One Was a Soldier

  She spluttered water and swiped the back of her hand over her mouth. “Look. I’m sorry. I was surprised to see you, and I leaped to a not very nice conclusion.”

  “That I did it because I knew Hudson was on the team?” He shook his head. “Hadley, I see you every day at the shop. It’s not like I have to manufacture reasons to bump into you.”

  “I know that. It’s just…” She could feel her cheeks heating up.

  “Just what? Just you can’t imagine me volunteering with no ulterior motive?”

  “No! Of course not.” She drew her legs up again and stared intently at the spot on her knee where the denim had worn threadbare and white. “Look. Before you left on TDY, you were all up in my face with ‘I love you’ and ‘Let’s be together.’ Now you’re back. I guess I’m waiting for it to start again.”

  “You told me to stop. Several times.”

  She looked at him, then. “Yeah. But you didn’t.”

  His eyes shifted away from hers. He examined the tips of his running shoes. “I’m sorry. That was wrong of me.” He took a breath. “When I was in Syracuse, I worked a stalking case. This couple, they had dated for a while, then she broke it off, but he wouldn’t let go. He started hanging around the mall where she worked, and when security chased him off, he did drive-bys of her town house. Took pictures of her and e-mailed them to her. Left her flowers and stuffed animals everywhere—her gym, her hairdresser’s, her parents’ house. We pulled him in. She had a restraining order, and he violated. He kept saying—God, he was so delusional. He kept saying how much they were in love. To him, all this shit was romantic. In his mind, he was courting her. He didn’t see, he couldn’t see, that she was terrified. And the whole time we were talking to him”—he tipped his face up to the wide blue sky—“I kept thinking that was me.”

  “No.” She touched his arm. “Flynn. Really. No. You never scared me. You just mistook one night for a relationship.”

  He shook his head. “It’s not that. I didn’t fool myself into thinking you felt what I felt. It’s that I didn’t listen to you. No means no and stop means stop and I didn’t hear you, I didn’t respect you when you said that and I’m sorry.” The last of his sentence came out in a husky rush.

  She thought for a moment. “Are you saying this so I’ll drop my defenses and maybe sleep with you again?”

  His whole body jerked. “God! No!” He looked at her, appalled. “Is that what you think of me? That I’d manipulate you like that?”

  She took a deep breath. Reminded herself that there were a few good men out there. “No. I don’t.” She picked up her water bottle. “I think you’re a nice guy who actually learns from his experiences and uses them to become a better person. Which makes you a rarity, in my book.” She took a drink of water. “Apology accepted. Don’t worry about it anymore.”

  He nodded. Picked up his water bottle and studied the label. “Thanks. It’s been kind of eating at me since I came home, but bringing it up at the station seemed…” He looked at her. “Thanks.”

  She toasted him with her bottle. “Friends?”

  He looked up from the label. His eyes were almost gray, she realized. Like mist and clouds over an autumn sky. “Yeah. Friends. That would be … that would be good.” He sounded so relieved, she felt a flash of annoyance. So much for her fatal allure.

  He looked past her shoulder toward the woods. “Here they come.” He unfolded from the ground. “I have to be at the finish gate and get the times.” He sprinted toward the far end of the course. Hadley got to her feet and made her way to the edge of the track. She could see them now, one kid, then another, then another, popping out of the forest trail and pelting down the grassy slope toward the cinder track. The sight of the end must have juiced them, because she swore she could see them pick up speed. A kid in Millers Kill colors pulled even with and then ahead of the front-runner, a lanky boy from Argyle Central. The crowd was screaming, she was screaming, and she saw it was Jake McCrea and she screamed even louder.

  Then Jake glanced behind him, looking for the kid in maroon and white, and that was all it took. His leading foot slipped in the grass, skidded, and he flipped, tumbled, head, shoulders, tailbone, through the air, landing with a thud Hadley could swear she heard from where she stood.

  The crowd’s scream became a collective indrawn breath. The other runners kept on course, racing past Jake toward the finish, but Hadley lost sight of them as she waited, two seconds, four, six, for Jake to get up and run or walk to the edge of the field. He did neither.

  “Shit.” She ducked beneath the tape.

  “Lady,” someone yelled. “Hey, lady, you can’t go out there!”

