The Captain's Daughter

  “Appreciated, Admiral.”

  “Regarding your inquiry as to the status of Askalon Five, site of your daughter’s death"—LaVelle was clearly glancing at another screen off to the side—"Captain Harriman has quarantined it. You know the regs regarding a quarantine once it’s been set in place.”

  “Yes, ma’am. Quarantine cannot be lifted, nor any contact made with the planet, until a quarantine team has been sent in to discover the source of infection, dispatch it if possible, and then observe the planet for one month to make certain that no sign of the reason for the quarantine remains.”

  “You know this, then.”

  “Yes, ma’am.”

  “Yet you request permission for the Excelsior to go to Askalon Five. You’ve already put this request in to Admiral Paul over in the quarantine division and, when she said no, you had the request pushed up to me.”

  “That is correct, ma’am.”

  LaVelle smiled sympathetically. “Captain . . . I appreciate your concerns . . . but regulations were put into place specifically for this sort of situation. A situation where our emotional impulses might prompt us to take some sort of action that could have serious repercussions. At the time when we most want to get around or ignore regulations is the moment when we must, most faithfully, adhere to them. You understand that, correct?”

  “Absolutely, Admiral.” He nodded respectfully. “I was simply proceeding up the chain of command in pursuing a query.”

  “And that is perfectly acceptable. But the query will end here. We understand that, Captain Sulu?”

  “Yes, ma’am, we do. A question, though. At what point will a quarantine team be dispatched to make its initial inquiries?”

  “I thought you might ask that. At the moment, Captain, our resources are somewhat stretched. The collapse of the Klingon Empire has strained the Federation’s capabilities. We’re dealing with situations that have greater immediacy than that of Askalon Five. We can’t pull a team off Cygnus Three, for example, where a virus is ravaging an entire colony, to investigate where there are no inhabitants. We’re trying to prevent people dying, Captain, and shifting a team to see what the problem is on Askalon Five will not bring back your daughter, and may even cost lives if the time could have been better spent elsewhere.”

  “I appreciate and understand all that, Admiral,” Sulu said evenly. “I simply wish to have a projected date.”

  LaVelle let out a sigh and once again checked a screen that Sulu couldn’t see. “Eight . . . nine months, perhaps. Could be a little sooner, I imagine. Could also be considerably later. We do the best we can, Captain.”

  “Yes, ma’am. We all do.”

  “Good. Now . . . have you been apprised of the situation on Centrelis?”

  “Yes, Admiral. Newly admitted to the Federation, and just beyond the outskirts of Tholian space . . .”

  “Correct, and the Tholian assembly is claiming that the planet’s orbit brings it into Tholian space thirty percent of the Centrelian year . . . and therefore is making noise that the Centrelians should turn over thirty percent of the planet’s resources. We’re endeavoring to handle it through diplomatic channels, but the diplomats have requested the presence of a starship as backup.”

  “The theory being that it will cut down on Tholian saber-rattling.”

  “Exactly. You, Captain, have the most experience with the Tholians. So you’re elected to handle this.”

  “‘Elected.‣ You make it sound like a democracy, Admiral.”

  “That we most definitely are not. You will proceed to Centrelis with all due haste and stay on-station there until the situation is resolved. Good luck in your mission, Captain. And again . . . my condolences.”

  “Thank you, Admiral,” said Sulu.

  The screen blinked out.

  Sulu stared for a long time at the computer. Then he leaned forward and said, “Computer . . . prepare to record a message.”

  “Ready,” said the computer.

  He steepled his fingers for a moment, and then he began to speak.

  “By the time you receive this,” he said, “I may very well have thrown away my captaincy. For all I know, I may even be dead.”

  And he continued. As he did so, his gaze settled on a small holopicture that sat on the desk just to the right of the screen.

  It was one of those special ones called a Lifeshot. Taken over a series of years, the Lifeshot took the subject at the youngest age photographed, and merged it sequentially with the next shot and the next and so on. The simple routine on the Lifeshot’s computer created a tasteful wardrobe, clothing the image. The morphing program did the rest.

