Chapter Five
It was, all things considered, a pleasant evening. Neither of her kids threw any food or made audible gagging noises. Always a plus, in Stella's book. Conversation was polite, even lively - particularly when the boys learned Logan's first name - the same name used by the X-Men's Wolverine.
It was instant hero status, given polish when it was discovered that Logan shared Gavin's obsession with comic books.
The fact that Logan seemed more interested in talking to her sons than her was probably another plus.
"If, you know, the Hulk and Spider-Man ever got into a fight, I think Spider-Man would win. "
Logan nodded as he cut into rare roast beef. "Because Spider-Man's quicker, and more agile. But if the Hulk ever caught him, Spidey'd be toast. "
Gavin speared a tiny new potato, then held it aloft on his fork like a severed head on a pike. "If he was under the influence of some evil guy, like . . . "
"Maybe Mr. Hyde. "
"Yeah! Mr. Hyde, then the Hulk could be forced to go after Spider-Man. But I still think Spidey would win. "
"That's why he's amazing," Logan agreed, "and the Hulk's incredible. It takes more than muscle to battle evil. "
"Yeah, you gotta be smart and brave and stuff. "
"Peter Parker's the smartest. " Luke emulated his brother with the potato head.
"Bruce Banner's pretty smart, too. " Since it made the kids laugh, Harper hoisted a potato, wagged it.
"He always manages to get new clothes after he reverts from Hulk form. "
"If he was really smart," Harper commented, "he'd figure out a way to make his clothes stretch and expand. "
"You scientists," Logan said with a grin for Harper. "Never thinking about the mundane. "
"Is the Mundane a supervillain?" Luke wanted to know.
"It means the ordinary," Stella told him. "As in, it's more mundane to eat your potatoes than to play with them, but that's the polite thing to do at the table. "
"Oh. " Luke smiled at her, an expression somewhere between sweet and wicked, and chomped the potato off the fork. "Okay. " After the meal, she used the excuse of the boys' bedtime to retreat upstairs. There were baths to deal with, the usual thousand questions to answer, and all that end-of-day energy to burn off, which included one or both of them running around mostly naked.
Then came her favorite time, when she drew a chair between their beds and read to them while Parker began to snore at her feet. The current pick was Mystic Horse, and when she closed the book, she got the expected moans and pleas for just a little more.
'Tomorrow, because now I'm afraid it's time for sloppy kisses. "
"Not sloppy kisses. " Gavin rolled onto his belly to bury his face in the pillow. "Not that!"
"Yes, and you must succumb. " She covered the back of his head, the base of his neck with kisses while he giggled.
"And now, for my second victim. " She turned to Luke and rubbed her hands together.
"Wait, wait!" He threw out his hand to ward off the attack. "Do you think my tooth will fall out tomorrow?"
"Let's have another look. " She sat on the side of his bed, studying soberly as he wiggled the tooth with his tongue. "I think it just might. "
"Can I have a horse?"
"It won't fit under your pillow. " When he laughed, she kissed his forehead, his cheeks, and his sweet, sweet mouth.
Rising, she switched off the lamp, leaving them in the glow of the night-light. "Only fun dreams allowed. "
"I'm gonna dream I get a horse, because dreams come true sometimes. "
"Yes, they do. 'Night now. "
She walked back to her room, heard the whispers from bed to bed that were also part of the bedtime ritual.
It had become their ritual, over the last two years. Just the three of them at nighttime, where they had once been four. But it was solid now, and good, she thought, as a few giggles punctuated the whispers.
Somewhere along the line she'd stopped aching every night, every morning, for what had been. And she'd come to treasure what was.
She glanced at her laptop, thought about the work she'd earmarked for the evening. Instead, she went to the terrace doors.
It was still too cool to sit out, but she wanted the air, and the quiet, and the night.
Imagine, just imagine, she was standing outside at night in January. And not freezing. Though the forecasters were calling for more rain, the sky was star-studded and graced with a sliver of moon. In that dim light she could see a camellia in bloom. Flowers in winter - now that was something to add to the plus pile about moving south.