  She pulled her badge out of her back pocket and flashed it toward the voice without stopping. She wasn’t the only noncontestant on the field now—Flynn was running toward Jake, and a woman weighed down with clipboard, walkie-talkie, and stopwatches, followed by a graying man she recognized as the Millers Kill coach. She and Flynn reached the boy first.

  “Jake. Hey, buddy, how are you doing?” Flynn knelt next to Jake and pressed his fingers to the side of the boy’s neck.

  “My chest hurts.” Jake was pale and sweaty, but his pupils were normal, symmetrical, and he tracked Flynn’s finger from left to right and back again without a problem. “Maybe I just—” The boy curled up into a sitting position and gasped. Hadley took his hand and let him squeeze it until her knuckles cracked.

  “Where does it hurt?” Flynn gently touched Jake’s rib cage, first one side, then the other. “Here?”

  Jake shook his head then winced. “Higher.”

  Hadley looked at Flynn. “Collarbone.”

  Flynn laid four fingers over the boy’s collarbone. Jake yelped. “That’s it.” Flynn looked at Hadley. “I can already feel it swelling up.”

  “I broke my collarbone at the first meet of the season? Oh, God, that’s so lame.”

  “No way, dude.” Flynn smiled brilliantly at the boy. “You’re a wounded warrior. The chicks are going to be falling all over themselves to help you in the lunch line, carry your books. You wait and see.”

  “Should I call an ambulance?” Coach Bain asked.

  “Quicker if we take him in my vehicle,” Flynn said.

  “The division regs state any injured child should be transported professionally unless released into the care of a parent or guardian,” the timekeeper said.

  “We are professional.” With her free hand, Hadley flapped her badge at the woman. “Officer Flynn’s car is equipped with a light bar, siren, and emergency service radio. I’ll ride along.”

  “Oh. Oh. Well, in that case…”

  “I’m sorry, Coach.” Jake blinked fast and hard as Hadley and Flynn helped him to his feet. “I’m really sorry. I know I shouldn’t have looked back. I knew it, and I did it anyway.”

  “You did great out there,” Coach Bain assured him. “You ran a great race. You go with Kevin and Mrs. Knox—I’m sorry, with Officer Knox—and after this little ding heals up, we’ll see about you breaking some records for the indoor track season. Kevin, I’m going to grab his medical authorization out of my truck. I’ll meet you at your car with it.” Coach Bain strode off, the track official double-stepping to keep up with him.

  “Here.” Flynn stripped off his T-shirt, pulled the neck over Jake’s head, and ran the body of it under and over Jake’s arm. He tied some sort of three-way knot with the hem and the sleeves and presto, Jake’s arm was snug against his chest in an all-cotton sling. “Better?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Oh, my God,” Hadley said, “You really were an Eagle Scout.”

  “Yeah.” Flynn looked surprised. “How’d you know?”

  Then she saw the other tattoo. A second, smaller Celtic knot, this one circling his left nipple. “Jesus, Flynn.” Even with the injured boy standing between them, she felt a jolt low in her belly at the sight. It was … erotic. Not what she wanted to be feeling around Kevin Flynn. “If the chief sees that, you’ll b
e pulling the dog shift for the rest of your natural life.”

  He grinned. “Good thing I’m not planning on stripping down for the chief, then, isn’t it?”

  In Flynn’s car, away from the other kids, Jake let himself lean against Hadley and shut his eyes. While Flynn turned on his lights and began the drive back to Millers Kill, she tried to reach Jennifer McCrea. She left a detailed voice mail at Jennifer’s home and cell numbers, and when she had clicked off, she said, “I’m sure she’ll get the message soon, and your dad will be on his way. The dispatcher will tell him what happened.”

  Jake bit his lip. “He’ll be mad.”

  “No, honey, he won’t. It wasn’t your fault you broke your collarbone, and even if it was, he wouldn’t be mad at you.”

  He blinked again. “It hurts.”

  “I know it does, honey.” She glanced out the window. “We’ll be there in five minutes. I promise you, I’ll stay with you until your mom gets there, okay?”

  “Okay.”

  Kevin parked in the MKPD spot outside emergency and they both helped ease Jake out of the car. The boy looked pinched and scared and about nine years old. Hadley tried his mother’s numbers again while Kevin checked him in at the admission desk.

