Page 3 of Forever Black


  “What is this?” he asked as he picked up the glass.

  “Just drink it; you will start to feel better in about 15 minutes. I’ll pour you some coffee and be on my way.”

  I started to feel a little dizzy as I reached for a mug and it slipped out of my hands crashing to the floor.

  “Fuck,” I said as I bent down to pick up the broken pieces.

  “Hey, you’re going to cut yourself,” he walked over to me and bent down.

  “I’m sorry,” I said shaking my head and picking up the broken porcelain.

  “Stop!” his voice commanded.

  His voice was startling, but I didn’t listen because it was my mess and I was going to clean it up. He grabbed my hands and turned them over taking the broken pieces out of them. Our eyes met when he saw the scars on my wrists. I pulled back quickly and stood up. He continued to pick up the pieces. I took my purse from the counter.

  “I’m sorry again for the mug. I’ll replace it for you, and I hope you feel better.” I turned and headed out the kitchen.

  “Wait,” I heard him say.

  I turned around and looked at him. “At least let me pay you for your trouble last night.”

  “I’m not taking your money, and it was no trouble.” Ok, it was, but he is alive, and I feel better knowing that I probably saved his life. He rolled his eyes, “Then at least have a cup of coffee before you go.” I sighed. I seriously needed it, and one cup wouldn’t hurt.

  “Fine, one cup and then I’ll be out of your hair.”

  He walked back to the kitchen and put the cup on the island. He drank his cocktail and frowned the entire time. It was fun to watch the disgusted look on his face. He leaned over the counter and looked at me.

  “Why on earth would you help me like that? What if I was a rapist or murderer?”

  I laughed, “You couldn’t rape or murder me even if you wanted to. You were so far gone last night; I could barely get you home.” He ran one hand through his hair.

  “You should not be doing those kinds of things; it is not safe in this city for a girl to be doing shit like that.” He seemed agitated.

  I leaned my elbow on the counter, rested my hand on my cheek, and looked at him intently as he lectured me. He stopped what he was saying and narrowed his eyes at me, “Are you even listening to me?”

  I laughed as I got up from the stool, “Thanks for the coffee, but I must go now; I need to get home.” I grabbed my purse and started walking out of the kitchen.

  “Have a lovely day Mr. Black and next time don’t drink so much.” I could hear his footsteps following behind.

  “Would you mind telling me your name?” The elevator doors opened; I stepped in and turned to face him.

  “It’s Ellery Lane,” I yelled as the door began to close.

  Chapter 6

  I stepped out into the bright sunlight and looked up at the sky. I smiled as I waited for the cab to come. I kept thinking about Connor, his dumb rule about woman staying the night, and the way he looked. There was something about him that made my stomach flutter. I could not stop thinking about his tone and how angry it was when he first saw me. I guess I couldn’t blame him though; I’d probably be the same way if a strange man was in my apartment when I woke up.

  I walked through the door of my apartment, threw my purse down and took a hot bath. I was exhausted, and I desperately needed some sleep. I craved the comfort of my pajamas and bed. I texted Peyton to let her know I was going to take a nap, and I’d call her when I woke up. If I didn’t text her, she would probably call or come over, and I just wanted to be alone tonight. I looked at the clock, and it was 3 pm. I had a plan to sleep till 5 pm, make a quick dinner and do some painting.

  I was startled by a knock at the door. I looked at the clock, and it was 5:30. Shit, I slept longer than I wanted to. I got up and headed towards the door.

  “Peyton, I said I would call you when…” I flung the door open and to my surprise it was not Peyton, but a young man holding a small white envelope.

  “Are you Ellery Lane?” he asked. Suddenly, I got nervous; he sounded serious.

  “Yes,” I’m Ellery Lane.

  He handed me the envelope, “This is for you.”

  I took the envelope from his hand. He smiled and walked away. My stomach started to tie itself in knots. I didn’t know what to expect to find in the envelope, and who was sending me something anyway?