She hugged her elbows and thought of spring, when the air would be warm and garden-scented.
She wanted to be here in the spring, to see it, to be part of the awakening. She wanted to keep her job. She hadn't realized how much she wanted to keep it until Roz's firm, no-nonsense sit-down before dinner.
Less than two weeks, and she was already caught up. Maybe too much caught, she admitted. That was always a problem. Whatever she began, she needed to finish. Stella's religion, her mother called it.
But this was more. She was emotional about the place. A mistake, she knew. She was half in love with the nursery, and with her own vision of how it could be. She wanted to see tables alive with color and green, cascading flowers spilling from hanging baskets that would drop down along the aisles to make arbors. She wanted to see customers browsing and buying, filling the wagons and flatbeds with containers.
And, of course, there was that part of her that wanted to go along with each one of them and show them exactly how everything should be planted. But she could control that.
She could admit she also wanted to see the filing system in place, and the spreadsheets, the weekly inventory logs.
And whether he liked it or not, she intended to visit some of Logan's jobs. To get a feel for that end of the business.
That was supposing he didn't talk Roz into firing her.
He'd gotten slapped back, too, Stella admitted. But he had home-field advantage.
In any case, she wasn't going to be able to work, or relax, or think about anything else until she'd straightened things out.
She would go downstairs, on the pretext of making a cup of tea. If his truck was gone, she'd try to have a minute with Roz.
It was quiet, and she had a sudden sinking feeling that they'd gone up to bed. She didn't want that picture in her head. Tiptoeing into the front parlor, she peeked out the window. Though she didn't see his truck, it occurred to her she didn't know where he'd parked, or what he'd driven in the first place.
She'd leave it for morning. That was best. In the morning, she would ask for a short meeting with Roz and get everything back in place. Better to sleep on it, to plan exactly what to say and how to say it.
Since she was already downstairs, she decided to go ahead and make that tea. Then she would take it upstairs and focus on work. Things would be better when she was focused.
She walked quietly back into the kitchen, and let out a yelp when she saw the dim figure in the shaded light. The figure yelped back, then slapped at the switch beside the stove.
"Just draw and shoot next time," Roz said, slapping a hand to her heart.
"I'm sorry. God, you scared me. I knew David was going into the city tonight and I didn't think anyone was back here. "
"Just me. Making some coffee. "
"In the dark?"
"Stove light was on. I know my way around. You come down to raid the refrigerator?"
"What? No. No!" She was hardly that comfortable here, in another woman's home. "I was just going to make some tea to take up while I do a little work. "
"Go ahead. Unless you want some of this coffee. "
"If I drink coffee after dinner, I'm awake all night. "
It was awkward, standing here in the quiet house, just the two of them. It wasn't her house, Stella thought, her kitchen, even her quiet. She wasn't a guest, but an employee.
However gracious Roz might be, everything around them belonged to her.
"Did Mr. Kitridge leave?"
"You can call him Logan, Stella. You only sound pissy otherwise. "
"Sorry. I don't mean to be. " Maybe a little. "We got off on the wrong foot, that's all, and I. . . oh, thanks," she said when Roz handed her the teakettle. "I realize I shouldn't have complained about him. "
She filled the kettle, wishing she'd thought through what she wanted to say. Practiced it a few times.
"Because?" Roz prompted.
"Well, it's hardly constructive for your manager and your landscape designer to start in on each other after one run-in, and less so to whine to you about it. "
"Sensible. Mature. " Roz leaned back on the counter, waiting for her coffee to brew. Young, she thought. She had to remember that despite some shared experiences, the girl was more than a decade younger than she. And a bit tender yet.
"I try to be both," Stella said, and put the kettle on to boil.
