Nocturnal

  Then came the pain.

  He looked before he cried out. His arm made a shallow V, an extra joint between his wrist and elbow. Oscar got off of Rex’s chest. He stood there, black curls puffed out from under his hat. Oscar was part of the circle that surrounded Rex, the circle that blocked out what little sun filtered through the overhanging tree, the circle that cast the wounded boy in complete shadow.

  Tears streamed down Rex’s cheeks, down his chin, washing through the blood that smeared his face. It hurt so bad. His arm … it bent where it wasn’t supposed to bend.

  Alex put his foot on Rex’s stomach.

  “Tell anyone about this and you’re dead,” Alex said. “I know a hundred places to hide a body in this city. You got me, you little faggot?”

  Overwhelmed with pain, humiliation and helplessness, Rex just cried. No one was coming to help him. No one ever would.

  He wanted to hurt them.

  He wanted to kill them.

  A size fourteen boot kicked him hard in the ribs.

  “I said, do you get me, Rex?”

  Thoughts of hatred and revenge vanished, replaced by the more-powerful and ever-present fear.

  “Yeah!” Rex screamed, a mist of blood and tears flying off his lips. “Yeah, I hear you!”

  Alex lifted his big boot. Rex had time to close his eyes before the heel hit him in the face.

  Chief Zou’s Office

  When Bryan and Pookie entered the chief’s office, four people were already there. Chief Zou sat behind her desk, her blue uniform free of the slightest hint of a wrinkle. Assistant Chief Sean Robertson stood a little behind her and a little to her left. To the right of the desk, in chairs against the wall, sat Jesse Sharrow, the Homicide division captain, and Assistant DA Jennifer Wills. Sharrow’s perfectly pressed blues were a dark contrast to his bushy white eyebrows and slicked-back white hair. Wills had her legs crossed, making her skirt look even shorter than it was. A black pump dangled provocatively from an extended toe.

  Zou wasn’t much for decoration. A big, dark-wood desk dominated the room. Commendations hung on the walls, as did several framed pictures of Chief Zou shaking hands with various police officers and elected officials. Two of those pictures showed her with governors of California, both the current and the former. The room’s largest photo showed Zou shaking hands with a smiling Jason Collins, San Francisco’s heartthrob of a mayor. Behind Zou’s chair, on angled wooden poles, hung the U.S. flag and the dark-blue Governor’s Flag of California.

  Her desktop looked larger than it was because there was almost nothing on it other than a three-panel picture frame — a panel for each of her twin daughters and one for her husband — and a closed manila folder.

  It wasn’t the first time Bryan had been in here, staring at a folder just like that one. Zou’s office felt more ominous than he remembered, the air thick with an oppressive potential of career destruction. Maybe he was justified in the shooting of Carlos Smith — now they knew the would-be shotgun assassin’s name — but justified or not, fourteen years as a cop hung in the balance.

  Chief Zou gestured to two chairs in front of her desk.

  “Inspector Clauser, Inspector Chang, have a seat, please.”

  Bryan walked to the chair on the right, his eyes never straying from the manila folder. Its edges perfectly paralleled the edges of the desk. It couldn’t have been more dead-center if Zou had used a tape measure.

  Bryan sat. So did Pookie.

  Waves of nausea bubbled in Bryan’s stomach. He would have to stay focused. His whole body throbbed, but he could deal with that — what he couldn’t deal with was losing his breakfast in the office of the chief of police.

  Robertson nodded at Pookie, then gave Bryan a small smile. Was that a good thing?

  Amy Zou had held the chief position for twelve years, an infinite tenure by San Francisco standards. While many, many in-house seminars had taught Bryan the evils of reacting to a woman’s looks, he couldn’t deny that Zou was quite attractive. By the numbers, anyway — despite being in her late fifties, Pookie said that Zou would have been officially “MILF-a-licious” if she ever learned how to smile.

  She picked up the folder, opened it for a second, then put it down again and straightened it, making sure it was perfectly centered. She already knew the results, obviously; checking them again seemed more of a nervous tic than anything else.

