CHAPTER 14
Afterward he inquired, frowning: "Where's McTee? I met him an' hestarted back to find you."
"He's gone off with his thoughts, Dan."
Harrigan sighed, looking up to the stainless blue of the sky: "Aye,that's the way of the Scotch. When they're happy in love, they go offby themselves an' brood like a dog that's thinking of a fight. But wereI he, I'd never be leavin' your side, colleen."
His head tilted back in the way she had come to know, and she waitedfor the soft dialect: "I'd be singin' songs av love an' war-r-r, an'braggin' me hear-rt out, an' talkin' av the sea-green av your eyes,colleen. Look at him now!"
For the great form of McTee left the circle of the trees and approachedthem.
"He's got his head down between his shoulders like a whipped cur. He'sbroodin', an' his soul is thick in a fog."
"Dan, I trust you to cheer him up; but you'll not speak of me?"
"Not I. He's a proud man, Black McTee, an' he'd be angered to the coreof him if he thought you'd talked about him an' his love to Harrigan.Whisht, Kate, I'll handle him like fire!
"The wood," he began, as McTee came in. "Did you find it on top of thehill, lad?"
McTee rumbled after a pause, and without looking at Harrigan: "There'splenty of it there. I made a little heap of the driest on the crown ofthe hill."
"Then the next thing is to move our fire up there."
"Move our fire?" cried Kate. "How can you carry the fire?"
"Easy. Take two pieces of burnin' wood an' walk along holdin' themclose together. That way they burn each other an' the flame keepsgoin'. Watch!"
He selected two good-sized brands from the fire and raised them,holding one in either hand and keeping the ignited portions of thesticks together. McTee looked from Kate to Harrigan.
"Sit down and talk to Kate. I'll carry the sticks; I know where thepile of timber is."
Harrigan made a significant and covert nod and winked at McTee withinfinite understanding.
"Stay here yourself, lad. I wouldn't be robbing you----"
Kate coughed for warning, and he broke off sharply.
"You've made one trip to the hill. This is my turn. Besides, youwouldn't know how to keep the stick burnin'. I've done it before."
McTee stared, agape with astonishment. The meaning of that wink stillpuzzled his brain. He turned to Kate for explanation, and she beckonedhim to stay. When Harrigan disappeared, he said: "What's the meaning?Doesn't Harrigan want to be with you?"
She allowed her eyes to wander dreamily after Harrigan.
"Don't you see? He's like a big boy. He's overflowing with happinessand he has to go off to play by himself."
McTee watched her with deep suspicion.
"It's queer," he pondered. "I know the Irish like a book, and whenthey're in love, they're always singing and shouting and raising thedevil. It looked to me as if Harrigan was making himself be cheerful."
He went on: "I'll take him aside and tell him that I understand.Otherwise he'll think he's fooling me."
"Please! You won't do that? Angus, you know how proud he is! He will befurious if he finds out that I've spoken to you about--about--our love.Won't you wait until he tells you of his own accord?"
He ground his teeth in an ugly fury.
"You understand? If I find you've been playing with me, it'll meandeath for Harrigan, and worse than that for you?"
She made her glance sad and gentle.
"Will you never trust me, Angus?"
He answered, with a sort of wonder at himself: "Since I was a child,you are the first person in the world who has had the right to call meby my first name."
"Not a single woman?" and she shivered.
"Not one."
She pondered: "No love, no friendship, not even pity to bring you closeto a single human being all your life?"
"No child has ever come near me, for I've never had room for pity. Noman has been my friend, for I've spent my time fighting them andbreaking them. And I've despised women too much to love them."
The tears rose to her eyes as she spoke: "I pity you from the bottom ofmy soul!"
"Pity? Me? By God, Kate, you'll teach me to hate you!"
"I can't help it. Why, if you have never loved, you have never lived!"
"You talk like a girl in a Sunday school! Ha, have I never lived? Menwere made strong so that a stronger man should be their master; andwomen--"
"And women, Angus?"