"So did I, once upon a time. Then I decided, screw that. I'm going to start my own business. "
Stella pushed back her hair. Who was this woman who was elegant to look at even in the hard lights? Who spoke frank words in that debutante-of-the-southern-aristocracy voice and wore ancient wool socks in lieu of slippers? "I can't get a handle on you. I can't figure you out. "
"That's what you do, isn't it? Get handles on things. " She shifted to reach up and behind into a cupboard for a coffee mug. "That's a good quality to have in a manager. Might be irritating on a personal level. "
"You wouldn't be the first. " Stella let out a breath. "And on that personal level, I'd like to add a separate apology. I shouldn't have said those things about Logan to you. First off, because it's bad form to fly off about another employee. And second, I didn't realize you were involved. "
"Didn't you?" The moment, Roz decided, called for a cookie. She reached into the jar David kept stocked, pulled out a snickerdoodle. "And you realized it when . . . "
"When we came downstairs - before dinner. I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but I happened to notice . . . "
"Have a cookie. "
"I don't really eat sweets after - "
"Have a cookie," Roz insisted and handed one over. "Logan and I are involved. He works for me, though he doesn't quite see it that way. " An amused smile brushed over her lips. "It's more a with me from his point of view, and I don't mind that. Not as long as the work gets done, the money comes in, and the customers are satisfied. We're also friends. I like him very much. But we don't sleep together. We're not, in any way, romantically involved. "
"Oh. " This time she huffed out a breath. "Oh. Well, I've used up my own, so I'll have to borrow someone else's foot to stuff in my mouth. "
"I'm not insulted, I'm flattered. He's an excellent, specimen. I can't say I've ever thought about him in that way. "
"Why?"
Roz poured her coffee while Stella took the sputtering kettle off the burner. "I've got ten years on him. "
"And your point would be?"
Roz glanced back, a little flicker of surprise running over her face, just ahead of humor. "You're right. That doesn't, or shouldn't, apply. However, I've been married twice. One was good, very good. One was bad, very bad. I'm not looking for a man right now. Too damn much trouble. Even when it's good, they take a lot of time, effort, and energy. I'm enjoying using all that time, effort, and energy on myself. "
"Do you get lonely?"
"Yes. Yes, I do. There was a time I didn't think I'd have the luxury of being lonely. Raising my boys, all the running around, the mayhem, the responsibilities. "
She glanced around the kitchen, as if surprised to find it quiet, without the noise and debris generated by young boys. "When I'd raised them - not that you're ever really done, but there's a point where you have to step back - I thought I wanted to share my life, my home, myself with someone. That was a mistake. " Though her expression stayed easy and pleasant, her tone went hard as granite. "I corrected it. "
"I can't imagine being married again. Even a good marriage is a balancing act, isn't it? Especially when you toss in careers, family. "
"I never had all of them at once to juggle. When John was alive, it was home, kids, him. I wrapped my life around them. Only wrapped it tighter when it was just me and the boys. I'm not sorry for doing that," she said after a sip of coffee. "It was the way I wanted things. The business, the career, that started late for me. I admire women who can handle all those balls. "
"I think I was good at it. " There was a pang at remembering, a sweet little slice in the heart. "It's exhausting work, but I hope I was good at it. Now? I don't think I have the skill for it anymore. Being with someone every day, at the end of it. " She shook her head. "I can't see it. I could always picture Kevin and me, all the steps and stages. I can't picture anyone else. "
"Maybe he just hasn't come into the viewfinder yet. " Stella lifted a shoulder in a little shrug. "Maybe. But I could picture you and Logan together. "
"Really?"
