It’s for you.
I’m
I’m lost
I’m broke
I’m sad
I’m dying
I’m in pain
I’m depressed
I’m cutting
I’m alone
I’m bullied
I’m leaving
I’m stressed
I’m abused
I’m confused
I’m danger
I’m hurt
I’m broken
I’m imperfect
I’m tired
But most of all, I’m not good enough
You Tell Me
You tell me that you know what the word love means when really you don’t.
You tell me that you love me, when really you cheat on me
You tell me that I’m the only one in your life, but how do you expect me to believe you when you stabbed my back once
You tell me that I’m beautiful, but you told every girl they are beautiful
You tell me you won’t hurt me, but why do you always end up breaking me?
You tell me a lot of things, but why don’t you mean them?
Love
Look me in the eyes
And tell me the three words
That I’m dying to hear
Kiss my scars
One by one
And tell me I’m not my past
Hold me tight when I’m craving for it
Tell me I’m beautiful and stronger than them
Make me believe In love
And try again
Tell me you will never leave
Like the rest of them.
I choose to stay!
I can go away from everyone
But I choose to stay
I can leave and hide from everyone
But I choose to stay
I can fly up in the air and never come back
But I choose to stay
I can disappear and never show up
But I choose to stay
I choose to stay because I learnt that you can’t always hide…..
If I, would you?
If I gave you my hand, would you take it?
If I gave you my heart, would you break it?
If I gave you my love, would you fake it?
If I gave you my life, would you hate it?
If I gave you my future, would you make it?
If my heart was in a war would you save it
If I was broke, would you save me just for the sake?
If I gave you everything, would you sink it down in a lake?
Broken Hearts
A broken heart worse than a broken mirror
A broken heart never be fixed, it’s full of hateful thoughts.
A broken heart like mine, it will never be fixed
The way it was broken is impossible to fix.
Look into a broken heart, you see nothing.
A broken heart, a heart that stops beating, a heart that wishes it was never broken.
A broken heart was once a happy heart.
A broken heart once had space for the one they loved
What do you think?
Do you think I don’t see it?
Do you think I’m that blind?
Do you think I don’t read it
Do you think that I’m fine?
Do you think I don’t cry myself to sleep?
You really think my heart’s there for you to keep?
Broken
In a flip of a token
Heads, I’m yours
Tails, I’m not
Treated like a toy
It happens a lot
Fading away I’m saying goodbye
Filled my life with it nothing but lies
Fell asleep with tears in my eyes
I always saw this day when I really died
Broken
You’re a player
You’re a cheater
You play with feelings
You pretend to care
You end up hurting me
Without apologizing
You say you never mean it
Saying things without realizing
Your heart is so cold
It’s made out of stones
You sell my heart
Then give it to someone else it’s sold
You think I don’t notice
Pretend I have no eyes
I was chosen my heart has died
I wonder if anyone hears my cried
But at the end I’m always broken
Life isn’t!
Life isn’t simple.
Life isn’t fair.
People come into your life and then they just decide to walk away.
They don’t see the pain behind your eyes. They don’t see the tear you wasted on them.
They don’t see the sleep you’ve lost. They don’t see the bags under your eyes.
They don’t see your hair all over the place.
They don’t see the way you love them.
They don’t see how much you need them.
They don’t see the way you think of them.
They don’t see anything.
They just leave you and never come back for you.
Fixing you
I only do it for you
I only breathe for you
I just realize what you’ve
lost
It must’ve been horrible
Now love may go from sunshine to rain
But I just want you to know that I still love you
It hurts me every time when I think about you loosing who you really loved
If you let me inside
I’ll fix you
She....
The sorrow she feels
The heart that never heals
The pain that feels so real
The endless problems she deals
The wounds never heal
The heart never mends
The food that she skips in a meal
The people who pretend
She’s fading away don’t you see
The bruises she has will forever stay
The little girl has died I’m no longer ME
They all think she’s ugly they start to move away.
