Deep Betrayal (Lies Beneath #2)

  “Doubtful. She wouldn’t risk being captured. She’s just doing her best to fulfill her promise to see him. Sick compulsion. We’ll go look again tonight. If Pavati came to see Jack, she might still be close. And if she’s close, your dad’s fast enough to catch up to her.”

  “That’s good,” I said.

  The look Calder gave me told me it wasn’t the same conclusion he’d drawn. I scrutinized his face to discern the cause of his conflict, but he didn’t explain.

  21

  EAVESDROPPER

  The willow tree north of our dock must have been hit by lightning at some point in its history. While the whole tree was a beautiful umbrella of green, part of the trunk was split low, throwing a branch across the water with young shoots all along its length. I walked it as if it were a knobby balance beam, picking my way to a place where I could sit and dangle my feet in the water but still hide should someone want to drown me like poor Connor.

  Didn’t work, though. Sophie found me. She followed, her arms held out to her sides, balancing, wavering, grinning at me. “Pretty dress,” she said. “Going somewhere?”

  I looked down at the white, tiered minidress. I wasn’t going anywhere. With Calder gone, life—it seemed—had come to a standstill.

  “Whatever you’re doing, can I watch?” Sophie asked.

  “I’m just sitting here, Soph.”

  “Really?” She scrunched up her face and sat beside me, kicking a spray of water out toward the dock. “You don’t look like you’re doing nothing.”

  “Sorry to disappoint you.”

  “Huh.” She picked bark off the willow branch and threw it at the water. “I thought maybe you were thinking about looking for Dad. He’s been gone a—”

  “Yeah, I’ve noticed.” Every time Sophie brought up Dad, it also brought a liquefying feeling to my stomach. I tried to suppress it, but Sophie wasn’t fooled.

  She said, “Settle down, Lily. I just thought maybe you could try looking for him. For Mom. She’s really worried.”

  “If I could do something about it, I would have already,” I snapped back. I looked up at Sophie, and two red spots were burning in the center of her cheeks. “I’m sorry, Soph. But I don’t have any idea where to search.”

  Sophie studied the water and nodded seriously, then, after a while, asked, “Do you wonder what Dad and Calder are doing?”

  “What makes you think they’re together?”

  She sighed dramatically and wiped her eyes with the backs of her hands. “Never mind,” she said. She got up.

  “Sophie, what are you trying to say?”

  “I’ll go. I can tell you don’t want me here.”

  Her curly blond ponytail bobbed as she jumped from the branch down to the sand and walked up the yard. Before she reached the porch, she turned and yelled, “So are you going swimming or not?”

  “Not!”

  She ran into the house and slammed the door. I understood her frustration. By my count, it had been eight days since we’d seen Dad around the dinner table. I hadn’t seen Calder in a few days either. Not since our run-in with the Pettits at the police station.

  But what did Sophie expect me to do about it? Even if I let her in on my secret experiments, it wasn’t like I could just go swimming after them. Holding my breath and searching three thousand cubic miles were two different things. Plus, there was Maris and Pavati to contend with. But maybe …

  Maybe I didn’t have to leave. I jumped off the branch without a thought for my dress. The water was just barely over my head. Deep breath, and I let myself sink under to sit cross-legged on the rocky bottom, pressing my hands against the underside of the willow branch to keep from floating.

  I’d heard voices before. If Calder’s theory was right, I should recognize Dad’s thoughts, seeing as he was family, and I was familiar with his voice on land. Maybe I could … if I strained.… At the very least I could practice my breath control.

  The underwater experience always started the same for me: The crush on my ears. The metallic ringing. The low, humming vibration. I had to push past all that to hear anything else. The pips of lake trout. The brushing grasses. The tumble of small stones under my feet. Only when I searched beyond the expected could I discover the unexpected.

  But today there was nothing.

  I pulled out from under the branch and pushed myself up to the surface. Water streamed down my hair and down the lengths of my arms. I stared down at the water. My face reflected back at me. When did I start looking so serious?