There was such humor, with a bawdy edge to it, that Stella forgot any sense of awkwardness and just laughed. "Not that way. Or I started to, then engaged the impenetrable mind block. I meant you looked good together. So attractive and easy. I thought it was nice. It's nice to have someone you can be easy with. "
"And you and Kevin were easy together. "
"We were. Sort of flowed on the same current. "
"I wondered. You don't wear a wedding ring. "
"No. " Stella looked at her bare finger. "I took it off about a year ago, when I started dating again. It didn't seem right to wear it when I was with another man. I don't feel married anymore. It was gradual, I guess. "
At the half question, Roz nodded. "Yes, I know. "
"Somewhere along the line I stopped thinking, What would Kevin say about this. Or, What would Kevin do, or think, or want. So I took off my ring. It was hard. Almost as hard as losing him. "
"I took mine off on my fortieth birthday," Roz murmured. "I realized I'd stopped wearing it as a tribute. It had become more of a shield against relationships. So I took it off on that black-letter day," she said with a half smile. "Because we move on, or we fade away. "
"I'm too busy to worry about all of this most of the time, and I didn't mean to get into it now. I only wanted to apologize. "
"Accepted. I'm going to take my coffee up. I'll see you in the morning. "
"All right. Good night. "
Feeling better, Stella finished making her tea. She would get a good start in the morning, she decided as she carried it upstairs. She'd get a good chunk of the reorganizing done, she'd talk with Harper and Roz about which cuttings should be added to inventory, and she'd find a way to get along with Logan.
She heard the singing, quiet and sad, as she started down the hall. Her heart began to trip, and china rattled on the tray as she picked up her pace. She was all but running by the time she got to the door of her sons' room.
There was no one there, just that same little chill to the air. Even when she set her tea down, searched the closet, under the bed, she found nothing.
She sat on the floor between the beds, waiting for her pulse to level. The dog stirred, then climbed up in her lap to lick her hand.
Stroking him, she stayed there, sitting between her boys while they slept.
* * *
On Sunday, she went to her father's for brunch. She was more than happy to be handed a mimosa and ordered out of the kitchen by Jolene.
It was her first full day off since she'd started at In the Garden, and she was scheduled to relax.
With the boys running around the little backyard with Parker, she was free to sit down with her father.
"Tell me everything," he ordered.
"Everything will go straight through brunch, into dinner, and right into breakfast tomorrow. "
"Give me the highlights. How do you like Rosalind?"
"I like her a lot. She manages to be straightforward and slippery. I'm never quite sure where I stand with her, but I do like her. "
"She's lucky to have you. And being a smart woman, she knows it. "
"You might be just a tiny bit biased. "
"Just a bit. "
He'd always loved her, Stella knew. Even when there had been months between visits. There'd always been phone calls or notes, or surprise presents in the mail.
He'd aged comfortably, she thought now. Whereas her mother waged a bitter and protracted war with the years, Will Dooley had made his truce with them. His red hair was overpowered by the gray now, and his bony frame carried a soft pouch in the middle. There were laugh lines around his eyes and mouth, glasses perched on his nose.
His face was ruddy from the sun. The man loved his gardening and his golf.
"The boys seem happy," he commented.
"They love it there. I can't believe how much I worried about it, then they just slide in like they've lived there all their lives. "
"Sweetheart, if you weren't worrying about some such thing, you wouldn't be breathing. "
"I hate that you're right about that. Anyway, there are still a few bumps regarding school. It's so hard being the new kids, but they like the house, and all that room. And they're crazy about David. You know David Wentworth?"
"Yeah. You could say he's been part of Roz's household since he was a kid, and now he runs it. "
"He's great with the kids. It's a weight off knowing they're with someone they like after school. And I like Harper, though I don't see much of him. "
"Boy's always been a loner. Happier with his plants. Good looking," he added.
"He is, Dad, but we'll just stick with discussing leaf-bud cuttings and cleft grafting, okay?"
"Can't blame a father for wanting to see his daughter settled. "
"I am settled, for the moment. " More, she realized, than she would have believed possible. "At some point, though, I'm going to want my own place. I'm not ready to look yet - too much to do, and I don't want to rock the boat with Roz. But it's on my list. Something in the same school district when the time comes. I don't want the boys to have to change again. "
"You'll find what you're after. You always do. "
"No point in finding what you're not after. But I've got time. Right now I'm up to my ears in reorganizing. That's probably an exaggeration. I'm up to my ears in organizing. Stock, paperwork, display areas. "
"And having the time of your life. "
She laughed, stretched out her arms and legs. "I really am. Oh, Dad, it's a terrific place, and there's so much untapped potential yet. I'd like to find somebody who has a real head for sales and customer relations, put him or her in charge of that area while I concentrate on rotating stock, keep ahead of the paperwork, and juggle in some of my ideas. I haven't even touched on the landscape area. Except for a head butt with the guy who runs that. "
"Kitridge?" Will smiled. "Met him once or twice, I think. Hear he's a prickly sort. "
"I'll say. "
"Does good work. Roz wouldn't tolerate less, I can promise you. He did a property for a friend of mine about two years ago. Bought this old house, wanted to concentrate on rehabbing it. Grounds were a holy mess. He hired Kitridge for that. Showplace now. Got written up in a magazine. "
"What's his story? Logan's?"
