The Devil's Punchbowl
Dont do this, she whispers.
Dont make us, Sands answers, then steps into her field of vision.
The look in his eyes is terrible to behold. Yet he speaks softly, like a man talking to a child. Behind him the white dog stands alert, awaiting a command. He looks something like a giant pit bull, but his face is wrinkled, and his eyes project a sentience that makes her shiver.
I need to know some things, girl. And I dont have a lot of time.
She nods quickly, submissively. Can I ask a question first?
One.
Is Tim dead?
Sands inclines his head slowly.
She doesnt want to let them see how this hits her, but she shuts her eyes before shes even aware of it, shuts them the way a little girl does hearing her father has been killed in a car wreck, as hers was when she was nine.
How did he die?
Thats two questions. Weve no time for tears, Linda. Timothy tried to bite the hand that fed him. He stole something from me, and we have to get it back. Answer up the first time. Dont make me ask twice.
I dont think I know anything. But Ill tell you what I do.
Fucking right you will, Quinn mutters from behind her.
Sands raises a hand to silence him. She has never seen Sands this way. He is more focused now than he is during sex. The pupils of his eyes gleam like scorched motor oil. When he looks at her, she feels her will sapped away, like a bird being hypnotized by a snake.
What did Timothy tell you he was going to do tonight?
He told me he was going to stop you. Thats all I know. I dont know what he was after, exactly. I tried to talk him out of it. I knew hed never get away with it.
Fucking right, grunts Quinn again.
What did he want to stop me from doing?
The dogs, she says, trying to think. He had a thing about dogs. He went to a dogfight on the river. Remember? You must have said he could go. It upset him. Something happened to him there. The dogs and the girls. He couldnt deal with it.
The girls? says Sands.
Quinn laughs. He was bending you over the aft-deck head while his wife nursed a kid at home. What did he care about some runaway whores?
Linda shrugs. He did. He was like that. I dont know.
Theres more, Sands says. A lot more. Give us the rest.
There isnt any more. He wasnt complicated.
He had a plan. You had the TracFone hidden in your car.
That was just so that he could find me afterward.
You were running away together?
Not like that. We had to leave for a while, he said, until it was safe. He wasnt leaving his wife and son, though.
How long was it going to be before it was safe?
She shrugs. I dont know. A few days. A week. He never really said. I dont think he knew.
Sandss eyes bore into hers like the light the ophthalmologist shines into your eye to see the very back of it, where the blood vessels and the nerve go in. Sands knows shes concealing something. If Tim could see her now, he would want her to save herself, to spare herself pain. But he wouldnt want her to sell out Penn Cage. Penn has a child, and that child needs him.
Wheres your cell phone? Sands asks. Your personal phone.
I lost it. She knows this is stupid even before she finishes speaking.
Quinn makes a mocking sound, but Sands only sighs. Ive known you for seven months and Ive never once seen you without your phone. Ive read your text messages to Timothy. Everything from I love you, my darling to I want you to come in my mouth tonight. If hed known the things you did for me the boy wouldve gone mad.
Hot tears streak her face. Sands is right: Tim never got pleasure from degrading her; but Sands lived for it. Worse, he knew that some sick part of her derived pleasure from it as well. Once youd been wired that way, there was no way to short-circuit those urges and reactions. A harsh voice and a slap made her wet, like Pavlovs dogs hearing the dinner bell. All you could do was struggle against it, try to drive it out with something else.
How long has Timothy been talking to Penn Cage?
Linda blinks but says nothing. Hope has flickered in her breast with religious power. Tim was supposed to meet Penn tonight. Either Tim missed that meeting or he delivered his evidence to Penn. Either way, she has reason to hope. If Tim missed the meeting, Penn will surely turn the town upside down to find him, starting with the Magnolia Queen. And if Tim did manage to get him the evidence, Penn, being the mayor, must certainly know by now that his friend is dead. Either way, his first instinct will be to have Sands arrested. Thats why Sands feels pressed for time. The mayor could be on his way down to the boat with a squad of police at this moment.
You have to stay on the boat, says a voice. Tims voice. If they take you off this boat, youre dead. Or lost, because no one will know where to look for you. But as long as youre here, you can be found. Whatever they do, you have to take it
A stalling strategy occurs to Linda, one learned so long ago that it feels inborn. Ill give them things in stages, she thinks. Lie first, then give up something true. Something to keep them trying. When they feel Im cooperating, resist again, then give up the next bit. It was like negotiating with a boy in the backseat in junior high. Let him slide his hand under your shirt, but not your bra. Kiss awhile, then push his hand out and kiss some more. When hes finally, really angry, let him push up the bra and feel them for real. Then the game begins again with the belt and the snap to your jeans.
Only this was no backseat. And these werent junior high boys. Every minute of delay would be bought with pain.