  I ducked under the branch again. Crush, ring, hum, pip, brush, tumble, then suddenly the hard bite of the T sound. I pushed further, straining to hear more. Teh, teh, the words time and can’t. Then the slosh of a J.

  The first voice I heard was Calder’s. I’d know it anywhere. But it was muffled and far, far away. It came to me broken and thin: “Jas … iss time oo oh home …”

  Then Dad’s voice, as clear as if he were standing right next to me: “I told you. I can’t.”

  “Remem’er … Ba—and for … exerci … both muscles … impor’an …”

  “I feel tight. I’m drying up. I need to stay in the water.”

  Calder’s voice wavered even more. “Thas nah … emo … Geh … ba … your family.”

  They both went out of earshot. I pressed forward, keeping only one finger on the branch. Where did they go, where did they go? After a few minutes:

  “Speaking of family,” Dad said.

  If Calder responded, I heard nothing from him.

  Dad continued, “What are your intentions regarding Lily? I worry I’m not there to supervise.”

  Oh dear God, I thought. Oh, please, no. Dad, do not embarrass me. I’m begging you.

  “What was that?” Dad asked. Still nothing from Calder. A long, painful pause. For a moment I assumed they’d swum out of my range. Then:

  “I think my daughter might love you,” Dad said.

  Sweet Jesus.

  “She does,” Calder said, completely confident.

  “And what about you?” Dad asked.

  Again, a humiliating silence filled the seconds. Had Calder responded? Was he considering his response? Did he say yes? No? Geez, Dad, I could kill you right now. Get out of my business.

  “What is that?” Dad asked again. “Don’t you hear that?”

  “Jason, focus … go home.”

  “I told you. The more I’m gone, the worse Carolyn reacts. The worse she reacts, the harder it is to look at her. And that just makes me need the water more. The more I need the water, the more I’m gone. It’s a vicious circle.”

  “… ly … break …” I was losing track of Calder again.

  Then Dad said, “Do you think I should tell Carolyn the truth?”

  “NO, Dad!” He couldn’t tell Mom! What was he thinking? Surely Calder wouldn’t let him. That would be too much for her to bear.

  “Damn it, what is that? Is that Maris? Do you think I’m finally hearing them?”

  “No,” Calder said. “I heard … time, too.… eavesdropping …” Then Calder’s voice turned from confused to sad. “Lily, is that you?”

  I stood up, bashing my head on the underside of the branch, and ran, wet and heavy, into the house to hide and wait for his retribution.

  22

  BOUND

  Surrounded by dog-eared books and crumpled paper balls, I barricaded myself in my room to await my sentence for spying on Dad and Calder. Two days had passed. If I didn’t miss him so much, I would have applauded Calder for his sense of justice; punishing me for eavesdropping with the silent treatment was pure poetic genius.

  While I waited for him to return—and for him to tell me how he’d answered Dad’s questions—I reread the same Emily Brontë poem I’d been reading since breakfast:

  There is not room for Death

  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

  Thou art Being and Breath,

  And what Thou art may never be destroyed.

  I could
n’t have agreed more. In recent days, I’d never felt stronger. Maybe not indestructible, but I was definitely not as afraid of Maris as I should have been. Or Pavati, for that matter. Calder might be mad about my newfound listening skill, and that scared me a little—he’d probably be even madder when he learned about the rest of my breath control experiments—but there was no denying that I could serve a valuable purpose.

  Dad and Calder might not be able to find Maris to warn her about Jack, but I could. Or at least, I was pretty sure I could if Calder would let me. If I could find Maris, if I could reason with her that there was no more room for death, maybe no one else would have to die.

  Reason with Maris. Yeah, I hated to think what Calder would say about that.

  “Lily!” Mom’s voice called up the stairs.

  Why was it I could never get five minutes to put a solid thought together? “What?”

  “Could you come down here? Sophie has something she wants to do for us.”

  “Yeah, I’m kind of busy,” I hollered back.

  “It will only take a second.”