  The ER nurse let Hadley wait outside the blue curtained area while he helped Jake change. Hadley stood at his bedside while the resident cheerfully agreed that yep, it sure looked like a broken collarbone to her. They ice-bagged the spot, now purple and swollen, and started an IV, which left Jake groggy.

  “We need him for fifteen minutes in radiology,” the resident said. “Then the orthopedist will be in to talk with you.” She glanced at Jake’s chart. “You’re not the mom?”

  “We’re trying to get hold of her.” Hadley squeezed Jake’s noninjured arm. “I’ll call your mom again while you’re getting X-rayed.” He nodded sleepily as they rolled him away.

  Kevin Flynn was shivering in the waiting area, his arms wrapped around himself for warmth, looking for all the world like an extra from Braveheart who had mistakenly swapped his kilt for a pair of baggy shorts. “Here you go, Celtic warrior.” She handed him his T-shirt. “The goose bumps don’t go too well with the tats.”

  “They didn’t have AC in ancient Ireland.” He pulled the shirt over his head. “How’s he doing?”

  “They’ve doped him up and taken him in for X-rays.” She glanced around the ER waiting room while she redialed Jennifer McCrea’s home and cell numbers. Tired institutional paint, wide, armless sixties-style couches and chairs, a goateed teen, a grandmotherly type in a cardigan, a weather-beaten man asleep and listing. Jennifer’s recorded voice invited her to leave a message. Hadley started to repeat her message when the ER doors whumphed open and Eric McCrea strode through. He spotted them.

  “How is he?” He must have come straight out of his unit; he was still wearing his rig, radio at his shoulder, his service piece holstered at his hip.

  “He’s fine,” Hadley said. “They’re pretty sure it’s just a broken collarbone. He’s in radiology now. They’ve given him Demerol for the pain.”

  “What happened?” Eric said.

  “He pulled the lead maybe two hundred meters from the finish,” Flynn said. “He was really flying. You would have been proud of him.”

  “What happened?”

  “He couldn’t resist checking out where the closest runner was. He looked behind him…” Flynn shrugged. “That’s all it takes to put a foot wrong.”

  “Oh, Christ. Of all the boneheaded moves.” Eric clenched his fists. “He knows better than that. He knows better!”

  “It’s a broken collarbone,” Hadley reminded him. “Which is a lot better than a broken leg. Or a broken neck. He’ll be running around again by November. December at the latest.”

  “By which time the season will be over.”

  Hadley looked at Flynn. The puzzled uneasiness she saw on his face matched her own concern. She had spent a fair amount of time riding with him back when she was a newbie. That Eric had been smart, patient with her mistakes, with a sense of humor that eased him over the rough spots of the job. This Eric looked like he was going to pop a vein because his kid busted a bone. Playing in middle school, for God’s sake. “Where’s Jenny?” he demanded.

  “I’ve been trying to reach her.” Hadley held up her phone. “I’ve been leaving her messages to keep her up to date. She’ll know everything as soon as she checks her cell.”

  “Where in the hell is she? Why wasn’t she at the meet in the first place?”

  “Eric.” Flynn moved in, close enough to drop his voice to a confidential hush. “I understand that you’re worried and scared for Jake, but you’re not going to help him or yourself by flying off the handle. Take a deep breath and let it go, man.”

  Eric hooked his thumbs in his rig and spread his arms and chest. “Don’t try to talk me down, Kevin. I’ve been a cop twice as long as both of you put together. Don’t give me some bullshit line about how you understand me, because you don’t. You’re not a father.”

  “Well, I’m a mother, and I can tell you that if you walk in there acting like Dirty Harry, you’re going to scare your son to death and probably get hospital security to escort your ass outside.”

  “I’d like to see them try!”

  “Luckily for them, there are two MKPD officers here to help them!”

  Eric stepped toward her. “You think you can take me?”

  “Cool it.” Kevin’s voice was sharp and unfamiliar. “Both of you. Eric, you’re in uniform. If you can’t pull it together and act like a professional, you’d better leave.”

  “Or what?”

  “Or I report you for duty code violation, and we’ll let the chief sort it out.” Eric glared up at Flynn, who glared right back. “I’ll do it. You know I will.”

