Tiger's Destiny
General Amphimachus was the last to leave. He leered at me when Kishan was distracted. One of his men fastened a black cape made of raven feathers around the general’s shoulders before he exited with a flourish.
As they made their way to their tents, I complimented Kishan. “You were amazing. I think they were all impressed.”
Kishan grinned. “I borrowed that speech from one of my old martial arts instructors. Technically, the daimyo in Japan who came up with the concept of Fūrinkazan, or wind, forest, fire, and mountain, won’t be alive for another century.”
I wrung my hands nervously. “Well, maybe you were meant to be the ancient source that inspired him.”
He gently pried my hands apart and held them in his own. “What’s wrong, Kelsey?”
Sighing softly, I said, “I know that we were destined to do this, to defeat Mahishasur or whatever Lokesh is calling himself these days. I just want to be careful that we’re not rewriting history. I mean, what if Alexander the Great now decides to go off and conquer China? What if we mess up our future so badly that we can’t even go home?”
Kishan pressed his lips to my fingers and studied me with his warm golden eyes. “Would it be so bad if we can’t?” he asked.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean other than Nilima and missing some of your friends, could you,” he paused, “learn to be happy living here, with me, in the past?”
“I . . . I suppose I could learn to live without modern day comforts as long as you and Ren were here.”
He let go of my hands, took hold of my shoulders, and smiled. “There’s a part of me that feels at home here, Kells. Don’t get me wrong. If you were in the future, I’d move mountains to get there, but as long as you’re at my side, I feel . . . well, I want for nothing. There’s nothing else I need in the universe except you.”
Kishan kissed me softly before he led me off in search of lunch. I sighed, knowing that there was something else in the universe I needed. It wasn’t really appropriate given the circumstances, but the something else I needed was . . . Ren.
After lunch, I went in search of him. Kishan had said that he was showing Anamika how to use all of our weapons. I touched the Pearl Necklace and swallowed the guilt I felt at keeping it to myself.
It took a while because our cell phone tracking devices no longer worked, but I finally found a soldier who told me of a clearing where Ren and Anamika might be practicing. As I wound my way through the trees, I heard the sounds of quiet murmuring ahead.
“I don’t know how I would have done all this without you. Surely the gods sent you into my life.”
“Something like that.”
“Then my hope,” the female voice responded softly, “is to never give you cause to leave.”
I skirted a prickly bush and stopped dead in my tracks. Ren and Anamika stood entwined. She was enrobed as the goddess Durga in a gown of royal blue and had all eight of her arms. Each set of them were wrapped around Ren. Golden weapons lay at their feet except for Fanindra, who was coiled on the ground. She was awake and watching Ren and Anamika as they embraced.
For a brief moment, I stood there numb but then the shock pierced me. Tears blurred my vision. The salty liquid trembled there, threatening to spill over my lashes. Ren, still holding Durga, opened his blue eyes and saw me. I gasped softly as I recognized for the first time a sort of resigned distance in his glance. I couldn’t even look at Durga, for that’s who she was when she turned.
As the tears spilled onto my cheeks, I dashed them away angrily and looked down at the ground. Fanindra turned her head toward me and tasted the air with her tongue.
“Fanindra?” I whispered and held out my hand toward her.
The golden snake considered me for a few seconds and then unwound her body and began moving. Mistakenly, I thought she was heading toward me, but instead she made her way to the goddess, who leaned down and lifted the snake into position on her arm. As Fanindra wound her body around the dainty limb, something inside me snapped.
I felt utterly betrayed. Not even Fanindra wanted anything to do with me anymore.
Messily, I dashed my hand over my eyes, yanked the precious Pearl Necklace from my throat, and threw it at the goddess’s feet. I could feel Ren’s gaze, but I refused to look at him.
As the new Durga picked up the Necklace, I spat, “You forgot something.”
