“That was—it shouldna—” Duncan groaned inwardly. When had he ever been so bloody tongue-tied before? “I’m sorry, lass. I dinna ken why I did that, but it willna happen again, I promise you.”
Chapter Twenty-six
It was quite a while before Sabrina came out of the daze Duncan’s kiss had left her in. She was shivering, had been for some time, but was only now aware of it. She didn’t go back inside, though, to get warm. She walked around to the stable to see if she could find the coachman who had brought them.
He was there, fortunately, and agreed to take her home so she could change her clothes. Her aunts wouldn’t have to know that she had gotten soaked, so she wouldn’t have to explain why. She was in no condition to explain anything when she couldn’t fathom what had happened herself.
Duncan had kissed her, thrilled her to her depths, then swore it would never happen again. What was she to make of that? That it was an accident, a spur-of-the-moment thing that shouldn’t have happened and likely wouldn’t have if they had been anywhere other than standing in the middle of a violent storm? Storms soothed her, but they apparently excited him, Mother Nature in her finest fury. Yes, there was something primitive in that, she supposed, something that might incite a man’s passions.
She wished he hadn’t done it. Knowing how wonderful and exciting it was, being kissed by him, wasn’t going to help her peace of mind any. Not that it mattered compared to the other thing she had discovered, that she had actually fallen in love with him.
She wasn’t surprised, really. There had been vague hints that it was happening, which she had tried to ignore. But actually admitting it... She knew it was going to make her miserable, loving Duncan. How could it not when she could never hope to have him for herself, when she would have to watch him marry someone else? And not from afar. She was his neighbor! She would see him often, him and his wife, and then him and his wife and their children.
She was late for lunch, not that it mattered since it was being served over the course of many hours, like breakfast, so not everyone was trying to crowd the tables at the same time. It still wouldn’t have mattered either way, since she had no appetite now, had too much emotion churning around inside her to tolerate any food.
She joined her aunts in the drawing room. They’d already eaten and there was only a brief inquiry about her new day gown, which she covered nicely by simply saying the other had needed changing, without giving a reason. They accepted that, drawing their own conclusions as she’d figured they would, which kept her from having to lie about it. But then they had news to impart and were eager to impart it.
Alice beat Hilary in that, saying, “Ophelia has decided to stay here rather than with us, and has already sent for her things.”
Sabrina’s surprise wasn’t that Ophelia would want to stay here, now that she’d been invited, but that she could. “They actually still have room here?”
“No, none a’tall, but she has friends here that offered to make room for her in the room they’re sharing.”
Hilary got her own thoughts in on the matter by adding, “Can’t see why she’d want to be crowded in with a bunch of other gels when she could have a room to herself only ten minutes away.”
Sabrina could and offered, “Being in residence, she’s less likely to miss anything that occurs.”
She didn’t add that Ophelia would probably prefer crowds because they gave her the audience she seemed to constantly crave. That was an unkind thought best kept to herself. But staying at Summers Glade would also put a thorough end to any of the gossip about Ophelia, if any still lingered after her appearance today.
Alice pretty much confirmed that by saying, “It’s being assumed she was invited back, so no hard feelings between her family and the Thackerays, even speculation that young Duncan has changed his mind and will propose again. D’you think we ought to point out that she’s only here because you were invited, and she was our guest at the time?”
Sabrina sighed inwardly. She could frankly care less what turn the gossip took where Ophelia was concerned, but she didn’t want to be responsible for influencing whichever direction it went.
“I think if Lord Neville wants it known that she’s not here by his invitation, then he’ll let it be known. It’s not up to us to correct any false assumptions in that regard. Let everyone think what they like. You know as well as I that they will anyway.”
That was a touchy subject that Sabrina immediately regretted mentioning, so she quickly added, “I heard there is to be dancing tonight. Has that been confirmed?”
“Indeed it has,” Alice replied. “But there’s no need to rush home to break the ball gowns out of storage. It will be quite informal.”
“It has to be,” Hilary pointed out. “At gatherings this large, it’s almost impossible to set anything to a schedule, where everyone would need to prepare at the same time. Can you just imagine eight women in the same room, with eight ball gowns laid out, and eight maids trying to dress their ladies all at once? Can’t be done, not without mass confusion and tempers flaring.”
Sabrina did imagine it and smiled. “I don’t know, the flaring tempers might be amusing to witness.”
“Have you met Lord Archibald MacTavish yet, m’dear?” Alice asked next.
“No, but I’ve heard he’s here,” Sabrina replied. “Have you?”
“Not yet, though we were hoping to today.”
“She was hoping to,” Hilary corrected her sister. “She has the silly notion that the widower MacTavish could use a new wife himself.”
Sabrina raised a teasing brow. “Why, Aunt Alice, are you thinking of getting married?”
Alice blushed and humphed in her sister’s direction. “Certainly not. It merely occurred to me that with his grandson moving to England, he’ll be alone up in those Highlands of his now.”
“We don’t know what his home is like,” Hilary argued back. “It could be filled to the brim with other relatives of his, for all we know.”
