Cloudsplitter
I could see the Old Man running down his inventory of possessions, wondering what he could sell to make up the difference. But then Mr. Epps stepped forward and in a clear voice said, “That ‘Gansett yonder spavined in both hocks and be done in less than a year. The other one, Mister Brown, he ain’t got no heart at all. Narrow chest on him. You take them old Morgans in the back,” he advised.
“The bays?” Mr. Clarke said, and he laughed. “Come on, Brown. They’re barely worth shoe-leather. Your nigger’s off his nut,” he said to Father.
The price for the Morgans, because of their age, was less than that for the Narragansetts, but still more than Father had in his pocket. Father said, “I believe I will take my friend’s advice!” and held out the money, all his money in the world, I knew. “But you’ll have to take a few dollars less than what you’re asking, especially if, as you say, they’re not worth shoe-leather.”
Mr. Clarke did not want that. He shook his head and said, “Tell you what, Mister Brown. You keep your money. And you can keep that old broken-down gelding of yours, too. Me, I don’t like to see a white man made a fool of by a nigger. So I’ll swap you even, the team of ’Gansetts for any one pair of those fancy cows you got. You can choose the cattle yourself Father hesitated a moment. Morgans were not so famous then as they are now, especially outside the state of Vermont, and neither Father nor I knew much about the breed. And, whatever his reasons, Mr. Clarke’s eagerness to sell us the others did seem to our advantage. But Father said, “No. I will sell you the gelding, sir, as we agreed, and if you’ll accept it, I will add to it what remaining cash I have for those bays, the Morgans. As my friend here has advised me. And I will keep all my cattle.”
I was not sure he was doing the wise thing, but knew better than to offer my opinion. The Old Man had made up his mind. To my eye, the Narragansetts were definitely the superior team and well worth the weakest pair of cattle from our herd. The transaction Mr. Clarke had proposed would have left us with five cattle, an excellent team of horses, old Dan, and sufficient cash to protect us against a weak harvest.
Father said, “The bays, sir.”
Mr. Clarke gave Father a thin-lipped smile, took his money, and wrote out a bill of sale. Then he made Father sign a receipt for the horses. “Just so you don’t change your mind, or tell folks I cheated you,” he said, and with no more words, he retreated abruptly to his office.
“Well, Mister Brown, you catched the man out,” Mr. Epps said, as we unhitched the small, weary-looking pair of Morgans and led them from the darkness of the stable into the bright light of the yard outside, where their looks did not improve. “Believe me, these bays going to carry you where you want to go, and they still be drawing your plow across your field long after you gone. Make you a good saddle horse, too.”
The Old Maris eyes flashed with pleasure, and he clapped Mr. Epps on the back. “You know, Mister Epps, I love it when one of these racist Yankees hoists himself like that!” he exclaimed, and laughed.
“Yassuhr,” Mr. Epps quietly answered, and we drove the horses back to camp.
Shortly after dawn the next day, we departed Westport for North Elba. The sky, I remember, was cloudless and bright blue—one of those cool, dry northcountry mornings that let you see sharply all the way to the far horizon. Our teamster, Mr. Epps, sat up on the box with Mary, who was feeling poorly. Little Sarah, who was four that spring, settled herself happily between her mother and Mr. Epps. The rest of us walked, with Father and me out at the front of the team, while a short ways behind the wagon, Ruth walked hand-in-hand with seven-year-old Annie, and the boys Watson, Salmon, and Oliver herded the sheep, cattle, and swine along at the rear. The horses, to my surprise, seemed untroubled by the loaded wagon, and they responded quickly and smoothly to Mr. Epps’s commands. Of course, we were still on a relatively flat, dry road and would be for half the day, at least until we got to Elizabethtown, where the steep ascent supposedly began.
Father wanted us to leave Westport with dignity and evident seriousness of purpose—so as not to comfort any of the locals who might think us foolish or pitiable, he explained. Consequently, we moved briskly, heads held high and eyes squarely on the road before us, and kept the separate parts of our caravan distinct from one another, as if we were a military parade passing in review. We wore jackets and waistcoats and hats, as usual, and the little girls and Ruth and Mary wore mob hats and shawls over their shoulders, and their dark outer skirts were appropriately long. Farmers leaned on their hoes, and women and children came to their kitchen doors, to watch us as we passed out of the town and headed northwest towards the first gentle hills of the interior.