You have to take it, Tims voice says from within her. Whatever it is
Sands reaches out and lays a hand on the gleaming metal printer cart. A black rag lies on it. Sands lifts the rag like a magician beginning a trick, and her eyes track to whats beneath it. The wires end not in EKG leads, but in shiny metal clips. Alligator clips, she remembers from a lab in high school. One of the wires is connected to a metal bolt about five inches long. Dried blood coats it.
When Linda recognizes the blood, her mind jumps to the man on the floor with no pants, and the idea she had beforethat she was in some place beyond fearvanishes like water thrown onto a hot skillet. Shes only crossed the threshold of fear. When she first entered this room, her grief over Tim had smothered everything, even her will to live. Now she wants only to keep breathing, to avoid pain.
Sands moves closer, leans down, pushes a strand of hair from her eye. With an intimate caress he wipes a tear from her cheek, then raises his finger to his mouth and licks it.
Linda, girl, he says softly, there are things far worse than death in this world. Ive seen people beg to be where Tim is now. There are appetites. Appetites that fall outside the pale. Quinn is a man of such appetites. I, on the other hand, prefer the shortest path from A to B.
This statement confounds her.
In business, he clarifies, seeing her reaction. This machine generates electric current, in varying intensity. The clips attach to things that protrude, and the bolt is for insertion.
Lindas stomach heaves.
Get the bucket, Sands says.
Quinn moves behind her; a door opens and closes. Then Quinn returns and places a bucket stinking of vomit on the floor. The stench is so primal that it cuts through every last illusion.
Theyre not going to stop until they know everything, she realizes. Maybe not even then. Because hell have to be sure. Linda has never known such despair. She can protect no one. Theyll find out about Penn Cage, where Julia is hiding
The generator hums ominously when Sands switches it on, like the motor in a dentists office revving up to drive a drill. At the sound, the dog tenses with arousal. Despite its remarkable discipline, it cannot remain still.
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Wheres your cell phone? Sands asks.
I threw it overboard.
Why?
Tim told me to. He said you could track us with it.
Sands shoots Quinn a brief glance. What else? What was on the phone? I can get your records.
I got a text message I didnt understand.
From who? Timothy?
She nods quickly. I think he used a strangers phone. He thought that was safer.
What did it say? Word for word.
It wasnt words. Not really. It didnt make sense.
Sands picks up the bloody bolt on its wire. Its very important that you remember, Linda.
It was just letters that only half made sense. I thought he meant to send it to someone else.
What were they?
The first word was Thief with a capital T. Then www, like for World Wide Web.
Quinn takes a small pad from his pocket and begins writing on it.
What else? Sands asked.
Kill mommy, that was next.
Kill mommy?
I know, it makes no sense.
Was there more?
The last said, Squirt too, or something like that.
Sandss eyes narrow in confusion. Are you lying to me, Linda?
No.
Sands sighs and nods to Quinn. Quinn steps forward and rips the blouse from her chest, his eyes flashing.
She struggles not to void on the chair. What do you want to know?
Was that a code for something else? Who would Timmy be sending that to?
I dont know! I swear to God!
Wire her up, Quinn says. Give her a jolt.
I might, just, said Sands, depending on how she answers the next question.
Sands nods toward the corner. Turn the boy over. Show her his face.
Lindas gaze follows Quinn as he walks to the wall. He bends and pulls the bare-bottomed man over on his back. Shes afraid the face will be butchered, but its not. She recognizes a young Asian man she has seen a few times on the boat. Ben Li. She only knows who he is because of Tim. Li works in the security area, running the computer accounting system. On paper hes listed as a gaming consultant, but his real job is working some sort of illegal magic on the computers that track the profits. Tim only found this out because Ben is lonely, and he uses drugs to dull the ache. Unlike the other employees, Li isnt given monthly drug tests. In the past few weeks, Tim has become Bens supplier. That somehow played into Tims plan. Linda only learned this last week, and she wasnt sure she wanted to know, but it seemed important to Tim to tell her. It was as though by telling her thisinformation that could get him killedTim was proving how much he loved her, trusted her.
Do you know who that is? Sands asks.
Ben Li.
Jaysus, whispers Quinn. Fucking Jessup.
Do you know what he does?
Something with computers, thats all I know. I only found that out a couple of days ago.
Quinn savagely kicks the body on the floor. Ben Li doesnt flinch.
Is he dead? Linda asks.
Not yet, Sands replies. Soon.
Gooseflesh rises on the back of her neck. She tries to shift, but the straps hold her fast to the chair.
Will you move that bucket? she asks. Its making me sick.
Tell me about Penn Cage.
What about him?
We dont have time for this, Quinn snaps. Juice the cunt and get it over with. Give me five minutes with the lying sleeveen.
Please, she whimpers, searching for something human in the depths of Sandss eyes. Please. Ill tell you whatever you want to know. Tim is dead. Whats the point in hiding anything?
Sandss eyes offer her nothing. Penn Cage.
Tim went to school with him. He worshipped the guy. He called him the Eagle Scout. He said Penn was the only man he knew he could trust to do the right thing.
And what did he mean by the right thing?
