available. I earn my living as a messenger, although I still like to be with the strolling players, listening to their stories and sitting by the fire with them. But it’s words that nourish me now, even though I can’t read. Threatening letters, begging letters, love letters, sales contracts, wills – I deliver anything that can be written on a piece of parchment or paper. And I can be relied upon to carry a spoken message too, when it’s been whispered into my ear in confidence. I make quite a good living, although I’m not the fastest messenger money can hire. But everyone who gives me a letter to deliver knows that it really will reach the person it’s meant for. And a guarantee of that is hard to find.’
Dustfinger believed him. For a few gold pieces you can read the Prince’s own letters, that was what they used to say even in his own time. You just had to know someone who was good at forging broken seals. ‘How about our other friends?’ Dustfinger looked at the pipers by the window. ‘What are they doing?’
Cloud-Dancer took a sip of wine and pulled a face. ‘Ugh! I should have asked for honey in this. The others, well,’ he rubbed his stiff leg, ‘some are dead, some have just disappeared like you. Look over there, behind the farmer staring so gloomily into his tankard,’ he said, jerking his head at the counter. ‘There’s our old friend Sootbird, with a laugh fixed on his face like a tattoo, the worst fire-eater for miles around, although he still tries to copy you and wonders why fire would rather dance for you than him.’
‘He’ll never find out.’ Dustfinger glanced surreptitiously at the other fire-eater. As far as he remembered, Sootbird could juggle burning torches well enough, but fire didn’t dance for him. He was like a hopeless lover rejected again and again by the girl of his choice. Long ago, feeling sorry for the man’s futile efforts, Dustfinger had given him some fire-elves’ honey, but even with its aid Sootbird hadn’t understood what the flames were telling him.
‘I’ve heard that he works with powders bought from alchemists now,’ Cloud-Dancer whispered across the table, ‘and that’s an expensive pastime, if you ask me. The fire bites him so often that his hands and arms are quite red from it. But he doesn’t let it get at his face. Before he performs he smears it with grease until it shines like bacon fat.’
‘Does he still drink after every show?’
‘After the show, before the show, but he’s still a good-looking fellow, don’t you think?’
Yes, so he was, with his friendly, ever-smiling face. Sootbird was one of those entertainers who lived on the glances of others, on laughter and applause, on knowing that people will stop to look at them. Even now he was entertaining the others who were leaning against the counter with him. Dustfinger turned his back; he didn’t want to see the old mixture of admiration and envy in the other man’s eyes. Sootbird was not one of those he had missed.
‘You mustn’t think times are any easier now for the Motley Folk,’ said Cloud-Dancer across the table, low-voiced. ‘Since Cosimo’s death the Laughing Prince doesn’t let the likes of us into the markets except on feast days, and as for going up to the castle itself, that’s only when his grandson demands entertainers loudly enough. Not a very nice little boy – he’s already ordering his servants about and threatening them with whipping and the pillory. Still, he loves the Motley Folk.’
‘Cosimo the Fair is dead?’ Dustfinger nearly choked on the sour wine.
‘Yes.’ Cloud-Dancer leaned over the table, as if it wasn’t right to speak of death and misfortune in too loud a voice. ‘He rode away scarcely a year ago, beautiful as an angel, to prove his princely courage and finish off the fire-raisers who were haunting the forest then. You may remember their leader, Capricorn?’
Dustfinger had to smile. ‘Oh yes. I remember him,’ he said quietly.
‘He disappeared about the same time you did, but his gang carried on the same as ever. Firefox became their new leader. There wasn’t a village nor a farm this side of the forest that was safe from them. So Cosimo rode away to put an end to their evil deeds. He smoked out the whole band, but he didn’t come home himself. Since then, his father, who used to like eating so much that his breakfast alone could have fed three whole villages, has become known as the Prince of Sighs too. For the Laughing Prince does nothing but sigh these days.’
Dustfinger held his fingers in the dust-motes dancing above him in the sun. ‘The Prince of Sighs!’ he murmured. ‘Well, well. And what about His Noble Highness on the other side of the forest?’
‘The Adderhead?’ Cloud-Dancer looked round uneasily. ‘Hm, well, I’m afraid he’s not dead yet. Still thinks himself lord of the whole world. When his game wardens find a peasant in the forest with a rabbit he has the man blinded, he enslaves folk who don’t pay their taxes and makes them dig the ground for silver until they’re coughing up blood. The gallows outside his castle are always in use, and he likes to see a pair of motley trousers dangling there best of all. Still, few speak ill of him, because he has more spies than this inn has bedbugs, and he pays them well. But you can’t bribe Death,’ added Cloud-Dancer softly, ‘and the Adderhead is growing old. It’s said that he’s afraid of the White Women these days, and terrified of dying, so terrified that he falls to his knees by night and howls like a beaten dog. And they say his cooks have to make him calves’ blood pudding every morning, because that’s supposed to keep a man young, and he keeps a hanged man’s finger-bone under his pillow to protect him from the White Women. He’s married four times in the last seven years. His wives get younger and younger, but still none of them has given him what he wants most dearly.’