  She stared at Bryan. He tried to sit still.

  Chief Zou left the folder on her desk as she opened it again. This time she leaned forward and read aloud from it.

  “Regarding the incident of January first,” she said, “the use of lethal force against Carlos Smith, a resident of South San Francisco. Preliminary findings indicate that Inspector Bryan Clauser acted in a manner appropriate with the situation. Inspector Clauser’s actions saved lives.”

  She closed the folder, straightened it, then stared at him. “We still have to go through the formal review board, but I can’t imagine there will be an issue. Based on the eyewitness accounts I read, I will communicate to the review board my opinion on the situation.”

  The breath slid out of Bryan’s lungs. He was off the hook. “That’s great, Chief.”

  Robertson came around the desk, clapped Bryan on the back. “Come on, Clauser,” he said. “You knew this was a righteous shoot.”

  Bryan shrugged, tried to play the part. “I keep winding up in the wrong place at the wrong time.”

  Robertson shook his head. “You did what had to be done, and this isn’t the first time. You saved lives. You had no choice.”

  Zou turned to Jennifer. “Miss Wills? Any further comments from the DA’s office?”

  “No, Chief Zou,” Jennifer said. “Considering Smith’s record of violence, even the usual San Francisco protester crowd will probably ignore this one. We’ll be ready for the inevitable lawsuit from Smith’s family, but between the witnesses and the security camera footage, we’re in the clear.”

  Zou nodded, then turned back to Bryan. “I have some more good news. Steve Boyd investigated the apartment of Joseph Lombardi, also known as Joe-Joe Lombardi. Boyd found evidence to make Lombardi our lead suspect in the Ablamowicz case. We have that name because of you and Pookie.”

  Bryan nodded. Lanza had given up Joe-Joe, true, but it remained to be seen if anyone would ever see Lombardi alive again. Lanza needed someone to go down for the crime, to show the Norteños that blood had been settled with blood. Odds were that Lombardi would turn up dead.

  The white-haired Sharrow stood. “Chief Zou, does Clauser need to be on desk duty while this case is with the shooting review board?”

  “No,” Zou said. “This was a clean shoot. Inspector Clauser, you and Inspector Chang will continue to work on the Ablamowicz task force. We need you guys too much right now to put you behind a desk. That’s it, people. Get back to it.”

  He felt so relieved it almost made him forget about his sour, churning stomach. Bryan didn’t care about Carlos Smith, but he did care about his job. Anything could happen in a shooting review. Ignoring his body’s numerous complaints, Bryan stood, thanked everyone for their support, then walked out of Chief Zou’s office, happy to still be a cop.

  The White Room

  Warm.

  Toasty warm. Blankets. Soft blankets, dry blankets. Clean clothes that slid against his skin, skin that was scrubbed free of dirt and grime and sweat for the first time in months.

  Aggie rolled over … and heard a metallic rattle.

  He blinked a few times as he woke. Was he wearing … pajamas? He flashed back to his childhood bed in Detroit, to his mother gently waking him with loving words and hugs, the smell of pancakes filling the small house. But this place didn’t smell like pancakes.

  It smelled like paint. It smelled like bleach.

  He was on his side, the blankets bunched up around him, lying on a mattress so thin he could feel the hard floor beneath. The world seemed to move, to wave, but he knew from long experience that was just th
e horse talking. He opened his eyes and blinked — yeah, he was still more than a little high.

  Was this really happening?

  Just inches from his face was a wall made of broken bricks and rounded stones, all coated with a glaze of bright white enamel so thick the surface must have been painted over and over and over again.

  Something heavy hung around his neck.

  Aggie’s hands shot up to find a flat, metal collar. There was barely enough room to slide a finger between the collar and his neck, but inside he felt a soft leather strip to cushion the metal against his skin.

  More metallic rattling.

  His hands reached behind the collar, found a chain.

