Winnie couldn’t tell what the ceremony had been about, and she didn’t really care, because after that, her dream followed the prince up a seemingly-endless spiral of stairs and out onto the roof of the castle. He walked to the edge and stared out at the night.
He seemed so… lost.
Something in him called to her, and she felt herself reaching out into the dream. She was no longer fully dreaming, but not fully awake either. In this nebulous state she could alter the dream.
She felt herself in the dream.
That never happened before. For several long seconds she just stood there, knowing she was no longer just an observer but not wanting to prove the feeling wrong. As if he sensed her presence, the prince turned.
When his golden eyes looked directly at her, it sent a jolt of electricity through her body. He could see her. He could see her.
The realm around her—the stone beneath her feet, the starry sky above—faded from her mental image as the high prince walked over to her and lifted a hand to her cheek.
“How are you here?” he asked.
She shook her head. She didn’t know and, honestly, didn’t care.
“What is your name?”
“Winnie.” How was this even possible? “Winnie Price.”
“I am Cathair—“
“O Cuana,” she finished. “I know.”
He frowned, looked like he wanted to ask another question.
Instead, his graze lowered. He traced his fingertips over her lips. When he moved closer, she stopped breathing. She leaned forward, her mouth parted slightly, and—
In an instant, she was awake, wide-eyed and staring at the ceiling again while her pulse throbbed in her ears. It had felt so close, so real. What if it wasn’t a dream at all?
But that had to be crazy. Right? Spending so much time in her fantasy world must have finally gotten to her. She'd spent years wishing she could live in that realm all the time, so maybe her mind decided to take pity on her and hallucinate it into reality. Why else would she even think it might be possible that her dreams were real? Why else would she even consider believing that an owl turned into a boy?
Except that it felt real. She swore she could still feel the heat of his breath on her lips. Did that make her more insane or less?
The prince, though. The prince in her window. She couldn’t have imagined that, couldn’t have made up what it felt like to grab his arms, to touch his chest, to kiss his lips. It just wasn’t possible. Her one awkward kiss—delivered, like a cliché, at her first homecoming dance on an even more awkward first date—could not have prepared her for what it felt like to kiss the prince. It felt like… magic.
She turned to check the clock on her nightstand. Still more than an hour from sunrise. Though her body probably needed more sleep, she wasn’t the least bit drowsy. She couldn’t drag herself out of bed, either. Her limbs protested even the slightest movement. So she lay there, awake and confused.
And ashamed.
She was a fraud. As an aspiring writer, she had always felt like one. She dreamed her novels. She heard tales of professional, published authors dreaming their stories, but she doubted any of them dreamed the tales as literally as Winnie did. She didn’t have to do any brainstorming or research or plotting. It was too easy. While other writers slaved over outlines and index cards, coming up with turning points and plot twists, she simply napped and came up with the next scene in her story.
It was bad enough when she’d believed the dreams to be a product of her imagination. At least she had thought they were hers.
But now she knew otherwise.
“They aren’t made up at all,” she whispered to the room.
The noise woke Nessa from her position at Winnie’s feet. The gray puff stood, stretched one way and another, and then made her way up the bed. She climbed onto Winnie’s chest and stared into her eyes, nose-to-nose.
Clearly, she was ready to face the day.
With a sigh, Winnie lifted the cat off her chest and sat up.
“Don’t worry, Nessa,” she said, climbing out of the bed with the cat cradled in her arms. “I won’t let you starve just because I’m having a personal crisis.”
Nessa meowed, probably in approval. She didn’t care much for starving.
On autopilot, Winnie tiptoed to the kitchen to fill the kitty bowl and then put on her morning tea—even though it was barely morning. Aunt Maureen had come in late from catering the wedding, and Winnie didn’t want to wake her up. As she listened for the whistle of steam, she thought about the dreams.
The first ones came after her Gran’s death. She’d been twelve. The summer after sixth grade. Her entire life until that point, she’d never had a dream. Everyone said she just couldn’t remember them. They told her to keep a notebook by the bed to write them down as soon as she woke up.
Until the night of Gran’s funeral, it had never worked.
That night, she’d had terrifying dream. A man—a fae, she later realized—with a single white streak in his inky black hair, had been imprisoned. Chained to the wall in a dark, dank cell. Then a pair of guards had come for him. Even though she couldn’t hear his screams, she felt his terror.
She’d woken up in a cold sweat, afraid and confused.
At the time, she attributed it to the trauma of her Gran’s death. Grief did strange things to the brain. But then she dreamed again the next night. And the night after that, and all the nights since. Even as her grief waned, the dreams continued.
The kettle whistled. Winnie pulled herself out of memory and poured steaming water into her mug. Not even the aroma of steeping tea could clear her confused thoughts this morning. But with Nessa happily crunching on kibble and Maureen snoring softly in her bedroom, Winnie did what she always did on quiet mornings. She went upstairs and wrote.
Chapter 6
Cathair roughed a towel over his wet hair, as if scrubbing hard enough would wipe his mind clean. He had hoped the hot bath would ease the tension in his neck and shoulders. Instead, it only gave his thoughts leave to wander.