"All women are fools; one woman is divine!"
The yearning of his eyes gave a bitter meaning to his words, and shewas shaken like a leaf blown here and there by contrary winds.Unheeded, the sudden tropic night swooped upon them like the shadow ofa giant bird, and as the dark increased, they saw the glimmering of thefire upon the hill. She rose, and he followed her until they reachedthe upward slope.
Then he said: "You will want to be alone with him for a time. Can youfind the rest of the way?"
"Yes. You'll come soon?"
"I'll come soon, but I have to be by myself for a while. I may hate youfor it afterward, but now I'm weak and soft inside--like a child--and Ionly wish for your happiness."
"God bless you, Angus!"
"God help me," he answered harshly, and stepped into the blank night ofthe shadow of the trees.
Harrigan shook his head in wonder when he saw her coming alone. He hadbuilt up the fire and heaped fresh fuel in towering piles nearby. Theflames shot up twenty and thirty feet, making a wide signal across thesea.
"He's gone off by himself again?" questioned the Irishman.
She complained: "I can't understand him. Will he be always like this?What shall I do, Dan?"
He met her appeal with a smile, but the blue eyes went cold at once andhe sighed. It would never do to have the two sitting silent beside thatfire. The brooding of McTee would excite no suspicions in the mind ofHarrigan, but the quiet of the Irishman would be sure to excite thesuspicions of the other.
"Will you do something for me, Dan?"
He looked up with a whimsical yearning.
"Teach McTee manners? Aye, with all me heart!"
She laughed: "No; but cheer him up. You said that if you were in hisplace, you'd be singing all the time."
"And I would."
"Then sing for me--for Angus and me--tonight when we're sitting by thefire. He's fallen into a brooding melancholy, and I can't altogethertrust him. Can you understand?"
"And I'm to do the cheering up?"
"You won't fail me?"
He turned and occupied himself for a moment by hurling great armfuls ofwood upon the fire. The flames burst up with showering sparks, roaringand leaping. Then, as if inspired by the sight, he came to her with hishead tilting back in the way he had.
"I'll do it--I'll sing my heart out for you."
As McTee came up, the three sat down; a strange group, for the two menstared fixedly before them at the fire, conscientiously avoiding anymovement of the eyes toward Kate and the other; and she sat betweenthem, watching each of them covertly and humming all the while as iffrom happiness. Each of them thought the humming a love song meant forthe ears of the other. Finally McTee turned and stared curiously, firstat Kate and then at Harrigan. Manifestly he could not understand eithertheir silence or their aloofness. It was for the Scotchman that shewould have to play her role; Harrigan was blind. The Irishman also, asif he felt the eyes of McTee, turned his head. Kate noddedsignificantly and moved closer to him.
Obedient to his promise, he turned away again and raised his head tosing. Alternate light and shadow swept across his face and made fireand dark in his hair as the wind tossed the flame back and forth. Atthe other side of her McTee rested upon one elbow. Whenever she turnedher head, she caught the steel-cold glitter of his eyes.
The first note from Harrigan's lips was low and faltering and off key;she trembled lest McTee should understand, but the Scotchman attributedthe emotion to another cause. As his singing continued, moreover, itincreased in power and steadiness. On
e thing, however, she had notcounted on, and that was the emotion of Harrigan. Every one of hissongs carried on the theme of love in a greater or less degree, and nowhis own singing swept him beyond the bounds of caution; he turneddirectly to Kate and sang for her alone "Kathleen Mavourneen." Therewas love and farewell at once in his singing, there was yearning anddespair.
She knew that a crisis had come, and that McTee was pressed to thelimits of his endurance. The game had gone too far, and yet she darednot appear indifferent to the singing. That would have been too directa betrayal, so she sat with her head back and a smile on her lips.
There was a groan and a stifled curse. McTee rose; the song died in thethroat of Harrigan.