The Captain's Daughter

  Yes, abandoned her. Run off on an insane, criminal mission to help Spock. And he hadn’t said anything to her about it, not a damned thing. He’d sat there, cool as a cucumber on what now appeared to have been the last night they’d ever spend together, and the most deeply moving thing he’d said to her was “Pass the rice.” Hadn’t said boo to her. Hadn’t whispered a word of what he was going to do.

  Because he still considered her a child. Still considered her “not worthy” somehow. That was it, of course. Four damned years ago, and he was still angry at her. She couldn’t believe it. She was never going to live up to what he wanted, never be what he wanted her to be. Because he didn’t want her to be human. It’s just like that landscaper—Booby, or whatever the hell his name was. It was just like he’d said. She was human and she screwed up, but her father didn’t expect her to be human. He expected her to be this . . . this perfect little thing, this robot, wind her up, set her loose, and watch her never do a single thing wrong and flawlessly live up to some code of honor that was centuries old and as cold and unforgiving as the water pounding outside.

  So he hadn’t trusted her, and he’d abandoned her without caring if he’d ever see her again. And he was off on Vulcan probably laughing his ass off while the entire world sank under the most cataclysmic flood since Noah had looked skyward and remarked that it looked like showers.

  She heard the Probe, getting louder and louder. It was the only noise that managed to surpass the unbridled fury of the storm outside. There was a deafening screech over and over, and she screamed, “Shut up! Shut up! Just kill us already and get it over with, okay?”

  The wind bashed against the bay window. It shattered, pieces flying everywhere. Demora was positioned behind a couch as it so happened, and that’s what saved her life. Shards embedded themselves in the cushion, and a few landed in her hair. If she’d still been standing in front of the window, she would have been dead instantly.

  The wind howled through the apartment, knocking over all the contents. Swords fell off the walls, antique guns went tumbling.

  This was it. She knew this was it. And she seized upon the mostly demented notion that if she was going to die, then she was going to go down fighting. It didn’t matter that the enemy was a soulless Probe orbiting the Earth . . . or the wind blasting her backward. It didn’t matter that there was no thinking entity to combat, no villain to triumph over.

  She would fight against death itself. She would fight against all the anger, all the disappointment in her life, all the fear that threatened to overwhelm her.

  She crawled across the floor and grabbed a samurai sword, one that her father had told her once belonged to a great samurai ancestor. She imagined that she could feel strength flowing through the hilt. Her grip on it alone was enough to empower her.

  She pulled it from its scabbard, and the scrape of metal was oddly satisfying. Then Demora staggered to her feet, the blade poised. She stood facing the window, staggering from the power of the gale.

  Never in her life had she felt so completely melodramatic. But what the hell. There was no one else around. She was about to die, and if she was going to go, then let it be with some style.

  “You want me?” she shouted at Death, waving her sword in the wind. “Come and get me!”

  And then she saw it.

  Death, streaking through the sky in the shape of a great dark bird. It was as if no doubt was being left. Death had made itself visible to the people of Earth, its massive wings moving slowly, like a massive bird of prey. . . .

  Bird of . . .

  “Wait a minute . . . what the hell?” Her eyes narrowed.

  It was. It was a Klingon bird-of-prey. But what the hell was it doing here? The entire Klingon contingent had stormed out of the Federation Council and left Earth a couple of days ago. It had been on all the news. The ambassador and delegation had withdrawn in a snit because the UFP hadn’t honored their demands for Kirk’s head on a silver platter. At the time no one had doubted that, sooner or later, the Klingons would return, if for no other reason than to harass the council some more.

  But there was no way that they would have chosen now to return. Nor could it have been by accident: A planetary distress signal had gone out, warning away anyone who might even think about heading toward Earth.

  Yet here was a Klingon bird-of-prey, big as life, twice as ugly, crashing into the surging water beneath the Golden Gate Bridge, disappearing in the clouds and blasts of rain that were everywhere in this moment of ultimate cataclysm. Who in hell would be so totally devoid of sanity—or, perhaps, of fear—that they would pilot a warship directly into the heart of the storm, facing certain death and . . .