  The result was that the Lifeshot gave a visual progression of the subject, at varying speeds depending upon the viewer’s preference.

  Sulu watched the Lifeshot, ranging from Demora’s smiling six-year-old face to the final shot that had been taken of her when she was about twenty. He’d taken her regularly every year until the point where he’d assumed command of the Excelsior. He’d asked her to keep up with it while he was gone, but she’d hemmed and hawed and finally told him that she just didn’t want to anymore. He hadn’t argued with her because, frankly, arguing with Demora could often be a losing proposition. Once she’d made her mind up, that was pretty much that.

  The transition on the Lifeshot took about a minute. Sulu sat there and watched her grow from child to blossoming adolescence, and from there to a young woman . . . nine inches high, to be sure, but there was nothing diminutive about the memories or the feelings.

  He was surprised how steady his voice was as he recorded. It really shouldn’t have been surprising, because he really wasn’t giving much thought to what he was saying. His thoughts, his emotions . . . his soul, he realized . . . were a million miles away. Or, to be more specific . . . thirteen years ago. . . .

  SECTION FOUR

  PARENTHOOD

  Chapter Fifteen

  IT HELPED TO HAVE friends in the office of the Surgeon General in Starfleet, and those Leonard McCoy had in abundance. So when the rather curious “situation” arose, it was McCoy who was summoned in for a consult out of deference to his long-standing relationship with the . . . as it was delicately put . . . “person in question.”

  He wished that Jim were around to handle this, but he was off doing that damned fool diving of his. Kirk had regaled him with tales of deep-sea explorations, wearing antiquated gear and a bathing suit rather than proper insulated suits with their built-in fail-safe oxygen supplies. “That’s not really undersea diving,” he’d sniffed. “You don’t feel like you’re part of the sea.”

  “You’ll become a permanent part of the sea if you’re not careful,” McCoy had grumbled at him. But he’d decided not to push it too much; the problem with Kirk was that he’d probably come up with something even more dangerous to do. That’s the kind of guy he was: totally uncaring about personal safety. Under the impression that trivialities such as mortality applied to lesser beings.

  Hopefully that would change as soon as Kirk started the faculty assignment at Starfleet Academy. Even that, though, made McCoy apprehensive. There was only one place where Kirk would truly be happy, and that was in the command chair of a starship. But they’d been giving him the full treatment, Starfleet had. Emphasized all the experience he had to share. Convinced him that by teaching at the Academy, he could be improving Starfleet at its core.

  And he’d bought it. Blast him, he’d bought it. McCoy knew, in his heart of hearts, that it was going to cost Kirk in the long run. His body might have been on Earth, but his soul was in the stars. He would keep running faster and faster, looking for something that he didn’t even know he was missing. And when he finally realized that whatever it was he was searching for was still gone—light-years away and forever beyond his reach—he would start to wither. Wither and die. McCoy could see it clear as anything, but Kirk—home and flush with triumph from his second five-year mission—had been blinded to it. Blinded by the success and accolades. A
nd maybe, God help him, by the legend that was building around him. McCoy had no doubt that, sooner or later, Kirk would realize the hideous mistake. Realize what he’d gotten himself into because he’d believed his own press.

  “Damn his ego,” he muttered.

  “Damn whose ego, Doc?”

  McCoy looked up and saw Mr. Sulu standing there, his arms folded across his chest.

  “No one’s,” replied McCoy.

  Sulu smiled. “Oh, come on now, Doc. You ask me to come meet you here at the Surgeon General’s building . . . you’re all mysterious about it . . . and now you won’t even tell me what’s on your mind?”

  “Oh, we’ll . . . discuss it,” said McCoy. “Uhm . . . sit down, Sulu. How are things going with you?”

  Sulu looked at McCoy appraisingly. It was clear he knew something was on the doctor’s mind. How could he not, after all? McCoy had summoned him, with some degree of urgency, from Starfleet Headquarters, and obviously had some reason for doing so. But he also knew that McCoy wasn’t the type to be rushed. He’d get to it in his own good time, so it was simplest to go along with McCoy at his own speed.