  I tossed my book to the end of the bed and protested by clomping down the stairs more loudly than necessary. Mom was sitting on the couch. Sophie was standing in front of her with a poster leaning up against a chair. Rainbow beams of light circled the room.

  “What’s all this?” I asked.

  “Your sister is going for her Science Investigator badge, and she’s giving her presentation to her troop tonight. She wants to practice on an audience.”

  “I was kind of in the middle of something,” I said, glancing back toward the stairs and the solace of my room.

  “Sit,” Mom said.

  I barked once and found a seat on the floor by Mom’s feet.

  Sophie smiled and cleared her throat. Her blond curls bobbed at her shoulders.

  “Have you ever wondered how a rainbow works?” she asked, her voice bubbling over with a forced enthusiasm. I immediately picked up on the intonation she’d stolen from kids on TV. It made me want to say, “No, I never did!” but I kept the sarcasm to myself.

  “I did,” continued Sophie, answering her own question, “and that’s why I did my science project on rainbows. Tonight I’m going to demonstrate for you the science behind rainbows, using this.” She held up a pear-shaped crystal hanging from an invisible string. It spun in front of her face, casting red, blue, and green squares around the walls.

  “A crystal is a prism, and because it has all these different cut sides, it bends light. Here’s what happens:

  “Light travels at different speeds when it goes through different things, like the air or the rain or this crystal.” She glanced down at her notes.

  “Think of it like this: You move differently on different things. You move one way when you’re walking on an icy sidewalk. You walk a different way on a sandy beach. And you walk a different way when you’re pushing something. If you pushed a baby stroller through sand, sometimes the wheels get caught and you go sideways.” She demonstrated, lurching her body around, which made me laugh. Mom slapped me on top of the head.

  Sophie wasn’t rattled. “That’s what happens with light. When light is going through the air, it’s white. But when it goes through something else, like raindrops, or this crystal, it changes speed and bends and goes sideways. Different speeds and different angles make different colors.”

  She put the crystal down, consulted her notes, and then picked up the crystal again. “Sometimes, like in this prism, the light bends twice, and that’s why you can see more than one color at once. That’s what happens in rainbows, too. All those raindrops act like thousands of prisms that separate all the colors out of the white light, all at once.”

  Then she bowed, and Mom clapped like her baby had won an Academy Award. I clapped, too. It was actually pretty decent. Sophie blushed as Mom went to check the clock.

  “Mrs. Larson will be here soon to pick you up,” Mom said. “Make sure you have everything you need.”

  “So you think it was good?” Sophie asked.

  “Actually,” I said, “it was. I am very, very impressed.”

  “You gave me the idea,” she said.

  “I did? How?”

  Sophie smiled and didn’t say anything more. She threw her notes and the prism into her backpack, carefully rolled up her poster, and raced out the door.

  Before I could give her any more thought, the phone rang. It wasn’t on the charger. The muffled sound came from under the couch cushions. I dug around, finding it just in time.

  “Hello?” I huffed into the receiver.

  “Lily? Oh, good! I need a huge favor. Huge!” It was Gabby.

  I groaned mentally. I really didn’t have time for a favor. “What?”

  “I’m in Duluth with some friends, and Brady Peterman called.”

  “So?” I asked. I walked into the kitchen and I hoisted myself up onto the counter to sit.

  “He’s totally drunk.”

  “I’m not following you, Gabby, and I’m kind of busy.” I twirled my hair around my finger and flipped the ends back and forth against my nose.

  “He said a bunch of them were up at Marsden’s Orchard. He said I need to get up there and pick up Jack, but I’m too far away, and if Jack’s in half the shape Brady’s in, he won’t be able to get himself home. Obviously I can’t call Dad.”

  I rolled my eyes and exhaled. “Where exactly is he?” There was leftover mac and cheese in the pot in the sink. I dug out a mouthful.

  “Brady said Jack’s still at Marsden’s barn. Can you go get him? He’s not answering his phone. I’m afraid he passed out or something.”