  “Oh, my God,” she whispered.

  They—Dad, Kirk, and the others—they had stolen a Klingon bird-of-prey. That was one of the things the ambassador had complained about, according to news reports as the facts of the entire affair had come to light.

  It was her father.

  He’d come home to die with her.

  Tears ran down her face as she thought, That is so sweet. . . .

  Long minutes passed, during which time an odd calm descended on her. She watched the clouds rolling, watched the waves leaping ever higher, and yet there was a certain . . . rightness about it all. She’d found an inner peace, although her hands were gripping the hilt of the sword so tightly that her knuckles had turned white.

  It was all going to come to a head within the next seconds, she was certain of that. What would happen? Would a giant wave crash into the building? Would the Earth simply open and swallow them? Would a beam of force blast them to bits?

  She was so calm, she realized she didn’t even have to wait to find out. Her father, in a final display of honor and integrity, had been willing to perform a final suicidal act rather than outlive his native planet. Perhaps it was an example that she should have the bravery to emulate.

  She reversed the sword, put it to her chest, gripping it firmly and taking a deep breath. She tried to find the strength and resolve to drive it home. It was becoming easier and easier for her to concentrate on her intention, thanks to the wind dying down and . . .

  “Dying down?”

  Startled at the realization, she looked out the window and couldn’t believe what she was seeing.

  The storm clouds were blowing out to sea. It was as if someone had taken a vid of it and started rolling it backward. The Pacific was smoothing out, the waves lapping around the supports of the Golden Gate descending to their normal height. Demora watched the phenomenon with growing incredulity.

  The sun was coming out. And high above, she saw a shuttle angling around and descending toward where the Klingon bird-of-prey had gone into the drink.

  Within five minutes of the arrival of the bird-of-prey, the impending armageddon was not only no longer impending . . . it was, in fact, history.

  “What happened?” she wondered out loud.

  * * *

  “What happened was, we were cleared.”

  It was Hikaru Sulu’s first meal home in three months, and the events leading up to it had been nothing short of impressive.

  Demora hadn’t had a chance to see him at first. The shuttle that had plucked Sulu and the others from the water had brought them straight to Starfleet Headquarters. Suspecting that that’s where they would be, Demora had headed straight over there. Her efforts to get in to see her father had been herculean. She’d tried every possible means of ingress, tried to talk her way past more guards than she would have believed conceivable. She offered every excuse, up to and including that she was dying and only had a very short time to live. ("Bring a doctor’s note,” one amused guard instructed.)

  None of it had worked. Despite Demora’s best tries, the Enterprise seven had been kept under wraps. The only ones who might have gotten in to see them were legal counsel, but the accused had all refused the option (Scotty had been the most outspoken about that: “Lawyers. As if we dinna have enough problems"), until the council
of the UFP had been able to convene and discuss the situation.

  The outcome of that discussion had been made public. It had been less than an hour ago when the renegades from the Enterprise had faced the council in closed session. Then the session had ended and the outlaws-turned-heroes had separated to return to home and loved ones.

  When Sulu had walked in, Demora had been waiting for him. She’d made desperate endeavors to clean up the apartment, but there were still many signs of the damage that the storm had wreaked. Sulu hadn’t cared, however. His booted feet had crunched on the broken glass in the carpet as he walked quickly to his daughter and embraced her.

  “Did you miss me?” he asked her.

  “Why, did you go somewhere?” she replied with her typical breeziness.

  Now they sat at the hastily cobbled-together dinner that Demora had managed to prepare for them. Many systems were still out of whack. It was going to take some time for everything to be restored to normal. Sulu made a point of saying that he didn’t care, that being with her was all that mattered.

  “They said that due to ‘extenuating circumstances,‣ they were forgiving us our transgressions, basically,” Sulu explained to her.

