Beyond Love for Poetry



  Beyond Love, Poetry

  Copyright 2014 Mahnoor Naqvi

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  It’s You

  It’s the sound of your voice that brings me closer to you

  It’s the strength in your love that makes me fall for you

  It’s the breath that you take. Behind it is hidden a special name

  It’s the light behind your eyes that brightens me

  It’s the laugh in your laughter that makes me smile.

  It’s the time in time that makes my heart beat when your near around

  It’s the poem that I write made for you just for you

  It’s the smile that you pass, it’s sweet and wild

  It’s the word that you say that makes me complete

  The words that spin in my head. It’s you….

  Don’t Be A Bully

  I am who I am

  You are who you are

  People don’t give a damn

  That’s why we have scars

  The stories they tell

  Are so sad and shaming

  They’ll all go to hell

  Lets not start with blaming

  I know they don’t mean it

  I know they don’t care

  My confidence is shit

  They all stop and stare

  They’re just words you tell me

  They’re not even true

  But darling you can’t see

  They’re not mean to you

  I want it to end soon

  I cant take much more

  Why can’t I be a balloon

  And float far from shore

  Their comments are pointless

  But hit at the heart

  I know I should whine less

  But this is a start

  Bullies are ruthless

  They don’t think things through

  They make you feel worthless

  there’s nothing you can do

  Eureka, I found it

  Right in front of my face

  It’s time to admit

  That I’m leaving this place

  No more tears

  No more hiding

  No more fears

  To you I’m confiding

  I’m leaving tomorrow

  To seize the day

  Take all my sorrows

  Let throw them away

  These people don’t matter

  They’re all made of dirt

  Come on now, let’s scatter

  Escape from this hurt

  A new world to see

  I can’t wait

  It’s just you and me

  This is our fate

  Feelings deep inside

  People can talk

  We have no privacy cause all they do is stalk

  Haters will never ever be believers

  We have to learn how to be dealers

  Solve our own problems

  They laugh and laugh with isn’t worth a dollar.

  Their laughs may hurt

  Because all they are made out of is dirt.

  Hope won’t leave my side

  Because I all these years I’ve lied

  About the pain that I’ve hidden

  My feelings will remain forbidden.

  My Love

  I only do it for you

  I only breathe for you

  I just realize what you’ve lost

  It must’ve been horrible

  Now love may go from sunshine to rain

  But I just want you to know that I still love you

  It hurts me every time when I think about you loosing who you really loved

  If you let me inside

  I’ll fix you

  My Heart or My Eyes?

  I didn’t know what to believe

  My heart or my eyes

  What I saw could’ve been photoshopped

  Maybe I was there at the wrong time

  Maybe I’m misunderstanding?

  My heart tells me not to believe what my eyes saw

  But what I saw seemed so real

  I’m so confused

  What’s should I believe

  My heart or my eyes?

  Do I love you?

  You called me up

  Told me that you are going to come get me

  I saw those pictures

  How am I suppose to believe you

  You deleted them

  But I’ll always remember them

  You cheated on me

  And the funny thing is that you didn’t even deny or hide it

  You treat me horribly

  Yes, I understand I don’t deserve to be treated good, but that doesn’t mean you treat me horrible.

  Until now, I never had to strength to tell you this

  But I can’t hide this and can’t take this anymore

  I know what I’ll get at then end,

  A broken heart

  You’ll break me and hurt me

  I need someone who I can trust

  So fly away and never look back

  Cause I think that I don’t love you anymore.

  Our Next Life

  I wish I could tell you

  What’s been going on

  But if I do

  I’ll put you through misery

  So instead of making it you

  I gave the pain to myself

  I’m sorry for leaving you

  But I hope you’re reading this

  Because I want you to know that I still love you with all my heart

  We were meant to be

  I knew that from the start

  Maybe we will meet again

  In our next life

  I did it for you

  I just did it for you

  To protect you

  I left you so you could be happier

  You tell me that I’m just saying that

  You tell that I don’t know what your happiness is

  You tell me that I’m hurting you by leaving you

  But love, I’m doing this for you

  And only you

  Try to forget me

  And promise me that you will meet a new girl

  Who you can call her your world

  Goodbye Everyone

  I’m sorry but I can’t do this any longer

  I’m leaving

  I’m not just leaving you

  Or this place

  Or this country

  But I’m leaving the world

  I’ve had enough of everyone’s charity box

  It’s enough

  I keep losing everything

  I still don’t understand how my heart still beats even though it’s been broken so many times

