She tilted it again so that it was leaning on the rail.
The last part was the hardest of all. She bent down and took hold of the lower strap. She took a deep breath and lifted.
She was not taking the whole weight of the trunk, for the other end was resting on the rail; but still it took all her strength to lift the thing an inch off the deck, and then her cold fingers slipped and she let it fall back.
She was not going to be able to manage it.
She rested, feeling drained and numb. But she could not give up. She had struggled so hard to bring the trunk this far. She had to try again.
She bent down and seized the strap again.
Micky spoke again. "Augusta, what are you doing?"
She answered in a low, clear voice. "Remember how Peter Middleton died," she said.
She paused. There was no sound from inside the trunk.
"You're going to die the same way," she said.
"No, please, Augusta, my love," he said.
"The water will be colder, and it will taste salty as it fills your lungs; but you'll know the terror he knew as death closes its fist over your heart."
He began to shout. "Help! Help! Someone, save me!"
Augusta grabbed the strap and lifted with all her strength. The bottom of the trunk came up off the deck. As Micky realized what was happening his muffled shouts became louder and more terrified, sounding above the engines and the sea. Soon someone would come. Augusta gave another heave. She lifted the foot of the trunk to chest level and stopped, exhausted, feeling she could do no more. Frantic scrabbling sounds came from inside as Micky tried hopelessly to get out. She closed her eyes, clenched her jaw, and pushed. As she strained with all her might, she felt something give way in her back, and she cried out with pain, but she kept lifting. The bottom of the trunk was now higher than the top, and it slid forward on the rail several inches; but it stopped. Augusta's back was in agony. Any moment now a passenger would be roused from a half-drunk sleep by Micky's cries. She knew she could only lift one more time. This had to be final. She gathered her strength, closed her eyes, gritted her teeth against the pain in her back, and heaved.
The trunk slid slowly forward on the rail, then fell into space.
Micky screamed a long scream that died into the wind.
Augusta slumped forward, leaning on the rail to ease the agony in her back, and watched the big trunk fall slowly, tumbling end over end through the air with the snowflakes. It hit the water with a mighty splash and went under.
A moment later it surfaced. It would float for some time, Augusta thought. The pain in her back was excruciating, and she longed to lie down, but she stayed at the rail, watching the trunk bobbing on the swell. Then it disappeared from sight.
She heard a male voice beside her. "I thought I heard someone crying for help," it said worriedly.
Augusta composed herself rapidly and turned to see a polite young man in a silk dressing gown and a scarf. "It was me," she told him, forcing a smile. "I had a nightmare and woke myself up shouting. I came out here to clear my head."
"Ah. Are you sure you're all right?"
"Quite sure. You're very kind."
"Well. Good night, then."
"Good night."
He went back into his cabin.
Augusta looked down at the sea. In a moment she would stagger to her bed, but she wanted to look at the sea a little longer. The trunk would fill up slowly, she thought, as water squirted in through the narrow gaps. The level would rise up Micky's body inch by inch as he fought to open the trunk. When it covered his nose and mouth he would hold his breath for as long as he could. But in the end he would give a great involuntary gasp, and the cold salty sea would pour into his mouth and down his throat, filling his lungs. He would squirm and fight for a little longer, racked by pain and terror; and then his movements would become feeble and stop, everything would slowly turn black, and he would die.
6
HUGH WAS DESPERATELY WEARY when at last his train pulled into Chingford station and he got off. Although he was looking forward to his bed, he stopped on the bridge over the line, at the spot where Micky had shot Tonio that morning. He took off his hat and stood there for a minute, bareheaded in the snow, remembering his friend as a boy and a man. Then he walked on.
He wondered how all this would affect the Foreign Office and their attitude to Cordova. Micky had so far evaded the police. But whether Micky was caught or not, Hugh could exploit the fact that he had witnessed the killing. Newspapers would love to publish his moment-by-moment account. The public would be outraged by a foreign diplomat committing murder in broad daylight, and members of Parliament would probably demand some kind of rebuke. The fact that Micky was the murderer might well spoil Papa Miranda's chances of getting recognized by the British government. The Foreign Office might be persuaded to support the Silva family to punish the Mirandas--and to get compensation for British investors in the Santamaria Harbor Corporation.