Then I turned on my heels and fled back to camp.
war
Anamika called out to me, but I ignored her and ran back to my tent. Her tent. Scanning my sleeping area, I realized that there was nothing there that belonged to me. Ren had the backpack. All I owned in the world now were the clothes on my back. My pulse pounded as my vision turned red. I clutched the amulet hanging around my neck and realized that I wanted to burn something. I swallowed thickly, tamping down my inner fire. Destruction might ease the pain, but causing damage would undermine what we were doing and I knew it would only be a temporary fix.
Closing my eyes and pressing my fists against them, I whispered, “Mr. Kadam, if only you were here.”
Kishan found me an hour later after a passing soldier tipped him off that he had seen me near the supply tent. I had confiscated the tent and attempted to set it up myself. Failing that, I took the heavy canvas, climbed a tree, and made a makeshift shelter. Stubbornly, I sat inside with my back against the trunk, cross legged, my chin resting on my fists.
Kishan sat down and watched me for a full minute before saying anything.
“What are you trying to do, Kelsey?”
“Get some distance,” was my abrupt reply.
“From me?” he asked softly.
“From . . . everything,” I mumbled.
Kishan tugged gently on my tent wall. “The canvas is heavy. I’m surprised you got it up in the tree by yourself.”
I grunted, “Hell hath no fury . . .”
Kishan sat with me for a while, but I refused to talk, and he finally gave up. Confused and hurt by my silence, he prepared to leave and said quietly, “If you would like your own tent away from all of us, I will arrange it, but I won’t leave you unprotected. I will assign soldiers to set one up for you in the midst of those I trust. Will that be agreeable?”
Not being able to meet his eyes, I nodded and he disappeared. A short time later, a man escorted me to a tent of my own, complete with my own pitcher of water, blankets, and wash basin.
I was left to myself for the rest of the week even though it appeared that either Ren or Kishan or both were checking upon me through the bodyguards who had been assigned to watch over me. I still trained with the women every day, but Kishan had selected a replacement instructor as he was spending much of his time with the other military leaders.
Sometimes I passed the training grounds and heard the clash of swords or the cheering of soldiers, and I skirted the area without investigating. I just couldn’t bring myself to see Ren and Anamika together or to see her with all of my golden weapons. I longed for my bow and arrow, though I acknowledged that I mostly wanted to sink a golden arrow into Ren’s unfaithful heart.
After a week had gone by, the leaders of the other camps left and preparations were made to relocate Anamika’s camp. When it was time to move, my personal bodyguards packed my tent with a small bag of supplies and helped me onto my beautiful dapple-gray horse with its beautiful black mane and nose.
My mare stamped in anticipation, and the breath from her nostrils rose into the air in icy puffs. Specks of snow swirled in the early morning sky but didn’t stick to the ground. Someone wrapped a cloak lined with soft fur around my shoulders. The soldiers treated me like a queen, though I felt more like a cast-off woman. I lifted the fur-lined hood over my hair and nodded that I was ready.
We rode northeast for two days and struck camp at the edge of Lake Rakshastal. The weather was cold but not yet freezing. I figured that for the Himalayas this must be early fall. I used my fire power to warm the air around me and my group of bodyguards, and the
y figured out pretty quickly that the closer they stayed by my side the more comfortable they were.
It wasn’t long after we camped that we saw more soldiers on the horizon. I recognized the flag of General Xi-Wong’s army on our left and the colors of General Amphimachus’s on the right. Runners ran back and forth between the generals all day, and though I felt I was just an afterthought to Ren and Kishan and that it was probably best to stay out of the way and let the goddess do her thing, I couldn’t help but be worried for them.
A day later, when I awoke, the camp was unusually silent. I felt a tug at my heart, knowing they were gone. I’d developed a rudimentary sign language with the guard at my tent door, and he confirmed my suspicions and handed me two folded papers. I sank onto a thick rug and opened the first one. It was from Kishan.
We are heading into battle today, Kelsey. The three of us decided that it would be best if you stayed behind. Having you in the war would only be a distraction for us, and we want this fight to be over as soon as possible. Please understand that we only wish to keep you safe. Last week, I instructed your guards to bring you to me the instant you asked for me, but you never came. I love you, Kelsey. I wish I knew what we were fighting about.