Wandering thoughts led to the sweet lips of the girl in the window.
With a growl, he turned away from the tub and threw the damp towel at the wall. It hit the corner of an ancient portrait, sending the framed image of Dun Carrick swinging on its hanger.
“You seem frustrated, my prince,” Tearloch taunted from the doorway. “Perhaps a meeting with your new bride would ease your concerns.”
“She is not my bride,” Cathair shot back. “She is my betrothed.”
“Same difference.” Tearloch shrugged as he entered the chamber.
Cathair crossed his arms over his chest, clenching his hands into rock hard fists to keep from arguing the point with his friend. Tearloch was too perceptive by half. Even the slightest hint of a problem would ignite a full scale investigation.
“You are correct,” Cathair forced himself to agree. “I am as good as married.”
The dull ache at the base of his neck intensified.
On the next new moon, he would be wedded to the Deachair princess. Arianne was a beautiful fae—lush dark hair, warm brown eyes, full lips and smooth tawny skin. Many, including Tearloch, would envy Cathair with her as his bride. He could do far worse.
But he could not manage to work up any enthusiasm.
Tearloch crossed to the fireplace, left dark on this warm evening, and lifted one of the O Cuanan ancestral swords from the display mount above the mantel. He slid his palm around the hilt and tested the weight of the blade.
“You seem less than thrilled with the betrothal.”
Without warning, he turned and threw the sword at Cathair.
Cathair spun and caught the weapon by the hilt before it could fly past him and crash through the window beyond. In a flash, Tearloch stood before him with the matching blade, facing off in ready stance.
“I am honored,” Cathair said as he swung the sword to block Tearloch’s predictable attack, “to secure my clan’s safety wi
th such a simple act.”
Tearloch tilted his head and gave Cathair a skeptical look.
Cathair took advantage of his opponent’s distraction to advance, aiming the point of his sword into the hilt of the other. One flick of his wrist and he could disarm Tearloch.
But the distraction had been a ploy and before Cathair could interlock the blades, Tearloch was vaulting over him, wrapping an arm around his neck, and forcing him to submit. Cathair thought about continuing the fight, but his heart was not in the exercise.
Instead, he handed his weapon back to his friend.
Tearloch shook his head. “I would not win so easily if you used your magic.”
“Magic is scarce enough among our people,” Cathair returned. “I will not waste mine on frivolous sparring.”
Nor would he waste what free time he had left.
Tearloch set the swords back on their mounts. “Surely it couldn’t hurt to—“
“I have an appointment,” Cathair interrupted. “See yourself out?”
A decision made, he headed for the door, not looking back to see the expression on his friend’s face.
With the betrothal papers signed, he should now belong to Princess Arianne. He soon would. He planned to indulge in this one last selfish act before he did his duty. He would save his clan. But first, he would say goodbye.
Leaving the castle far behind, he headed for the edge of the veil and the forest beyond.
Though slower than in owl form, with his powers returned Cathair made fast time through the woods and into the city beyond. He ran so fast he barely felt the forest floor beneath his feet. In no time he stood on the corner, on the sidewalk facing her house. Her home.
Before last night he had never been here in his natural form, and even then he had barely noticed his surrounds on his dash for the sanctuary. It felt strange to see things from eye level and without the sharp eyesight of his predatory ainmhi. Everything looked... softer. If possible, he felt like he belonged even more.
He stood there, barefoot on the smooth concrete—a cold and hard surface that should have sucked the magic from his body—feeling more alive than ever. Though he was invisible in fae form and no human eyes could see him, he still felt self-conscious about his staring.
So he moved around the house, leaping nimbly over the tall fence in the back yard and landing with a soft bounce on the grass beyond. Such a different landing than his unmagical leap of the night before. He smiled, remembering the look in her eyes, her complete and utter shock to find a boy in her bedroom window.
How he wished he could share a laugh with her over the ridiculous situation. A fae prince turned owl, embarrassed to change right before her eyes.
But he knew that laugh would never come.
Wedded, to the Deachair princess.
The alliance was important to his clan. Critical even. To secure their futures with something so simple as a marriage. How could he deny them?
A movement caught his eye, a rustle of fabric in the upstairs window. She was there.
He wanted to refuse his duty, to tell his mother and her political marriage to go to the Everdark. But that was a stupid thought. No kind of relationship between them was possible, other than the nights he spent as an owl, staring at her like some lovelorn fool. In his fae form, he was invisible to all humans but seers. She couldn’t even see him. He could no more be with the girl in the window than he could refuse the marriage. He did not belong in her world, and she could not live in his. Theirs was an ill-fated love.
“Love,” he laughed, cursing himself twice the fool.
How could this be love? He did not even know her name. She did not even know he existed. Well, after last night, she knew. But she did not know.
He had to walk away, to leave her yard and never return. He had a future wife waiting for him in the veil, a clan to rule and a realm to protect. Such childish infatuations would lead to nothing but trouble.
