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Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright Notice
Acknowledgments
Epigraph
PART ONE - 1850 Child
Chapter 1 - HOOFBEATS OVERHEAD
Chapter 2 - “THE RAVELLED SLEAVE OF CARE”
Chapter 3 - REAR GUARD
Chapter 4 - PANDORA IN A BOX
Chapter 5 - INDIAN GIVING
Chapter 6 - COYOTE KEEPS IT UNDER HIS HAT
Chapter 7 - HER FUTURE IS IN THE CARDS
Chapter 8 - WASHINGTON SAYS …
Chapter 9 - SUN RUMBLES INSIDE IT
Chapter 10 - SHADOW WARRIOR
Chapter 11 - SAINTS PRESERVE US
Chapter 12 - SHE WHO TROTS THEM OUT
PART TWO - 1852 Apprentice
Chapter 13 - GETTING A LEG UP
Chapter 14 - TO WITCH THE WORLD
Chapter 15 - AN EGG-SUCKING WEASEL
Chapter 16 - ASHES TO ASHES
Chapter 17 - DEAD MAN’S JOURNEY
Chapter 18 - PLUNDERED
Chapter 19 - A LIGHT DUSTING
Chapter 20 - FIDDLING AROUND WHILE THE PACKARD BURNS
Chapter 21 - DUCK!
Chapter 22 - PASSED OVER
Chapter 23 - TOO MUCH OF NOT ENOUGH
Chapter 24 - “SHE WALKS IN BEAUTY”
Chapter 25 - WOMEN’S WORK
Chapter 26 - THE GIFT
Chapter 27 - THE DIVORCE
Chapter 28 - TUCSON, TUBAC, TUMACACORI, AND TO HELL
Chapter 29 - SOUTHERN DISCOMFORT
Chapter 30 - LIGHTNING DANCES ALL AROUND
PART THREE - 1862 Shaman
Chapter 31 - EXPENSIVE GIFTS
Chapter 32 - MOVING HEAVEN AND EARTH
Chapter 33 - UNDER FIRE
Chapter 34 - AN ULTIMATUM FOR DESSERT
Chapter 35 - THE BEST LAID SCHEMES
Chapter 36 - HOLDING UP THE SKY
Chapter 37 - SEEING RED
Chapter 38 - POKING AT A POSSUM
Chapter 39 - DAVID AND GOLIATH
Chapter 40 - KINFOLK
Chapter 41 - AMONG THE WILD MEN
Chapter 42 - FEEDING THE HAND THAT BITES
Chapter 43 - TREACHEROUS WRETCHES
Chapter 44 - TAKING HEARTS
Chapter 45 - EARLY BIRDS
Chapter 46 - IN THE BAG
Chapter 47 - PROMISES, PROMISES
Chapter 48 - SLINGS AND ARROWS
Chapter 49 - HEAD COUNT
Chapter 50 - ROUNDUP
Chapter 51 - UNITED, WE FALL
Chapter 52 - THE DEVIL MADE HER DO IT
Chapter 53 - OUT OF THE POT AND INTO THE LINE OF FIRE
PART FOUR - 1878 Warrior
Chapter 54 - IT’S HARD TO KICK AGAINST THE PRICKS
Chapter 55 - A MULE NAMED MALARIA
Chapter 56 - WE RUN LIKE LIZARDS
Chapter 57 - RIFLE’S WIFE
Chapter 58 - REUNIONS
Chapter 59 - AID AND COMFORT
Chapter 60 - BELIEVING IS SEEING
Chapter 61 - A HUNTING EXPEDITION
Chapter 62 - A VERY PRACTICAL JOKE
Chapter 63 - HAY-WEIGH ROBBERY
Chapter 64 - SHOULD AULD ACQUAINTANCE …
Epilogue - GHOST WARRIORS
Author’s Note
Praise for Lucia St. Clair Robson
Copyright Page
This book is dedicated to Jeanne Hazard Savage Robson. If everyone had her wisdom, her humor, her capacity for love, and her understanding of how to be a parent and a friend, the world would be an infinitely better place.