  “Things are going fine, Doc,” Sulu said as he sank into the chair opposite McCoy. It wasn’t McCoy’s office, but merely one that he was borrowing. “Have you heard?”

  “Heard what?”

  “I’ve been offered the position of first officer aboard the Bozeman. Had a subspace meeting with Captain Bateson. He’s,” and he smiled slightly, “not exactly Captain Kirk. More the . . . cerebral type.”

  “Funny. For some reason, I have trouble picturing you any place other than the helm of the Enterprise.”

  “So do I. But let’s face it, Doc. The newest Enterprise refit will take at least six to eight months . . . I’ve even heard as much as a year. Plus there’s talk about this new Excelsior class that will make the Enterprise obsolete. I have as much loyalty to the Enterprise as the next man, Doc . . . but the writing’s on the wall. Two, maybe three years tops, and she’ll be retired, and I’ll be . . . what? Three years older? Still at helm?” He shook his head. “I have to admit that Admiral’s Kirk’s decision to teach shook me a bit. At first I was a bit stunned. But then I thought, Well, with the sort of career he’s had, he deserves it, right? He’s entitled.”

  McCoy said nothing.

  Sulu continued, “Somehow I was perfectly satisfied with the status quo as along as James Kirk was in that command chair. But if I’m going to be out there on my own, Doc, then it’s about time I started working on my career, too. Sink or swim, as they say.”

  “As they say.” He paused. “Sulu, do you ever wish there was . . . something else? Something more, besides a career?”

  “Wish?” He shrugged. “I’ve . . . thought of it from time to time, of course. But this is who I am, Doctor. It’s what I do. No use complaining about it now.”

  McCoy shifted uncomfortably in his seat, and Sulu looked at him a bit askance. “Doc . . .?” He let the prompt hang there in the air. “Doc . . . we’ve known each other for too long to be shy about things now. If there’s something on your mind . . .”

  “You know,” McCoy said, “no matter how many times I’ve had to deliver news like this, it doesn’t get easier. Sulu . . . Susan Ling is dead.”

  Sulu stared at him a moment and then said calmly, “I’m . . . sorry to hear that.”

  McCoy looked surprised. “Don’t take this wrong, but . . . I’d have expected even Spock to give more of a reaction than that.”

  “More of a reaction?”

  “Yes! I tell you she’s dead, you sit there cool as you please and just tell me you’re sorry to hear it.”

  Sulu was about to reply, then stopped, reconsidered, and started again. “Doc . . . there’s something I’m missing here. I feel badly that this friend of yours is—”

  "Mine? I never . . .” He sighed in exasperation, then turned and said, “Computer—file on Susan Ling.”

  A file appeared on the screen and McCoy swiveled it around for Sulu to see.

  Sulu stared at it . . . and went ashen.

  McCoy saw the instant change in Sulu’s demeanor, and immediately realized the magnitude of his error. “Oh, God . . . you didn’t know her real name, did you?”

  Sulu shook his head.

  “I’m sorry, Sulu.”

  He stared at the image on the screen. Ling Sui, as he had known her, stared back at him with that slightly uncomfortable expression one always has when posing for some sort of official photograph. Words ran alongside the picture and he tried to read them, but they blurred together. He rubbed at the bridge of his nose and sat back, trying to compose himself. “How?” he managed to ask.

  “Sakuro’s disease. Apparently the symptoms first manifested while she was on Marris Three, and their facilities aren’t exactly up to Federation standard. She managed to get to a starbase, but by then it was too late.”

  Sulu looked down at his lap. “I . . . haven’t seen her for years. Six . . . maybe seven years, I think.”

  “Haven’t thought about her since then?”

  He shook his head, and a small smile touched his lips. “Oh, I’ve . . . remembered her . . . from time to time. I’ll tell you about it sometime . . . although it would help if you had a few drinks in you to make it believable. I wish . . .”

  McCoy raised an eyebrow. “What?”

  “I was just thinking that . . . Susan . . . was a remarkable woman. Being with her was like trying to snag light rays. And I sometimes wish I’d . . . I’d managed to have more of her than just a fleeting memory.”