The more he thought about it, the more optimistic he felt.
He hoped Nora would be asleep when he got home. He did not want to hear what a miserable day she had had, stuck in this remote village with no one to help her take care of three rowdy boys. He just wanted to slip between the sheets and close his eyes. Tomorrow he would think over the events of today and figure out where they left him and his bank.
He was disappointed to see a light on behind the curtains as he walked up the garden path. That meant she was still up. He let himself in with his key and went into the front room.
He was surprised to see the three boys, all in their pajamas, sitting in a row on the sofa looking at an illustrated book.
And he was astonished to see Maisie in the middle, reading to them.
All three boys jumped up and ran to him. He hugged and kissed them one by one: Sol, the youngest; then Samuel; then eleven-year-old Toby. The younger two were simply overjoyed to see him, but there was something else in Toby's face. "What is it, old man?" Hugh asked him. "Something happened? Where's your mama?"
"She went shopping," he said, and burst into tears.
Hugh put his arm around the boy and looked at Maisie.
"I got here around four o'clock," she said. "Nora must have gone out shortly after you."
"She left them alone?"
Maisie nodded.
Hugh felt hot anger rise up inside him. The children had been alone here most of the day. Anything could have happened. "How could she do that?" he said bitterly.
"There's a note." Maisie handed him an envelope.
He opened it and read the one-word message: GOOD-BYE.
Maisie said: "It wasn't sealed. Toby read it and showed it to me."
"It's hard to believe," Hugh said, but as soon as the words were out of his mouth he realized they were not true: it was all too easy to believe. Nora had always put her own wishes above everything else. Now she had abandoned her children. Hugh guessed she had gone to her father's pub.
And the note seemed to imply that she was not coming back.
He did not know what to feel.
His first duty was to the boys. It was important not to upset them any further. He set his own feelings aside for a moment. "You boys are up very late," he said. "Time for bed. Let's go!"
He ushered them up the stairs. Samuel and Sol shared a room but Toby had his own bedroom. Hugh tucked the little ones in then went in to the eldest. He bent over the bed to kiss him.
"Mrs. Greenbourne's a brick," Toby said.
"I know," Hugh said. "She used to be married to my best friend, Solly. Then he died."
"She's pretty, too."
"Do you think so?"
"Yes. Is Mama coming back?"
That was the question Hugh had been afraid of. "Of course she is," he said.
"Really?"
Hugh sighed. "To tell you the truth, old man, I don't know."
"If she doesn't, will Mrs. Greenbourne look after us?"
Trust a child to go right to
the heart of the matter, Hugh thought. He evaded the question. "She runs a hospital," he said. "She's got dozens of patients to take care of. I don't suppose she has time to look after boys as well. Now, no more questions. Good night."
Toby looked unconvinced, but he let the matter drop. "Good night, Father."
Hugh blew out the candle and left the room, closing the door.
Maisie had made cocoa. "I'm sure you'd prefer a brandy, but there doesn't seem to be any in the house."
Hugh smiled. "We in the lower middle classes can't afford to drink spirits. Cocoa is fine."
Cups and a jug stood on a tray, but neither of them moved to it. They stood in the middle of the room looking at each other. Maisie said: "I read about the shooting in the afternoon paper, and came here to see if you were all right. I found the children on their own, and gave them supper. Then we waited for you." She smiled a resigned, accepting smile that said it was up to Hugh what happened next.
Suddenly he began to tremble. He leaned on the back of a chair for support. "It's been quite a day," he said shakily. "I'm feeling a little odd."
"Perhaps you ought to sit down."
Suddenly he was overwhelmed by love for her. Instead of sitting, he threw his arms around her. "Hug me hard," he pleaded.
She squeezed his waist.