Thank you, Mom. I love you.
Acknowledgments
My first thanks go to author Jeanne Williams for introducing me to Lozen and Victorio, and for persistently suggesting I write about them. I want to give special thanks to Nochita of Dragoon, Arizona. He told me stories that made Lozen’s spirit come alive.
Gunsmith David Eccles shared his encyclopedic knowledge of weapons. If I’ve managed to get the gun references wrong, that isn’t David’s fault. Eric Smith helped me solve a problem with shotguns.
Author and historian Candy Moulton told me how to change a wheel on a loaded wagon in the middle of a desert. Celeste Coffee of Groesbeck, Texas, and novelist Mike Blakely answered questions about horses. Frank Moorman introduced me to the work of Keith Basso, whose studies of the Apache’s use of language provided a glimpse into their worldview. Vivian Waters knows all about the interior of the human body and filled me in on the effects of lead bullets on it.
Myrtle Marks, Glenda Marks, and Domikki Marks of Jackie’s Kitchen in Mt. Vernon, Alabama, not only served up some fine catfish and coleslaw, but they also told me how to find Mt. Vernon barracks, the army post where Geronimo’s people were held and where Lozen died. My old friend Shizuko Osaki McLaughlin went with me on explorations of Apache country. My brother, Buddy Robson, unraveled computer knots for me.
I owe heartfelt gratitude to my agent, Virginia Barber, and to Joseph Brendan Vallely. Their insights were a tremendous help.
Finally, thanks to my editor, Robert Gleason, for his encouragement, enthusiasm, and confidence.
My sister is my right hand. Strong as a man, braver than most, and cunning in strategy, Lozen is a shield to her people.
—Victorio
Why is it that the Apaches want to die—that they carry their lives on their fingernails? They roam over the hills and plains and want the heavens to fall on them.
—Cochise
The Apaches are the tigers of the human species.
—Gen. George Crook
PART ONE
1850 Child
How the Pale Eyes Got Guns
Long ago, they say, White Painted Woman and her son, Killer of Enemies, were the only human beings on earth. White Painted Woman wanted another child, so she prayed a lot. One day while she was praying a spirit told her to take off all her clothes and lie on her back in the rain. The water entered that place—you know the one I mean—and she had a second son. She called him Child of the Water.
When Yusen, Life Giver, decided to put people on earth he wanted two kinds. He set out a gun and a bow and arrows on the ground, and he called to Killer of Enemies and Child of the Water. He told them to pick which one they wanted. Killer of Enemies was a big coward, but he was the older brother, so he got to choose first. He took the gun and left Child of the Water with the bow and arrow. The followers of Killer of Enemies became Pindah, the Pale Eyes people. Child of the Water became the leader of us Indians.
Killer of Enemies was not only cowardly, but he wasn’t very smart, either. I heard that he almost chose the bow and arrows. If he had done that, we would have had the guns first. What do you think of that?
Chapter 1
HOOFBEATS OVERHEAD
Sister didn’t know she had horse magic, but her older brother Morning Star did. That was why he brought her to the fiesta in the Mexican town of Janos, even though his friends didn’t approve. Broken Foot was forty and lame besides. He didn’t care much about appearances anymore, but Cousin and He Who Yawns were twenty-four. They cared a great deal. They ignored Sister, but they had the look of men who had stepped in so
mething smelly and couldn’t get it off their moccasins.
The hems of their best breechclouts reached their knees in front and the middle of the calves behind. The big silver disks called conchos decorated their wide leather belts. Their high moccasins were thickly beaded, and the upturned strip of leather on each toe was painted red. Their black hair hung loose, swaying against the backs of their thighs as they walked. Turquoise earrings dangled from the holes in their lobes. They had intended to impress everyone in Janos today, but here they were with a girl-child trailing them.
The boys resented Sister, too. When she left them guarding the horses on the outskirts of town, they had pelted her with acorns. Morning Star was sure they would pay for it later. They always did.