  “Well . . . you’re always supposed to be careful of what you wish for, because you may get it.”

  The comment jogged at Sulu’s memory for a moment, and then he recalled. He shook his head slowly. “That’s funny.”

  “There’s something funny about this?”

  “Well, only in that Chekov said exactly the same thing shortly before I met Susan.”

  Then, slowly, a tumbler clicked over in Sulu’s mind. He looked at McCoy with curiosity and said, “Doc . . . how did you know that I knew her?”

  McCoy sighed. “I was wondering when you’d ask. She didn’t have a formal will, precisely, but she did leave behind a document and you were named in it.”

  “What, she left me something?”

  “Not something exactly . . .”

  There was a knock at the door, and a soft voice came from the other side. It was female, very young, with a slightly musical lilt to it. “Doctor? I’m lonely in the other room. Can I come in? Is he here yet?”

  Sulu and McCoy exchanged glances.

  And Sulu knew.

  Instantly.

  His voice was a hoarse whisper. “You can’t be serious.”

  McCoy nodded.

  “But . . .” Sulu felt as if he’d lost physical contact with the rest of his body. “But . . . we just . . . there was just that one time, in the desert . . .”

  “A lot about humans has changed over the millenia, but the fact that it only takes once isn’t among them,” McCoy said dryly. “Would you like to meet her?”

  Before Sulu could get out another word, the door slid open.

  She was wearing a carefully pressed blue dress. Her hands were interlaced in front of her, her fingernails delicately painted red. Her long black hair was drawn back in a ponytail. Her face . . .

  Her face looked like someone had taken Ling Sui’s head, shrunk it to child size, and stuck it on a little girl’s body.

  She studied Sulu carefully.

  “Are you my father?” she asked. Her English was carefully spoken and slightly accented. Sulu knew immediately that she was multilingual.

  Sulu looked to McCoy. McCoy nodded slowly. “First thing we did,” he said softly. “Ran a test cross-matched against your gene files. There’s no doubt.”

  He turned back and stared at her. “It . . . appears so,” he said in answer to her question. He was looking for something to say, something memorable, something that
he could look back on years from now and marvel at its brilliance and pithiness.

  “And you are—?” he asked after a moment.

  It wasn’t brilliant. It wasn’t pithy. It wasn’t even especially useful, because she simply stared at him.

  Not wanting to leave matters hanging, McCoy said, “Hikaru Sulu . . . this is Demora Ling. Or . . . Demora Sulu, if you . . .”

  “Get married?” asked Demora.

  Despite the fragility of the situation, McCoy was nonetheless amused. “I was going to say ‘arrange an adoption.‣ But that’s pretty much up to you. To both of you.”

  Sulu felt as if he were reeling. It seemed all a hell of a lot to absorb at one time, and there was Demora simply staring at him with Ling Sui’s eyes.

  “So . . . you’ll be going off on another ship soon, right? The Bozeman?”

  Sulu nodded.

  “That sounds exciting. Have a good time.”

  Slowly Sulu hunkered down until he was on eye level with her. “Honey,” he said slowly, “I’m . . . look, I want you to be a big girl about this . . .”

  “You don’t have to sound so patronizing,” she informed him airily.

  “I’m . . . sorry. I didn’t mean to. Demora . . . could you wait outside? I know you’ve been there for a while,” he said upon seeing her face start to twist in exasperation. “Just a short while longer. And then we’ll go . . .” For want of a better word, he said, “home.”

  She seemed to be looking straight through to the back of his head. Then she nodded and stepped into the outside room, the doors hissing behind her.

  He remained in a crouched position, his back to McCoy. “It’s . . . a lot to absorb. You understand, don’t you?”

  “I wish there had been a smoother way to tell you.” He paused. “What are you going to do?”

  “I don’t know. Not yet. I just . . . need time to think.” Slowly he straightened up.

  “I know this may sound like an odd thing to say at this time, Sulu, but . . .” McCoy stuck out a hand. “Congratulations. You’re a father.”