ignored for being use for garbage. I managed to get to the door entrance is when hands grabbed my arms yanking me away to find two of a group of three males holding my arms. The third was standing smirking and looking like he had some sneering look on his face.
I lip read him speaking in English "Well hold her since she's easy for us to do what we want."
I found the males' grips on my arms become iron clad as I struggled in their hands' grips finding myself unable to free myself. The third male reached a hand towards me only to look scared while seeing the two males had scared expressions on their faces as I sensed a vibration. I saw the males released me and all three bent down appearing to be gripping their ears and indicating on hearing some loud noise that was too loud for them. I darted away and ran inside the building taking a running jog route to the apartment and had to struggle getting the key into the lock due to freaked out by what happened. It took me a bit to unlock the door along with shutting it and locking all the locks including darting into the bedroom slamming the door and running into the bathroom to strip myself of my clothes and showering warmly as I could while soaping myself out of feeling scared. That showering was the only way I could get myself to relax from that feeling despite not having John in the apartment with me. I showered lengthy even sitting down on the floor of the tub till hands masculine was felt onto my shoulder pulling me out of the shower with the water stopping. I sensed the hands belonged to John himself from feelings of his presence hitting me whenever he was near me. I unsure of how he got inside the apartment and into the bedroom despite doors locked. I didn't protest as John got me into bed after drying me fully with a towel then stripped himself of his clothes and got onto the bed throwing the blankets up to my chest and then pulled me in a hug arms wrapped around me. I fine feeling his skin touching my skin and feeling my shaky feelings of fear stopping which I wound up falling asleep held by him.
Love,
Me
Dear Elizabeth,
I slept on and off in bed during the time John was in the apartment and out me too scared to bother to travel outside any more for lengthy periods of time. I only went out to grocery shop for nourishments during an early dark evening hour. That including avoiding that bar and avoiding any bars in question despite males hanging around them giving females traveling by them looks of inappropriate facial appearances aimed at them. I wound up making sure I dressed in clothes that didn't indicate of mating towards males while out traveling during the evening hours for nourishments. I kept staying in the apartment and barely went out very much mostly reading the books over and over till the point I got bored with them. I even started to clean the apartment with whatever I could lay my hands on just to clean it up. I also started this habit of rearranging things according to whatever pattern it indicated. Such as the books by arranging them by authors' last names. I even did the same with John's clothes such as arranging them by colors and did the same with my clothes I bought from clothing shops in town after wearing some clothes that were dubbed sweats belonging to John. That's due to not willing to go around in public in my covered up dress or any of the clothes I bought that were in bright colors and not muted black like John's sweats. I kept the isolation seemingly lengthy even avoiding typing letters from time to time and only typing them down when I felt interested in doing it like I'm feeling at the moment. I haven't been interested in mating with John despite my breeding cycle as it's called by him hitting me again involving pains in my abdomen area. I didn't do anything towards the breeding cycle instead locked myself into the spare bedroom. I remained in there for the whole duration of the breeding cycle for an uncounted number of days or time. John never bothering to break down the door to mate with me like I kept on thinking that he would do that. He never did so, so once my breeding cycle was over I went back to our bedroom and fell asleep in bed with John lying on it ignoring me getting into bed with him. I didn't feel any caring from John in response to finishing my breeding cycle instead just remained in bed sleeping on and off. This including getting up to take in nourishment of tomato juice only due to unable to take any other nourishments. John kept blood drinks I assumed were they in a locked by key fridge as it's called. He hid the key from me due to unable to open the fridge that had a see through door window me unable to get inside to drink anything from there despite trying to break into it meeting failure every time.
Love,
Me
Dear Elizabeth,
I feel like I don't want to live in this loveless relationship with John. I just want to be loved and I'm not getting it from him. I think I ought to pack a suitcase and seeing on getting a bus ride out of here to somewhere to start over fresh. Seeing on getting this love status I craved from people I'm not getting like I keep on hoping on getting it. It's killing me inside living in this situation and not getting what I want from John or from people I keep on hoping on having. I'm tired and sick of this at the moment. Oh John is here due to sensing a familiar vibration that made me look up from the computer to see him giving me a look in his eyes that makes me nervous.
He is blaring at me mentally "Get off the computer and go into the bedroom I want to talk to you."
Will type more later once I find out what he wants.
Love,
Me
Dear Elizabeth,
John got me into the bedroom despite me not saying a word in response. He pushed me into there in a fast move and locking the door and stripping me of my clothes me wearing some sweats belonging to him. I unwilling to go around the apartment wearing the covered up dress and any of my bright colored clothes, me not resisting to his stripping me. John wound up removing his clothes to get me lying onto the bed to proceed to do his familiar hands' touch and mouthing and licking me all over. I wound up rolling my eyes from pleasure feelings of his mouth's manipulations and hands running all over me due to how good I was feeling from his touching me all over. I missed his touch badly that I didn't protest when he led my hand to himself to feel and touch which I stopped my eyes' roll and felt all over him.
Him mentally groaning in my mind words I heard "Ah you're getting me fiery from your touch onto me."
I kept hearing that repeatedly which I figured that the fiery word was slang talk for my touch was making him feeling good. I felt him while hearing him moan mentally in my mind him not resisting to me touching him that way. I didn't protest as John got me to remove my hands and back onto my back. He proceeded to mouth me all over while I was running my hands through his always shorter than shoulder length hair within reach of me. I missed his touch badly that I welcomed him touching me. I also haven't been interested in touching him lately and him doing the same which it was shocking to get this interests suddenly after awhile of not getting it.
I heard from John mentally as he stopped the mouthing to stare at me in the eyes I eyeing him back "I love you."
I felt myself shocked hearing that to hear him continue on mentally blaring it while repeatedly kissing me on the lips and speak those words then kiss me.
I broke the pattern and told him mentally "I love you. You gave me what I've been seeking from anyone was those three words I kept on hoping on getting."
He kissed me on the lips in response which I kissed him back before he broke it off to my regret. He got inside me as I eyed him in the eyes he giving me a smiley look I felt feelings of love come from him till I got an intense charge of pleasure hitting me and shook which he shook in response before adjusting his form to my side to wrap arms around me and kissing my cheek. I shut my eyes and smiled figuring out that I finally had gotten what I wanted in life.
Book Ends
Epilogue
Lisa came to the end of the book and found her fear hitting her gone from her along with a yellow vision blaring after turning off the lamp to within her eyesight. She realized why she was given the book for she was actually a Sonya going to be paired to a Bloody vampire. She groaned realizing why her Father kept working odd evening hours including having her do
ing the same despite hardly working during the day. It was due to that he was a Bloody himself she herself being a Sonya. She sighed to groan realizing why her recent skin sensitivity to the sun involving painful sunburn like rashes was because of her Sonya status developing. Including realizing why David was always covered up due to that he was a Bloody himself. She thumped the book onto her nightstand and got yellow vision dominant as she lied down onto the bed to feel shock of thick muscular clothe covered arms wrap around her in some hug move. She quickly twisted herself to find a male in bed with her. She recognized with a start was the man who fisted the three men trying to target her during a wee hour morning jog on a lighted up trail during dark time due to her sun sensitivity. She recalled after shooed away by the male she ran home and avoided that trail since including avoiding going out for jogs on that trail. Only went traveling among the public during the evening hours of when it was completely dark out but have glimpsed some male with looks of her Father having long black hair with some narrowed creepy black eyed look and pale white skin. He was appearing to be not her Father from time to time caught