  “You so owe me,” I said, sucking my fingers. “Both of you. Maybe Jack should have thought about this before he got lit.”

  “Great! You’re a lifesaver, Lil,” Gabby said, and she hung up before I could say goodbye.

  The car keys hung on a peg in the kitchen. I tossed them in the air, catching them with an overhand grab, and walked out the door. Turning the key in the ignition, the car stutter-started, vibrating under the soles of my feet. The gas gauge hovered around empty, but there was enough to get me up to the orchards.

  Marsden’s was two orchards past the strawberry fields and hard to miss because of its old red barn that doubled as an everything-apple retail store. The faded and peeling paint made it look more pink than red, and the long, rectangular MARSDEN’S sign hung left of center over the barn door.

  The gravel parking lot was empty and a cardboard Closed sign sat propped against the window.

  “Great,” I said to no one. “Awesome.” The place looked deserted. Maybe Jack managed to stagger home on his own after all.

  I got out of my car and crossed the parking lot to the barn. I peered into the dark windows, but it seemed empty. “Jack!” I called, cupping my hands to the glass. “Jack, are you in there?”

  “Here,” said a voice from behind a dilapidated outbuilding, twenty yards from the barn. “Help me.”

  I strode toward his voice, preparing to scold him for being so stupid, but what I saw stopped every scathing word in my throat. “Holy …! Jack! Are you okay?” I ran to him and dropped to my knees.

  Jack Pettit lay flat on his back, stripped naked. His hands were tied over his head to a rusty ring on the side of the building, his legs tightly bound together with bright blue duct tape that came up past his waist, immobilizing him with a sadistic merman’s tail. Someone had written FREAK on his chest in black Sharpie.

  How many people did it take to hold him down? Gray dirt caked his face. Tears plowed wide tracks down his soiled cheeks. I couldn’t help but take a breath at the realization that Jack was—in this grotesque state—closer to his original desire than he’d ever been before. If Pavati came back … if she said that she wanted him after all … would he want this life? Now that he was vulnerable and beached, would he choose this life if she wanted him in hers? Would I, if the choice was mine?

  My hands came up to do something—a
nything—but I stopped at the prospect of pulling all that tape off. What would come with it? “Please tell me you’re wearing shorts under there.”

  “Damn it,” he said, fighting back tears. “Why did it have to be you? Why you?” Veins pulsed at his temples.

  “You don’t want my help? I can leave, y’know.”

  Jack looked up at me, panicked.

  “Gabby called,” I said. “Brady called her and told her where you were.”

  “Don’t tell my dad about this,” he whispered.

  “Why would I do that?”

  “Or Gabrielle.”

  I promised, although I didn’t think he stood any chance of having Peterman keep his mouth shut. Chances were he’d sent pictures to everyone he knew. There were probably pictures popping up online already.

  I surveyed the bindings and tried to figure out how to get him free. I couldn’t find where the tape started.

  “Cut it,” he said. “Don’t rip it.” Sweat beaded above his upper lip.

  “I don’t have anything to cut it with,” I said.

  “Check your glove compartment. Check your trunk. You’ve got to have something.”

  I ran back to the car and frantically checked every storage place I could find. Single socks, hair binders, and gum wrappers … those I had plenty of. Sharp, sharp, something sharp. I came up with a paper clip and some nail clippers.

  I raced back and started puncturing and cutting the tape. At one point I bit at it. Picking and tearing, I made slow progress. When I got it down to a thin-enough layer, I perforated the tape with the end of the paper clip and ripped up the middle, ankles to thighs, liberating his legs.

  “Get my hands,” Jack said. “I can do the rest.”

  I tore at the tape around his wrists and cold gray fingers. “Jack, you’ve got to let up on this obsession. Things are only going to get worse for you if you keep trying to convince everyone there are mermaids in the lake.”

  “There are mermaids in the lake. I know it. You know it. Why aren’t you siding with me on this? Forget about Calder White.” He made the last name sound like a curse. “His sisters are dangerous. He’ll turn on you, too. Just like Pavati turned on me.”