“Actually, it’s rather empty, according to Duncan,” Alice said, smirking at Hilary in triumph that she had that information.
Sabrina decided to nip their bickering in the bud before it got seriously started by satisfying her own curiosity. “You spoke to Duncan?” she asked Alice.
“Yes, just after lunch, though not for long. Poor boy seemed rather upset about something. He did ask where you had got to, and I couldn’t answer him. I presume this was when you went home to change?”
“Possibly,” Sabrina replied uncomfortably, and even more uncomfortably, tried to sound nonchalant in asking, “Did he say if he was looking for me for a reason, or merely wondered where I was?”
“No, but it’s all right for you to seek him out to find out,” Alice said.
“Yes,” Hilary confirmed. “It’s quite acceptable for you to do that in a gathering like this. You are his neighbor, after all.”
Sabrina gave both of her aunts a narrow look, aware of what they were doing. “If it’s important, I’m sure he’ll find me. But in the meantime, stop imagining there is more there than there is. He sees me merely as a friend, something neighbors tend to do.”
As they watched Sabrina leave the room, Alice said, “She stressed that rather nicely, didn’t she?”
“Yes, rather overstressed it, actually. He likes her, you know.”
“I thought as much, but apparently she doesn’t,” Alice said, frowning thoughtfully.
“Can you blame her for being less than confident after the disaster London turned out to be?”
“It wasn’t a disaster, merely a—”
“Disaster.”
“I swear, Hilary, could you not disagree with me for once, when we do happen to be in agreement about Duncan MacTavish? If Sabrina thinks he only wants to be friends with her, then she’s not going to notice any hints to the contrary that will come from him. We need to convince her that she has a chance at a fine match here.”
Chapter Twenty-seven
Ophel
ia wasn’t overly embarrassed to be the only woman there that evening wearing a ball gown. She would have changed her clothes, however, if she’d noticed it in time, rather than after she was already halfway into the ballroom. She’d been too busy trying to locate Raphael Locke, though, to see what everyone else was wearing.
But she ignored it after her initial surprise and momentary discomfort. She knew how splendid she looked, after all, and that was all that mattered. She would merely shine even brighter compared to the other women there, which was fine by her and as it should be.
She didn’t see the Locke heir yet, but she did see that Mavis was still there, and was exceedingly annoyed by it. The hateful bitch should have left Summers Glade already, but apparently being labeled a lying, backstabbing traitor to her friends wasn’t enough to shame her into going. Ophelia would have to think of something else to send her running home in tears.
When she did finally spot Raphael Locke, it was to see him standing with Sabrina—again? How intolerable! What did he and Duncan find so interesting about that girl? It certainly couldn’t be her looks. Amusing, Mavis had said. What nonsense. It was more likely they were getting something from her that they shouldn’t be, yes, that must be it. And who would have thought the little country mouse would have loose morals? But why not? It wasn’t as if she had any hope of ever marrying, so she wouldn’t really care if she got a sordid reputation, now would she?
Ophelia strolled near them, hoping no gentlemen would stop her along the way. She was in luck, for once, and arrived without anyone trailing behind her. She offered Sabrina a brief smile before giving Lord Locke a demure look that she knew was exceptionally flattering, since she had practiced it enough before her mirror.
“I don’t believe I’ve had the pleasure,” Ophelia said. “Would you do the honors, Sabrina?”
“Certainly,” Sabrina said, grinning impishly. “Lady Ophelia, may I present to you Raphael Locke, scion of the Locke family, from a long line of dukes and sure to carry on that line someday— if some woman doesn’t shoot him first for his outlandish flirting.”
Lord Locke, instead of being insulted as Ophelia would have expected him to be, laughed. But what else could he do, without being rude? Yet he must be mortified over that bizarre introduction. Whatever could have prompted Sabrina to say something so ridiculous?
“I don’t believe a word of it,” Ophelia offered, gaining his attention again.
“Oh, it’s quite true, the ‘flirting’ part, at least. I object to the ‘outlandish’ part, though, ‘deed I do. My flirting is quite refined, I’ll have you know.”
He was being kind. How nice of him. He should have put Sabrina in her place instead, as Ophelia would have. She turned to do just that, but Sabrina chose to leave at that moment, and since that was what Ophelia had been hoping she would do, she held her tongue.
“If you’ll excuse me,” Sabrina said. “I believe my aunts are in need of rescuing.”
Raphael, who’d met her aunts earlier, saw them across the room and protested, “From whom? They are standing there alone together.”
Sabrina chuckled. “Exactly. If you knew them better, you’d know that they frequently need rescuing—from each other. Even in a gathering like this where they should just be enjoying themselves, not five minutes can pass that they won’t start arguing about something. Doesn’t matter what. Pick any subject, and they’ll disagree over it.”
“Well, if you must play the angel of arbitration, then you must,” he said with an exaggerated forlorn sigh. “But do keep in mind that I haven’t forgotten how skillfully you evaded my request to dance. You can be sure that I’ll mention it again later.”
Sabrina still left them, though she did so now with a blush on her cheeks. Ophelia snorted to herself, would have done so aloud if it weren’t such an indelicate sound. They wouldn’t be dancing together later if she had anything to do about it, she promised herself.
