Always Guided by Spirit
they had just taken off her life jacket when she fell overboard.
Fortunately, her father dove for her and found her. When I was alone with her, I asked her if she had fallen or been pushed off the boat. She said, “E.T. push me.” From then on my friends and I kept her surrounded in white light, the Christ light. The dark ones trying to get at her stopped.
One day both sisters were sick with fever, their faces very red. I had them both on big sister's double bed and took pictures of the older one holding her baby sister. It was such a surprise when the pictures were developed to see an angel hovering on the left side of the snapshot near the girls. The other frames on either side of it had nothing. The angel was very evident with a golden head and light streamers or feathery looking whiteness emanating from the form, the wings. That picture helped many to understand and believe that we really do have these guardians looking out for us.
My grandson near the age of two was watching Yanni perform at the Acropolis on TV when he told me we were angels there a long time ago. He named other relatives who were there too and then he'd eliminate some of Yanni's orchestra ones. Such as saying not this one and not that one. He had names for the ones who performed such as bongo man or drummer man so I could understand him. I do wonder if we were first here on earth in our lighter body forms before becoming the dense physical bodies we now are? We now could be evolving back into our lighter bodies. So much we don't know.
This same grandson at that early age, when looking at dinosaurs in an encyclopedia spread out on the floor with both pages full of pictures, got down on his knees and pointed to three medium sized ones of names unfamiliar to me. They were not the popular ones. With his finger on each one, he did the same thing. He'd say, “Me, dis!” meaning I was this one. Then he'd make a growling noise like he had to be a meat eater back then. What do we know? Here's an almost two year old telling me he was a dinosaur in all seriousness and vehemence. My daughter once cared for two little ones who told her they had been dinosaurs.
Sillustani in Peru was an interesting place. Why was I guided to go on this third trip to Peru? Each trip was with different people. The feeling to do something or go somewhere can be so strong. It feels as if we are compelled at times. Maybe I was to go because I do healing work. I could help others on the trip release how badly they felt with saroche, altitude sickness. Different people were sick at different sites which said to me in past life that's where their traumatic experience happened. The subconscious would push up the unpleasant memories from the past it seemed. As they regressed to where it started, each one would see what had happened to cause their sickness. Releasing the trauma and healing the past led to a quick recovery of their saroche. If left untreated they would still recover but it would take longer.
At Sillustani we saw these huge, circular stone towers. They seemed to have no purpose as they weren't big enough to live in and too high to store grain. We had to assume that maybe like the Nazca Lines or the Trident on the Peruvian coast by Paracas, these anomalies were for the purpose of guiding spacecraft to landing sites. You only see some of them from the air or also from the ocean too if the Trident. While we walked the area around these towers, a friend found herself in tears. Some of us developed coughs. Back in the U.S.A., I went to see my friend as she seemed sick from her cough. In a regression session, she told me that she had been a young mother at Sillustani. Her husband in that life was one who had been on our tour only she had never met him before the tour. Her husband had something to do with the ships that were coming and going. One day one of the ships on the landing pad exploded and the husband and some others were blown to bits. My friend ran to the site even though she had been warned to stay away. The fumes got into her lungs eventually causing her death too. The ones of us with coughs had all perished in that accident. Her sister in that life raised the one year old baby. Interestingly, the sister was her roommate on the tour and they had never met previously. They lived in different states. No wonder they got along so great as roomies! How can we doubt that these things are guided? There is just too much synchronicity. Even with the coughs, the subconscious was releasing the memories of what we inhaled and died from. I saw for myself why I have had in this life a strong dislike of breathing in smoke or fumes. Did I have to go on this trip to heal that? Spirit works in mysterious ways and we don't have to know why.
One thing with guidance, if we understand that we are guided, even if our lives seem mundane, we will fear less. We will trust the universe more. How do we want to see the universe? Friendly? Unfriendly?
It's our choice and we get what we choose as we are captains of our own ships. The following is an exercise to bring “choice” home to us.
Fill in the blanks with this sentence:
I want ______________________ in my life but I have _______________________.
After taking time to do that, we write the sentence to read this way:
I want______________________in my life but I am choosing ___________________________.
When we look at our life in that second way, it will start to wake us up to us being creators of our life and, if we don't like it, we have to make changes. We are responsible for what we have.
Each one of my moves was by choice. No one was forcing me to go to help my kids or to go to a place where I didn't know anyone. Yet the people I met, the love of family, the experiences I had, all made it so rich and worthwhile. Had I negated my guidance, my dreams and all the signs in my life to live a life in the same place, that would have been okay. I would have missed out on some lessons, challenges and growth experiences only I'm sure that there would have been many others to fill in. I do appreciate all the friends from places I've lived and even with the karmic enemy work to transmute, there were gifts in it all. The karmic friends made it all the better and maybe we were past life sisters or brothers? It just had to be directed by Spirit to connect with all these special ones.
When I moved to Sedona, AZ, for a second time the end of 2004, I worked at a nursing home. There was a special guided event that happened. In a meeting one day with our director and others, she asked what would be an emergency we could all prepare for with a training? I said what popped into my head at that moment – a fire. Very soon we had the training and learned the best way to rescue about 110 residents if we were threatened by fire. Each one of us knew what our role would be. Weirdly, about a month after the training, there was a raging forest fire heading our way. It had started in nearby Pine Valley as welder's sparks had ignited some brush.
The fire was huge as it came towards us. We could see it from our parking lot. We were on standby to evacuate. The various managers returned to the facility if they were off and the director who was in Prescott, a couple hours drive, immediately returned. We were all saying our prayers and Spirit heard them as the wind finally changed and turned the fire away from our direction. What a relief and we were all so thankful. I know people will say it was all accidental and happenstance but that is their problem. I've seen synchronicity at work for years because I believe and I know what I know.
Compare this scenario to a friend in Florida who was a nursing home nurse when one of the big hurricanes hit. The managers and others all went home leaving her with three buildings and 62 residents and only 2 aides. She told me what a mess it was as the car ports blew away and the power was out. Residents were trying to get to the bathroom in the dark and falling. They kept telling her to turn on the lights. That place should have been reported to the state. Talk about neglect!
I was guided to go to a World Congress in Maui, HI, in 1998. Patricia Cota-Robles and her group in Tucson do this every year to send energy to earth mother and her kingdoms for the benefit of us all.
I signed up for this along with three friends plus two others we had met the year before at another World Congress in Seattle. That made six of us to share 2 rooms with. As it neared time for the trip the Canadian gal was having reservations. She said she snored and would bother people so my Ohio friend and I said we were
deep sleepers and she could be in with us. She was now going. Then again she called with doubts. After that my guidance kicked in and I realized that I had to do a regression on myself to see what was behind this. I saw where the six of us were ET's and had gone to Maui and implanted a “crystal generator thing” deep in the Haleakala crater. I assumed it was to help balance earth or some such. Anyhow, I sent a letter to the ones for the trip explaining that the Canadian one had been our captain back then and we were to go retrieve this generator thing. Our captain held us up, which had upset us, and when we finally got there we were blown to bits as we didn't get there early enough. Naturally we may have had anger at her back then. I asked the others to say prayers with love and forgiveness in case that was why it was difficult for her to decide to go to Maui. Our Canadian friend did go and we all had a grand time. Our energy work seemed to have cleared a path for her. I found out years later that the crystal thing was one of those crystal skulls.
Fear is our biggest block. We often deny we have any. We think, “Who me?” Yet why else would we negate ourselves? Why would we doubt? Why would we think we must be crazy