  He sat up, hands pulling the chain around where he could see it — stainless steel, its chromelike sheen reflecting fluorescent lights from above, each quarter-inch-thick link showing a tiny, curved reflection of his black skin and shocked face. He looked down the chain’s path. It led into a stainless-steel ring mounted flat into the white wall.

  Oh, shit. Please, let this just be a bad trip.

  “Ayúdenos,” a man said.

  Aggie turned away from the white wall, toward the voice, and saw a family: small boy clinging to his mother, mother clinging to him, father with arms protectively wrapped around them both.

  The woman and the boy looked terrified, while the man stared with eyes that promised death to anyone that came near. Black hair, tan skin — they looked like Mexicans.

  All three of them wore pajamas: pale blue cotton for the man, fuchsia silk for the woman, pink flannel with blue cartoon puppies for the boy. The clothes looked clean but well used, the same way clothes looked in the Salvation Army store on Sutter Street.

  Like Aggie, they all wore stainless-steel metal collars with chains leading into holes in the wall. Aggie stood and started walking around slowly, his chain rattling across the stones beneath and behind him.

  “Por favor, ayúdenos,” the man said. “Ayude a mi familia.”

  “I don’t speak beaner,” Aggie said. “You speak English?”

  The man shook his head. “No speak.”

  Figured. Fucking people coming to this country without speaking the language.

  “What is this place?” Aggie said. “What the hell are we doing here?”

  The man shook his head. “No entiendo, señor.”

  Aggie looked around the room. The walls shimmered, shifted — the smack made it hard to focus. He wasn’t sure if he was seeing reality or not, but the circular room looked like it had a curved ceiling, sort of like a dome, about thirty feet across with a high point maybe fifteen feet off the floor. The floor looked the same as the walls: rocks and bricks laid down in a rough, flat pattern, repeatedly slathered with enamel paint. Aggie felt like he was inside a big stone igloo.

  On the far side of the room stood a door of bright white bars: a prison door.

  Ten mattresses lay on the floor, one for each of the circular rings Aggie counted in the walls. Chains led out of four of the rings, connecting to Aggie and the three other people. Several loose blankets lay on each mattress. The blankets, like the clothes, had that secondhand look. But everything — from the clothes to the blankets to the mattresses to the walls — looked clean.

  A one-foot, circular, stainless-steel flange marked the center of the room’s floor. Aggie saw three rolls of toilet paper sitting on the flange. Was that where he was supposed to shit?

  Something really fucked-up was going on here, and Aggie wanted out. He might be a bum, might have phoned in all pretense of a real life many years ago, but the significance of being a black man in a collar and chains was not lost on him.

  The woman started to cry. The little boy looked at her, then started to do the same and again buried his head in her bosom.

  The man kept staring at Aggie.

  “I got no idea what’s goin’ on,” Aggie said. “If you want help, ask someone else.”

  A metallic noise rang from the walls and echoed through the small room. Three heads looked around: Aggie, the man and the woman, eyes searching for the source of the sound. The little boy didn’t look up. Another clang — Aggie realized it came from the holes in the wall.

  Then the sound of chains rattling: Aggie’s collar yanked him backward. He stumbled and fell, banging his elbow, then choked as the chain dragged him across the hard, bumpy ground. He reached out, hands grabbing for anything, but his fingers found only blankets that offered no resistance.

  The woman slid across the floor, her hands clutching her child tight to her chest. “Jesús nos ayuda!”

  The man tried to fight, but the chain dragged him along as easily as it did the woman.

  The little boy just screamed. The chains pulled him away from his mother. Their arms grabbed at each other, but they were powerless against the steady, mechanical force.

  Aggie felt his back hit the wall, then felt himself pulled up the wall, the collar’s edge digging into his lower jaw, pressing against his throat and cutting off his air. He managed to get his feet under him just as the chain pulled the collar against the wall-ring, where it clanged home with a metal-on-metal authority. The yanking stopped. Aggie sucked in a deep, panicked breath. He grabbed the collar and tried to lean forward, but the chain wouldn’t budge.