—Kishan
I set the letter aside and opened the second. It was from Ren. Inside the folded paper was a ring. Sunlight hit the bright blue sapphire, and it twinkled with an even deeper blue than Ren’s eyes. The princess-cut sapphire was surrounded by round diamonds and sat atop what looked like two silver bands woven together with another diamond set at each loop. The ring was breathtaking.
Kelsey,
I’ve been holding onto this ring for many months. I bartered with the golden dragon for it when we were in his realm. It was once worn by a princess and when I saw it, I wanted it for you. I’d intended to give it to you when our task was complete and the time was right to ask for your hand. Now I know that the right time has come and gone. I regret many things that have happened but I’ll never regret loving you. Please keep it. Soldiers use the stars in the heavens to guide them safely home. You have been and forever will be my guiding star. Each time I look to the heavens, I will think of you.
—Ren
I slid the ring onto my finger next to Kishan’s and let the facets of Kishan’s ruby and Ren’s sapphire catch the light for a moment. Then I closed my fist. Stepping outside the tent, I motioned for the guard to bring my horse. He shook his head vehemently. I persisted, but he still refused until I opened my palm and allowed the energy of the amulet to fill me. I produced a fireball that crackled with sparks and gave off enough heat to singe his eyebrows if he got too close.
His mouth fell open, and he stumbled back, calling for my horse. With a small, triumphant smile, I closed my hand, and the fireball disappeared in a burst of flame. By the time I’d yanked on my boots and donned the wide-legged pants and tunic in the style of the Chinese warriors that I’d taken from the supply tent, the horse was ready, as were my bodyguards. I set my sights on Mount Kailash and allowed my heart to guide me.
When we neared the edge of the army, the men surrounded me and motioned to a rise that overlooked the valley. I kneed my mare, turning her head toward the slope, and gasped at what I saw when we had reached the edge.
The valley was filled with soldiers standing in perfect formations. My guards gripped the handles of their long, curved swords as they leaned forward and discussed the upcoming fight. Catapults were set between the columns of men. I could hear the creak of saddles, the scrape of metal on metal, and the trumpeting of battle elephants.
As the columns marched into position, drums kept time. Couriers rushed from group to group on horseback, passing information along the front lines, and birds flew through the air. Some were carrion anticipating their next meal, but some were messenger birds—falcons or hawks trained to fly to the man carrying the commander’s standard. Flag bearers clutching different colored pennants moved into position, ready to relay the General’s orders to distant officers.
The fast Persian chariots and cavalry filled the north side of the valley while the remaining battle elephants of Anamika’s army flanked by General Xi-Wong’s infantry were on the south side. Somewhere in the middle were the combined soldiers of the Tibetan tribes and the Myanmar warriors. I couldn’t distinguish Ren, Kishan, or Anamika, but I assumed they were near the front lines.
When all was ready, the noises quieted, and there was a palpable tension in the air. At first, I saw nothing and wondered if anyone would come to fight a combined army of this size, but then I saw it. Fog rolled down the mountain in waves so thick, it obscured the entire peak.
It crept along the ground with ominous pulpy fingers, as if the fog itself was tearing up the very earth and gnashing its teeth in anticipation of the battle ahead. When the mists began to clear, dark forms became visible, and our combined armies shuffled noisily in response. What lay ahead of our forces was horrible to behold.
Hunched forms—not human, not animal, and some, not even living—stood ready to obey their master. They dug at the earth with deformed claws. They snarled, howling and wheezing heavily. Some held weapons and spears like infantry, some crouched on all fours and paced restlessly like wild cats, And others—half horse, half men-like centaurs—tore at the ground with thick hooves.
One man moved to the forefront and seemed to be in charge. He shouted a command, and the demons next to him wobbled forward awkwardly and lifted their limbs to reveal wings. The demon bird-men took to the sky and called out to ranks and ranks of enemy soldiers. They veered out over our armies and screeched horribly. A volley of arrows chased them back to their side.
