Rhapsody

  14

  “I’m going through,” she said simply. Grunthor laughed aloud.

  “If you wanted to commit suicide, Oi would o’ been glad to ’elp you in a way that wouldn’t damage the meat,” he said. “Come on, miss, shake it off.”

  “Look,” Rhapsody said, losing patience, “I’m not going back. I can’t. None of us can. Remember those cave-ins? The path is blocked. We’ll never get out that way. The only way to go is forward.”

  “Exactly how do you propose we do that?” Achmed asked. His tone was sincere, or at least as full of sincerity as he was capable.

  Rhapsody took a deep breath, knowing that what she was about to say would sound inane, at best. “Do you remember what I said about names, and how they can make us what we once were?”

  “Vaguely.”

  “Well, I’ve been thinking about it ever since this possibility arose. I think the only way to broach the fire is to wrap ourselves in the song of our names and hope that we are remade on the other side.”

  “You first, my dear,” chuckled Grunthor.

  “Of course,” she said hastily. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

  “You really are desperate to get out of this tunnel,” said Achmed. His tone was the cross between sympathy and sarcasm that Rhapsody referred to as sympacastic.

  “Have you got any better ideas?”

  She sat down on the root and unslung her ragged satchel, removing her higen, a palm-sized stringed instrument resembling a tiny harp. “If I make it through, I’ll come back for you if I can.” She brushed the dirt from the fragments of her cloak and stood again. “If I don’t come back, at least you’ll know to try something else.”

  Grunthor shook his head, staring at the inferno before them. “Oi know that without you tossin’ your life away.”

  “Let her go,” said Achmed quietly.

  Rhapsody smiled. “Thank you. At least if I don’t make it you’ll finally be rid of me.”

  Grunthor was growing visibly upset. “If Oi’d wanted to be rid o’ ya, Oi’da done it ages ago. I could o’ snapped your neck with one ’and and been done with you.”

  She put her arms around the trembling giant. “Well, maybe you could have back then. I’ve had some pretty good sword training since.” She pulled him tighter, and he bent to embrace her. “Goodbye, Grunthor. Don’t worry. I’ll be back.”

  He pulled away and looked down at her, mustering a smile. “Oi thought you always had to tell the truth.”

  Rhapsody patted his cheek. “I am,” she said softly. She turned to the robed man who had vexed her so much, had trapped her within the Earth in the first place.

  “Goodbye, Achmed.”

  “Hurry up,” he said. “We’re not going to wait long for you.”

  Rhapsody laughed aloud. “Well, that’s incentive.” She shouldered her pack and walked away toward the inferno. The two Bolg watched as her tiny black shadow grew longer against the roaring flames, then disappeared in the wall of billowing heat and light.

  When she got as close as she could endure, Rhapsody closed her eyes, resting her higen against her chest. The tiny strings were hot to the touch; her fingers burned as she plucked them, trying to discern the right song, a song of herself.

  She knew the single note that reverberated in her soul, ela, the sixth and final note of the scale. Each person is attuned to a certain musical note, her instructor had said. Rhapsody had been highly amused upon discovering her own: She was the sixth and final child in her family. The note fit her easily; it made sense to her. She sang it now, feeling the familiar vibration. The melody that would capture her essence was more elusive. Her true name, set to music, was easy enough; she started with that.

  From the simple melody line she built another refrain, a tune that resonated inside her and made her skin tingle. Note by note, measure by measure, she constructed the song, adding her voice to the composition she played on the higen. Then, gathering her courage, she walked into the fire.

  As she reached the edges of the roaring inferno her eyes began to sting from the intensity of the light. Pain seared them shut. She kept walking, still singing, praying that if she was wrong she would be engulfed quickly, and not suffer too long.

  There was a natural wind to the fire, and it blew her blond tresses around her, illuminating her hair like a torch. It was becoming harder and harder to breathe. Rhapsody opened her eyes to find herself within the fire’s walls.