"Local boy. Born and bred. Though it seems to me he moved up north for a while. Got married. "
"I didn't realize he's married. "
"Was," Will corrected. "Didn't take. Don't know the details. Jo might. She's better at ferreting out and remembering that sort of thing. He's been back here six, eight years. Worked for a big firm out of the city until Roz scooped him up. Jo! What do you know about the Kitridge boy who works for Roz?"
"Logan?" Jolene peeked around the corner. She was wearing an apron that said, jo's kitchen. There was a string of pearls around her neck and fuzzy pink slippers on her feet. "He's sexy. "
"I don't think that's what Stella wanted to know. "
"Well, she could see that for herself. Got eyes in her head and blood in her veins, doesn't she? His folks moved out to Montana, of all places, two, three years ago. "
She cocked a hip, tapped a finger on her cheek as she lined up her data. "Got an older sister lives in Charlotte now. He went out with Marge Peters's girl, Terri, a couple times. You remember Terri, don't you, Will?"
"Can't say as I do. "
"'Course you do. She was homecoming and prom queen in her day, then Miss Shelby County. First runner-up for Miss Tennessee. Most agree she missed the crown because her talent wasn't as strong as it could've been. Her voice is a little bit, what you'd call slight, I guess. "
As Jo talked, Stella just sat back and enjoyed. Imagine knowing all this, or caring. She doubted she could remember who the homecoming or prom queens were from her own high school days. And here was Jo, casually pumping out the information on events that were surely a decade old.
Had to be a southern thing.
"And Terri? She said Logan was too serious-minded for her," Jo continued, "but then a turnip would be too serious-minded for that girl. "
She turned back into the kitchen, lifting her voice. "He married a Yankee and moved up to Philadelphia or Boston or some place with her. Moved back a couple years later without her. No kids. "
She came back with a fresh mimosa for Stella and one for herself. "I heard she liked big-city life and he didn't, so they split up. Probably more to it than that. Always is, but Logan's not one to talk, so information is sketchy. He worked for Fosterly Landscaping for a while. You know, Will, they do mostly commercial stuff. Beautifying office buildings and shopping centers and so on. Word is Roz offered him the moon, most of the stars, and a couple of splar systems to bring him into her operation. "
Will winked at his daughter. "Told you she'd have the details. "
"And then some. "
Jo chuckled, waved a hand. "He bought the old Morris place on the river a couple of years ago. Been fixing it up, or having it fixed up. And I heard he was doing a job for Tully Scopes. You don't know Tully, Will, but I'm on the garden committee with his wife, Mary. She'll complain the sky's too blue or the rain's too wet. Never satisfied with anything. You want another Bloody Mary, honey?" she asked Will.
"Can't say as I'd mind. "
"So I heard Tully wanted Logan to design some shrubbery, and a garden and so on for this property he wanted to turn over. "
Jolene kept on talking as she walked back to the kitchen counter to mix the drink. Stella exchanged a mile-wide grin with her father.
"And every blessed day, Tully was down there complaining, or asking for changes, or saying this, that, or the other. Until Logan told him to screw himself sideways, or words to that effect. "
"So much for customer relations," Stella declared.
"Walked off the job, too," Jolene continued. "Wouldn't set foot on the property again or have any of his crew plant a daisy until Tully agreed to stay away. That what you wanted to know?"
"That pretty much covers it," Stella said and toasted Jolene with her mimosa.