He had come to see her, to be near her one last time. But it would be the last. It had to be.
And so, with a heavy but determined heart, he turned to leave.
“Hello,” she said.
“I—” Cathair stumbled for words. She stood there, before him, her hickory-brown hair falling in gentle waves over her shoulders. The thin cotton of her top fluttering in the summer air. He could barely draw breath.
“I knew you would come back,” she said. “After last night, I knew.”
Cathair could only shake his head. This made no sense.
She shouldn’t be able to see him. And yet, she did.
Chapter 7
Winnie stared at the boy. His presence as real as the flesh and blood boy who had fallen from her window yesterday who stood before her now.
She didn’t know why she had gone to the window, peeked out as if she needed to stay hidden. But something had called her. The moment she looked down in the yard she knew why. Him. He had called her. His presence.
The dark prince had come back for her.
She rushed downstairs, hurried outside before he could disappear. Before he vanished again into her imagination. He was just turning to leave when she reached him.
He blinked, those bright amber eyes she knew so well, and started to back away.
“Don’t go,” she said, instinctively reaching out.
Her hand wrapped around his wrist, and she felt sparks. Actual, literal, finger-in-a-light-socket sparks. That hadn’t happened last night.
“What—” She released him.
“Who are you?” He stared at the spot where their skin had touched. Had he felt them too? He blinked once more, shook his head, and his shock seemed to clear. “What are you?”
“I’m Winnie,” she told him. “Winnie Price. And I’m … just a girl.”
Wasn’t she?
“Winnie.” He seemed to savor her name.
She’d never liked it much—of course it was better than Winifred, but just barely. When he said it, though, she liked it fine.
“You are no mere girl,” he continued. “Are you a seer?”
Winnie shook her head. “Not that I know of.”
A seer? She had never seen one in her dreams, but she had heard the fae talk about them. They were humans, gifted with the ability to see through the fae magic, to see the fae themselves when they wanted to be unseen.
Could she be one? Could that explain her dreams?
She was seeing Cathair now.
“I guess I must be,” she finally said.
He stared at her, studied her. His golden gaze searing into her as if he was trying to read her mind.
“You have not asked my name,” he said. “You have not asked who—or what—I am.”
“I—“ Winnie opened her mouth, then closed it again.
Did she dare reveal how much she already knew? Could that be dangerous?
As far as she could tell, seers were highly valued, charged with protecting the fae realm from other humans. But what if she was wrong? What if he saw her as… a risk?
Before she could decide whether to answer, he stepped closer. Closed the distance between them until only inches separated their bodies. She could feel his heat, could feel the rustle of his breath. She had to fight the urge to lean into him.
“You already know?” he asked. “Don’t you?”
Winnie closed her eyes, weighed her options, and then answered, “Yes.”
“Who am I?”
“Cathair O Cuana,” she whispered.
“What am I?”
She opened her eyes. “Fae.”
His amber eyes widened.
“How do you know this?” he demanded.
She had never, in all her seventeen years, told another soul about her dreams. Never let anyone else into the truth about her secret world. But Cathair was already there. He lived in that world.
“Because I—” She took a deep breath. She knew it was a risk, letting him in on her secret, but maybe it was only fair since she already knew so many of his. She
blurted, “I dreamed it.”
He jerked back, eyes wide. “An aislingeach.” He shook his head slowly, like it didn’t quite make sense. “A dreamer.”
Aislingeach. Winnie let the word play through her thoughts. In all the time she had spent dreaming—and then reliving—the fae realm, she had never heard this term.
“There are tales,” Cathair said. “But never have I heard of one who was both dreamer and seer.”
An uncontrolled giggle bubbled out of her. She smacked a hand over her mouth, as the nervous giggles kept coming and coming.
He frowned. “What is the matter?”
“Nothing, I just—“ Winnie giggled and shook her head.
“Are you unwell?”
That only made her want to laugh more. For a moment, just a moment, she had wanted to believe. A dreamer? A magical fae seer? The idea of being something more than just ordinary Winnie Price was way too attractive. Something more than the girl with one best friend and one awkward kiss, who sat in the back of class scribbling in her composition books. More than the girl who had lost almost everyone she cared about.
To be something more than that… was too good to be true.
“This isn’t possible,” she insisted.
He scowled. “Why not?”
“Because…” She swung her arms wide. “I’m nothing special. I’m just… me.”
“I think you know that is not true,” he said, lifting a hand to her face. “You feel it.”
When his fingertips brushed her cheek, she felt those sparks again. All over her body.
“This isn’t real,” she whispered.
“It is.” He trailed the sparks across her jaw. “I know it is.”
“How?”
His lips spread into a small smile. “Because no one else can see me.”
Winnie blushed. Not that anyone else was in her backyard, but the thought that she stood there, talking to someone only she could see? It was a little ridiculous. And a little unsettling. She must be crazy.
“That doesn’t prove anything. I could be talking to myself.”
Now it was his turn to laugh. “Very well. You require proof?”
She nodded.