‘So the Adderhead has no son yet?’
Cloud-Dancer shook his head. ‘No, but all the same his grandson will rule us some day, because the old fox married one of his daughters off to Cosimo the Fair – Violante, known to everyone as Her Ugliness – and she had a son by Cosimo before he went away to die. They say her father made her acceptable to the Laughing Prince by giving her a valuable manuscript to take for her dowry – and the best illuminator at his court into the bargain. Yes, the Laughing Prince was once as keen on written papers as on good food, but now his precious books are mouldering away! Nothing interests him any more, least of all his subjects. There are rumours that it’s all gone exactly as the Adderhead planned, and that he himself made sure his son-in-law would never return from Capricorn’s fortress, so that his grandson could succeed to the throne.’
‘The rumours are probably true.’ Dustfinger looked at the crowd in the stuffy room. Strolling pedlars, physicians, journeymen craftsmen, players with darned sleeves. One man had an unhappy-looking brownie sitting on the floor beside him. Many looked as if they didn’t know how they were going to pay for the wine they were drinking. There were few happy faces to be seen here, few faces free of care, sickness and resentment. Well, what had he expected? Had he hoped that misfortune would have stolen away while he was gone? No. He had wanted to come back – that was all he’d hoped for in ten long years – not back to paradise, he’d just wanted to come home. Doesn’t a fish want to be back in the water, even if there’s a perch lying in wait for it?
A drunk staggered against the table and almost spilled the wine. Dustfinger reached for the jug. ‘And what about Capricorn’s men? Firefox and the rest? Are they all dead?’
‘In your dreams!’ Cloud-Dancer laughed bitterly. ‘All the fire-raisers who escaped Cosimo’s attack were welcomed to the Castle of Night with open arms. The Adderhead made Firefox his herald, and these days the Piper, Capricorn’s old minstrel, sings his dark songs in the Castle of Silver Towers. He wears silk and velvet, and his pockets are full of gold.’
‘The Piper’s still around?’ Dustfinger passed his hand over his face. ‘Heavens, have you no good news at all to tell me? Something to make me glad to be home again?’
Cloud-Dancer laughed, so loudly that Sootbird turned and glanced at him. ‘The best news is that you’re back!’ he said. ‘We’ve missed you, Master of the Fire! They say the fairies sigh as they dance by night, since you le
ft us so faithlessly, and the Black Prince tells his bear stories about you before falling asleep.’
‘So the Prince is still around too? Good.’ Relieved, Dustfinger took a sip of the wine, although it really did taste vile. He hadn’t dared to ask about the Prince, for fear he might hear something like Cosimo’s sad story.
‘Oh, he’s doing fine!’ Cloud-Dancer raised his voice as two pedlars at the next table began to quarrel. ‘Still the same – black as pitch, quick with his tongue and even quicker with his knife, never seen without his bear.’
Dustfinger smiled. Yes, this was good news indeed. The Black Prince: bear-tamer, knife-thrower, probably still fretting angrily at the way of the world. Dustfinger had known him since they were both homeless, orphaned children. At the age of eleven they’d stood side by side in the pillory over on the far side of the forest, where they were born, and they’d still smelled of rotten vegetables two days later. They had both been born in Argenta, the Silver Land, the realm of the Adderhead.
Cloud-Dancer looked at his face. ‘Well?’ he asked. ‘When are you finally going to ask the question you’ve been wanting to ask since I clapped you on the shoulder? Go on! Before I’m too drunk to answer you.’
Dustfinger had to smile; he couldn’t help it. Cloud-Dancer had always known how to see into other people’s hearts, though you might not have thought so from his face. ‘Very well. What shall I … how is she?’
‘At last!’ Cloud-Dancer smiled with such self-satisfaction that two gaps in his teeth showed. ‘Well, first, she’s still very beautiful. Lives in a house now, doesn’t sing and dance any more, doesn’t wear brightly coloured skirts, pins up her hair like a farmer’s wife. She tends a plot of land up on the hill behind the castle, growing herbs for the physicians. Even Nettle buys from her. She lives on that, sometimes well, sometimes not so well, bringing up her children.’
Dustfinger tried to look indifferent, but Cloud-Dancer’s smile told him that he wasn’t succeeding. ‘What about that spice merchant who was always after her?’