Probably the women who stayed in the camp upriver were yammering about her. Among the Ndee, thirteen-year-old girls did not associate with boys and men. Where his little sister was concerned, Morning Star never cared what people said. That was just as well, because she had been giving them something to talk about since she took her first tottering steps out of the cradleboard. She showed no signs of changing.
This was the first time she had seen a Mexican fiesta. As she strode through the plaza she seemed unperturbed by the noise and unimpressed by the goods laid out around her. She wore a fringed doeskin tunic over the leather skirt whose uneven hem reached below the tops of her high moccasins. She had slung her bow and fox-skin quiver across her back. A few strings of glass beads and a small bag of hodenten, the sacred cattail pollen, hung around her neck.
She had a child’s mouth, with a full upper lip that curved like a double-arced bow, but someone much older looked out from her dark eyes. She had skin the deep reddish brown of the rocky bones of the mountains where her people lived. This morning she had fidgeted while Morning Star’s young wife, She Moves Like Water, had combed her knee-length hair with a bundle of stiff grass. She had twisted it into a shiny black coil and secured it at the nape of Sister’s neck with the curved piece of rawhide that marked her as an unmarried maiden. She Moves Like Water had tried to give Sister advice on proper behavior, but Morning Star knew she was wasting her time.
“Hola, amigos.” A trio of mounted Mexicans cantered toward the four Ndee men. One of them handed Morning Star a gourd filled with pulque, but Morning Star passed it to Cousin.
Morning Star and half the men would stay sober today so they could look out for the drunk ones, but he would have refused the pulque, anyway. He did not drink when Mexicans were around. As he walked through Janos, Morning Star watched the crowds of Mexicans and Ndee men mingling to drink and to gamble. He scanned the flat roofs of the low adobe buildings, looking for the barrel of a musket. When a string of firecrackers exploded, he put a hand on the haft of his knife and looked around for Sister.
The villagers of Janos had invited the Ndee to hold council and to receive presents, even though they believed their Apache guests quite capable of murdering them. And even when they themselves would have murdered their guests if it seemed advantageous. The Mexicans and the Ndee had warred for so long that the stories passed down about it did not have a beginning. No one believed they would have an end, either.
The Ndee maintained an uneasy peace with the people of Janos in order to trade dried meat, hides, and the horses, mules, and cattle they stole from the neighboring state of Sonora. In exchange the Mexicans gave them knives, beads, blankets, and corn. The sorcery of alcohol, though, could change friendship to emnity with the flight of an insult or the flash of a knife blade.
Morning Star was relieved when they passed the last thatched hut on the outskirts of the village. On the open stretch of desert beyond, the horses milled in the corral of mesquite branches woven between uprights.
“Cimarrones,” Sister murmured. Wild ones.
The mustangs were wild, all right, and the Mexicans and the Ndee flapped blankets at them and poked them with poles to make them wilder. Morning Star saw no fear in his sister’s eyes, and he didn’t expect to. Oblivious of the noise around her, she stood at the fence and assessed the horses.
“That one.” She pointed her nose at a chunky pony the color of dried blood. He had a long neck, a large head, and crafty eyes. His delicate ears pricked forward, as though he were analyzing the situation. His wide nostrils indicated good wind.
Morning Star went to talk to the jefe, the Mexican in charge, a short man wearing straw sandals and a clean white cotton shirt and trousers. He carried a stout oak club and a coil of rope into the corral.
He shook out a loop in his rope as he stood in the eye of that storm of hooves, teeth, and tempers. With a flick of his wrist he threw the loop over the ears of Sister’s selection and pulled it tight. Men ran to help him haul the horse out of the corral. They looked like a stew at a full boil, surging this way and that while the pony bucked and thrashed. Finally they secured his legs, slipped a rope over his lower jaw, and buckled a wide strap, a surcingle, around his middle. They snubbed him, trembling and wild eyed, to one of the posts set in a line and went back for another horse.
Sister held out some sugar in the palm of her hand and murmured to him. He eyed her with suspicion.
“Is that the one you’re going to ride?” Cousin asked Morning Star.
“No.”