  I slid my finger across the top and took out the piece of neatly folded paper that was tucked inside, it read, “Miss Lane, I am going to properly thank you for your services last night, I will be waiting for you at Le Sur Restaurant. My driver will pick you up promptly at 7:00 pm.”

  Connor Black

  First of all, how did he know my address and second of all, why the hell is he so bossy? I should have had that creeper feeling, but for some reason I didn’t. I quickly put it out of my mind when I saw he wants to have dinner at Le Sur.

  Since Kyle and I moved here, we have never been able to get into that restaurant. People book months in advance. I called Peyton immediately.

  “Hey girl, what’s up?”

  “Remember that guy I helped home last night?”

  “Y.e.a.h….”

  “He wants to thank me for helping him, so he is sending his driver over to pick me up to meet him at Le Sur at 7:00.

  “What?” she screamed into the phone. “Elle, who is this guy?”

  “His name is Connor Black.”

  I heard her gasp, “Are you fucking kidding me Elle? Do you know who Connor Black is?” I frowned and twisted my face.

  “No, should I?”

  “Do you live in a bubble or something? Connor Black is the CEO of Black Enterprises. He is a 30-year-old mega millionaire who took over his father’s company when he was 28. OMG Elle, he’s hot, and he’s rich, and he wants to take you to dinner?” I could hear the excitement in her voice.

  “Peyton, first of all I’m not interested in any guy. I’m in the guy free zone, especially after what Kyle did to me. This man Connor Black is rude, bossy and does not have an ounce of respect for women.” I didn’t want to tell her what he said to me about his rules earlier in the day.

  “He can be Elle, he’s rich and hot.”

  I rolled my eyes at that last comment and told her goodbye. I didn’t feel like going out tonight and I wanted to do some painting, but it was Le Sur and I’ve been dying to go there, so I made an exception.

  I rummaged through my closet trying to find something to wear. I pulled out a black dress that I wore to a friend’s wedding a couple of years ago. It was simple with spaghetti straps and a v neck. I put on some light makeup and wore my hair half up, letting the loose curls from the back cascade around my shoulders. I threw some gloss on my lips and looked at the clock, it was 6:58. I checked myself out in the mirror one last time and headed out the door.

  Sitting at the curb was a black limousine with a man leaning up against it. “Miss Lane, I presume?”

  “Yes, I’m Ellery Lane,” I smiled as he opened the door and helped me inside. I took in the comfort and plushness of the Limo. I felt like a princess on her way to the ball. I looked to the front where the driver was sitting.

  “Excuse me, but what’s your name?”

  He looked at me in the rearview mirror, “Denny, ma’am.”

  “Nice to meet you Denny; is Mr. Black always so bossy?” I politely asked.

  He smiled and shook his head, “Mr. Black is used to getting whatever he wants.” I rolled my eyes and looked out the window, of course he does.

  I walked into the restaurant and up to the desk where a tall redheaded woman asked if she could help me.

  “I’m meeting Mr. Black,” I answered. Instantly her eyes looked like daggers as she said, “Follow me.” The razor eyed redhead led me towards the back of the restaurant to the table where Connor was seated. He saw us coming and stood up. He walked over and pulled out my chair. Ok, so far he has some manners.

  “Good eveni
ng Miss Lane, I’m glad you decided to join me.”

  I wanted to tell him that I was only here to experience the restaurant and that if he had chosen anywhere else, I would not have attended. I sat in my chair as he walked over to his.

  He wore an extremely expensive dark gray suit. His sun-kissed skin glistened more than I remembered from this morning and his hair was perfectly styled in the tousled way that was hot.

  “Good evening Mr. Black, thank you for inviting me, but it really was not necessary and please call me Elle.”

  He looked at me intently, “Isn’t your name Ellery?”

  I took a sip of water, “Yes, but my friends call me Elle.”

  He took his menu and opened it, and I was astounded by the next words that came out of his mouth.

  “But we are not friends Ellery.”

  Ok, I take back the whole man has manners thing, he is just downright rude.