"Good. Just about ready here. Why don't you go on and call the boys?"
* * *
With the information from Jolene entered into her mental files, Stella formulated a plan. Bright and early Monday morning, armed with her map and a set of MapQuest directions, she set out for the job site Logan had scheduled.
Or, she corrected, the job Roz thought he had earmarked for that morning.
She was going to be insanely pleasant, cooperative, and flexible. Until he saw things her way.
She cruised the neighborhood that skirted the city proper. Charming old houses, closer to each other than to the road. Lovely sloping lawns. Gorgeous old trees. Oak and maple that would leaf and shade, dogwood and Bradford pear that would celebrate spring with blooms. Of course, it wouldn't be the south without plenty of magnolias along with enormous azaleas and rhododendrons.
She tried to picture herself there, with her boys, living in one of those gracious homes, with her lovely yard to tend. Yes, she could see that, could see them happy in such a place, cozy with the neighbors, organizing dinner parties, play dates, cookouts.
Out of her price range, though. Even with the money she'd saved, the capital from the sale of the house in Michigan, she doubted she could afford real estate here. Besides, it would mean changing schools again for the boys, and she would have to spend time commuting to work.
Still, it made a sweet, if brief, fantasy.
She spotted Logan's truck and a second pickup outside a two-story brick house.
She could see immediately it wasn't as well kept as most of its neighbors. The front lawn was patchy. The foundation plantings desperately needed shaping, and what had been flower beds looked either overgrown or stone dead.
She heard the buzz of chain saws and country music playing too loud as she walked around the side of the house. Ivy was growing madly here, crawling its way up the brick. Should be stripped off, she thought. That maple needs to come down, before it falls down, and that fence line's covered with brambles, overrun with honeysuckle.
In the back, she spotted Logan, harnessed halfway up a dead oak. Wielding the chain saw, he speared through branches. It was cool, but the sun and the labor had a dew of sweat on his face, and a line of it darkening the back of his shirt.
Okay, so he was sexy. Any well-built man doing manual labor looked sexy. Add some sort of dangerous tool to the mix, and the image went straight to the lust bars and played a primal tune.
But sexy, she reminded herself, wasn't the point.
His work and their working dynamics were the point. She stood well out of the way while he worked, and scanned the rest of the backyard.
The space might have been lovely once, but now it was neglected, weedy, overgrown with trash trees and dying shrubs. A sagging garden shed tilted in the far corner of a fence smothered in vines.
Nearly a quarter of an acre, she estimated as she watched a huge black man drag lopped branches toward a short, skinny white man working a splitter. Nearby a burly-looking mulcher waited its turn to chew up the rest.
The beauty here wasn't lost, Stella decided. It was just buried.
It needed vision to bring it to life again.
Since the black man caught her eye, Stella wandered over to the ground crew.
"Help you, Miss?"
She extended her hand and a smile. "I'm Stella Rothchild, Ms. Harper's manager. "
" 'Meetcha. I'm Sam, this here is Dick. "
The little guy had the fresh, freckled face of a twelve-year-old, with a scraggly goatee that looked as if it might have grown there by mistake. "Heard about you. " He sent an eyebrow-wiggling grin toward her coworker.
"Really?" She kept her tone friendly, though her teeth came together tight in the smile. "I thought it would be helpful if I dropped by a couple of the jobs, looked at the work. " She scanned the yard again, deliberately keeping her gaze below Logan's perch in the tree. "You've certainly got yours cut out for you with this. "
"Got a mess of clearing to do," Sam agreed. Covered with work gloves, his enormous hands settled on his hips. "Seen worse, though. "
"Is there a projection on man-hours?"
"Projection. " Dick sniggered and elbowed Sam.
From his great height, Sam sent down a pitying look.
"You want to know about the plans and, uh, projections," he said, "you need to talk to the boss. He's got all that worked up. "
"All right, then. Thanks. I'll let you get back to work. "
Walking away, Stella took the little camera out of her bag and began to take what she thought of as "before" pictures.