A few miles beyond the settlement, we came to a tilted, unpainted shanty that served as a tollbooth and signaled the start of the new Northwest Road to Elizabethtown, more cart track than road. A bar blocked our way. The Northwest Road had been cut through the forest by a private company that had purchased the narrow band of land on which it ran, so as to profit from the traffic. Evidently, Father had not anticipated this, for when he had made his only previous journey to North Elba last fall, he’d come in from the lake at Port Kent by a somewhat more northerly route—through Ausable Forks and Wilmington Notch—with no toll road.
An old, grizzled fellow in floppy trousers and patchwork shirt emerged from the shanty, hobbling on a badly constructed crutch—a veteran, to judge from his U.S. Army braces. He scrutinized our wagon and animals for a few seconds, spat a brown stream of tobacco juice, and said to Father, “Cost you forty cents for the wagon and team. Cost you seventy cents for them there cows. The sheeps and pigs can pass free.”
Father drew himself up and said, “My friend, I have no money. We’re not hauling freight to sell at a profit. We’re a poor family on our way to settle a piece of land in North Elba.”
“Don’t matter to me where you’re headed, mister. Or why. I charges by the axle and the hoof. Far’s I can see, you got two axles and at least nine sets of hoofs. I’m ignoring them sheeps and the pigs. You want to use this road, it’s going to cost you one dollar and ten cents, total.”
“I’ll have to pay you on my return^’ Father said. “Can’t do that.”
“And if I refuse to pay you now?”
This puzzled the old fellow. He gnashed his wad of tobacco and spat again. “Say what?”
Father turned to me. “Remove the bar, Owen.”
I walked over to the barked pole, which was laid into a pair of notched posts, lifted one end, and swung it away, clearing the road. The toll-taker, with Father blocking his approach to the bar, stared in disbelief. Immediately, Mr. Epps chucked to the horses and drove the wagon through, with Ruth and Annie following somberly behind, and then came the cattle, driven by Watson and Salmon, and the sheep, driven by Oliver and the pair of dogs. Oliver wore a mischievous grin on his freckled face and waved at the toll-taker as he passed by.
Father said to the old man, “I apologize for my son’s rudeness. He’s nine years old and should know better. And I give you my word, friend, on my next return to Westport, I’ll pay the toll.” Then he and I replaced the bar and hurried to catch up to the others.
As Father strode past Oliver, he reached out and with the back of his hand struck the boy a hard blow across his unsuspecting smile. “Never mock a man for doing his duty!” he said, and without breaking his stride moved rapidly alongside me to our former position at the front.
After a few moments, I glanced back over my shoulder and saw that Oliver’s face was bright red from the blow. He had turned his head to the side in an attempt to hide his tears, while the other boys stared straight on down the road, politely averting their gaze.
Back in Springfield, Father and I had fitted out the box of our wagon with a white canvas canopy stretched over a bent willow frame, for the purpose of protecting the contents and shielding Mary and Ruth and the smaller children when it rained. Also, we intended the wagon to provide a little privacy and serve as sleeping quarters for the females. Until W
estport, this had worked out fine, but now, with so many supplies added to our household goods and tools, passengers were obliged to stay out on the open seat at the front with the driver, for there was no room for anyone to sit or lie down under the canopy.
We had brought all of Father’s surveying tools with us, and his old tanning knives, spuds, and chisels, a small bark mill and various other implements and basins retained from his tanning years, for, during his previous journey to the Adirondacks, the Old Man had observed plenty of hickory trees, both shagbarks and butternut, and he planned to set up a small tannery in North Elba and perhaps teach the trade to some of the Negro settlers. We had also packed into the wagon our broadaxes, hatchets, adzes, hammers, wedges, and froes—tools that we would need for clearing the overgrown land that Mr. Smith had deeded to Father. We carried a pair of grass scythes, a bull rake, hay forks, and reaping forks; we had a small hornhead anvil, various types of nails, jack hooks, and a fine oak tumbril sledge that Father himself had built one winter years ago back in Pennsylvania; we had braces and augers and a good pit saw, a bucksaw, and a half-dozen chisels and planes: we carried all the tools, or most of them anyway, that the Old Man, in spite of bankruptcy and lawsuits, had accumulated and held on to in his various homesteading ventures and numerous business operations in Pennsylvania, Ohio, and Massachusetts.