"I love you, Maisie," he said. "I've always loved you."
"I know," she said.
He looked into her eyes. They were full of tears, and as he watched one tear overflowed and trickled down her face. He kissed it away.
"After all these years," he said. "After all these years."
"Make love to me tonight, Hugh," she said.
He nodded. "And every night, from now on."
Then he kissed her again.
EPILOGUE
1892
FROM The Times:
DEATHS
On the 30th May, at his residence in Antibes, France, after a long illness, the EARL OF WHITEHAVEN, formerly Senior Partner of Pilasters Bank.
"Edward's dead," Hugh said, looking up from the newspaper.
Maisie sat beside him in the railway carriage, wearing a summer dress in deep yellow with red spots and a little hat with yellow taffeta ribbons. They were on their way to Windfield School for Speech Day.
"He was a rotten swine, but his mother will miss him," she said.
Augusta and Edward had been living together in the south of France for the past eighteen months. Despite what they had done, the syndicate paid them the same allowance as all the other Pilasters. They were both invalids: Edward had terminal syphilis and Augusta had suffered a slipped disc and spent most of her time in a wheelchair. Hugh had heard that despite her illness she had become the uncrowned queen of the English community in that part of the world: matchmaker, arbitrator of disputes, organizer of social events and promulgator of social rules.
"He loved his mother," Hugh said.
She looked curiously at him. "Why do you say that?"
"It's the only good thing I can think of to say about him."
She smiled fondly and kissed his nose.
The train chugged into Windfield Station and they got out. It was the end of Toby's first year and Bertie's last year at the school. The day was warm and the sun was bright. Maisie opened her parasol--it was made of the same spotted silk as her dress--and they walked to the school.
It had changed a lot in the twenty-six years since Hugh had left. His old headmaster, Dr. Poleson, was long dead, and there was a statue of him in the quadrangle. The new head wielded the notorious cane they had always called the Striper, but he used it less frequently. The fourth-form dormitory was still in the old dairy by the stone chapel, but there was a new building with a school hall that could seat all the boys. The education was better, too: Toby and Bertie learned mathematics and geography as well as Latin and Greek.
They met Bertie outside the hall. He had been taller than Hugh for a year or two now. He was a solemn boy, hardworking and well behaved: he did not get into trouble at school the way Hugh had. He had a lot of Rabinowicz ancestry, and he reminded Hugh of Maisie's brother Dan.
He kissed his mother and shook Hugh's hand. "There's a bit of a ruckus," he said. "We haven't enough copies of the school song and the lower fourth are writing it out like billy-o. I must go and whip them faster. I'll meet you after the speeches." He hurried off. Hugh watched him fondly, thinking nostalgically how important school seemed until you left.
They met Toby next. The small boys no longer had to wear top hats and frock coats: Toby was dressed in a straw boater and a short jacket. "Bertie says I can have tea with you in his study after speeches, if you don't mind. Is it all right?"
"Of course." Hugh laughed.
"Thanks, Father!" Toby ran off again.
In the school hall they were surprised to meet Ben Greenbourne, looking older and rather frail. Maisie, blunt as ever, said: "Hello, what are you doing here?"
"My grandson is head boy," he replied gruffly. "I've come to hear his speech."
Hugh was startled. Bertie was not Greenbourne's grandson, and the old man knew it. Was he softening in his old age?
"Sit down by me," Greenbourne commanded. Hugh looked at Maisie. She shrugged and sat down, and Hugh followed suit.
"I hear you two are married," Greenbourne said.
"Last month," Hugh said. "My first wife didn't contest the divorce." Nora was living with a whisky salesman and it had taken Hugh's hired detective less than a week to get proof of adultery.
"I don't approve of divorce," Greenbourne said crisply. Then he sighed. "But I'm too old to tell people what to do. The century is almost over. The future belongs to you. I wish you the best."
Hugh took Maisie's hand and squeezed it.
Greenbourne addressed Maisie. "Will you send the boy to university?"
