Saving Grace

  “Alright, I’ll cut the legs off the desk but you are going to tell me what is going on first.”

  Blind with panic she grabbed a pen but he caught her hand and held it steady.

  “Grace, tell me what you are doing.”

  “Just let me go, please,” she said, struggling to extract her hand from his.

  He shook his head seriously. “Not until you tell me what you are doing. Now give me the pen and start at the beginning.”

  Her hand trembled as she released the pen.

  “Thank you,” he said, setting the pen on the floor beside him. “Now tell me what you were going to write and to whom?”

  “A letter, Robert, I need to write a letter to myself.”

  “And how is this going to help Jenny?”

  “Well it won’t directly help her but it will lead to something that will help her,” she said falling over her words as she raced to finish the explanation.

  “I’m not following you, Grace. Start at the beginning, please.”

  With much reluctance she told him about the letter she had found on the back of the portrait in her hotel room and how his desk had come to belong to Kate because she had fallen in love with the idea that Robert had commissioned the making of the desk specifically for her.

  “If you don’t make that desk appear to have been made for me then Kate will not buy it and the future will be altered. I was meant to come here. I see that now but I also know that we must not change what should happen in my time. You must write a note with the exact measurements of your desk and it must appear as though you had it made for your wife.

  He smiled a broad slightly cheeky smile and she shot him a look of disapproval.

  “What are you smiling about? This isn’t funny.”

  “I know it’s not funny, but you have twice answered a question you said you should not.”

  “What?”

  “You will be my wife?”

  She clapped her hand hard over her mouth realising with horror what she had done.

  He moved her hand slowly from her mouth and gently kissed her lips.

  “You haven’t changed anything. I knew from the first moment I saw you that you would be my wife.”

  Her head spun in an ever tighter vortex of confusion, the only coherent thought being that she needed to help her daughter.

  “You are right and I’m sorry but I can’t think about it now. I have to help Jenny.”

  He nodded, handing the pen back to her. She took it from him and began to write, her hand darting furiously across the canvass. When she was done he placed the portrait back on the wall above the fireplace.

  “Is that it?”

  “No, please pass me my phone?”

  One dark brow quirked in question.

  “That... thing over there on the bed.”

  She took the phone off him and ran her fingers over the touch screen, then lifted it to her mouth and began to speak.

  “Harry, this is Grace and I need your help. My daughter is in trouble. Please, Harry, you’ve got to find her? She lives at 114 Monnies End, Clowne, Derbyshire and her name is Jenny.

  “The details for my bank account are in my hotel room. Use the money as you see fit. When you find Jenny, please give her this cross. She will know it is from me and understand its significance,” Grace paused and tapped the phone against her top lip. “Harry, tell her that I love her.”

  Grace lifted her hands to the back of her neck and unclipped the chain. She watched it as it dropped neatly into the palm of her hand.

  “Robert do you have a metal box?”

  “I do,” he said, disappearing out from the room, to return a few minutes later. He laid the box on the floor in front of her, along with a small leather pouch. She looked up at him quizzically.

  “What’s this?”

  “Just a little something to help my future nephew through life.”

  Grace gently untied the leather thongs and pulled the pouch open. She gaped in amazement at the shining gold coins.

  “Robert there’s a fortune here.”

  “Only a small one, assuming gold still has a value in your time.”

  “Oh yes, gold still has a value in my time,” she said, weighing the heavy coins in the palm of her hand.

  “I take it you have a way of getting this... phone, to Harry?”

  Grace opened the lid of the metal box and placed the mobile, the silver cross and the leather pouch into the box.

  “I do,” she said, routing through the backpack again.

  “What are you looking for now?”

  “My purse. Jenny will need my bank card to get access to the funds in my account.”

  “If you have no idea how you moved nearly four hundred years in time, how are you going to move this box?” he said, frowning down on her.

  “Yes, that is easier than it sounds. We need to go back to the post house.”

  “The post house?”

  “Yup, the post house.”

  “Not now, surely?” he said, casting a disapproving eye at her.

  She nodded solemnly. “Yes, please?”

  “Grace it’s the dead of night. The snow is knee deep and still falling and you have no coat. Can’t this wait until the morning?”

  “No, Robert it really can’t. I will go on my own if I have to, but this has to be done now.”

  A low guttural groan emanated from his throat as he pulled a cotton shirt over his head.

  “It won’t take long, I promise,” she said, wrestling herself into the borrowed gown.

  “Exactly why does it have to be the post house?”

  “Because in the letter I have just written on the back of your portrait I told myself to tell Harry to look under the floorboards in the post house.”

  “I see,” he said as understanding started to take hold. “You are putting these things somewhere for Harry to find in the future.”

  She nodded excitedly. “That’s exactly what I’m doing.”

  “Couldn’t you have told Harry to look under the floorboards in this house?”

  “No, because I’ve already given him the message.”

  “I see. We’d better go then,” he said handing her an oversized black coat.

  “I can’t take your coat.”