  The innate song of the fire was louder now and she matched her own namesong to it, singing in harmony. Instantly her eyes ceased to sting; she found, upon opening them, a realm of glorious color, whipping around her like meadow grass in a high wind. A sense of peace and safety washed over her. The fire knew her. It would not harm her.

  The gleaming hues, sapphire blues twisting through sheets of blazing red-orange and tongues of yellow, billowed around her. Rhapsody felt the pain in her joints and bones melt away. Vaguely she wondered if she was being immolated, consumed in the fire’s maw. It was a sensation akin, in a way, to joy, a feeling of being surrounded by ultimate acceptance. She sang loudly, turning the melded tunes of the fire and herself into a song of celebration.

  The way before her grew clearer, patches of darkness appearing for a moment, only to vanish without a trace. She steeled her nerve and kept walking; it took all her strength to leave the core. If she gave in to the sweetness of the place she knew she would stay forever, happily absorbing the song of the fire until it took her as part of itself.

  Suddenly the delicious heat left her face; it was like being slapped with a cold ocean wave. Rhapsody opened her eyes and saw darkness before her, though the fire walls were still flickering at the periphery of her vision. Before her stretched a tunnel similar to the one she had just left, but with slightly different features. Though she was still within the fire’s embrace, she felt a shiver run through her. She had made it to the other side of the core.

  She spun around quickly and hurried back through the fire, singing all the way.

  On the other side of the core Grunthor waited anxiously, staring into the blinding conflagration, sweating visibly through the pores of his gray-green hide. After what seemed an endless delay he squinted, then pointed into the flames.

  “Oi see ’er, sir!”

  Achmed was nodding. He had spied her shadow a moment before, tall as the cavern ceiling, flickering in between the waves of fire and disappearing again.

  The woman who walked out of the blaze vaguely resembled Rhapsody, but was very different in appearance. Her hair was no longer the color of pale gold, but had been burnished in the fire to the shade of warm, clear honey. She waved to them from the fire’s edge.

  “Come on,” she urged, her voice swallowed by the roar of the flames. “I don’t know how long the pathway will stay open.”

  The two Firbolg ran to the edge of the core, shielding their eyes from the heat. Rhapsody held up her hand to stop them too late. The hood of Achmed’s robe ignited, ripping into flame. She watched in horror as Grunthor threw him to the ground and smothered the fire, rolling him in the white-hot ash of the floor.

  Achmed’s name she knew; she had given it to him. She chanted it now, over and over. Grunthor helped the stunned man rise, and assisted him to the edge of the fire wall. Rhapsody held up her palm to the Sergeant, signaling him to wait, and took the Dhracian’s hands in hers. His eyes were clearing as he heard the song of his name. It must be causing the same sense of well-being in him that she had experienced.

  When she was sure he could stand erect, Rhapsody transferred the tune to the higen, playing as Achmed stood at the edge of the fire. She began weaving a song for him, based around the melody that was his name.

  “Can you feel the song tingling on the surface of your skin?”

  “No.” The tatters of his hood crumbled and fell to the ground, exposing the terrible burn that now marred his forehead and eyes; Achmed was blind. Rhapsody’s own eyes stung at the sight of it. The wound looked excruc
iating.

  She thought quickly. “Tell me something about yourself I can add to make it reflect you better,” she said. She added the musical notes to the melody that spelled out Firbolg and Dhracian. “Shall I rename you back to your old name, the Brother?”

  Achmed shook his head violently, spattering droplets of sweat into the flames that dispersed into mist on impact. His face reflected the rippling light of the fire behind her.

  “What child were you in the family?”

  With great effort he spoke. “Firstborn.”

  Rhapsody nodded and wove the word into the melody. From the look on his face she could tell that he had felt some sort of additional sensation with its inclusion.

  “Just one more trait, Achmed, anything that is part of your identity. What is your profession?”

  Achmed began to shake as the shock of his injury overcame him. He bent as close to her as he could, trying to allow her to hear the word.

  “Assassin,” he whispered.

  Rhapsody blinked. Of course, she thought. She began to sing the song again, adding the new dimension.

