first settlers from Sanctum.”
The words gridlock in my throat. I can’t stop staring at our Flesher escort, sitting stoic, the soft hues of the newly born sky incongruous against its repulsive features. All that time, fleeing from their touch, I had no idea I was running from our very own past.
And this place, Sanctum—with its Fleshers, four different skies, giant telescopes, and archives filled with information I’ve always dreamed about—it’s not just a wondrous discovery.
It’s where we all come from. Our true birthplace.
“I can tell you’re as surprised as I was when I learned the truth,” Cassius says. There’s something in his voice that’s tinged with empathy, a harsh reminder of someone that doesn’t exist anymore—that maybe never did. I huddle against Digory, who puts his arm around me, pulling me close against him.
“If we do come from you,” I finally say, “how is it that we’ve never known about you before?”
This time, Straton’s look is stern. “Once the original settlement started to grow, they resented Sanctum’s intrusion into their lives. They felt they had taken all the risks, and why should we reap the rewards? They cut off all ties with Sanctum and became their own entity—the Establishment, as you said. Their leader was consumed by that same greed and lust for power that led to humanity’s downfall to begin with. Everything we’d been through and survived—nothing was learned from it. Any documentation of Sanctum was destroyed, along with all communication links. As the younger generations were born, our existence was omitted from their histories. The experiment was a failure.”
My anger is stoked. “Experiment? You make it sound like we were all a bunch of laboratory rats.”
Straton purses his lips. “In essence, your forebearers
were just that. Besides seeing if it was possible for human beings to return to the surface after the apocalypse, the mission was also a way of ascertaining whether we could effectively rebuild our race, or whether we’d be doomed to failure yet again. Unfortunately, the latter proved to be true.”
He looks away from me. “We’ve been sending scouts out for years now.” He places a hand on the shoulder of the Flesher beside him, who doesn’t react at all. “Everything we’ve seen confirms that our former brethren have become a race of deplorable barbarians, feeding off the lives of those they subjugate for power. Any notions of welcoming them back into the fold would seem to be doomed to failure.”
In spite of the harshness of his words, I can’t say I disagree with anything he’s said about the Establishment. If anything, he’s being too kind.
Straton locks eyes with me. “While the odds of success are low, we owe it to the Begetter to try to rejoin with our misguided brethren one last time. That is why we invited Prime Minister Talon to our city on a mission of peace. Following our talks here in Sanctum, a retinue from our city shall accompany the Prime Minister back to the Parish to continue negotiations.”
“It must have taken an awful lot of persuasion to get Talon to leave the safety of the Parish and venture here,” I say.
Cassius smiles. “It’s amazing what the prospect of advanced tech and increased food resources can accomplish.”
“Of course. Power and greed. The language of politicians.” My eyes meet Cassius’s. “And you, the poster-boy Prefect for the Establishment, are okay with this?”
“I told you once before that I have plans to beat them at their own game. Nothing’s changed.”
I cross my arms. “Hmmm. Neither has my opinion of you, especially considering how you’re responsible for so much pain—not only to Cole and me, but to the people we care about.” I look into Digory’s eyes and he kisses me on the forehead. When I look back at Cassius, he seems pained. “From where I’m sitting, you judging the Establishment makes you the biggest hypocrite on the entire planet.”