* * *
He knew she was there. Standing down there all pressed and tidy with her wild hair pulled back and shaded glasses hiding her big blue eyes.
He'd wondered when she would come nag him on a job, as it appeared to him she was a woman born to nag. At least she had the sense not to interrupt.
Then again, she seemed to be nothing but sense.
Maybe she'd surprise him. He liked surprises, and he'd gotten one when he met her kids. He'd expected to see a couple of polite little robots. The sort that looked to their domineering mother before saying a word. Instead he'd found them normal, interesting, funny kids. Surely it took some imagination to manage two active boys.
Maybe she was only a pain in the ass when it came to work.
Well, he grinned a little as he cut through a branch. So was he.
He let her wait while he finished. It took him another thirty minutes, during which he largely ignored her. Though he did see her take a camera - Jesus - then a notebook out of her purse.
He also noticed she'd gone over to speak to his men and that Dick sent occasional glances in Stella's direction.
Dick was a social moron, Logan thought, particularly when it came to women. But he was a tireless worker, and he would take on the filthiest job with a blissful and idiotic grin. Sam, who had more common sense in his big toe than Dick had in his entire skinny body, was, thank God, a tolerant and patient man.
They went back to high school, and that was the sort of thing that set well with Logan. The continuity of it, and the fact that because they'd known each other around twenty years, they didn't have to gab all the damn time to make themselves understood.
Explaining things half a dozen times just tried his patience. Which he had no problem admitting he had in short supply to begin with.
Between the three of them, they did good work, often exceptional work. And with Sam's brawn and Dick's energy, he rarely had to take on any more laborers.
Which suited him. He preferred small crews to large. It was more personal that way, at least from his point of view. And in Logan's point of view, every job he took was personal.
It was his vision, his sweat, his blood that went into the land. And his name that stood for what he created with it.
The Yankee could harp about forms and systemic bullshit all she wanted. The land didn't give a rat's ass about that. And neither did he.
He called out a warning to his men, then topped the old, dead oak. When he shimmied down, he unhooked his harness and grabbed a bottle of water. He drank half of it down without taking a breath.
"Mr. . . . " No, friendly, Stella remembered. She boosted up her smile, and started over. "Nice job. I didn't realize you did the tree work yourself. "
"Depends. Nothing tricky to this one. Out for a drive?"
"No, though I did enjoy looking at the neighborhood. It's beautiful. " She looked around the yard, gestured to encompass it. "This must have been, too, once. What happened?"
"Couple lived here fifty years. He died a while back. She couldn't handle the place on her own, and none of their kids still live close by. She got sick, place got rundown. She got sicker. Kids finally got her out and into a nursing home. "
"That's hard. It's sad. "
"Yeah, a lot of life is. They sold the place. New owners got a bargain and want the grounds done up. We're doing them up. "
"What've you got in mind?"
He took another slug from the water bottle. She noticed the mulcher had stopped grinding, and after Logan sent a long, narrowed look over her shoulder, it got going again.
"I've got a lot of things in mind. "
"Dealing with this job, specifically?"
"Why?"
"Because it'll help me do my job if I know more about yours. Obviously you're taking out the oak and I assume the maple out front. "
"Yeah. Okay, here's the deal. We clear everything out that can't or shouldn't be saved. New sod, new fencing. We knock down the old shed, replace it. New owners want lots of color. So we shape up the azaleas, put a weeping cherry out front, replacing the maple. Lilac over there, and a magnolia on that side. Plot of peonies on that side, rambling roses along the back fence. See they got that rough little hill toward the back there, on the right? Instead of leveling it, we'll plant it. "
He outlined the rest of it quickly, rolling out Latin terms and common names, taking long slugs from his water bottle, gesturing.
He could see it, he always could - the finished land. The small details, the big ones, fit together into one attractive whole.
Just as he could see the work that would go into each and every step, as he could look forward to the process nearly as much as the finished job.
He liked having his hands in the dirt. How else could you respect the landscape or the changes you made in it? And as he spoke he glanced down at her hands. Smirked a little at her tidy fingernails with their coat of glossy pink polish.