She’s fat
She’s insecure
She smells like a rat
She’s injured
One day they all start to see
They took away her beauty key
They went to apologize to her
But it was too late, she’s gone forever
I’m afraid
I’m afraid to tell you that I miss you
Cause I’m afraid to loose you
I’m afraid to tell you that I love you
Cause I know you won’t say it back
I’m afraid to tell you that I’m not over you
Cause I know you don’t even know I exist
I’m afraid to talk to you
Cause I know you’ll hate to have a conversation with me
I’m afraid to look into your eyes
Cause I know you’ll look away
I’m afraid of you
Cause I know you don’t love me
I’m scared
I’m scared of you
I’m scared of everyone
Cause I know they’ll all leave me
I’m scared of loving you
Because soon, your heart will be full of hatred for me
I’m scared that I’ll be used
I don’t want to be broken
The one who mends my heart
Breaks it and leaves
I’m scared that no one really cares
They all pretend to
I’m scared of myself
Cause I know I’m not strong
The pain
You’re hurting me
My heart, it’s broken
Every time I feel like crying
I try to stop myself
/> I try to smile
I’m tired of fake smiling
I’m tired of fake laughing
I can’t do it anymore
You’re hurting me so much
All the pain and misery you’ve caused hurts too much
I just need you to be on my side
And see the good in me
Instead of seeing the bad
I wish I could just disappear
I wish I could just leave
And never return
He left me
I fell for the wrong one
I didn’t want to love him
But I failed trying not to love him
He left me
He didn’t want me anymore
I always close my eyes
And see him and me standing together
I don’t want to open up my eyes
Because the reality is so hurtful
But I do it anyway
I feel tears streaming down my face
I wipe them away
I need to stay strong
Heartbreakers
There are so many people in this world
Who are heartbreakers.
Some of the heartbreakers don’t even know they broke your heart
You love them
They don’t love you back
They don’t even know you love them
They don’t notice you
Until you give up and leave
But the ones who want to mend hearts
Are the ones who will fight for you
Lonely, Loneliness
A word that I hate.
Being lonely is all I’ve been ever since
After you left I’ve felt all lonely
I’ve felt, unloved, unwanted, hurt and broken.
I have no one now
You don’t understand the pain
You’re gone and it hurts
I’m lonely
You’re gone
You’re actually gone
And people are smiling
How could they?
Are their hearts made of stones? You’re gone
You didn’t just leave me
Or your loved ones
You left the world
How could god do this
He makes us happy
Then sad
What kills me inside
Is the fact that
You’re actually gone
I fell for you again
I fell for those eyes again, those eyes that I get lost in
I fell for that smile again, the widest and brightest smile
I fell for that laugh again, that cute laugh that my ears just love to hear
I fell for you all over again
After a long time...
After a long time, we met again
Everything has Changed
It feels like you’ve forgotten me
I went through so much to get close to you
It hurts to know that you’ve moved on
I haven’t moved on
I pretend as if I did but really, behind that smile is a hidden frown
How can you be alright?
How can you look at me with no regret?
You walk past me as if we had nothing
You forgot everything
And I haven’t
About the Author:
Mahnoor Naqvi is a blogger, and a poet who loves to inspire others through her poems. When she’s not writing poems or blogging, she is always watching TV, reading, listening to music and going outside. Be sure to check out her blog: https://www.mahnoor3.wordpress.com
What am I working on?
There isn’t anything specific I am actually working on. I was working on my poetry book for a while, but now thats done. I write a lot of spoken word and poems on my blog. Poetry is how I express my thoughts and feelings, it’s an outlet for my creative side. I think about what’s happening in my life, and make it a poem. It helps me understand my emotions better.
What's the story behind your latest book?
Well, I love poetry and I decided I wanted to write a book, so I made it a poetry book. Poetry is everything, I like stories and other genres too, but poetry is what I do best and what I love, so I decided to write a poetry book. I put together all my latest poems and there you have it my latest book.
What is your writing process?
I write down my feelings. Mostly my writing is based on what happens in my life. I try to make it simple and short but very powerful and expressive. I write poems in different topics. I usually write sad poems because that’s what I write best, I am not a sad person though.
Why do I write poems?
I make poems because I feel that if I write poems, people would know what type of a person I am and how I feel, without me having to say it. For example if I don’t want to tell something to someone, then I write a poem. I find writing a poem is more expressive and helps get out the message better. That’s why I do it.
When you're not writing, how do you spend your time?
I usually like to watch television; each show has its own story. I like to read a lot. If I'm not reading on my iPod, I go to the library and get horror stories and fan fiction. My family and I go on a couple of trips so we travel a lot. It's always fun, I love the views of the places we go. I also like to go outside on walks. I love to listen to music. I blog a lot too, and I have loads of poems on my blog
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