  “You can and you will. I have another one,” he said as they made their way through the main living room downstairs.

  “Robert, wait,” she said, opening a cabinet and removing a glass bottle.

  “From what you’ve said, Harry can do without any more whisky,” he said stopping beside her.

  Grace pulled the cork from the neck of the bottle.

  “It’s not for Harry,” she said lifting the whisky to her mouth and drinking deeply from the bottle.

  “Steady, girl,” he said, lifting his hand to take the bottle from her.

  She gasped and shuddered as the liquid slid down the back of her throat.

  “It was for me,” she finished.

  “Yes, I can see that.”

  “Funny,” she said smiling gently to herself.

  “What’s funny?”

  “Harry used to call me, girl,” she said hooking her arms into the long black coat.

  Robert chuckled to himself as he watched her move clumsily towards the door. The coat hung heavily around her shoulders, her arms lost in the sleeves and her small frame drowned by the thick cloth.

  “You look ridiculous,” he said, trying to suppress a laugh.

  She shot him an angry look but it did nothing to suppress the laughter building inside him. Unable to help himself he put his arms out and drew her into an affectionate hug.

  “I shouldn’t have laughed at you. I’m sorry,” he said, trying to sound serious.

  “Let’s just go,” Grace snapped back.

  They made their way through the darkened city. The snow still lay deep underfoot and Grace struggled with the added weight of the coat on top of her dress, but she was grateful for its addition nonetheless. The night air was b
itter. Her eyes watered and her cheeks stung, but the only thought she had was for her daughter.

  Robert slid the key into the lock and turned it. The door pushed silently open into the main room of the posting house. They fumbled their way towards the bar, looking for an oil lamp. Grace stared in shocked silence as Robert flicked the lighter and brought the flame to the wick of a lamp. The light guided them to the small room off what would be the kitchen. Robert placed the lamp on an oak table and looked curiously at the floor.

  “How can you be sure no one will find this before Harry does?”

  “I can’t,” she said simply.

  “So you don’t know for sure that he is going to get this?”

  “No. I left him before he lifted the floorboards,” she paused thoughtfully, “I’m not sure what would have happened if I’d stayed. On one hand, I would have known for sure that the box was still there. On the other hand... I would probably have headed straight back to Jack had I known Jenny was in trouble.”

  He frowned curiously at her. “Tell me, Grace. Your phone, could it exist in two times?”

  “I don’t think so... at least I can’t see how it could.”

  “So perhaps it is a good thing you didn’t stay and watch Harry lift the boards.”

  “Perhaps, but now I will never know if Harry will get this box.”

  “Yes, you will.”

  “How?”

  “We leave nothing under these floorboards.”

  “That’s a great idea,” she said sardonically, “Absolutely bloody great. So I get to know for sure that Harry never finds anything there.”

  “That’s right.”

  “And how exactly is that meant to help Jenny,” she snapped.

  “We’re going back to the house.”

  “No, Robert, we can’t. I’ve got to get this message to Harry.”

  “We will.”

  “But he is expecting it to be here.”

  “Am I right in saying that it doesn’t matter where he finds it?”

  “Well... I guess it doesn’t matter, just so long as he gets it. But, he won’t know to look anywhere else for it.”

  “He doesn’t have to.”

  “You aren’t making any sense, Robert and we’re wasting time. Please, just help me lift the floorboards?”

  “No, we’re not lifting anything. Trust me, Grace. Harry will get your message.”

  “I don’t have much choice, do I?”

  “No, you don’t,” he said with all seriousness.

  They made the walk back to the house in silence. Dawn was breaking and the city rose around them. Grace pushed the heavy weave of the coat aside and gathered the sodden skirts of her gown in her hands in an attempt to speed up their journey but progress was still slow. Robert walked steadily beside her, matching her pace. It made her think of Jack and how he would charge off ahead of her and Jenny whenever they were out together. He believed it was the woman’s place to walk behind her husband. In truth the man had walked so fast that the two of them had often found themselves running behind him in their attempt to keep up. Yet here was a man, who should see her as inferior, yet he chose to walk steadily beside her.

  His heart broke for the woman beside him. He understood her pain and was wise enough to know that there was little he could do to ease it. Time, he assumed would be the most efficient healer. But he doubted she would ever recover fully from the loss of her daughter. His fists clenched at the thought of the man who had forced her to leave her daughter. They were common enough; weak in nature and bullies at heart, he despised such characters. But for now there was the more pressing issue of her daughter. He was fairly confident he had devised a plan that would ensure the timely delivery of Grace’s message.

  An orange glow stretched across the city as the stars faded and dawn broke clear and crisp. Robert pushed the door to the house open and ushered Grace hurriedly inside. She slithered clumsily out of the coat, her shoulders straightening as its weight disappeared. Her skirts hung limp and muddy around her ankles as she moved closer to the fire in an attempt to dry the sodden material.

  “You are too close to the fire, Grace,” he said, pulling her gently back from the flames.

  “Go upstairs and put your old clothes on,” he said.