  I just wish dying was easy

  So I could just leave this place

  Leave everyone behind

  Where it will be peace

  It’s time for me to change

  I’m not going to be the same anymore

  It’s time to say goodbye to the old me

  If everyone wants me to die

  And to leave then that’s what I’ll do

  I’ll start fading away

  Then soon, my story will end.

  My Day

  You know I always thought that you’d be there with me on my day

  Celebrate it with me

  But you aren’t here

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  I just wanted to celebrate my day with you

  But you aren’t here

  You didn’t even ask me if I was fine without you

  Was all that time we spent together not important to you?

  I wanted you to be on my side on my day

  But you never really were

  I remember you told me I was your everything

  Is it still true?

  But you aren’t here with me

  Forever

  Tears I hold inside

  Fears I always hide

  Life is worthless

  Mistakes I make which are reckless

  All the salty tears I’ve tasted

  All the memories I’ve wasted

  I try to forget the past

  But they won’t let that happen too fast

  When I’m gone they realize

  How fast people get hypnotized

  But when I’m gone— Forever gone

  Don’t come to me asking for forgiveness

  Because it’ll be too late

  Maybe I was meant to die in my fate

  Now, listen closely to my heart rate

  Getting slower and slower

  This means I will leave FOREVER.

  The Love

  The smile that you hide

  Is beautiful

  The tears you hold back

  Are painful

  The memories you cry on

  Are hurtful

  The stories in your past

  Are embarrassing

  The nights you cry yourself to sleep

  Are because of me

  The love you have for me

  Will always be remembered

  You Tell Me...

  You tell me that you know what the word love means when really you don’t.

  You tell me that you love me, when really you cheat on me

  You tell me that I’m the only one in your life, but how do you expect me to believe you when you stabbed my back once

  You tell me that I’m beautiful, but you told every girl they are beautiful

  You tell me you won’t hurt me, but why do you always end up breaking me?

  You tell me a lot of things, but why don’t you mean them?

  I pray for us at night

  I pray for us at night

  Grants me with a second chance

  But our trust has broke

  Learning life through trial and error

  Trying to make it right

  This time I’ll do you right

  Going through all emotions. Trying to find a reason that we ended this way

  Nothing in life is perfect. We will be changing like the seasons.

  I know I cause you a lot of problems so I left you alone. I pushed away

  I wish I could explain the pain I feel

  To do this to you but we have to end

  If one of us is going to get hurt, let me be it

  Give me the torture

  Give me the pain I’ll drive the knife through my veins

  Our trust has been broken.

  I’ll pray for us at night

  Set you free

  I know it’s been hard for us

  But we made it

  You wanted to end it

  And here, if that makes you happy, I’ll let you go.

  I’ve heard the quote “if you love something, set if free. If it was meant to be yours, it will come back”

  I’m setting you free. You’re now free.

  If that makes you happy, then that’s what I’ll do.

  I’ll set you free

  You’ve given me too many great memories to let you go

  But if that makes you happy,

  I’ll set you free

  I don’t know when we’ll meet again

  But whenever that is,

  I’ll be more than happy to take you back.

  I know you wanted to end things with me for a reason.

  I love you and that’s why I’m setting you free.

  If leaving you makes you happy

  Then I’ll set you free.

  I have...

  I’ve cried myself to sleep.

  I dream about you every night

  But it looks like, you’re fine

  I don’t eat, drink, talk or live, but it seems like you’re doing great

  I don’t smile, I don’t laugh, I lock myself in my room, but you don’t even look at me once.

  I have tried to make everything smooth, but it seems like you want to argue.

  I love you, but it seems like you don’t feel the same.

  I’m setting you free, but you’re breaking up with me.

  I’m leaving this world, and you’re living it to the fullest.

  I know

  I know things between us, haven’t been easy

  I just want you to know

  That I would never ever put anything above you.