Ndee usually waited for others to explain themselves if and when they wanted to, but this was different. This involved wagering.
“Which one are you going to ride?” inquired He Who Yawns.
“None of them.”
Broken Foot didn’t ask any questions. He watched the horse stretch out his neck and snatch the sugar from Sister’s palm. He watched her take pollen from the bag around her neck and make a cross with it on his forehead. He saw her blow into the pony’s nostrils; then he limped off to place a wager on him.
“Your sister will ride for you?” Cousin obviously thought Morning Star had turned foolish.
“Yes.” Morning Star went off to place his own bet.
The heaps of wagered objects grew higher. The Ndee shed their necklaces, their silver armbands, and their concho belts. They threw down saddles, bridles, and blankets and everything else of any value. They weren’t only betting on the winning horse. They were wagering on which riders would still be clinging to their mounts’ backs at the end of the race and who would be dead, alive, or badly hurt.
Roping the other ten horses took most of the afternoon and a week’s worth of sweat and swearing. By the time all the animals stood tethered in a line, the jefe’s pants and shirt were no longer white and Sister was running her hands along the rust-colored horse, murmuring to soothe him. She draped her arms over his back and stood on a rock so she could lie across him. He sidestepped and looked back at her with bulging eyes, but he didn’t try to bolt.
“Listos, muchachos,” shouted the mustache. “A caballo.”
The men holding the mustangs took a firmer grip while the riders did their best to climb aboard. Sister hiked her skirt up under her belt. She took a running start and jumped. She scrambled into a sitting position, picked up the rope that would serve as a rein, clamped her legs against his sides, and waited. A shudder passed along his spine. Sister understood why. She must have felt like a young cougar landing on him. He roached his back, gathered his feet like the stems in a handful of wildflowers, and awaited developments.
The trumpet blasted. There was a moment of stillness while the mustangs devised their strategies. The horse next to Sister promptly laid down and rolled over. The rest took off bucking and twisting, scattering onlookers or running over them.
Sister’s pony and two others ran for the tall pole at the finish as though a pack of wolves snapped at their heels. Sister pulled ahead and was about to stand up on his back to show off when a shot rang out. The pony stumbled. His nose hit the ground, and his momentum carried his hindquarters up and over his head and Sister’s. Sister somersaulted, landed on her feet, and ran a few steps to regain her balance.
The pony’s hooves jerked, and his eye
balls rolled up. Sister squatted and ran her fingers over his chest until she found the bullet hole. None of the Ndee here possessed one of the fire sticks that spat balls of black metal. A Mexican had done this.
“Someone must have bet on one of the other two horses,” Morning Star said.
Sister was outraged. “I would have won.”
“Don’t let them see that they’ve angered you. That gives them power over you. You can’t change what’s past, but you can learn from it. What have you learned today?”
“That I cannot trust Mexicans.”
“You can never trust Mexicans.”
SISTER GLARED AT NA’TANH, CORN FLOWER, SPRAWLED ON his stomach in a curdled puddle of half-digested beans and bad booze. If she put the chile powder into his breechclout now, he probably wouldn’t even notice it. He looked dead, but he snored like a bear. He had made himself stupid with pulque, a brew that smelled worse than old moccasins.
She kicked the sole of his very old moccasin with the pointed toe of her own, but he only grunted. She bounced a stone off his bare buttock, taut as a drumhead. That made her feel better, but he seemed none the worse for it.
Whooping and weaving in their saddles, the drunken ones had left Janos the night before surrounded by those who had stayed sober. Morning Star had pulled her up to ride in front of him, and she had slept with her cheek resting on his war pony’s mane and her arms around the horse’s neck.
When they arrived in camp, most of the drinkers had slid from their horses and staggered off to fall asleep. Some of them had brought pulque home and shared it with their wives. Many of the sober ones decided to make up for lost time. The party had lasted until dawn.
Like Corn Flower, some of them hadn’t made the effort to return to Janos for the second day of talks and trading. Sister’s father had been one of those. When she passed his brush shelter, she heard him snoring.