‘What about him? He left years ago, he’s probably living in some big house by the sea, growing richer with every sack of pepper his ships bring in.’
‘Then she didn’t marry him?’
‘No. She chose another man.’
‘Another man?’ Once again Dustfinger tried to sound indifferent, and once again he failed.
Cloud-Dancer enjoyed keeping him in suspense for a while, and then went on. ‘Yes, another man. He soon died, poor fellow, but she has a child by him, a boy.’
Dustfinger said nothing, listening to his own thudding heart. His stupid heart. ‘What about the girls?’
‘Oh, the girls. Yes, them – I wonder who their father can have been?’ Cloud-Dancer was smiling again, like a little boy who has pulled off a mischievous trick. ‘Brianna’s as lovely as her mother already. Although she’s inherited your red hair.’
‘And Rosanna, the younger?’ Her hair was dark, like her mother’s.
The smile on Cloud-Dancer’s face disappeared as if Dustfinger had wiped it away. ‘The child has been dead a long time,’ he said softly. ‘There was a fever, two winters after you went away. Many died of it. Even Nettle couldn’t help them.’
Dustfinger drew bright, damp lines on the table with his forefinger, which was sticky from the wine. Dead. Much might be lost in the space of ten years. For a moment he tried desperately to remember her face, such a little face, but it blurred, as if he had spent too long over the attempt to forget it.
Amidst all the noise, Cloud-Dancer sat with him in silence for a long time. Then at last he rose, ponderously; it wasn’t easy to get up from the low bench with his stiff leg. ‘I must be off, my friend,’ he said. ‘I still have three letters to deliver, two of them up there in Ombra. I want to be at the city gate before dark, or the guards will have their little joke again and refuse to let me in.’
Dustfinger was still drawing lines on the dark wood of the table. Two winters after you went away – the words stung like nettles in his head. ‘Where are the others camping at the moment?’
‘Just outside the city wall of Ombra. Our prince’s beloved grandson celebrates his birthday soon. Every entertainer and minstrel is welcome at the castle on that day.’
Dustfinger nodded without raising his head. ‘I’ll see. Maybe I’ll go along too.’ He abruptly rose from the hard bench. The girl by the hearth looked at them. His younger daughter would have been about her age now if the fever hadn’t carried her off.
Together with Cloud-Dancer, he made his way past the crowded benches and chairs to the door. It was still fine outside, a sunny autumn day, clad in bright foliage like a strolling player.
‘Come to Ombra with me!’ Cloud-Dancer laid a hand on his shoulder. ‘My horse will carry two, and we can always find a place to sleep there.’
But Dustfinger shook his head.
‘Later,’ he said, looking down the muddy road. ‘It’s time I paid a visit.’
7
Meggie’s Decision
The idea hovered and shivered delicately, like a soap bubble, and she dared not even look at it directly in case it burst. But she was familiar with the way of ideas, and she let it shimmer, looking away, thinking about something else.
Philip Pullman,
Northern Lights
Mo came home just as they were all sitting down to breakfast, and Resa kissed him as if he’d been away for weeks. Meggie hugged him harder than usual too, relieved that he had come back safe and sound, but she avoided looking him straight in the eye. Mo knew her too well. He would have spotted her guilty conscience at once. And Meggie’s conscience was very guilty.
The reason was the sheet of paper hidden among her school books up in her room, closely written in her own hand, although the words were by someone else. Meggie had spent hours copying out what Orpheus had written. Every time she got something wrong she had begun again from the beginning, for fear that a single mistake could spoil everything. She had added just three words – where the passage mentioned a boy, in the sentences left unread by Orpheus, Meggie had added ‘and the girl’. Three nondescript, perfectly ordinary words, so ordinary that it was overwhelmingly likely that they occurred somewhere in the pages of Inkheart. She couldn’t check, however, because the only copy of the book she would have needed to do that was now in Basta’s hands. Basta … the mere sound of his name reminded Meggie of black days and black nights. Black with fear.
Mo had brought her a present to make peace between them, as he always did when they had quarrelled: a small notebook bound by himself, just the right size for her jacket pocket, with a marbled paper cover. Mo knew how much Meggie liked marbled patterns; she had been only nine when he had taught her how to colour them for herself. Guilt went to her heart when he put the notebook down by her plate, and for a moment she wanted to tell him everything, just as she had always done. But a glance from Farid prevented her. That glance said, ‘No, Meggie, he won’t let you go there – ever.’ So she kept quiet, kissed Mo, whispered, ‘Thank you,’ and said no more, quickly bending her head, her tongue heavy with the words she hadn’t spoken.
Luckily no one noticed her sad expression. The others were still anxious about Farid’s news of Basta. Elinor had gone to the police, on Mo’s advice, but her visit to them had done nothing to improve her mood.