  All four prisoners were in the same predicament: collars pulled tight against stainless-steel rings. Hands grabbed at necks, feet pushed against white walls, but none of them could move away.

  They all stood there, waiting.

  “Mama!” the boy screeched, finally finding his voice. “Qué está pasando?”

  “No sé,” she said. “Sea valiente. Lo protegeré!”

  For some reason, Aggie recognized that last bit of Mexican. Be brave. I will protect you.

  But the mother couldn’t do anything. She was as powerless as the boy was.

  The sound of a big key ratcheting open a metal lock silenced them all.

  The white prison gate swung out.

  Was this really happening? Everything seemed to blur; the walls blazed with a white that couldn’t possibly exist in the real world. A bad trip, a bad trip, that’s all this is, I’m tripping.

  When he saw what walked through the cell door, Aggie’s instincts took over. It didn’t matter if he was high, dreaming or stone-cold sober — he pulled harder than he’d ever thought possible, pulled so hard he almost choked himself out … but still the collar refused to budge.

  Men in hooded white robes with rope belts tied around their waists. Only they weren’t men — they had the faces of monsters. A pig, a wolf, a tiger, a bear, a goblin. Twisted, evil smiles, beady eyes blinking away. Something primitive and raw inside of Aggie screamed for deliverance. Pig-Face carried a wooden pole, perhaps just over ten feet in length. The pole ended in a stainless-steel hook.

  The five robe-covered monsters moved slowly toward the boy.

  The boy, their child, like my daughter was my child, with her skin as smooth as melted chocolate. My daughter, please don’t kill my daughter …

  The Mexican man screamed with rage. Aggie blinked, shaking away the memories that he’d worked so hard to leave behind.

  The woman screamed, too, hers one of heart-wrenching fear. Her son mimicked the sound, his all the more hurtful for its high-pitched terror.

  The boy saw the monsters coming for him. He thrashed like an epileptic, spit and blood dribbling from his mouth, his eyes so wide that even from fifteen feet away Aggie saw the boy’s full brown irises. The boy clawed at his collar, his fingernails cutting into his own soft skin.

  The man continued to shout threats that Aggie didn’t understand, protective rage roaring out and echoing off the white walls.

  The white-robed men ignored him.

  They stopped a few feet from the boy. One of them produced some kind of remote control and hit a button. The boy’s chain loosened. He shot forward, but only made it four feet before the chain yanked taut again and his feet flew out from under him. The boy fell hard on his back. He
rolled to his hands and knees, screaming, crying, bleeding, trying to get up, but the five were on him. Black-gloved hands reached out from white sleeves and held him tight. Pig-Face reached down with the pole and slid the steel hook through the back of the boy’s collar.

  The one with the remote control hit another button. The boy’s chain went completely slack and slid free from the hole in the wall. It hit the floor with a cascading rattle, one end still connected to the collar, the other end connected to nothing.

  Pig-Face gripped the pole and walked to the door, dragging the boy along behind him. The loose chain trailed along like a dead snake, links ringing against the stone-and-brick floor.

  Aggie wanted to wake the fuck up, and wake the fuck up right now.

  The mother begged.

  The father roared.

  The boy’s clutching fingers left thin red smears against the white floor. Pig-Face walked out the door. He turned right and vanished behind a corner. The boy slid out behind him, dragged by the pole. The last sight of him was his chain, pulled out of the room with a final, thin ring when it clanged against the open, white jail-cell door.

  The other monsters walked out. One by one, they turned the corner and were gone. Goblin-Face was the last to leave. He turned and pushed the cell door shut behind him. It clanged home, the metallic sound echoing and fading as the mother’s screams went on and on.

  Rex Gets in Trouble

  Rex sat in the waiting room of St. Francis Hospital, a new cast on his broken right arm. The cast ran from above his elbow down to his hand, wrapping across his palm, leaving his thumb peeking out of a white hole. Stupid thing would be on for at least four weeks.

  A feeling of pure dread hung in his chest and head, dragging his chin down almost to his sternum. The arm had been bad, real bad, but now Roberta was coming.