Lokesh was nowhere to be seen, but the soldiers next to me pointed at the leader of his army. It was Sunil, Anamika’s brother. The deep unearthly sound of a horn shook the valley, and at that signal, the demon army began bellowing a war chant. They pounded the ground, roared, screeched, and hollered in unison. The cacophony resonated like a hellish nightmare.
Our armies struck the first blow. Catapults launched heavy stones that crushed dozens of demon creatures. Stones hit the mountain and chunks of rock broke off and plummeted, knocking over many of the creatures. But even with broken limbs and wings, they soon stood again, waiting for their master’s signal to attack.
While the siege engines worked, a signal was given, and the demon army abruptly ceased their clamoring. Lokesh’s army surged forward. Thousands of our archers sent a hailstorm of arrows into the sky. Most of them met their marks, but the creatures didn’t even register pain. They simply yanked out the arrows, dropped them to the ground, and ran toward our armies.
Anamika’s army rushed to meet them, and the two opposing forces crashed together like two tidal waves. The enemies swarmed over one another like angry hornets over a disturbed nest. The clash of metal and the cries of men in pain filled my ears. More men poured into the fight, running in formation and scattering as they fought the beasts of Lokesh. Then the Chinese cavalry thundered in and cut a hole through the center of the demon army, but were set upon by eagle-like creatures that swooped from the sky and ripped at their backs with sharp talons.
Next to fight was a group of canine zombies, resembling dogs, wolves, hyenas, and jackals. Long, thin muzzles hid sharp, deadly teeth. Loping on all fours, they moved in packs and took down our chariots.
The battle elephants charged, and the sight and sound of thousands of elephants plunging into war was so extraordinary that I couldn’t look away. With protective armor deflecting spears and arrows, the six-ton animals thundered from our reserve lines to the front and trampled over anything that couldn’t get out of the way fast enough.
Sweeping their heavy heads back and forth, the battle elephants pressed the demon army back, cornering them against the mountain as the archers riding in the towering howdahs kept the demons at bay. In retaliation, Sunil sent Lokesh’s bird messengers into the sky. They shrieked out commands to the cat-like demons who managed to avoid the spiked cuffs a
nd swords attached to the elephants’ tusks and leapt onto their backs. The big animals bellowed loudly in pain as the cats’ claws tore through their leathery skin before the elephants trumpeted their death throughout the valley.
One elephant shook itself violently to dislodge the destructive hitchhikers but caused the carriage on top to jar loose. The heavy platform fell and was crushed under the feet of the frightened animal. Cat demons quickly dispatched the men still alive while others leapt onto the elephant’s back. The animal trumpeted loudly and twisted, rearing up onto its hind legs. Then it fell heavily with a boom that echoed across the valley, and demons swarmed over the creature.
Another elephant under attack swerved into a catapult that broke into pieces. Some men fell upon the swords attached to its tusks and were killed instantly. Others fell into the waiting arms of demons. The battle elephant trumpeted in fear before it was also taken down.
I saw the Mon banner of Rithisak head through the middle of the fight toward Sunil. His soldiers were met by huge demons with wide horns and heavy spiked maces. The demons raced forward with their heads down and gored several men with a flick of their powerful necks before finding another target. In closer quarters they swung the mace, striking several men at once who blew back into their fellow soldiers and crumpled to the ground.
Another segment of Lokesh’s army was filled with bug demons. A horde of them scurried over the dead, dispatching those that might still be alive with stingers, claws, pinchers, and scorpion-like tails.
The fighting continued, and a wall of bodies piled up between the two armies. We were losing.
Where is Anamika?
I scanned the field and finally saw her as the goddess Durga. Strangely, she was not wearing her blue dress, and she only had one set of arms. She was using the golden bow and arrows in a large chariot flanked by two men in armor on horseback. My heart told me that it was Ren and Kishan.
The brothers fought only with swords and wooden shields, and they wore armor similar to the other soldiers, not the armor from Durga’s brooch. It didn’t make sense.