‘Just as I told you,’ she said crossly, working away at the cheese with her knife as if it were the cause of all this trouble. ‘Those fools didn’t believe a word I said. A couple of sheep in uniform would have listened better. You know I don’t like dogs, but maybe I ought to get some after all … a couple of huge black brutes to tear Basta apart the moment he comes through my garden gate. A Dobsterman dog, yes. A Dobsterman or two. Isn’t a Dobsterman the dog that eats people?’
‘You mean a Dobermann.’ Mo winked across the table at Meggie.
It broke her heart. There he was winking at her, his deceitful daughter who was planning to go right away, to a place where h
e probably couldn’t follow her. Perhaps her mother would understand, but Mo? No, not Mo. Never.
Meggie bit her lip so hard that it hurt, while Elinor, still in a state of agitation, went on. ‘And I could hire a bodyguard. You can do that, can’t you? One with a pistol – no, not just a pistol, armed to the teeth: knives, guns, everything, and so big that Basta’s black heart would stop at the mere sight of him! How does that sound?’
Meggie saw Mo suppress a smile with difficulty. ‘How does it sound? As if you’d been reading too many thrillers, Elinor.’
‘Well, I have read a lot of thrillers,’ she said, injured. ‘They’re very informative if you don’t usually mix much with criminals. What’s more, I can’t forget seeing Basta’s knife at your throat.’
‘Nor can I, believe me.’ Meggie saw his hand go to his throat as if, just for a moment, he felt the sharp blade against his skin again. ‘All the same, I think you’re worrying unnecessarily. I had plenty of time to think it all over on the drive back, and I don’t believe Basta will come all the way here just to get revenge. Revenge for what? For being saved from Capricorn’s Shadow – and by us? No. He’ll have had this Orpheus read him back by now. Back into the book. Basta never liked our world half as much as Capricorn did. Some things about it made him very nervous.’
He spread jam on top of his bread and cheese. Elinor watched this, as usual, with horror, and Mo, also as usual, ignored her disapproving glance.
‘So what about those threats he shouted after the boy?’
‘Well, he was angry that he’d got away, wasn’t he? I don’t have to tell you the kind of thing Basta says when he’s angry. I’m only surprised he was actually clever enough to find out that Dustfinger had the book. And I’d like to know where he found this man Orpheus too. He seems to be better than me at reading aloud.’
‘Nonsense!’ Elinor’s voice sounded cross, but relieved too. ‘The only one who may be as good at it as you are is your daughter.’
Mo smiled at Meggie and put another slice of cheese on top of the jam. ‘Thanks, very flattering. But, however that may be, our knife-happy friend Basta has gone! And I hope he’s taken the wretched book with him, and put an end to that story for ever. There’ll be no more need for Elinor to jump when she hears something rustling in the garden at night, and Darius won’t have to dream of Basta’s knife – which means that the news Farid has brought is in fact very good news! I hope you’ve all thanked him warmly!’
Farid smiled shyly as Mo raised his coffee cup to him, but Meggie saw the anxiety in his black eyes. If Mo was right, then by now Basta was in the same place as Dustfinger. And they all thought Mo was right. You could see the relief in Darius’s and Elinor’s faces, and Resa put her arms around Mo’s neck and smiled as if everything was fine again.
Elinor began asking Mo questions about the books he had so shockingly abandoned to answer Meggie’s phone call. And Darius was trying to tell Resa about the new system of classification he had thought up for Elinor’s library. But Farid looked at his empty plate. Against the background of its white china, he was probably seeing Basta’s knife at Dustfinger’s neck.
Basta. The name stuck in Meggie’s throat like a pebble. She kept thinking the same thing: if Mo was right, Basta was now where she soon hoped to be herself. In the Inkworld.
She was going to try it that very night, she would try to use her own voice and Orpheus’s words to make her way through the thicket of written letters, into the Wayless Wood. Farid had pleaded with her to wait no longer. He was beside himself with anxiety for Dustfinger, and Mo’s remarks had certainly done nothing to change that. ‘Please, Meggie!’ He had begged her again and again. ‘Please read it!’
Meggie looked across the table at Mo. He was whispering something to Resa, and she laughed. You heard her voice only when she laughed. Mo put his arm round her, and his eyes sought Meggie. When her bed was empty tomorrow morning he wouldn’t look as carefree as he did now. Would he be angry, or merely sad? Resa laughed when, for her and Elinor’s benefit, he mimicked the horror of the collector whose books he had abandoned so disgracefully when Meggie had phoned, and Meggie had to laugh too when he imitated the poor man’s voice. The collector had obviously been very fat