  “The circumstances being that you saved the Earth.”

  “I’d have to say that’s correct. The only one they came down on was the admiral . . . and they busted him back to captain.”

  She winced. “That must have hurt.”

  “Not really. Between you and me, I don’t think he was ever really happy as an admiral. As captain, he can—and will—be back in command of a starship. That’s where he belongs.”

  “From everything you’ve said about him, I’d have to agree. Of course, the Klingons are still angry with him.”

  “True enough,” Sulu agreed, twirling thin noodles onto his fork.

  “Not a problem,” said Demora. “All he has to do is save the Klingons from some big catastrophe, and then they’ll forgive him, too.”

  “Part of me wants to say that that’s too absurd for words,” Sulu said. “On the other hand, I’ve learned never to underestimate the adm . . . the captain.” He sighed and looked around the apartment. “My my, what a mess.”

  “I know. The storm was kind of hard on it.”

  He glanced at the far wall. “Even knocked down all the pictures of my family.”

  “Oh yes,” she said quickly. “It was vicious. Just everything came down.”

  “Well, you did your best.”

  “Dad . . . I have to tell you something . . .”

  He waited, eyebrows raised.

  “When I saw your ship . . . I thought that that was going to be it for you. That there was no way you could possibly . . .” Her voice trailed off.

  “Oh, come now, Demy,” he chided her. “You should have more faith. I was at the helm, remember. It was my job to bring her in safely. I’m a helmsman, not a kamikaze. We came plowing into that bay with a plan and a crew to pull it off. I don’t dispute that it was tricky, but believe you me, Demy . . . and you never have to worry about this . . . one thing I most definitely am not is suicidal.”

  He said it with amusement in his voice. Laughing at the concept. Laughing at her.

  Sure, now, in the light of calm skies and the ebbing of her fears, it seemed laughable enough. But not at the time. Not only that, but her faulty reasoning had almost . . .

  . . . almost . . .

  “No, of course you’re not suicidal, Dad. I wouldn’t even suggest such a thing.”

  Her fork dangled over the noodles. There was so much she wanted to say. So much that angered her, frustrated her, frightened her. So many unresolved sentiments that had been brought to the surface by Sulu’s long absence. She wanted to bring it up, but she didn’t even know where to begin.

  “Janice treated you well, I assume,” said Sulu.

  “Oh yes.” She nodded. “Yes, very well.”

  “Good,” said Sulu. He reached over and patted her hand. “I knew I could count on her. Just like I knew I could count on you to be a grown-up. You’re getting so big, Demy.”

  “Thanks, Dad.” She cleared her throat. “And it’s . . . it’s great to have you home. I can’t begin to tell you how. And there’s a lot I’d—”

  The front door chimed. Demora started to rise, but Sulu said, “No, no, I’ll get it.” He went to the door as Demora remained in her seat.

  Chekov walked in, brimming with excitement. “Now” was all he said.

  Sulu looked surprised. “Now?”

  “Now. Ve’re to report to the spacedock shuttle immediately. I vould have called ahead, but comm is still out in this section of town.”

  “What’s going on?” Demora asked.

  Chekov crossed quickly to her and kissed her on the cheek. “Good to see you again, darling. Vat a mess, eh?” He turned back to Sulu. “So? Vat are you vaiting for?”

  Despite Chekov’s acknowledgment of her presence, she still felt as if she were invisible. “Excuse me. He just got back. Dad, you just got back. . . .”

  He paused, and then took her by the hands. “Demy . . . I’m sure it won’t be for too long.”

  “What ‘it’? What’s going on?”

  “They’re putting the captain back in charge of a starship. I told you that. Taking a guess, the Excelsior. And we’re going to be his command crew . . . just for the shakedown cruise, that’s all. I’m sure it won’t be for too long.”

  She stared at him and thought, How can you be so sure? The moment you get out there, anything can happen at any moment. Isn’t that what you’ve always said? Another probe, another madman, another threat . . . and it’ll be another three months? A year? Five? You just came back!