  “God.” Eric was the first to look away. “You’re such a fucking Boy Scout sometimes.” He glanced at Hadley. “Where is he?”

  “Follow me.” At the nursing station, she asked, “Is Jake McCrea done with his X-rays?”

  The nurse glanced at a large wall-mounted whiteboard. Names and numbers and treatments had been written and erased so many times the surface was a permanent gray smear. “Yup. He’s in bay four with the orthopedic surgeon.”

  Through a gap in the limp blue curtains Hadley could see a glimpse of a white coat. “Jake?” she called out. “Your dad’s here, honey.”

  She opened the curtain. The orthopedic surgeon, reassuringly middle-aged and gray-haired, was scratching notes on the back of a folder. He looked up. “Hi. Are you Jake’s mom?”

  “No, she works with my dad—” Jake’s explanation was cut off by Eric’s loud voice.

  “Oh, hell, no.” He jabbed a finger at the doctor. “You’re not touching my kid.”

  “What?” The doctor and Hadley spoke at the same time.

  “I’m sorry,” the doctor said. “Do I know you?”

  “Don’t play dumb, Stillman. I’m not letting a guy who abandons his own daughter to bang his girlfriend treat my son.”

  The doctor’s face turned a mottled red.

  “Dad!” Jake sounded horrified. He struggled to sit up.

  “Eric! Jesus Christ!” Hadley was torn between dragging Eric away and going to Jake.

  McCrea yanked the curtain open. “I want somebody competent in here to treat my kid,” he roared toward the nursing station.

  “Dr. Stillman?” The nurse spoke to the orthopedic surgeon, but he kept his eyes on McCrea.

  The doctor turned toward the nurse. “Call security!”

  “Lie down, honey.” Hadley pressed the flat of her hand against the middle of Jake’s chest. The boy was crying now, his face screwed into a twist of misery and mortification. “You’ll hurt yourself. Lie down.”

  “You can’t throw me out! I’m his father! I know my goddamn rights!”

  Hadley opened her mouth to call for Kevin, but he was already there, long legs eating up the floor, holding his badge up for th
e gathering crowd of nurses and doctors and technicians to see. He wrapped one arm around McCrea’s shoulder, turning him, saying something low and fast into his ear. Eric elbowed Flynn away. “Goddammit, I’m not the one being unreasonable here! I’m trying to protect my son and no one fucking appreciates that!”

  Two white-shirted rent-a-cops bulldozed through the gawkers. The doctor jerked his thumb toward Eric. “Get this maniac out of the hospital and see that he stays out!” One of the guards unstrapped a restraint from his belt.

  Eric’s hand went to his SIG SAUER .45.

  Hadley reacted without thinking. She screamed, “Gun!” and tackled Eric.

  They went down in a sprawl, Eric and Hadley and Flynn. Eric twisted, bucked, then gave up. He began to curse, quietly, steadily, and his voice had more heartbreak than anger in it now.

  She looked at Flynn. They were restraining a brother officer. A man who had mentored them both. “Now what?”

  He drove McCrea back to the station in the cruiser. Hadley waited with a tearful Jake and the white-faced orthopedist, who wrote note after note after note, undoubtedly working up a full-blown complaint against Eric. When Jennifer McCrea arrived, she took the news of her husband’s outburst with her lips pressed tightly together. “I’m sorry,” she told Hadley. “I don’t know what’s going on inside his head anymore. It scares me.”

  Weary and just wanting to go home, Hadley still had to pick up Flynn. She drove to the station, parked, and let herself sink into a funk of could-have-should-have-would-have. The door opening startled her. So much for her ever-alert law enforcement instincts. Flynn hoisted himself into the passenger seat. “You mind driving back to the field? I’m wiped.”

  She shifted into gear and backed out of the parking lot. “What did you do?”

  He closed his eyes. “I wrote up a report of the entire incident. I showed it to him. Then I saved it without logging it in.”

  “What? Christ, Flynn, he was ready to draw on that security guard!”

  Flynn dragged a hand through his hair. It was getting overdue for a cut. “There was this brochure for a veterans support group—I saw it in the chief’s office Thursday. I gave it to Eric and told him to call them, or the VA Hospital, or that department’s therapist in Saratoga, and set up an appointment and get some help. Today.”