  I know it hasn’t been easy to talk

  But I just want you to know that I’m right here to listen to you and I’m ready to talk

  I know it’s been a long time ever since we hugged, kissed

  But I just want you to know, that I’m setting you free.

  You told me that we’re done, told me to leave but I want you to know that we are meant to be.

  For you?

  I’m so confused

  You act like you love me

  You talk to me

  But then all the sudden you let me down

  I have dreams about you

  Good dreams and bad dreams

  But I really want to know is which dream is true. My good dream or my bad dream.

  I’m so confused.

  You look at me and smile but when I return one back you look away and your smile fades.

  When ever I look at you, you’re already looking at me and the second I turn to face you, you look away.

  I’m confused.

  You let me down. You pretend that I don’t exist.

  Just tell me what I should do. Keep loving you or to lose faith and hope.

  I really try...

  I try so hard not to break down

  But I always fail.

  I try so hard not to cry

  But tears fall out of my eyes

  I try to blink them away

  But more come out

  I try to stay calm

  But my life isn’t peaceful like a relaxing song.

  I try to make everyone happy

  Not to hurt anyone

  But at the end, I always do

  I try to be good enough, to be close to perfect

  But I just can’t. I’m not meant to fit in.

  I try to be like everyone.

  Not to be different

  But I can’t change who I am

  I try to be everything

  But my world always ends up collapsing

  Like an unstable bridge

  I miss you

  I miss it

  I miss the times when we held hands and took risks.

  I miss the times when we never cared what others thought of us

  I miss the times when we use to share the littlest secrets.

  I miss the times when it used to be just me and you, when no one ever ruined our time.

  I miss everything about US

  I miss you.

  Now that you left me

  Now that you left me,

  You left my life

  I feel like more than half of my heart

  Has been taken out.

  I can’t breathe

  I can’t live

  I can’t focus

  I just want you

  I don’t know what I did, but whatever it was, I’m sorry

  I wish we could come together as one.

  Come back to me.

  We can make it work.

  I’ll do anything

  For us to meet.

  It was different

  It was different without you
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  It wasn’t the same

  The atmosphere was different

  The air I was breathing in was different

  It wasn’t the same

  It felt like something was missing

  As if I forgot something

  I felt incomplete

  This time I didn’t have you by my side.

  How long is forever?

  You said you’ll love me forever

  But how long is forever

  You said we will be together forever

  But how long is forever?

  You said I’ll be yours forever

  But how long is forever?

  It’s Time

  You call me everyday

  Saying that you’ll be my man

  Then there came the time where we just ran and ran

  I love you with all my heart

  But I think it’s time to say

  Our last word

  Because this won’t last longer

  I don’t know how to live up with the hate

  Why don’t you realize that?

  Why don’t you realize that I’m in pain?

  Why don’t you realize that I need someone who can take care of me?

  Why don’t you realize that I need someone to fix me?

  Why don’t you realize that you keep hurting me and it’s not funny?

  Why don’t you realize that your words hurt me more than your actions?

  Why don’t you realize that your threats eat me from the inside?

  Why don’t you realize that I’m fading away?

  The One

  I was wrong

  I thought you weren’t the one

  I didn’t know it would be you

  I guess I didn’t really know you

  I don’t know why you broke me

  Why is my life this way

  How do I let it all out?

  I don’t wanna suffer

  Help me understand

  I don’t know why

  I don’t know why I forgive you all the time

  I don’t know why I always let you back in when you break me

  I don’t know why I still love you even though you hurt me more than 3 times.

  I don’t know why I keep letting you come into my world

  Even though you cheat on me.

  Lately, I am not feeling it

  Lately, I’m not feeling the love

  Has something changed between us?

  Are we both on our own

  I hurt you all the time

  I ask you for forgiveness

  You give it to me

  But you act all upset

  Is there anything I can do to change that?

  Lately I’m not feeling the love

  Has something changed between us?

  Everytime!

  I’ve had enough.

  I can’t bare it

  Its like every time I get you

  I lose you

  Every time I love you

  I hate you

  Every time I win your heart

  I lose it

  Every time I get to be yours

  Someone ruins it

  Its like

  Every time I write a poem