  Achmed’s scarred eyes opened wider, and he nodded sightlessly as he felt the song surround him, as she had. In the next instant a memory flickered behind Rhapsody’s eyes. It was the image of Achmed at the twisting nexus where thousands of differing paths along the Root met, nonchalantly choosing their course through the belly of the world. He had been unconcerned, had seemed so sure of his choices that there had never been a breath of hesitation as to whether they were heading in the correct direction.

  Once Grunthor had whispered in her ear that the Dhracian was following the beating heart of the Earth, feeling its pulse, being guided along its veins and humming pathways the way he had once sought his prey in the realm of the air, the world above.

  Unerring tracker. The pathfinder, she sang. Achmed’s body grew translucent and began, like his face a moment before, to reflect the light of the Great Fire. Rhapsody reached out and pulled him into the flames. She hurried him through to the other side, singing with all her ability as a Namer. She deposited him just outside the wall of the fire and ran back to get Grunthor.

  The sight of the trembling giant standing in the reflected brilliance of the billowing fire’s edge squeezed Rhapsody’s heart. The amber eyes, transfixed in a look she recognized as stark terror, relaxed somewhat upon seeing her, but his face was still contorted with obvious worry.

  “Where is ’e, darlin’? Is ’e all right?”

  “Come on!” she shouted over the pounding roar of the flames, waving him on wildly.

  Grunthor ran to her, grabbing her by the shoulders. “Is ’e all right?”

  “Don’t be afraid, we’re going to make it—”

  A snarling howl issued forth. It rumbled through the massive muscles down through the clawed hands that gripped her upper arms, choking off her assurances and turning her words into a gasp of pain. “Where is ’e?!”

  Rhapsody clutched his hands and pulled free of them. “He’s on the other side. He’s blind, but he’s alive.” She saw relief temper the ferocious expression on his face, noticed his mighty jaw unclench ever-so-slightly, and she felt another twist of her heart. She knew the fear that held sway over him, and knew also that none of it had been for himself. With a hand that shook she reached up and patted his monstrous cheek.

  “What is your Firbolg name?” The giant opened his mouth, and a serious of whistling snarls came out, followed by a clicking glottal stop. Rhapsody exhaled, then closed her eyes. “Tell me again,” she said, fighting the panic welling inside her.

  Listening carefully to the sounds above the noise of the flames, she matched her voice as best she could to Grunthor’s. After several tries she could feel a hum in return emanating from in front of her. When she opened her eyes again, Rhapsody could see a halo of light gleaming around the Sergeant.

  “And you’re Bengard as well?” Grunthor nodded. Child of sand and open sky, son of the caves and lands of darkness, she sang. Bengard, Firbolg. The Sergeant Major. My trainer, my protector. The Lord of Deadly Weapons. The Ultimate Authority, to Be Obeyed at All Costs. The electric hum grew louder.

  Grunthor broke into a toothy grin. “That’s it, miss. Oi feel positively a-tingle. Now let’s get to ’im, eh?”

  Rhapsody smiled in return. “Grunthor, you’re such a faithful friend, strong and reliable as the Earth itself. Here, hold my hands.”

  She led the towering Bolg through the flames, chanting his name and the characteristics she had ascribed to him, singing the namesong over and over, until the shadows that were dancing off the walls of fire swallowed them.

  She blinked and looked around. They were on the other side, out of the flames, surrounded by darkness. Rhapsody buried her face in Grunthor’s chest, trying to absorb the sudden, stinging absence of the fire’s warmth without bursting into tears of loss.

  The giant watched in the dark as Rhapsody began to remove the bandages. They were deep in the tunnel now, the light of the fire still reflecting off them from a distance. She had dressed Achmed’s eyes with some of her healing herbs, over the Dhracian’s sustained protests.

  Achmed lay with his head in her lap, muttering impatiently as she unwound the linen strips.

  “I told you this was unnecessary. I can see.”

  “Well, why didn’t you say so before I wrapped you up?”

  “I was unconscious,” he said indignantly.