  I opened up my menu. “Alright then Mr. Black, why don’t we just stick to Miss Lane?” I saw him slightly grin from behind the menu.

  “Order anything you like, it looks like you have not eaten in weeks.” I looked sternly at him.

  “I eat every day Mr. Black, not that it is any of your concern.” He suddenly looked intrigued as he set his menu down.

  “It’s just you are very thin.”

  What the fuck is this man’s problem. First, he says we are not friends; then he calls me anorexic.

  “This is the way I was born; I’ve always been thin.”

  He pressed his lips together as the waiter came to the table with a bottle of Pinot Grigio. He poured the wine in each glass and proceeded to take our order. I looked at Connor as he sat there staring at me; it was making me intensely uncomfortable, but turning me on at the same time. My heart started to beat rapidly, and a familiar ache rose from down below. Two can play this game.

  “So, what’s your story Mr. Black?” He brought his wine glass to his lips and took a sip, never taking his eyes off me.

  “My story?” he simply asked.

  A small smile escaped my lips, “Yes, your story.”

  “What’s to tell, I’m a 30 year old CEO, I have more money than I will ever need; I do not do relationships; I usually get everything I want, and I do whatever I want.” I sat there staring at him the entire time he boasted about himself.

  “Now, that we got that out of the way, what’s your story Miss Lane?”

  “I don’t have a story Mr. Black; I’m 23 years old; I moved here with my boyfriend a little over a year ago; I work part-time at a small record company; I paint pictures, and I volunteer at the soup kitchen.”

  He sat and pondered whether or not he wanted to ask me the next question. “What does your boyfriend think about you having dinner with me?”

  “He doesn’t, we aren’t together anymore. He moved out almost 3 weeks ago,” I looked down at the table.

  I could sense a tiny bit of sympathy in his voice, “Oh, may I ask how long you were together?” I found it particularly odd that he was trying to get so personal.

  “We were together 4 years; we met at college and moved here from Michigan.”

  He raised his eyebrows, “4 years are a serious length of time.” I decided just to lay it all out there for him since he seemed so interested; it didn’t matter anyway I probably would never see him again after tonight.

  “Yep, came home from work one day and said he needed space, packed his bags and walked out.” I knew the real reason he left, but I was not about to tell Connor that.

  He struggled with his next words, and it caught me by surprise.

  “I’m sorry he did that to you.”

  I waved my hand in front of my face. “Don’t be, nothing lasts forever.”

  He was taken aback by my choice of words, but it was the truth and I wasn’t afraid to say it.

  Chapter 7

  Le Sur was just as beautiful as I thought it would be. The ambiance was breathtaking with its low lighting and romantic feel. The marble floors were exquisite as were the paintings that hung on the walls representing Paris. The tables were lined with satin cloths, and the meals served were on delicate china.

  “Do you like it here?” Connor asked as he noticed me looking around.

  “Yes, it is a beautiful restaurant,” I smiled.

  The waiter brought our meal as Connor was about to ask me a question. “You say you volunteer at the soup kitchen, may I ask why?” The look on his face told me that he was a bit intrigued by it.

  I took my fork and knife and cut up my chicken as I proceeded to answer his question.

  “I like to help people in need; you should know that by now Mr. Black.”

  He shook his head, “Yes, it was a dumb question to ask?”

  “I had a rough childhood and let’s just say nobody was there to help me.” His eyes never left mine; he listened to every word I said closely.

  “What about your parents? They did not help you?” I looked down and away from him, trying to find the right words.

  “My mother died of cancer when I was six, and my father was an alcoholic who passed away right before my eighteenth birthday.”

  The look on his face changed; it went from hard to soft in a matter of seconds.

  “Is that why you helped me last night because you think I’m an alcoholic?” he asked. I took the last bite of my dinner and set down my fork.

  “No, my father choked to death on his vomit during one of his drunken nights. I found him dead in his bed the next morning. I didn’t want that same fate for you. What people do not realize is how easy it is for something like that to happen. I spent my entire life taking care of my father who absurdly drank himself into oblivion almost every night because he couldn’t get over my mother’s death, so it is just second nature for me to help people.”