Paper pusher, he thought. Probably didn't know crab-grass from sumac.
Because he wanted to give her and her clipboard the full treatment and get her off his ass, he switched to the house and talked about the patio they intended to build and the plantings he'd use to accent it.
When he figured he'd done more talking than he normally did in a week, he finished off the water. Shrugged. He didn't expect her to follow everything he'd said, but she couldn't complain that he hadn't cooperated.
"It's wonderful. What about the bed running on the south side out front?"
He frowned a little. "We'll rip out the ivy, then the clients want to try their hand at that themselves. "
"Even better. You've got more of an investment if you dig some yourself. "
Because he agreed, he said nothing and only jingled some change in his pocket.
"Except I'd rather see winter creeper than yews around the shed. The variegated leaves would show off well, as would the less uniform shape. "
"Maybe. "
"Do you work from a landscape blueprint or out of your head?"
"Depends. "
Should I pull all his teeth at once, or one at a time, she thought, but maintained the smile. "It's just that I'd like to see one of your designs, on paper, at some point. Which leads me to a thought I'd had. "
"Bet you got lots of them. "
"My boss told me to play nice," she said, coolly now. "How about you?"
He moved his shoulder again. "Just saying. "
"My thought was, with some of the reorganizing and transferring I'm doing, I could cull out some office space for you at the center. "
He gave her the same look he'd sent his men over her shoulder. A lesser woman, Stella told herself, would wither under it. "I don't work in a frigging office. "
"I'm not suggesting that you spend all your time there, just that you'd have a place to deal with your paperwork, make your phone calls, keep your files. "
"That's what my truck's for. "
"Are you trying to be difficult?"
"Nope. I can do it without any effort at all. How about you?"
"You don't want the office, fine. Forget the office. "
"I already have. "
"Dandy. But I need an office. I need to know exactly what stock and equipment, what materials you'll need for this job. " She "yanked out her notebook again. "One red maple, one magnolia. Which variety of magnolia?"
"Southern. Grandiflora gloriosa. "
"Good choice for the location. One weeping cherry" she continued, and to his surprise and reluctant admiration, she ran down the entire plan he'd tossed out at her.
Okay, Red, he thought. Maybe you know a thing or two about the horticulture end of things after all.
"Yews or winter creeper?"
He glanced back at the shed, tried both out in his head. Damn if he didn't think she was right, but he didn't see why he had to say so right off. "I'll let you know. "
"Do, and I'll want the exact number and specimen type of other stock as you take them. "
"I'd be able to find you . . . in your office?"
"Just find me. " She turned around, started to march off.
"Hey, Stella. "
When she glanced back, he grinned. "Always wanted to say that. "
Her eyes lit, and she snapped her head around again and kept going.
"Okay, okay. Jesus. Just a little humor. " He strode after her. "Don't go away mad. "
"Just go away?"
"Yeah, but there's no point in us being pissed at each other. I don't mind being pissed as a rule. "
"I never would've guessed. "
"But there's no point, right at the moment. " As if he'd just remembered he had them on, he tugged off his work gloves, stuck them finger-first in his back pocket. "I'm doing my job, you're doing yours. Roz thinks she needs you, and I set a lot of store by Roz. "
"So do I. "
"I get that. Let's try to stay out from under each other's skin, otherwise we're just going to give each other a rash. "
She inclined her head, lifted her eyebrows. "Is this you being agreeable?"
"Pretty much, yeah. I'm being agreeable so we can both do what Roz pays us to do. And because your kid has a copy of Spider-Man Number 121. If you're mad, you won't let him show it to me. "
Now she tipped down her sunglasses, peered at him over the tops. "This isn't you being charming, is it?"
"No, this is me being sincere. I really want to see that issue, firsthand. If I was being charming, I guarantee you'd be in a puddle at my feet. It's a terrible power I have over women, and I try to use it sparingly. "
"I just bet. "
But she was smiling as she got into her car.