  “I thought you said I wasn’t to wear them again?”

  “I did.”

  Too tired to argue she nodded and made her way wearily up the stairs to the bedroom. She found her jeans and sweatshirt neatly folded in the chest. The photograph of Jenny lay on the rug beside the back pack, forgotten in the earlier panic. Unable to help herself, her eyes fixed on the picture. Although the image tore savagely at her heart, her body and mind were too exhausted to muster even a sob. Clutching the photograph of her daughter she made her way down the stairs in search of Robert.

  Shelves of leather bound books lined the walls of the room in which Grace found him. The metal box sat open on a desk which she recognised instantly. He smiled up at her as she entered the room.

  “Warmer now?” he asked as she came to stand beside the desk.

  “Yes, thank you,” she said softly holding her hands out to the flames of the fire, “What are you going to do?”

  His finger rested on a piece of paper which he slid across the desk towards her. Her eyes scanned the familiar words. ‘To be of the finest quality with exact dimension to ensure the absolute comfort of my dearest wife.’

  “Is there anything you would like to say to Kate?” he said lifting the quill and dipping it lightly in the ink well.

  “I don’t understand,” she said watching his hand as it carefully crafted letters on a sheet of paper. Intent on the words he was writing, Robert didn’t answer. Finally when he had finished writing he turned the page to her.

  Dear Kate,

  This is Robert Hamilton. I hope you don’t mind the intrusion and please forgive me for any inconvenience this desk or myself may have caused you. I write to you in urgency about a matter of extreme importance regarding Grace’s daughter, Jenny. Enclosed with this letter is Grace’s fone and a sliver cross. May I be so bold as to request that you deliver these items to Harry Hamilton without delay, along with one of the two leather pouches. The remaining pouch is for you, in compensation for any trouble this desk and I may have caused you.

  Yours most sincerely

  Robert and Grace Hamilton

  Grace stared wide eyed up at him.

  “It’s brilliant,” she whispered.

  He lifted the note off the table, folded it in half and placed it neatly in the box.

  “No, wait,” she cried as he was about to close the lid. “Pass me the phone?”

  “What’s wrong?”

  “The battery, I need to take it out of the phone or it won’t work in four hundred years time.”

  He raised his brow in question but didn’t voice it. That, he thought could wait for another day.

  Robert watched as she slid a sheet off the back of the phone. He noticed the slight tremble of her hands and resisted the urge to help her. He had no understanding of her world and reasoned that there was little he could do to help. Clipping a finger nail into the device she levered what appeared to be a thin metal block out of the phone and dropped it onto the desk. He assumed this must be the battery.

  She laid the phone in the box, without the battery, and slowly closed the lid.

  “It’s ready,” she said resting her hand protectively on the cold lid of the box.

  “Do you need to make a false bottom for the drawer?”

  “No.”

  “But I told Kate there was a false bottom to the drawer. She won’t find the box,” she said starting to panic.

  “She will find it Grace. There is already a false bottom to this drawer.”

  He watched her visibly relax as he lowered the box into its hiding place. It seemed almost incomprehensible that this box would remain undisturbed, for nearly four hundred years. He prayed a silent prayer that it would be found in tact by Kate and
provide the help Jenny needed.

  “Thank you,” she whispered as he pushed the drawer closed.

  “My pleasure.”

  “Robert, we’ve forgotten the legs of the desk?”

  “No, we haven’t?”

  “We have. In the future the desk appears shorter and smaller.”

  He smiled knowingly down at her.

  “That won’t be a problem,” he said starting to clear the desk of its content.

  “Do you have a saw?”

  “I don’t need one, Grace. This desk was made when I was in exile with the king. It was designed to come apart for easy transportation. The legs are in two parts and the pedestals slide apart.”

  Within minutes Robert had altered the desk to a smaller, shorter piece of furniture. Grace stared, mouth open at it.

  “All those years the world believed you had this made for your wife and it was just a piece of furniture you carried around Europe,” she said, not bothering to hide the disappointment in her voice.

  He bent and kissed her lightly on the cheek before dropping on one knee in front of her. He took her hand gently in his and trailed his lips over each finger.

  “My dear Grace,” he said taking her left hand in his, “would you do me the honour of becoming my wife?”

  She stared down at him in shock.

  “But I’m already ... married,” she whispered.

  “Not in this time you are not.”

  She considered her marriage vows to Jack. She had pledged her life to him in front of God. But then hadn’t she broken that pledge the day she left him? Was the act of divorce the sin, or was it remarriage that God condemned? She had already committed the gravest of sins by sharing Robert’s bed. Did this mean that she was doomed to an eternity of hell? Her mind whirled in an ever more confused jumble of thoughts. She had broken every oath she had ever made, and now she feared the wrath of God.

  Grace dropped her head and met his look. She could see the reflection of her face and the light of the fire in his eyes. She loved this man like she had loved no other. Their souls were bound beyond time. She was meant to be with him. Was it not God who had sent her to his side?