Arrest you, I guess. Tim was going to steal something that could stop whats been going on. He wouldnt tell me what, and I didnt want to know. I tried to talk him out of it, I swear. He was like a little boy. He had no idea what he was up against.
Too fucking right, says Quinn.
Look, I dont care what youre doing. You know that. I worked one of those fights, for Gods sake. Remember? Thats where you first really noticed me. But I didnt tell a soul what happened there. I never have!
Sands gives her a chiding smile. You told Timothy.
She closes her eyes in surrender.
How many times did he talk to the mayor?
Just once that I know of. Last night.
And he was going to meet him tonight?
Yes.
Sands reaches out with the bloody bolt and touches its tip to the hollow of her neck. The cold metal alone seems to shock her. One more question, he says, dragging the bolt down and across her chest, stopping at her left nipple. The most important one.
What?
Did Tim say anything about making copies of what he stole?
No.
Sands circles her aureole with the head of the bolt. Not so fast. Think about it, Linda. Tim was smarter than I gave him credit for. And a smart man would know that he might not make it off the boat with a disc. Did he mention hiding a copy anywhere?
No. He didnt tell me anything about a disc. He didnt want to put me in danger.
Sands smiles. But he did, didnt he?
Dropping the bolt on the cart, Sands picks up one of the alligator clips. Hold her head, he says mildly.
Quinn moves behind the chair and locks his forearm around her neck, cutting off all air.
Sands forces open the clip, then attaches it to her upper lip, just beneath her nose. Quinn gives her neck a hard squeeze, then releases her head. Sands steps back and rubs his stubbled chin, regarding her without emotion.
Did he ever sneak a notebook computer on board?
Not that I know of.
He never talked about trying to transmit what he stole while he was on the boat?
No. He didnt tell me anything like that.
Sands lets his hand fall on a black dial atop the generator.
Dont, she pleads softly. Ive told you everything. If I ever meant anything to you, dont do this.
Your words not enough. I have to know if youre holding back. Last chance to come clean.
She shakes her head. Didnt I always do what you wanted? Did I ever say no?
No, you didnt. But you lied, Linda. Its not that you fucked him, you understand? Youre as human as the next woman. But you tried to help him take me down.
Her brain is transmitting a speech signal when the current hits her, scrambling every impulse in her body. She flails her head, trying to escape the blowtorch burning her lip, but it follows wherever she goes. The pain arcs up her nose to a point between her eyes, which feel as if theyll explode if the electricity doesnt stop.
Then it stops.
Pissed herself, Quinn observes. Should have made her go beforehand.
Linda is sobbing in the chair, with relief that the pain has ended, with terror of the agony to come. The white dog shivers from the effort of remaining still.
Tell me the rest, Sands says patiently. You dont want any more of that, do you?
She shakes her head hopelessly.
Quinn will put that clip anywhere I tell him, and hell run the generator all night long. Hed like nothing better.
Nothing, Quinn says simply. I think she wants the bolt, mate.
A sharp ringing startles them all. Its a telephone, Linda realizes, not a cellular, but a hard line. It must be lying on
the floor in the corner. Quinn curses and walks to the corner, then crouches to answer the phone. After speaking softly, he hangs up and says, They want you up in the cashiers cage.
Sands sniffs, then shoots his cuffs and pats the dogs head. Take the clip off.
Quinn blinks in confusion. What?
Get it off.
While Quinn reluctantly obeys, Sands reaches under the top shelf of the cart and brings out a paper cup.
Drink this, he says, offering it to Linda.
What is it?
Just drink it and be thankful.
Will it kill me?
No. It will make you sleep.
She sniffs the cup. The clear fluid inside smells like Sprite. Will it hurt?
No. Its a drug called Versed. Its like Valium. Its what they give children before they sew them up in the casualty ward.
Casualty ward?
Emergency room.
A faint memory of a kind doctor stitching her knee long ago brings fresh tears to Lindas eyes. For some reason, she is suddenly sure the doctor was Penn Cages father, Tom Cage. With a silent prayer that Penn and his daughter will be all right, she nods to Sands and opens her mouth. The fluid tastes just the way it smells. Sprite, gone half-flat. She coughs as she swallows, but it all goes down. She half believes the drink will kill her, but shes past caring. She cannot endure the clips or the bolt.
Sands walks forward and gives her a strange smile. You gave a good ride, Ill say that. One of the best. Quinns been itching to have a go at you from the beginning. Now hell get his chance, I guess.
She shakes her head slowly. Dont leave me with him. Please. Give me enough of that stuff to finish it. Please.
Quinns eyes flash behind Sands. Now wheres the fun in that?
Linda feels herself fading already. The hum of the generator is the brightest thing in the room.
Where are you taking them? Sands asks. The farm or the island?
The farm. Id just as soon stay out there tonight, if youre okay with it?
Sandss voice is tight. I dont care what you do with her, if thats what youre asking.
Thats it, right there, Linda thinks. No one had ever really cared what anyone did with her. No one but Tim.