  He didn’t know what to say; I think I shocked him. He held up his glass and motioned me to do the same.

  “Well, thank you for your help last night, as mad as I was this morning to find you standing in my kitchen, I do appreciate it.”

  “You’re welcome,” I smiled.

  As we were leaving the restaurant, I noticed several women looking at Connor with what appeared to be sex in their eyes. Some were licking their lips as we walked by, and others were eyeing him up and down. It was rather disgusting, but I could see why they did it. He was undoubtedly something to be admired. We walked outside, and I looked at him.

  “Want some ice cream?” I asked.

  He looked at me with a puzzling look like I was crazy or something.

  “No, I do not want ice cream, I’m taking you home and then I have somewhere to be.” Here comes his rudeness again, I was surprised it took this long.

  “Oh come on, my treat, I know this cute little ice cream parlor a couple of blocks away that’s open 24 hours.”

  “Miss Lane, I do not want any ice cream, now get in the car so Denny can take you home.” His tone was adamant.

  I started to walk down the street. I wanted ice cream. If he didn’t that was his problem, but I was getting some with or without him.

  I waved my hand as I walked away, “Thanks again Mr. Black for dinner, I’ll see ya around sometime.”

  “Miss Lane, get back here,” he yelled down the street. I rolled my eyes and kept walking. Suddenly, he was beside me mumbling, “Miss Lane, I will not tell you again to get in the car.”

  I stopped and turned to him shoving my finger into his chest, “I do not take orders from anybody Mr. Black, especially people I’ve only known less than 24 hours. I am not your responsibility. You thanked me for my help with a nice dinner, and now it is time to part ways. I am going to get some ice cream, and then I will call a cab to drive me home.”

  He stood there stunned, unable to speak. I continued walking, and he followed me. I heard him on the phone, “Denny, I guess we’re getting ice cream; I’ll call you when we’re leaving.” The tone of his voice was angry.

  “You do not need to come with me if you don’
t like ice cream,” I said.

  “I never said I did not like it, I just don’t want any.”

  “Then why are you following me Mr. Black?”

  “It’s not safe in this city for a beautiful young woman to be walking alone, especially at night, how many times do I need to explain that to you?”

  I caught the “beautiful” part and could not help but smile. My feet were starting to kill me in my 4 inch heels, so I stopped abruptly in the middle of the sidewalk and took them off.

  “What do you think you’re doing?” he asked.

  “I’m taking off my shoes because my feet are killing me,” I said as I used his arm for balance.

  “You’re going to walk barefoot on this dirty sidewalk?”

  I laughed, “Yes I am Mr. Black.” I could tell he hated the idea; he was so prim and proper. We walked up to the door of the ice cream parlor, and I slipped my shoes back on.

  “Hello, how can I help you?” A cheery young girl behind the counter asked. I looked at the different ice creams behind the glass, “I will have a single scoop of chocolate chip on a waffle cone please.”

  “And for you sir?” the cheery girl asked.

  Connor looked at me and sighed, “A single scoop of cherry vanilla in a cup.” I smiled at him and bumped my shoulder against his. I went to grab my wallet and pay, but Connor had already handed the girl his money.

  “I told you it was my treat.”

  “Don’t worry about it Miss Lane, I can afford to buy you ice cream.” I rolled my eyes and sat down at the wrought iron table, Connor sat across from me. I watched him eat his ice cream while hiding a small smile. I could tell he was enjoying it.

  “How long has it been since you ate ice cream?” I asked.

  He looked at me puzzled, “I don’t know. I guess since I was a kid.”

  “Are you kidding me, you haven’t had ice cream since you were a kid?”

  “No, is that a problem?”

  “No, I’m just surprised.”

  “I think you would find a lot of things surprising about me,” he said. I twisted my face and glared at him.

  “So, where are you going later?” Not that it was any of my business, but he made a point to let me know he needed to be somewhere.