We also carried our mattresses, bedding, and clothing, and the furniture that Father and Mary had brought out from the house in Ohio to Springfield the year before—a pair of small chests, Father’s writing table, Great-Grandfather Brown’s mantel clock, Mary’s spinning wheel, and Ruth’s loom; and all the cooking implements and pots, the bowls, plates, mugs, and tableware; and, of course, Father’s big chest of books, which had traveled everywhere with us, from Ohio to Pennsylvania, back to Ohio and on to Springfield, and now to North Elba. To these things, in Westport, we had added kegs of salt, flour, dried beef, corn, crackers, seed, and feed for the animals, buckets for collecting and boiling down maple sap, a washtub, extra harness, and a plow.
As a result of the great weight of these goods, the wagon creaked and groaned on its axles. The spring mud had gone out early that year, fortunately, and the big, iron-sheathed wheels ground down the stone and gravel of the track, as the team of Morgans drew it slowly from the broad, greening valley of Lake Champlain to the upland, leafless forests and the freshly plowed fields and gardens of Elizabethtown.
The bays surprised me with their steadiness and strength, and my opinion of Mr. Epps rose somewhat, as he eased the animals along in a calm and confident way, turning to his side now and then to chat with Sarah or inquiring into Mary’s comfort or periodically informing us as to the names of the streams we passed and occasionally forded and the names of the snow-capped mountains that slowly hove into view in the distance. “We coming along the Boquet River here” Mr. Epps told us. “All the rivers up here flows north to Canada, Mister Brown. Them rivers and streams just like colored folks, you know, following the drinking-gourd star. When folks running from slavery see the rivers start to flow north, they know they almost free,” he said. “And that snowy mountain in the west called Giant of the Valley, and over there you can see the tip of Whiteface. Can’t see none of the truly high ones yet” he cheerfully informed us, although to my flatlander’s eye Giant of the Valley and Whiteface seemed like towering Alps.
When we entered the village of Elizabethtown—which was the seat of government for Essex County and where, facing the commons, an imposing, white-columned brick courthouse was located—I observed that, off to the northwest, the sky was filling with dark clouds, and although the sun still shone on us, I feared that it would soon rain.
We stopped on the commons for a rest and food and to water the animals at a long wooden trough at the side of the road there. While Mr. Epps and the boys tended to the livestock and Ruth prepared our lunch of corn bread and molasses, Father and I rigged a cover over the driver’s seat of the wagon, so that Mary, who was coughing and appeared to be suffering from the beginnings of ague, would be protected from the weather.
After we had eaten, Father strode off to the courthouse for a brief visit to the office of the registrar of deeds, where, from a cursory examination of the public rolls, he determined, just as he had been told the previous fall by the folks in Timbuctoo, that longtime landholders and squatters in North Elba, white men, were indeed claiming significant portions of the grants that Mr. Gerrit Smith had made to the Negroes. Announcing summarily to the registrar that he intended very soon to survey and to register the deeds for every one of Mr. Smith’s grants of land, the Old Man warned the fellow outright not to list any new lands on the Essex County tax rolls without a surveyor’s map and proper bill of sale and deed attached.
“Judging from all the fancy brick houses I’ve seen hereabouts, I believe that there are in this town more than a few lawyers who would be pleased to defend in a court of law the property rights of a free Negro, if they knew they were defending as well the property rights of Mister Gerrit Smith” he warned the registrar. “Mister Smith, as you of all people must know, is the single largest taxpayer in this county!’ he added.