"I can't afford it," Maisie said. "It's been hard paying the school fees."
"I'd be glad to pay," Greenbourne said.
Maisie was surprised. "It's kind of you," she said.
"I should have been kinder years ago," he replied. "I always put you down as a fortune-hunter. It was one of my mistakes. If you were only after money you wouldn't have married young Pilaster here. I was wrong about you."
"You did me no harm," Maisie said.
"I was too harsh, all the same. I don't have many regrets, but that's one of them."
The schoolboys began to file into the hall, the youngest sitting on the floor at the front and the older boys on chairs.
Maisie said to Greenbourne: "Hugh has adopted Bertie legally now."
The old man turned his sharp eyes on Hugh. "I suppose you're the real father," he said bluntly.
Hugh nodded.
"I should have guessed a long time ago. It doesn't matter. The boy thinks I'm his grandfather, and that gives me a responsibility." He coughed in an embarrassed way and changed the subject. "I hear the syndicate is going to pay a dividend."
"That's right," Hugh said. He had finally disposed of all the assets of Pilasters Bank, and the syndicate that had rescued the bank had made a small profit. "All the members will get about five percent on their investment."
"Well done. I didn't think you'd manage it."
"The new government in Cordova did it. They handed over the assets of the Miranda family to the Santamaria Harbor Corporation, and that made the bonds worth something again."
"What happened to that chap Miranda? He was a bad lot."
"Micky? His body was found in a steamer trunk washed up on a beach on the Isle of Wight. No one ever found out how it got there or why he was inside it." Hugh had been concerned in the identification of the body: it had been important to establish that Micky was dead, so that Rachel could marry Dan Robinson at last.
A schoolboy came around handing out inky handwritten copies of the school song to all the parents and relatives.
"And you?" Greenbourne said to Hugh. "What will you do when the syndicate is wound up?"
"I was planning to ask yo
ur advice about that," Hugh said. "I'd like to start a new bank."
"How?"
"Float the shares on the stock market. Pilasters Limited. What do you think?"
"It's a bold idea, but then you always were original." Greenbourne looked thoughtful for a moment. "The funny thing is, the failure of your bank actually enhanced your reputation, in the end, because of the way you handled things. After all, who could be more reliable than a banker who manages to pay all his creditors even after he's crashed?"
"So ... do you think it would work?"
"I'm sure of it. I might even put money into it myself."
Hugh nodded gratefully. It was important that Greenbourne liked the idea. Everyone in the City sought his opinion, and his approval was worth a lot. Hugh had thought his plan would work, but Greenbourne had put the seal on his confidence.
Everyone stood up as the headmaster came in, followed by the housemasters, the guest speaker--a Liberal member of Parliament--and Bertie, the head boy. They took their seats on the platform, then Bertie came to the lectern and said in a ringing voice: "Let us sing the school song."
Hugh caught Maisie's eye and she smiled proudly. The familiar notes of the introduction sounded on the piano, and then they all began to sing.
An hour later Hugh left them having tea in Bertie's study and slipped out through the squash court into Bishop's Wood.
It was hot, just like that day twenty-six years ago. The wood seemed the same, still and humid under the shade of the beeches and elms. He remembered the way to the swimming hole and found it without difficulty.
He did not climb down the side of the quarry--he was no longer agile enough. He sat on the rim and threw a stone into the pool. It broke the glassy stillness of the water and sent out ripples in perfect circles.
He was the only one left, except for Albert Cammel out in the Cape Colony. The others were all dead: Peter Middleton killed that day; Tonio shot by Micky two Christmases ago; Micky himself drowned in a steamer trunk; and now Edward, dead of syphilis and buried in a cemetery in France. It was almost as if something evil had come up out of the deep water that day in 1866 and entered their lives, bringing all the dark passions that had blighted their lives, hatred and greed and selfishness and cruelty; fomenting deceit, bankruptcy, disease and murder. But it was over now. The debts were paid. If there had been an evil spirit, it had returned to the bottom of the pond. And Hugh had survived.