  He squeezed her hand tightly and said, “Demy . . . if you have a problem with it . . .”

  But she could see it in his eyes. He didn’t want her to say anything unless it was approval. He didn’t want to hear everything that was going through her mind, not really.

  And she knew, right then. Knew that all her suspicions, all her guilt since she was a kid, was justified. Given a choice between her and the stars, there was simply no contest. He was meant to be a creature in flight and ever since she had first shown up, she’d handicapped him. He’d been a crippled, wretched bird flapping around, as destined for a crash as that Klingon bird-of-prey had been. It was all her fault, and the guilt and self-recrimination hardened into a wall surrounding her heart.

  And at that moment she swore herself an oath . . . that she would never again say or do anything to hamper him. Here was a man who had just helped save the Earth. Save the Earth, for God’s sake. And she was going to start trying to tie him down again? To heap guilt on him, make him feel he owed her something? She saw the excitement in his eyes over the prospect of getting right back out there again.

  More: She saw the future. Suddenly it revealed itself to her, clear as the new day that had dawned on the salvaged Earth. The explorer, the space adventurer within Hikaru Sulu had reawoken with a ferocious appetite. The years with her had been wasted ones. All the times he’d commented that saddling James Kirk with a teaching job was a waste of material, he could just as easily have been saying that about himself.

  He would pursue more adventures, she knew that now. She saw him at the helm of a ship . . . hell, she saw him in a command chair. Fulfiling a destiny that had been sidetracked by the unexpected addition of a young girl. Sulu was meant to save planets, not be tied down to one.

  And she would follow him. She would. Within two years she’d be eligible to enroll at Starfleet Academy. The final frontier pulled at her just as it did her father. Even more strongly, in fact, because joining Starfleet would enable her to become the only thing that he could ever respect: someone just like him.

  “It’s okay, Dad,” she said, in the greatest acting performance of her life. “Really. It’s okay. I’m not a kid anymore, like you said. If there’s any problems, I’ve got Janice as back-up, but hey . . . gotta start being independent sometime. And
after everything you’ve been through . . . you deserve it. Go. I’ll be here when you get back. Hell, if you’re gone long enough, I’ll be through the Academy and be coming out after you.”

  Despite her resolve, just for a moment, she desperately wanted him to see through it. To validate for her their years together. To say, Don’t be ridiculous. We could so easily have lost each other forever. I’m going to stay with you right here, by your side, and we’re going to talk and heal our relationship and . . .

  He held her tightly. “I knew you’d understand,” he said.

  She smiled gamely. “Hey, what are daughters for?”

  Then it was another hug, a quick kiss, a hurried farewell, and he and Chekov were out the door. Demora sat at the table for a long time after that, staring at the cooling bowl of noodles. Then, of their own volition it seemed, Demora’s hands reached out, grabbed the bowl, and hurled it against the wall. The bowl shattered, noodles all over the wall and sliding down it in a large smear.

  It was a mess. But then again, what was one more mess in her life . . . more or less.

  SECTION FIVE

  LIFE AFTER DEATH

  Chapter Twenty-two

  CHEKOV CAME OUT of the disciplinary hearing smarting a bit, but otherwise intact. Uhura, who had stood by him during the hearing, had given an impassioned speech which, frankly, had Chekov less than thrilled. She had painted him as so totally devastated by the shock of recent events—first his beloved captain, then his beloved goddaughter—that he had simply come unhinged. Temporary insanity, as it were. That was why, she said, he had hauled off and attacked Captain Harriman at Demora Sulu’s memorial service.

  The disciplinary committee conferred and finally settled for a slap on the wrist—an official reprimand (which Chekov had no problem with) and an official written apology from Chekov to Captain Harriman (which Chekov did have a problem with).

  They walked back to his place, Chekov complaining all the way. “I’d like to apologize, all right,” he said tersely. “Apologize vit a brick through that thick skull of his.”