Delighted, Father reported back to us that the man had received his announcement with an open-mouthed, astonished gape that had made him look extremely foolish, even simple. He imitated the fellow, and we all—except Mr. Epps, I noticed—laughed uproariously, for Father rarely made faces, and he looked quite comical when he did. Even Oliver laughed—although to himself he might have observed that the fellow mocked by Father was no less of a man doing his duty than had been the toll-taker. Inconsistency in small matters was not something that any of us held against the Old Man however. In fact, we almost welcomed it, for in the larger matters, where we, like most everyone else, turned weak and wobbly, he was like purified iron, of a piece and entirely consistent, through and through.
It was close to an hour after noon when we departed from Elizabethtown, heading northwest through a thick forest of pines and balsam trees, and almost at once we moved steeply uphill, with a roaring brook crashing past us over huge rocks from the heights to the village and farms spread out in the valley below. The sky had nearly filled with dark clouds now, and as we ascended, the temperature steadily fell, and soon there was a distinct chill in the air, causing me and the boys to button our waistcoats and jackets around us and Father to haul his greatcoat from the wagon. Ruth and Annie drew their shawls over their heads, and up on the wagon, Mary got out blankets, wrapped one around her and Sarah, passed another to Mr. Epps and a third to Ruth and Annie.
A stiff breeze had come up behind us, and the knowledge that we would soon be wet and cold silenced us. The horses plodded steadily on, slower now but still with a powerful rhythm, despite the unbroken uphill climb and the great weight of the load. Mr. Epps had grown somber. No one spoke as we climbed into the weather. Even the birds had gone silent.
The trail wound slowly ahead between great, tall trees, with the rocky stream still beside us. We had not passed a dwelling place or cleared patch of land for a long while, when suddenly we were over the top, and the trail was passing through a broad intervale between two high distant ridges. We passed alongside a beaver pond spiked with the dark standing trunks of drowned trees, when finally, a little ways further, the Old Man gave a signal, and we stopped.
Here we rested the animals for a while and stood in the shelter of the wagon, our backs to the wind and collars up, hands holding on to the brims of our hats and head coverings. We must have resembled one of the Lost Tribes, wrapped in blankets and old-fashioned woolen garments, clustered around our wagon and livestock on a wilderness trail in the mountains, unsure of whether to push on or go back.
The Old Man studied the glowering sky and said, “Mister Epps, I believe it will soon snow.”
“Probably no more than some rain will fall down in the valleys,” Mr. Epps said. “But you are right, Mister Brown; going to snow up here. Might amount to nothing, might turn out a real blizzard.
Never can tell this time of year. You want to wait it out?” he asked Father. “Can hole up in them trees yonder” he said, pointing out a nearby grove of tall pines backed and partially sheltered by a high, rocky outcropping. The dark cliffs were close enough to the trail so that we could reach their protection easily with the wagon and make a safe overnight camp there.
Several large, wet flakes of snow brushed past my face. Father asked Mary how she felt. “I’m fine,” she said. “Don’t do anything strictly on my account.” But she did not look well: her face was gray and pinched with discomfort, if not pain, and she was shivering.
“I’m concerned somewhat for the livestock,” Father said to Mr. Epps. “If we’re out here all night in a snowstorm, we’ll do fine, but we might lose a few of the sheep. The animals are pureblood and aren’t yet bred for winter exposure, and they have been kept inside since November.” He asked if there was a farm between this spot and the valley ahead, where the tiny village of Keene was located.
Mr. Epps answered that we would not see a house or barn until we got down off these heights, but we were closer to the Keene valley now than to Elizabethtown, so we should not go back. He remembered that there was a large farm located down in the valley a mile or so this side of the village. We might be able to put up there if this turned into a real storm.
Father removed his hat, and with his hands against his thighs, he lowered his head and prayed silently for a moment, while we stood by and watched. Then he turned to us and said, “Let us keep on, children. Our heavenly Father will protect us.”
“Well, yes, but we better cut us a brake while we got good trees for it,” Mr. Epps said. “A few miles yonder, them big wheels going to need a spoke pole for getting this load downhill.” I quickly pulled the axes from the wagon and took Watson into the trees a ways, and in short order we had cut and trimmed a spruce pole that was long enough to pass through the rear wheels of the wagon.