But she was alone now with Raphael Locke, and far enough from any of the other guests that they wouldn’t be overheard. And he was finally behaving as he should, his blue eyes now taking in every inch of her in a slow, thorough examination. She wasn’t the least bit embarrassed by it, was quite used to being stared at, even methodically as he was doing, had in fact expected it much sooner.
“You really are exquisitely beautiful,” Raphael told her at last, not in awe, though, more in belated surprise. “But then you probably hear that so often that it has little or no meaning to you.”
That was true, but hardly circumspect to say so, so she demurred, “On the contrary, a lady can never hear such compliments too often, particularly from such a handsome gentleman as yourself.”
For some reason, her own compliment made him tense and his look turn wary. She found out why when he said baldly, “Don’t look here for another conquest, m’dear. The men in my family do the pursuing, they do not tolerate being pursued by marriage-minded females.”
She could have taken offense easily enough, but that wouldn’t suit her purpose. “Why, Lord Locke, whatever can you mean? Surely you aren’t implying that you think I want to marry you, just because I find you handsome? I find many men handsome, and if they compliment me, I might return the compliment as I just did with you. Perfectly innocent, I assure you, with no hidden motives.”
“Excellent,” he replied jauntily. “Glad to hear it, ‘deed I am.”
He should have been embarrassed now over his mistake, but he wasn’t. Instead, he was smiling in a way that implied he was skeptical. Well, no matter. She would marry him. She made the decision right then and there. He was young and very handsome, and the dukedom and wealth that he would inherit would suit her well enough. But she wouldn’t tolerate his association with Sabrina any longer, sordid or otherwise, and would nip that in the bud right now.
“You shouldn’t be so obvious, you know,” she said to him in a conspiratorial whisper.
“Obvious? Pray tell about what?”
“That you’ve been bedding Sabrina. Or don’t you care that her reputation is in danger?”
His reaction wasn’t what she anticipated at all. Any other man would have immediately assured her that there was nothing between him and Sabrina. Whether there was or wasn’t, that would have been the gentlemanly response. And then henceforth, he’d make sure to avoid Sabrina if only to support his claim. Either way, he wouldn’t be hovering over the girl again.
Instead, Raphael Locke took a step back from Ophelia, gave her an incredulous look as color slowly climbed his cheeks, and in what was apparent anger, actually started to walk away from her without any response at all. He changed his mind, though, swung about, and the anger was most definitely there—and turned on her.
“Good God, what an appalling rumormonger you are,” he said in an amazed tone. “I had heard that it was so, but hadn’t believed that any female could be quite as spiteful as you, but apparently it’s true. But I warn you, Lady Ophelia, if you attempt to spread that particular rumor about Sabrina, which isn’t the least bit true, I will ruin you myself. Do you understand? I will see to it that you are never accepted again in polite society. Your superficial beauty will not save you, m’dear, I promise you it won’t.”
Now he did walk away, back stiff, fury contained—he hadn’t once raised his voice—and left her in shock. The very idea that he would talk to her like that, her, and threaten her, just to protect a nobody like Sabrina, she simply couldn’t comprehend it. Well, she wouldn’t have him now. The stupid man had quite ruined his chances.
And that left Duncan MacTavish.
Ophelia sighed inwardly. She didn’t really want to marry him, but he wasn’t as bad as she had feared. He was different, with his brogue, his red hair, his unpredictability, but he was handsome enough, and every other woman there seemed to find him a fine catch, which made all the difference as far as she was concerned.
But dealing with that Scot again and his denseness—he hadn’t even grasped that she was apologizing to him yesterday—as
well as his offended pride, was going to be a lesson in patience for her. Yet he did want her back. That was obvious, at least to her, or she wouldn’t be here now. He was just pretending otherwise, nursing his grudge, she supposed, and probably quite at wits’ end, trying to figure out how to get her back without it appearing that he was willing to forgive her.
She could help in that regard by pretending that the incident was forgotten as far as she was concerned. It might be more amusing to let him flounder about, no more than he deserved for not immediately forgiving her, but there were all these other young hopefuls in attendance who needed to realize that they didn’t stand a chance with him, now that she was here. She didn’t want to see any more simpering looks and eyes batting his way than she already had.
As for Sabrina garnering Duncan’s attention as she’d apparently done last night, he was obviously just trying to make Ophelia jealous, since he knew she’d hear about it, which she did. As if Sabrina could. So absurd. But at least Ophelia had figured out what he was up to now, and she knew just how to counter such nonsense.
Chapter Twenty-eight
Now that the guests at Summers Glade had been in residence for several days, and Duncan had been introduced, and in some cases reintroduced, to all of them, they were no longer wary of him as being the “outsider” in their midst. The simple passing of a few days acquaintance had elevated him into being “one of them.”
This began a phenomenon that he discovered late that day. It was now increasingly difficult for him to pass from room to room, or even just across the hall, without being stopped by guests who wanted to chat with him. He found he much preferred it when he’d been the “stranger” and most of them were leery of approaching him.