  Rhapsody chuckled. “Oh, yes, that’s it; I thought you seemed unnaturally cooperative.” She pulled the second of the layers off. “Now, this was just a palliative treatment to ease the pain—”

  “I’m not in pain,” he interrupted angrily.

  “—and we’ll need to treat the wound once we get to a safe—” Rhapsody stopped her thought again, staring blankly at the Dhracian’s face. Achmed’s wound had vanished.

  “Gods,” she whispered.

  Achmed ripped the remaining bandage off his head. “I told you I was healed.”

  Grunthor was staring at him as well. “Uh, sir, you’re a lit’le more ’ealed than you think.”

  “What’s that supposed to mean?”

  Grunthor drew his poleax forward, a long spearlike weapon with a hatchet head on one side that he called Salutations, or Sal for short. “Have a look. That wound you got in that knife fight in Kingston a few years back?”

  “Yes?”

  “Gone, sir. See for yourself.”

  Achmed seized the blade with both hands and stared into it deeply. A moment later he grasped the waist of his shirt and examined his abdomen.

  “My scars are gone.”

  “Mine too,” Grunthor added, looking over to Rhapsody, who was looking at her wrist. She met his gaze, then nodded.

  “All our wounds are gone, and our scars have vanished. Why would that be?”

  Rhapsody smiled. “Think about what I told you all that time ago.”

  Achmed sat up and thought back to their first fight with the vermin, the time when she sang her first healing song and mended the wound on his forearm.

  Go ahead, scoff if you want to. But music of one form or another will probably be what gets us out of this place.

  Only if you annoy me so much with your singing that I use your body as an auger and drill us out of here.

  It’s part of what a Namer can do; there is no thing, no concept, no law as strong as the power of a given thing’s name. Our identities are bound to it. It is the essence of what we are, and sometimes it can even make us what we are again, no matter how much we have been altered.

  “Are you saying that we have been remade?”

  Rhapsody shrugged. “I don’t know, I think so. I was sure the first time I walked through the fire I could feel my body burn away, almost like I was being immolated. Because I sang each of our true names through it all, I think whatever damage life or circumstance inflicted on our bodies was not mirrored on our new ones. Are there any other manifestations that we might be able to check?”
br />   Achmed slowly ran his hand around the base of his throat. The invisible chain that the demon had once controlled him with had snapped when she renamed him in the alleys of Easton, and had been gone for so long that it was impossible to tell. Bones that had once been broken felt as strong and healthy as if they never had sustained injury, but he was not certain they had shown any indication of it before the fire, either.

  “I don’t know; is your virginity restored?”

  Rhapsody turned away as if stung. Normally she ignored jokes of that sort, but the cleansing, horrifying, ecstatic experience of passing through the fire had exhausted her ability to absorb the jest. Grunthor saw the look on her face and glared at Achmed angrily. The giant looked back over at her again, then found his mouth open in amazement.

  “Darlin’, turn around a minute ’ere.”

  “Leave me alone,” Rhapsody answered. “I’m not in the mood for any more teasing.”

  “No, miss, please,” Grunthor insisted. “Oi want to ’ave a look at your face.”

  Slowly Rhapsody turned back toward him, though her eyes remained averted.

  “Criton,” Grunthor murmured. Achmed looked up and felt his jaw go slack as well.

  Rhapsody had been a beautiful woman before her walk through the fire, though time and soil had diminished her appearance somewhat in their endless trek along the Root. That had changed considerably; the walk through the core had burned away any imperfection, leaving a creature they hardly recognized in front of them.

  The long golden hair was sparkling in the light of the distant fire, gleaming like liquid gold. Her complexion had been purged of any flaw, leaving skin the color and consistency of a rose petal, glistening in the darkness. When, a moment later, she turned to look at them in annoyance, her emerald eyes flashed, clearer than gemstones, and caught the rays of illumination in the tunnel around them. She had been comely; now she was more than magnificent. Even to Firbolg eyes the aura of unnatural beauty was evident.

  “What?” she asked, irritation evident in her voice.